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『世界上最遙遠的距離』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPsmmfKjLK
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqSccIF2LU
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXm9upTGOCC
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05s2I7N0gX
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忽視了你眼底的情慾。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwgDuwsy3x
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我怎麼能悔恨。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoXPK4UmCO
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ccqJAaEDE
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWg2g1Axa5
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyKj6KdWFs
「這樣的我令人厭惡。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHvcojRETp
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錯過與放棄。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16RbZErEHI
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5adg73kgl
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3UhgH0VP4
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『If……』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSRlfCaDDy
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwMEDnvr4v
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP1pAQ6xbr
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE7798uNif
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwEHlqnWSk
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSgPeJor6i
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZ8xdmpC61
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『給十年後未來的你』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfPkcGQPfr
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUErdzqep8
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40nj9xDAAU
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBdvKdBIH4
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGlyPoDS3G
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVH9fN8l3t4
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hKPwhX0ay
至今回想卻支離破碎。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRzCcVhJe6
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUMrPKWZgu
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNs13QC8WW
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVK0tgrKh9
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早就該死亡了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6bJs48GJQ
早就該離開了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUWQxmx8cW
早就……57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1Frqq1Nrx
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZBTmRrszJ
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKzlhKcqhV
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvCr2injuM
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BanGHUbCU
為什麼不能忍耐呢……57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTnqErZfbe
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj1MfMWUiz
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『不要哭。』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcWIXm1NYV
最後，兄長只是這麼說。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJkgFlQGyN
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldBO3zC3gn
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeLJRjm7oM
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbRbQA52Sc
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到底過了多久呢？57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFjPKEilBT
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAfgzszAuc
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kUJbUIUU1
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFwLAeTNbX
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpRjrl2H2o
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他拼命的挖土。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY87WRx2Yt
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zWi5FtJa3
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuHZmx9Kp5
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGs8a35TgU
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那是一面白紙。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLZyUGpuem
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70TzLoW4s7
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XBhmuY0Fv
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTpsv6Xcyl
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkG46knYi7I
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Zjp87GQve
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看新聞有感。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vAcciCuuv
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwHP59ynrf
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「關於雪的聯想」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39gk2zC46F
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXaSLT3KHQ
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeaVPY6EQP
乾澀的，卻熱和著。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHuZrk9XSI
『你聽』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVi0aGSUzT
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4LJfhsohh
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLITdS5Ap4
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHOPMTHhuU
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『踏雪無聲』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaS77lfSuxO
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乍然寂靜無聲。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VBRAYkAOq
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAM8ZjhPLEh
他張大眼，張口不能言。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnS1TmTVcE7
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrnbLkVygJ
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6dqCLxY9S
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGitqIzLs49
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlv9bUJ7mvy
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『請幸福的……』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mDLQuV6Ve
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbs7OqM7cyw
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Okd00FDRs
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3R8OLcixPS
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hpFM13q2R
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIRmHeNlpD
我無法相信話語的真實。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIBJc3fQVs
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我知道，你愛我。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHN0IncrdF
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZQxP7ZyfN
我當然也從你口裡聽到。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7jO9BqJCc
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjd2BjRc36
你總是會說：「我愛你。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYI6yugB4ug
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是的。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPHlXK58b1
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KE4yCkye7
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9YpTffxja
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrqUZzPagb
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETdC39fWZL
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『後日談』57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri5puhp7h2
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91R6tzvM5Q
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgT6KiEH4cl
然後他又重複了一次。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RvLo0iobN
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRJ4YhgrkK
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJKtaVrtWI
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwta4ObDNK
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm282WBAo0P
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「十年」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRPGW1Qz4v
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQvze12Re9
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYsVAhE2MC
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡregLjOL8PM
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3DPmlPNfl
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因為太感同身受了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtg8z19Ah4k
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF4X2dRO8c
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0CEkemNVf
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tyY5qwhcp
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAAUxGYsL8
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpAUUSiIL1
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4f9euQ4YpK
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqp7z8b9Dy
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LbwHHHWI5
他始終是，一個人。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ5WVbO8wq
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Kvnv0pHcR
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSW8tJd5Df
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他決定要去旅行。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt9QNlqQp9
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7RriQGGvy
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路德也許會生氣吧。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4QLfXuMEi
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0wSNWzEq4
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdk52fUIpMX
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltueRCVROZ
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYjFLLYPTL
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxT4PTHHCgw
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzojDIUBw9
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vKddhi1qU
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSoqWLuNMp
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8fo2GxZLR
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTelOtRPUU
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WrZFL2Qgl
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVShp6Vlhz6
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnjwcrKljE
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLASzMuP5s
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaTRH8CZQy
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他收起相片，忖思。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPXAIs6jSy
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6zVN0jqE7
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvQuaIloDC
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEwdBpYBHD
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