經過了幾年時間，丁開始習慣工作，習慣看別人的臉色過日子，習慣沒有白澤的日子。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkxUR8v8tL
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從村人們的交談中，丁不得不接受這樣的事實。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARdQ2peU7k
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在覺悟的那天蒙頭大哭了一夜，接下來他就怎麼也流不出淚來，投身於忙碌的工作當中。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYNEt79g8h
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他可以在忙碌中忘了許多事，忘了他過去的名字，忘了他小時候親暱叫著的名字，忘了他曾經那樣幸福的活在另一個人的寵溺中，甚至忘了該怎麼笑。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNAgxQa0AJ
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不知不覺，他似乎已經很久沒有笑過了。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnXoxTnopJ
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他伸手摸上自己變得下垂的嘴角，然後在四顧無人後拿出白澤唯一遺留下的物品。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2P4G9ii0Pf
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黃色的金屬雕刻著他不了解的紋路，鮮紅的繩結綁成他無法理解的構造，他唯一記得的似乎只剩下如夢般朦朧的甜美回憶及這東西不能被其他人得手的念頭。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcUh4VOrA2
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只是有時看著這東西會覺得他還能繼續努力下去。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9LCALVmC3
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或許他心底還是期待著的吧？期待那個被自己淡忘的人能夠前來迎接自己。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAhlRK28Q7
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嘲笑著自己那無謂的心情，丁將紅繩重新藏回懷中，然後繼續投身彷彿無止無盡的工作。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrYaYSzjZT
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「還不下雨…！獻上活祭品吧！」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyIifjcg2i
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某日夜晚，在丁進入夢鄉前，他隱約聽到如此的聲音。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RfIO2Z3n8
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啊啊，活祭品，是指活生生被獻給神明的動物嗎？67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OU9eGMNfX
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「我不要當祭品。」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdTshOzsMu
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嗯？67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOWc9zKiit
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「我也不要。」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DpxdMvVcd
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不是用動物嗎？67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQe4m1PuW5
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「丁呢？」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOB9dOxwjU3
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！67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NwQakDr8s
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「對了，還有丁吶。」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgiUXMXyOB
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我要被交給神明？在祭壇上活生生地被殺死嗎？67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPrxMO6rhj
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不，這個村裡的人應該不至於這麼做，頂多把我放在那裏直到餓死吧？67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUW3fWcVF6O
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……回收屍體的時候，這東西會被看到的。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfE3MlnZF6
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聽著聲音漸弱，等到火光熄滅，丁坐起身，輕巧的離開床舖。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMRuM3MT15
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吃了他們那麼多年的飯，讓我回報這條命是無所謂，但是，只有這個絕不讓給任何人。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoLP7nVP9r
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順著月光及星光，從小生長在野外的丁熟悉的行走於黑暗之間，終於在深夜走到了距離村莊不算遠卻足夠隱密的，他以前的家。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucdKWYSrxe
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當他以前很累很累的時候，就會偷偷跑來這裡，緬懷著已經不記得的那個人。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90vcnKAQfV
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丁面無表情地想著，坐在樹洞外，手上拿著一根沒有很纖細的樹枝。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhG9yJtsCN
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將樹枝插在樹洞前的土壤，丁的嘴角微微上揚。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruXH7uZzQN
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感謝你小時候的照顧。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2638xc6dAg
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默念著，丁將一直珍藏的寶物纏繞在樹枝上頭。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUwf3g9YCd
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大概明天，我就會被告知這件事了。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQBHN6SrFU
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我，一直都......67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzMe92nbLQ
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嗤笑自己的情感，丁勾起嘴角，然後站起身。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVjR57aks4
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永別了，以後就再也見不到面了。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BfNBu9bfs
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想著，丁覺得眼睛有些酸澀，揉揉眼，他還是踏著步伐回到村落。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzba39Rfop
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以後就真的，可以不用再抱著希望，一日復一日的等下去了。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEamL210Ujn
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抹殺掉自己心中那份期待，丁冷靜地想著。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9wNQeGJhs
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近十年都不曾出現過的人，是不可能在最後一刻出現的。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2V4pNLmZ6F
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這樣就好，這樣就可以了。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbduo2w2vX8
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難得的度過不是一覺到天亮的夜晚，丁這夜幾乎沒睡，就算意識模糊也會立刻夢到那些充滿希望的夢境而驚醒。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWhsXePpJA
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他不想要再一次的抱著希望，因此他只能自己去接受絕望。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlBfl50ZgY
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為了這些村民，為了這些養活自己的村民，為了這些奴役自己的村民……67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIPsx5VlVH
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「丁，你起床了嗎？」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEIpxGIXxB
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「……是。」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1BmBj3DuF
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「我們有些話想跟你說。」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZox1a6X5q
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不是一個人，就算想逃也逃不掉，對吧？67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl3VIH3vgN
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丁在心裡想著，一邊聆聽村長那一長串的理由，然後點頭。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhrK7vwkal
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「我願意。」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVFZZa2Dzm
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然後在眾人鬆了一口氣的情況下，被包圍著前往祭場。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0fQ5QlWeB
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「換上這個。」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOdnoa4XQA
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「戴上這個。」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAp4eA1g5s
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「還有這個。」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsa3JGZ6As
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「喂，把那個拿來。」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXX8L1NkJF
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七手八腳地趕在夜晚前把東西弄好，丁端坐在祭壇上，依照村長的說法雙手合十，等待神明的降臨。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWWArkW8no
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「不要恨我啊，丁。」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqnFFRO3FA
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村長說著，也朝著他的方向拜了一拜。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsuf4BV6oU
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「沒事的，如今的時代只有這個方法可以穩定人心，我不會怨恨的。」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSwcun0XGg
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沒有看向任何人，丁把視線放在山的某處，他猜想應該是他過去居住的地方。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMJ52o49yr
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而村人們你看看我、我看看你，便在陸續道謝後離開了祭壇。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEe7Tsd6dh
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「…若是有黃泉這種東西，我一定要讓村裡的人嚐嚐死後被我制裁的滋味……」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wVSQeHpSS
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丁小聲的碎念，像是要告訴自己，也像是在偷偷的警告村人。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9D1o0zyStf
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「永別了，請多保重。」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7QIn0yyF9
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如果沒有黃泉存在的話。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYAUkt1GoR
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丁維持著端正的姿勢，直到確認村人們走遠。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZBCUYXRls
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神明長什麼樣子呢？真的會有神明嗎？真的是神明嗎？真的有神嗎？67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66Ax0uNkVe
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經過一整天的空腹洗禮，丁已經感覺不到餓意，喝了放在祭壇上的酒後便臥倒在祭壇上。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpztAcMzEWi
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為什麼，為什麼沒有來接我？67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjY6g4W1TB
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因為我忘了你叫我的名字？還是我忘了你的樣子？67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvdCH5ib0a
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你真的，拋棄了我嗎？67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQ9haEIvGu
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再也，見不到面了。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnI11WCWTRA
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永遠。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbldd2xV8c
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完全放下希望，原來是那麼難受的事嗎？67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyfQyoS2xz
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乾澀的眼睛流出淚來，看著天上閃閃的繁星，丁又狠狠地把村子的人詛咒了一遍。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyaZBR3p8X
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說不定，再多等幾天他就會出現了啊！67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQBFTABbAB
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悲憤交加，周圍丁看不到的鬼火逐漸被他的恨意吸引過來。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL8SsPK9rC
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感覺被風吹的冰冷的身體瞬間像燒起來一般灼熱，丁在瞬間以為是神明的到來。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsCwgwLM09
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是鬼喔。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVqwhc8nIM
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腦海裡有個聲音說著。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9WPdYrXEy
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因為跟鬼火結合，你以後就是鬼了。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xrnX4DikG
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跟神明完全無緣的詞彙。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEqBGAUzxe
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是鬼的話，就可以去到黃泉狠狠的懲戒那些人了吧？67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXv4RFJpx1
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從祭壇上坐起身，丁張開眼睛。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoHWID7IO3
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我是鬼，就算真的有神明他也不會想要這樣的祭品的。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3A989bHWx
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然後離開祭壇。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0ux5oJ13Z
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就連那個人，也不會要我吧？67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G3oneBrHc
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因為，我已經不是人了。