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就像之前短篇的敘事，並非是美好而溫馨的。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvyCJ5SR0I
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『世界上最遙遠的距離』78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJJAdVyK66
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NoYnfkCWL
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSX2VwQdQg3
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyfaobMnXy
拒絕了你對我的情感。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGZAyP1rs1
忽視了你眼底的情慾。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZizhYEnVE
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我怎麼能哭泣。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhENgzS1bb5
我怎麼能悔恨。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQVQj6BGEp
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDYHQuCh2u
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5ZlvDwO0K
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwFORA0VH5
「這樣的我令人厭惡。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRRwbsgSor
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錯過與放棄。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30j9hPvgiJ
於是悔恨交織。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxp2utr6jo
如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKmJVBk39A
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAU5OTNPxUm
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『If……』78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyClQ4N3E4A
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnezNKKVxJP
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eIsv0Tfdb
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1cUROkoEl
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbXJub6Vvq
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3krXTLYCG
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulRn2ICpYq
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『給十年後未來的你』78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKbzzPuBSb
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNmb8wEdpk
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6meOkg02sU
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKy5aNiYNu
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmtt4hV45b
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH03t7POZ9Z
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzHKBkCXyI
至今回想卻支離破碎。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GOSSHtp7A
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR77hcPexVK
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGDCqE5NAT
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oGMvOs20u
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早就該死亡了。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPez39O3xU
早就該離開了。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgzQ0E9ymy
早就……78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYws5L6ZJZU
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKUY4MbkGE
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEdPi8SgPX
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipdBBjNDqG
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBatKGuB24h
為什麼不能忍耐呢……78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEciWB2ZbP
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1edJOfHAj6
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『不要哭。』78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2blc0c76x
最後，兄長只是這麼說。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoUl5Pf8Ap
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHs2QtAiU1H
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwCAR6o3b3
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEtPlSZ3NK
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到底過了多久呢？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaoW2xC7Ao
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhcRzux2Z6
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqH7nbjnIgm
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5I6BsqQgu3
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvY9jiIUJD
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他拼命的挖土。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSvc9quOk1
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBW57mucwZS
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLh8PtUb7wY
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDBD8w5aif
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那是一面白紙。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3BDbhaMPr
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qZwL0QuO3
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYYRWHx3oy
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqYRiq3cmX
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjv21XJvMNo
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdl1Ms353qf
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看新聞有感。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvREBtJ4XCc
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3rLMbjJAe
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「關於雪的聯想」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39ulByOFki
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWbJNk6VIr
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk8AhSpmm1
乾澀的，卻熱和著。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUn9smT1iW
『你聽』78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DC7AuxOVD
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmWyMjrmO0
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRr2AieLu4f
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAhv0sARKF
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『踏雪無聲』78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVTd7ScKfs
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乍然寂靜無聲。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrNNrXtJD0
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7E5WEd2tRA
他張大眼，張口不能言。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8VkdjJPPJ
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu70FxIx6tU
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzs8Vh0CohU
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCIqtAeCGa
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQDxnglEkp
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『請幸福的……』78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVd7AGNaYEy
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVIFq2e5Kc
如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRlIj2vsjs
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ364wcBYDaW
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtytYJs84cn
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJuF9q1zYg
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18t0cO7GIn
奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxANLSkWMCi
我無法相信話語的真實。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYbfC0YnZE
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYHc7j74QE
我知道，你愛我。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwThOnv00w5
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mEPFJnLyV
我當然也從你口裡聽到。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS2ef00wda
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVsw76ST8u
你總是會說：「我愛你。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HDItiT6xr
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcq5vURJZh8
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是的。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmVTpwZL3F
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErv2iJ4WLY
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0FmbW8fOp
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7fRJycenl
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRgUFxojOZ
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『後日談』78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5AONHI6Jl
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BOHtCvnyH
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Yq4edhZx8
然後他又重複了一次。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWxqjaddGV
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnojIk7AUG
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4lDei3vYo
喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHzObwjhSE
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4acSviMwdx
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA09Cgndtje
不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbPmY1MhzE
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「十年」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDKY2jPfSO
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbtmDEHFhQ
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE43Enoftf3
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPnVUUfUj2
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegxt2IDwyJ
熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmjF7cR0Bv
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmliWOjBNW
因為太感同身受了。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRtffsOJ9w
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiowUrymmk
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RzCVlpJ2l
幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6uWECQ10a
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAXyDR92Bb
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1VKtwuVFt
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShNWRRYefj
只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zT5H99A2Z
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAHvAzbmj4
那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPU5zI98UUd
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMMdkt0ZEj
但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSbGNxRAAr
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EJHlhKMNL
他始終是，一個人。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyfzN4XItM
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIx3xXcREx9
他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJlv9hltmn
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNPLi18NwX
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他決定要去旅行。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4q4s2NDF5S
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEmjsVLXS2
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0AumFwaq3
路德也許會生氣吧。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjBeuEiziU
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0nkJLVyCj
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKy2U5K1cu
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zQDh6BWqf
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjrHtdIExn
路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR89tpanBkn
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkuwFBxEVG
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzW4uvKij62
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYRWQ1ItX0
家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DW22P5DEI
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqkEpkc8uO
基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84AgUbGC5h
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYcL8jHQiC
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkecy0OxbL
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVaD3YDVy8
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwnx3WY8bG
「你有見過這個男人嗎？」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9885tu6k8
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mQZVmT1S7
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHPdiRhgLb
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTUuaf3iXa
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVMPqkGoXC
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XlM1w3kcU
78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmywCF2tPaT
他收起相片，忖思。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sqaDhhNoR
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPyQLjeHHG
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiLlWorM7G
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。78Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2T5vCBCi5l
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