經過了幾年時間，丁開始習慣工作，習慣看別人的臉色過日子，習慣沒有白澤的日子。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAHJeRCFwf
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從村人們的交談中，丁不得不接受這樣的事實。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlqLmF6h0M
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在覺悟的那天蒙頭大哭了一夜，接下來他就怎麼也流不出淚來，投身於忙碌的工作當中。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo1kgVCfPP
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他可以在忙碌中忘了許多事，忘了他過去的名字，忘了他小時候親暱叫著的名字，忘了他曾經那樣幸福的活在另一個人的寵溺中，甚至忘了該怎麼笑。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROQAJpiliz
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不知不覺，他似乎已經很久沒有笑過了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcB4dfPZNa
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他伸手摸上自己變得下垂的嘴角，然後在四顧無人後拿出白澤唯一遺留下的物品。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FtuLaXiy2
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黃色的金屬雕刻著他不了解的紋路，鮮紅的繩結綁成他無法理解的構造，他唯一記得的似乎只剩下如夢般朦朧的甜美回憶及這東西不能被其他人得手的念頭。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLceEAZsT1M
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只是有時看著這東西會覺得他還能繼續努力下去。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXqzS3H8K6
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或許他心底還是期待著的吧？期待那個被自己淡忘的人能夠前來迎接自己。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVK1hDcrBTB
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嘲笑著自己那無謂的心情，丁將紅繩重新藏回懷中，然後繼續投身彷彿無止無盡的工作。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXFownPWCw
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「還不下雨…！獻上活祭品吧！」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUgiWftWzS
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某日夜晚，在丁進入夢鄉前，他隱約聽到如此的聲音。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOjm6fETvv
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啊啊，活祭品，是指活生生被獻給神明的動物嗎？76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi81C0Uy27b
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「我不要當祭品。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdMgafssDM
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嗯？76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLAh6licyW
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「我也不要。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3DnWldfwp
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不是用動物嗎？76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObLddF2ETL
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「丁呢？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8HmoXuZoZ
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！76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV15bo0nDc
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「對了，還有丁吶。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyBuK74L8k
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我要被交給神明？在祭壇上活生生地被殺死嗎？76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTOCRlFHGS
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不，這個村裡的人應該不至於這麼做，頂多把我放在那裏直到餓死吧？76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDIfHgvncL
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……回收屍體的時候，這東西會被看到的。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WsDWgqcTh
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聽著聲音漸弱，等到火光熄滅，丁坐起身，輕巧的離開床舖。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWbNmK7Hxa
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吃了他們那麼多年的飯，讓我回報這條命是無所謂，但是，只有這個絕不讓給任何人。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQH04k8qa0H
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順著月光及星光，從小生長在野外的丁熟悉的行走於黑暗之間，終於在深夜走到了距離村莊不算遠卻足夠隱密的，他以前的家。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp95rs7SL0R
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當他以前很累很累的時候，就會偷偷跑來這裡，緬懷著已經不記得的那個人。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2ZUlas2rG
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丁面無表情地想著，坐在樹洞外，手上拿著一根沒有很纖細的樹枝。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoww3fce9h
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將樹枝插在樹洞前的土壤，丁的嘴角微微上揚。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbntGSnlQT
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感謝你小時候的照顧。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDIzBUk0sx
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默念著，丁將一直珍藏的寶物纏繞在樹枝上頭。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMQzhi4oXz
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大概明天，我就會被告知這件事了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrQKdmqF0p
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我，一直都......76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsefeWua5I
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嗤笑自己的情感，丁勾起嘴角，然後站起身。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBPGSuam9x
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永別了，以後就再也見不到面了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DMAmZh4tY
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想著，丁覺得眼睛有些酸澀，揉揉眼，他還是踏著步伐回到村落。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxawO9a5UW3
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以後就真的，可以不用再抱著希望，一日復一日的等下去了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslTKe9SFXj
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抹殺掉自己心中那份期待，丁冷靜地想著。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLv1RhB1vjr
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近十年都不曾出現過的人，是不可能在最後一刻出現的。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dG61TtG2n
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這樣就好，這樣就可以了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0H0BgPjEhW
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難得的度過不是一覺到天亮的夜晚，丁這夜幾乎沒睡，就算意識模糊也會立刻夢到那些充滿希望的夢境而驚醒。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkHWl72s51
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他不想要再一次的抱著希望，因此他只能自己去接受絕望。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NdblxVQ2U
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為了這些村民，為了這些養活自己的村民，為了這些奴役自己的村民……76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfFkOWrcXB
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「丁，你起床了嗎？」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDLKzJK2cl
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「……是。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKSGJFnsBE
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「我們有些話想跟你說。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvu1zIUGB2
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不是一個人，就算想逃也逃不掉，對吧？76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFL8fAWVQCy
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丁在心裡想著，一邊聆聽村長那一長串的理由，然後點頭。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0S31rDyvk
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「我願意。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxYnv8HpnW
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然後在眾人鬆了一口氣的情況下，被包圍著前往祭場。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYq0RnnOmNp
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「換上這個。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGpl0cD35q
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「戴上這個。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnV46jpJehB
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「還有這個。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVw3UhhGmUj
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「喂，把那個拿來。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxEmRUNtbM
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七手八腳地趕在夜晚前把東西弄好，丁端坐在祭壇上，依照村長的說法雙手合十，等待神明的降臨。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZK5trdsHbq
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「不要恨我啊，丁。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCblO3f0eZh
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村長說著，也朝著他的方向拜了一拜。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4aczqrtOo
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「沒事的，如今的時代只有這個方法可以穩定人心，我不會怨恨的。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqLBYexrjB
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沒有看向任何人，丁把視線放在山的某處，他猜想應該是他過去居住的地方。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQK7uLm66v
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而村人們你看看我、我看看你，便在陸續道謝後離開了祭壇。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44qCeH08Jt
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「…若是有黃泉這種東西，我一定要讓村裡的人嚐嚐死後被我制裁的滋味……」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiJqqs5XnX
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丁小聲的碎念，像是要告訴自己，也像是在偷偷的警告村人。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPN6EmsaM6
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「永別了，請多保重。」76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzrYUir4A0
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如果沒有黃泉存在的話。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqj9SGODSK
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丁維持著端正的姿勢，直到確認村人們走遠。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDe3rycZyYk
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神明長什麼樣子呢？真的會有神明嗎？真的是神明嗎？真的有神嗎？76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQH1wefEwN
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經過一整天的空腹洗禮，丁已經感覺不到餓意，喝了放在祭壇上的酒後便臥倒在祭壇上。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYCwaqzlD4
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為什麼，為什麼沒有來接我？76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzK1FcnKwp
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因為我忘了你叫我的名字？還是我忘了你的樣子？76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiJ7exEgrX
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你真的，拋棄了我嗎？76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQLwaArz8Q
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再也，見不到面了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3B4FfDV2m3
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永遠。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIEugNYMsH
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完全放下希望，原來是那麼難受的事嗎？76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBeBxwx7IL
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乾澀的眼睛流出淚來，看著天上閃閃的繁星，丁又狠狠地把村子的人詛咒了一遍。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoCWvjgjw7
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說不定，再多等幾天他就會出現了啊！76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RG11TSZLA
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悲憤交加，周圍丁看不到的鬼火逐漸被他的恨意吸引過來。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmclZ6YG6Ot
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感覺被風吹的冰冷的身體瞬間像燒起來一般灼熱，丁在瞬間以為是神明的到來。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonzIwbxn0U
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是鬼喔。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKatZVjFkdU
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腦海裡有個聲音說著。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYt8O2jyq2
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因為跟鬼火結合，你以後就是鬼了。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgppkFOVnYN
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跟神明完全無緣的詞彙。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwGnqfFZBK
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是鬼的話，就可以去到黃泉狠狠的懲戒那些人了吧？76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3BtdiQmnL
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從祭壇上坐起身，丁張開眼睛。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nFGoDbA26
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我是鬼，就算真的有神明他也不會想要這樣的祭品的。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QtmKCXrGA
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然後離開祭壇。76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3C8afCEIls
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就連那個人，也不會要我吧？76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GSF1KmxL3
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因為，我已經不是人了。