經過了幾年時間，丁開始習慣工作，習慣看別人的臉色過日子，習慣沒有白澤的日子。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6XR1UAE2f
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從村人們的交談中，丁不得不接受這樣的事實。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBxoappW8V
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在覺悟的那天蒙頭大哭了一夜，接下來他就怎麼也流不出淚來，投身於忙碌的工作當中。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWmOB7AEgi
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他可以在忙碌中忘了許多事，忘了他過去的名字，忘了他小時候親暱叫著的名字，忘了他曾經那樣幸福的活在另一個人的寵溺中，甚至忘了該怎麼笑。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4Bl03CXHW
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不知不覺，他似乎已經很久沒有笑過了。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWgTbOlE6d
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他伸手摸上自己變得下垂的嘴角，然後在四顧無人後拿出白澤唯一遺留下的物品。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaYmkSy7aE
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黃色的金屬雕刻著他不了解的紋路，鮮紅的繩結綁成他無法理解的構造，他唯一記得的似乎只剩下如夢般朦朧的甜美回憶及這東西不能被其他人得手的念頭。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO78KaAGks
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只是有時看著這東西會覺得他還能繼續努力下去。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWXVxySLAD
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或許他心底還是期待著的吧？期待那個被自己淡忘的人能夠前來迎接自己。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0kM2eubMR
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嘲笑著自己那無謂的心情，丁將紅繩重新藏回懷中，然後繼續投身彷彿無止無盡的工作。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8d2YdPSVOb
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「還不下雨…！獻上活祭品吧！」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRg9ccBIuu3
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某日夜晚，在丁進入夢鄉前，他隱約聽到如此的聲音。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe27IDQWpC1
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啊啊，活祭品，是指活生生被獻給神明的動物嗎？66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtG8C67HYN
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「我不要當祭品。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWiclz4AQu
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嗯？66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcoukwLkuF
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「我也不要。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNgsxHNd8S
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不是用動物嗎？66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6MeKj4WcK
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「丁呢？」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFhv2dlO3V
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！66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxflmHQoPtR
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「對了，還有丁吶。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoynqTtEfeq
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我要被交給神明？在祭壇上活生生地被殺死嗎？66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLlA6KuobR
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不，這個村裡的人應該不至於這麼做，頂多把我放在那裏直到餓死吧？66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsr2e7e3Xk9
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……回收屍體的時候，這東西會被看到的。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7QhT7q3pa
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聽著聲音漸弱，等到火光熄滅，丁坐起身，輕巧的離開床舖。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhq1Toiigmx
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吃了他們那麼多年的飯，讓我回報這條命是無所謂，但是，只有這個絕不讓給任何人。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zZEfubTFr
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順著月光及星光，從小生長在野外的丁熟悉的行走於黑暗之間，終於在深夜走到了距離村莊不算遠卻足夠隱密的，他以前的家。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzkpcbpI7h
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當他以前很累很累的時候，就會偷偷跑來這裡，緬懷著已經不記得的那個人。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVps4Tb3Eg
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丁面無表情地想著，坐在樹洞外，手上拿著一根沒有很纖細的樹枝。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezoXuGvnXQ
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將樹枝插在樹洞前的土壤，丁的嘴角微微上揚。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiSNy7Wriz
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感謝你小時候的照顧。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ707FRSi8ZE
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默念著，丁將一直珍藏的寶物纏繞在樹枝上頭。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1V28MnwGa
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大概明天，我就會被告知這件事了。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBNVoNEUV6
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我，一直都......66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRvi4F9jHC
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嗤笑自己的情感，丁勾起嘴角，然後站起身。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMit9TI0wyE
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永別了，以後就再也見不到面了。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImvmRePo7V
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想著，丁覺得眼睛有些酸澀，揉揉眼，他還是踏著步伐回到村落。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTgTnSfgtD
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以後就真的，可以不用再抱著希望，一日復一日的等下去了。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQM98JtKl51
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抹殺掉自己心中那份期待，丁冷靜地想著。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADM0G6IDtX
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近十年都不曾出現過的人，是不可能在最後一刻出現的。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsFIq9PMsm
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這樣就好，這樣就可以了。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmtcuNiU4x
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難得的度過不是一覺到天亮的夜晚，丁這夜幾乎沒睡，就算意識模糊也會立刻夢到那些充滿希望的夢境而驚醒。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryQrt5Zg3S
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他不想要再一次的抱著希望，因此他只能自己去接受絕望。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCiSgeR9iu
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為了這些村民，為了這些養活自己的村民，為了這些奴役自己的村民……66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMKVgBH9Bv
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「丁，你起床了嗎？」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBG363X50Zr
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「……是。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkMluVB9Vw
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「我們有些話想跟你說。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1JKzZ1M0S
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不是一個人，就算想逃也逃不掉，對吧？66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmlOYSHkge
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丁在心裡想著，一邊聆聽村長那一長串的理由，然後點頭。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9CxfqwIrJ
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「我願意。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWT2EePuAr6
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然後在眾人鬆了一口氣的情況下，被包圍著前往祭場。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YBz93g160
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「換上這個。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BXUVy1BHd
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「戴上這個。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaw3v77jZ3
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「還有這個。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkWqVVAPql
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「喂，把那個拿來。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcYoKxtuRV
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七手八腳地趕在夜晚前把東西弄好，丁端坐在祭壇上，依照村長的說法雙手合十，等待神明的降臨。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOzZbGfl2A
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「不要恨我啊，丁。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCN1rYKf61z
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村長說著，也朝著他的方向拜了一拜。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAuA1eFdGV
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「沒事的，如今的時代只有這個方法可以穩定人心，我不會怨恨的。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsBEhn9ioD
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沒有看向任何人，丁把視線放在山的某處，他猜想應該是他過去居住的地方。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJuSiTlCIW
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而村人們你看看我、我看看你，便在陸續道謝後離開了祭壇。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdI1ZQpvKak
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「…若是有黃泉這種東西，我一定要讓村裡的人嚐嚐死後被我制裁的滋味……」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8MQAHOYXn
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丁小聲的碎念，像是要告訴自己，也像是在偷偷的警告村人。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpnYl38tPE
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「永別了，請多保重。」66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIJpwtJjvh
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如果沒有黃泉存在的話。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLDvQiIDMM
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丁維持著端正的姿勢，直到確認村人們走遠。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesodLLHLgg
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神明長什麼樣子呢？真的會有神明嗎？真的是神明嗎？真的有神嗎？66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbnIgtpecn
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經過一整天的空腹洗禮，丁已經感覺不到餓意，喝了放在祭壇上的酒後便臥倒在祭壇上。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFO014E7rzq
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為什麼，為什麼沒有來接我？66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlWrQCnYF9
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因為我忘了你叫我的名字？還是我忘了你的樣子？66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtL8SiXtzg
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你真的，拋棄了我嗎？66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYnwha6th8
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再也，見不到面了。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn01IypExKf
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永遠。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGaHu9cOzV
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完全放下希望，原來是那麼難受的事嗎？66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ntYGpD4gv
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乾澀的眼睛流出淚來，看著天上閃閃的繁星，丁又狠狠地把村子的人詛咒了一遍。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc86vJdAoX
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說不定，再多等幾天他就會出現了啊！66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzx7vo93Qh
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悲憤交加，周圍丁看不到的鬼火逐漸被他的恨意吸引過來。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQzjvQGL8T
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感覺被風吹的冰冷的身體瞬間像燒起來一般灼熱，丁在瞬間以為是神明的到來。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCkB4eviaJ
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是鬼喔。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWzW4WbtDd
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腦海裡有個聲音說著。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFdA1ZnVJg
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因為跟鬼火結合，你以後就是鬼了。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TwZ0VCawn
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跟神明完全無緣的詞彙。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJ2qMDhWwf
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是鬼的話，就可以去到黃泉狠狠的懲戒那些人了吧？66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTzCmfzN4r
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從祭壇上坐起身，丁張開眼睛。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTuO3mDWjm
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我是鬼，就算真的有神明他也不會想要這樣的祭品的。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbRdqVGNtl
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然後離開祭壇。66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Qx2X5wD6c
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就連那個人，也不會要我吧？66Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1ZfDJqChJ
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因為，我已經不是人了。