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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeM7CrsxWD
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpCLPy9tnB
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC90SQMhSkr
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5kHN4rb33
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錯過與放棄。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHOO0DJS06
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P1vnB4FS7
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaHlSv1VBI
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『If……』39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrr2QOs4MA
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6vK04zsMq
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtf8rgHO8lA
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcTKPGFtHH
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFD3V8Blo0
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9widITlf4
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPhHcparU6
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『給十年後未來的你』39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpCaHZdctS
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHuDf2D60n
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSa8rmoZ7N
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw756j6zjJ
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLCrmrVaaW
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmO4jZ3Hai
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPIT7YOLX0
至今回想卻支離破碎。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSyGlQQcoY
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YQ0xCrQxY
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYPUPDGv0c
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrXP2GDFZt
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早就該死亡了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeR6eW3N2W
早就該離開了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9zuhCdWFw
早就……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcLTSqm5sz
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7FHtcUzHa
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzhQbig7w2
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLnO2VwJK3
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7DWRLCA6n
為什麼不能忍耐呢……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriWMQrLsFv
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tHM40NYVn
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『不要哭。』39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqCX2URoas
最後，兄長只是這麼說。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNLmyWl3Wb
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuxwngZg6C
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wTuxneeQ9
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblvxkEa85H
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到底過了多久呢？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPcGLCKcJC
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfhNMh70Pr
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJVuv0n5EK
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjlIl3Lc2z
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52XAb5b5nE
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他拼命的挖土。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1nfUF5mub
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwkoQQEQqd
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡym6vKYUfEg
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEpbvKMoIf
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那是一面白紙。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTTkFopadJ
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDfJz9ZYAg
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcrazBnYjE
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83Qhw8HmAL
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyogqjRKvYt
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQpwRt4n9c
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看新聞有感。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN6LNBMPaw
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡET2VxRherr
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「關於雪的聯想」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLskSkXRaBu
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpfoutDsw2
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxXr4pUCPM
乾澀的，卻熱和著。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwINpwPSmM
『你聽』39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvooiTExtk
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsenwqtaisR
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU9BQilVkW
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTDURdW4Jt
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『踏雪無聲』39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw38K3mv2U4
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乍然寂靜無聲。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0jcKJY838
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt7gCckwaN
他張大眼，張口不能言。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVH0Bqtaup2
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPIW9thaPN
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「遙遠的童話故事」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3fdE3H8EG
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2PTku59Hl
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuEnZOyKyM
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcC8qG9jPb
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『請幸福的……』39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0zP9c8CQS
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KIbLcAYmE
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeossoeCpoH
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnn6ZgMQEME
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDpXj6xRkX
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3Y7fKITwc
我無法相信話語的真實。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bheSNZ240
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我知道，你愛我。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvWbDhdE5n
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc22j3sTlH
我當然也從你口裡聽到。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjt6iXi6F5
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeOKkCleDc
你總是會說：「我愛你。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjs9OOt34Q
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是的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxwj5KiXg7
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLdPe0g9JW
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF20NijhnBt
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNuJDOrVFL
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutzpvrA0Qs
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『後日談』39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pOaBNNkf0
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOQbbdIEyN
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNIlDPOO4u
然後他又重複了一次。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPZK96ypXC
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1ptHqnP7b
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwXNqDSl1G
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAousFjjPZ
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNuqCb4gKU
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「十年」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM6xTlElGh
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZnK1GhlvT
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsTnOtaZGB
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUuNTRmovq
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztuLnd0SX5
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因為太感同身受了。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i0kxGye6S
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAO7sppFik
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M0gp64rQ6
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXE2gzJv4Ct
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsR1QRZntp
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7x6zireaHg
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLACbudkJB
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4ytV5Gu0f
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGdsAiAkHY
他始終是，一個人。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡox60w8qSsP
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsiBBd3eYB
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXOBpson3o
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他決定要去旅行。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45dwIcqXgd
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYghKGAfgfB
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路德也許會生氣吧。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPfdWLNPo0
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbf7zE1nYa
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLOwjTvbLL
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMUyxX6C12
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6FtSYOHOZ
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBi3lPZ5PN
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdZUCdZ0Qa
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZJXIKtVOY
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf5lsPLgkf
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavwEPc8zdH
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVZXFf5oxp
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN3phEWDHQ
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7IelBic8w
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjMXDrsUZp
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVZ9svhLT1
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46LsQXqxeK
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他收起相片，忖思。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaVrKX4U0b
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegk5qaZBrQ
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1W41BC5vu
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaP6foR3fKs
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