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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1vdYKOm4n
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstBpIGLDPh
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3WheYBRVV
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocfRgMOOsE
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錯過與放棄。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebivfJHj0z
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vNdkFjA5E
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCk9FjqzqQ
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『If……』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgMAsXSYw0
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD90qqjkIKo
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdP1d73I8JK
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZx4dXFDVzn
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wnGCvcYLM
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyjIz1t6LO
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlltIIny1qq
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『給十年後未來的你』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TEM0Uka6x
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMSBXBSQEw
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvf74g1fkG
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqgTX6ie0S
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dDhAkGsRZ
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacYwBTw0Aw
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcb6Vhk0vU
至今回想卻支離破碎。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtANqWxc5F
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpKY1vliuE
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYbST38GO3
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImqguMSeGV
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早就該死亡了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UKj70iw2l
早就該離開了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlwu2DFp54
早就……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8ugkdtcRN
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuD1Iiesxt
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFgWXITSPf
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6n12yUf7M
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv3O9SB0Qp
為什麼不能忍耐呢……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6n2WbExNkN
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRW7ppo2Vv
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『不要哭。』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0secbb2mz
最後，兄長只是這麼說。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoiKQFmXO8
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBQXOvSo2I
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvQO3zpr1b
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RN55KZR5L
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到底過了多久呢？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIoHBMvAP1
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0IJ4F5nU8
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFrGvDIb3n
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jGYAh0aMG
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdUxBLiIMy
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他拼命的挖土。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcvfPDTyh6
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72BdS7vatx
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAYh8MO2w6
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSqPT3g5qy
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1TgyH2NUF
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IvWpvDmeu
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgquT0u4WO0
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr06ufnDkn
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9yJw80sqV
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看新聞有感。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIK2cktLVRt
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBzppAOfrN
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「關於雪的聯想」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmQgYHrtwh
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnX7Y7VCMx
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9cKuaNFXL
乾澀的，卻熱和著。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBsnxdWd3g
『你聽』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5susGuTxJU
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaWzzfUGL4
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWCY8Moso5
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGtMCeBvLL
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『踏雪無聲』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSf3y2HDhO
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乍然寂靜無聲。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVECEktiPj2
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTi5D8kwx6
他張大眼，張口不能言。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVGpZHixo2
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCVXx423RS
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「遙遠的童話故事」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNXmWhaNUk
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej1Zp0v35p
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuV17fAnTL
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeLVt8gNyj
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『請幸福的……』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kmvM44x6a
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6odIgOFJ4
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqbXpxOg3X
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSu5ZVOIQZ
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUfrTbLT4g
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctPtOY6yQ3
我無法相信話語的真實。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2biLzoUmEc
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我知道，你愛我。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF0c8uLJYx
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsQcWFG5Ky
我當然也從你口裡聽到。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vRcLi6LIv
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzz7ABrxxht
你總是會說：「我愛你。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GsXumnvTX
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是的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUcg3BZCAx
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPAqGmrecJ
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36fNnQzHnh
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeXsUIZJF6
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLRqeyrikV
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『後日談』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmHMRyCGSK
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtI2EreTTm
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AysJseril
然後他又重複了一次。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWIr7scsWH
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapvbFvQ3AD
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxesc9Dr4Hx
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv0WLKXViO
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpizQgJYDgh
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「十年」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zhpALGduu
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwi4PjJg3UL
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8U5FIUP7f
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFDhd23JTi
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62kyS91CDC
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因為太感同身受了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8RINWNVPn
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcs1JPrrxeO
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aXP2Md22T
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzzscNuHIp
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jjeoY9HMR
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Yp5J1pM2x
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5S5wWILsV8
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfce5iHSNU
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9hLHX09U2
他始終是，一個人。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPphaeBLXML
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fcsV2scsg
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXidHn9bGSs
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他決定要去旅行。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HdBihyNLs
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejfcm0MQp1
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路德也許會生氣吧。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVKiu5MZJJ
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡei3ILf1rrf
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AQklnrxYR
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXENosAuUV
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG8IZ5pMMB
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloBwnNmbPT
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHywdJlJudI
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Eg469tE1Y
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaDWKZyeXQ
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtkTQJRqgP
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNNAAF0z99
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNP7gNJXsJ
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RIK0tgb1O
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3lfjYOCFb
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11CctV4N7R
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZF8TdnHdC
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他收起相片，忖思。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJfWhKt2kZ
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrtY7hoLr9
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTzzzkgEsB
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx69wh0vS2
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