17Please respect copyright.PENANAQn7zbxCJWr
黑子無法反駁,當對方一臉認真地對著自己說喜歡的時候,內心大片蔓延開來的,名為幸福的觸感。17Please respect copyright.PENANA0GyDj1ig8V
17Please respect copyright.PENANAdmKU5IRWKN
這三周他們相處得很不錯,赤司仗著離黑子住得近,索性乾脆搬了過去,把自己租下的屋子直接看作辦公室,取東西時才過去。17Please respect copyright.PENANA24v5sxNFpN
17Please respect copyright.PENANAmmPrVGBnRF
日則同息,夜則同寢…有時候黑子才覺出赤司黏人得厲害,幾乎做什麼都要湊過來看看瞅瞅,偶爾也會抱著自己蹭啊蹭,以前居然沒發現,這傢伙還有這樣的一面。17Please respect copyright.PENANAWFwzQ0bfKq
17Please respect copyright.PENANATMumzUVGFc
但是不討厭,怎麼討厭得起來呢?無論是早上溫柔的叫醒、時不時的愛心料理、上下班的接送、很甜蜜的驚喜禮物…怎麼討厭得起來呢?17Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7IKj3fWcQ
17Please respect copyright.PENANAva8rFeMFiQ
對方做的一切,周到體貼得厲害,黑子有時候也會有些彆扭地在心裡腹誹,覺得赤司君這樣的人,大概也交往過很多對象,所以才會在兩人的相處里,做得周全完備。17Please respect copyright.PENANAF33mJZz16g
17Please respect copyright.PENANAxJDJFSrMpC
這樣的想法一旦出現,便難以再抹去。17Please respect copyright.PENANAaYxwJg7bPO
17Please respect copyright.PENANA9GfZoPVWsM
他經常會想,為什麼赤司要和自己交往呢?17Please respect copyright.PENANAlxm2Ga5JNu
17Please respect copyright.PENANAzZpBmAOoYA
每次和對方出去,總感到各種各樣愛慕的視線,投給身邊那個男人。17Please respect copyright.PENANAeaV0HNjZa6
17Please respect copyright.PENANAKm8AG34BlE
可對方做的一切,都完美到無可挑剔。尤其在床上的時候,黑子一開始還放不太開,但赤司很會疼他寵他,對他很溫柔。做過幾次,更是食髓知味,每次對方湊過來要求的時候,半推半就、也不是很想拒絕,假期每每有一半就做了過去。17Please respect copyright.PENANA1yECb47Lbw
17Please respect copyright.PENANAZLCeQIEpmC
那天坐著閑聊,赤司提起,他再有一個月,就要搬回去了。17Please respect copyright.PENANAvgxCsNFv27
17Please respect copyright.PENANAFbkARe3fQW
黑子低著頭「哦」了一聲,也不知道怎麼回復。17Please respect copyright.PENANA6Qi2GULXRa
17Please respect copyright.PENANA3WEBuqrr3D
赤司看他冷冰冰的,有些泄氣,只得尷尷尬地說,他會常來看黑子的。17Please respect copyright.PENANA2lWexQbsPb
17Please respect copyright.PENANAJAZsU98QvO
黑子沒做回答,心裡卻開始抽痛起來。17Please respect copyright.PENANAdCbAxqeqFy
17Please respect copyright.PENANA9XwT9iPARv
他突然慌了,他覺得,赤司和他理解的交往,可能不是一個意思。17Please respect copyright.PENANAB0uIhgyIFO
17Please respect copyright.PENANAWiMaz0p618
在現如今社會裡,戀愛可以作為一場遊戲的,真的。在以前的學校里,他看多了,身邊有些朋友只是因為孤獨所以去談戀愛、互相陪伴依偎,畢業各奔東西。17Please respect copyright.PENANA1eZlPAZcmv
17Please respect copyright.PENANArg4jeXZQBi
沒有誰說過,戀愛的目的一定就是最後在一起,也可能只是生活的調味劑而已。17Please respect copyright.PENANA7xA9ZnrjJV
17Please respect copyright.PENANAAbQ3W4fxTg
也許赤司一開始就不是認真的啊,畢竟這世界,認真的多半刺痛自己。17Please respect copyright.PENANAjwM657H2sD
17Please respect copyright.PENANAzTFwliGphU
可他輸不起啊,他是真的很喜歡那個人,想要在一起的那種喜歡。17Please respect copyright.PENANA2YSmH5dsKl
17Please respect copyright.PENANAQbomMKGUsz
也曾想過好好去問問,為什麼你談戀愛這麼有經驗?為什麼你要選擇我?你到底是認真的嗎?17Please respect copyright.PENANAwwlECceLcr
17Please respect copyright.PENANAjZ11E7v4S6
還有,為什麼七年多前的那一天之後,你要逃避我?17Please respect copyright.PENANAFVHgLLZWmV
17Please respect copyright.PENANAGUGMbGkiwh
黑子真的很想問,可他怕問完之後,對方只會撲哧一笑,然後告訴自己為何那麼較真?明明好好享受就可以。17Please respect copyright.PENANAh47LcxCPqC
17Please respect copyright.PENANA5Qj182UZNC
黑子想也許只有短短几個月的溫暖,自己何必提前終結它呢?17Please respect copyright.PENANALsXUH06gJK
17Please respect copyright.PENANAGeBm5wc7yA
他經常不安地做著噩夢,夢裡男人笑著對他說,這段時間很愉快,祝你和下一個交往對象相處愉快之類的話,然後豪邁地離去,頭也不回。17Please respect copyright.PENANAo9GWHbJOGD
17Please respect copyright.PENANA9HgmEuwT9w
有時在噩夢裡發抖驚起,弄醒了身邊的赤司,對方詢問自己時,卻只是搖頭,什麼也不肯說。17Please respect copyright.PENANAAYGPWZvb6E
17Please respect copyright.PENANA3To2o8oBXz
赤司察覺到了黑子的不安,畢竟現在但妨有人敲門,黑子被嚇一跳的程度越來越大。晚上睡覺一定會檢查門鏈,如果是赤司鎖的門一定會再去查查,總是不安心。17Please respect copyright.PENANAOPwvafkq65
17Please respect copyright.PENANAtScCbEyHRZ
兩個人都暗藏心事,剛開始交往的興奮勁一過,慢慢地都擔憂起來。17Please respect copyright.PENANAge9gvvDAGF
17Please respect copyright.PENANAqfeAQBEAj8
結果,這種不良的情緒積累著積累著,終於以一點點契機為導火索,爆發了出來。17Please respect copyright.PENANA3v1fxHxyl5
17Please respect copyright.PENANAwg87H25lUW
17Please respect copyright.PENANAIPcNoe7BPj
17Please respect copyright.PENANAVZLQLCoCEZ
赤司的臨時出差,也不是第一次了。17Please respect copyright.PENANAIs27VgW4up
17Please respect copyright.PENANAWccS8CoJPT
經常因為一些會議的事,偶爾一兩天不在。17Please respect copyright.PENANAJkxoTbQNmF
17Please respect copyright.PENANAdj7xOtahqP
可這天對方發來緊急出去兩天的簡訊時,黑子有些彆扭起來。17Please respect copyright.PENANAu8gxetYIzL
17Please respect copyright.PENANA21zJBnlKXp
昨天是誰說想吃什麼什麼義大利的幾道料理,跑去給自己買了食材食譜,說下完班一起來做。今天他忙乎了半天,面點都烘焙了一半,然後你說你臨時有事來不了了?17Please respect copyright.PENANAU4ukJ6JAyr
17Please respect copyright.PENANAk4DWDqmfX9
而且這周本來有個他很想去的音樂會,黑子從一位家長那收到了票,卻被赤司纏著要陪他去,他就一張票,赤司便硬要他轉送了那張票,說由他去買連坐席就好。17Please respect copyright.PENANAG53oOphoXM
17Please respect copyright.PENANALDPVnBRJcf
當時纏他纏那麼要緊,結果明天連人都不回,真的是…17Please respect copyright.PENANAdfdi5XxMHP
17Please respect copyright.PENANAePOh7RhrCp
彆扭歸彆扭,然而他也知道,赤司一定是真的有事,他也不能太小氣。17Please respect copyright.PENANAi8ax56J5LH
17Please respect copyright.PENANArT02qu0TbS
忙乎乎地收拾好東西,也沒什麼大事,就坐在沙發上發獃。17Please respect copyright.PENANA6nIMxh4m2v
17Please respect copyright.PENANAgV87jzb4Uu
第二天便是周末,可他又無處可去,隨便逛了逛附近的書店,從裡面出來時遍都黃昏了。17Please respect copyright.PENANAXjOyPmoM7C
17Please respect copyright.PENANAJZxRXLe6ET
悠哉哉走在河堤上,冷風一吹,看那夕陽,心裡也徒生悲涼起來。17Please respect copyright.PENANAyTbxnXOcdT
17Please respect copyright.PENANA8tk2MT8kSV
一個人回家左右也是閑著,以前他倒習慣,可現在沒有赤司在那裡,他便覺得很冷清。17Please respect copyright.PENANAbOAupoxmQZ
17Please respect copyright.PENANACRcdCjXiru
鬼使神差地,他走到了酒吧里去,想著隨便喝兩杯,然後就回去。17Please respect copyright.PENANAah27XcfxBH
17Please respect copyright.PENANAWQP8kLPqfU
哪知道有個身影,隔著老遠瞟到他進了酒吧,索性也跟了進去。17Please respect copyright.PENANAZcR6UZSfYi
17Please respect copyright.PENANApcT70pUXF1
17Please respect copyright.PENANAVu6liXoMfR
17Please respect copyright.PENANADPMTlv6wjY
喝了一杯的功夫,身邊坐下一個人:「很少在這種地方見到你?」17Please respect copyright.PENANAoseqtoKgjo
17Please respect copyright.PENANAwyHaw20FNe
黑子扭頭,原來是雜誌社一起工作的一位編輯,人很親和,不過黑子不怎麼自己去那邊工作,都是在家完稿,也不算特別熟的同事。17Please respect copyright.PENANAIYqCqyGKCK
17Please respect copyright.PENANA48nQqJPRq6
聊了也沒許多,酒吧懸掛著的那台電視無趣地播放著一些節目、軟質的沙發三三倆倆堆在一起,酒吧里什麼人都有:曖昧的調情者、落魄的失意人與拼酒的好哥們…17Please respect copyright.PENANAN5KdtoP8rE
17Please respect copyright.PENANAvAFai9LpkH
電視上放起了一則新聞,大抵是一位富家千金與貴族子弟的盛大婚禮。17Please respect copyright.PENANAZQqEJmJ0Yj
17Please respect copyright.PENANAkNzaD0UMCO
那位同事當然不清楚黑子的心事,和酒館裡的大家一樣,饒有興趣地談起了這些人上人的愛情。17Please respect copyright.PENANA6dG4YeyvXr
17Please respect copyright.PENANAc7DMkXJrhU
「當真是郎才女貌,人生贏家啊!」17Please respect copyright.PENANALckDj5zrZs
17Please respect copyright.PENANAxDaoaxHSp1
黑子心裡愈發難過,他不由得聯想到赤司會不會也是這樣,有一天終於笑著和自己說分手,然後走向別人去。17Please respect copyright.PENANAyRyJO0r4U9
17Please respect copyright.PENANAFLqzqHIshq
說到底,那一年發生的事,以及之後聯繫不到赤司的悲傷記憶,像毒蛇一樣,纏著他的心。17Please respect copyright.PENANA2lsWQV7YFH
17Please respect copyright.PENANAbbb14KjRwy
「說起來,你知道我們雜誌社的大股東西澤先生么?他的女兒也是位大美人呢!茶道、花藝、琴棋什麼的不在話下,多少人向她去求婚,但據說西澤先生一直有意赤司家的那位小少爺呢!」17Please respect copyright.PENANAfExrptOGJM
17Please respect copyright.PENANAEjezIbX4VI
迷迷糊糊地,黑子硬是從喧鬧的人聲中,聽到了這麼一句。17Please respect copyright.PENANApk3HfYc6qU
17Please respect copyright.PENANA0LMnOSkr6d
突然覺得湧上一陣寒意,心被揪疼,四肢涼了下去。17Please respect copyright.PENANAngvbl9nN3X
17Please respect copyright.PENANA37NWBiXnjW
搖搖晃晃站起來,去了洗手間,有些猶豫,但還是給赤司打了過去。17Please respect copyright.PENANAYJHoEkGjVq
17Please respect copyright.PENANAjjxGqoYVyh
到第三個電話才接通。17Please respect copyright.PENANAUxVCqoIpUF
17Please respect copyright.PENANAK30k3fIWPG
「怎麼了,黑子?」明明是很親昵的聲音,但是摻和著嘈雜的背景,大抵是一個酒會的樣子。17Please respect copyright.PENANAUuzQnNxZym
17Please respect copyright.PENANAMWBRiihVEk
黑子的聲音愣愣的:「你什麼時候回來?」17Please respect copyright.PENANAdHcyWqo4RR
17Please respect copyright.PENANAp0hLaayRsT
「什麼?不是說明晚嗎?怎麼了么?」赤司覺得黑子的聲音聽上去奇怪極了。17Please respect copyright.PENANAihoffLxZzF
17Please respect copyright.PENANA82G9pnJ3O7
「赤司先生,我是來向你祝酒的!」異常軟媚動人的聲音,就這樣傳到黑子的耳朵里。17Please respect copyright.PENANAdts7aqUH54
17Please respect copyright.PENANAUT64c0Lh7k
「請等一下,我在接一個電話。」赤司保持著一副好涵養的樣子,心裡卻在皺眉,別人接聽電話時守禮的話就不該過去打擾,這是哪家的小姐來著,真的是有失家教。17Please respect copyright.PENANAIX34gSNgrr
17Please respect copyright.PENANAcjFuWhHOQt
接著聽手機那邊時,對方卻已經掛斷了。17Please respect copyright.PENANAk1EogyOMRY
17Please respect copyright.PENANA8nE3QrQYmM
再去撥打,就已經是關機的提示音。17Please respect copyright.PENANAxpAKWHWjkN
17Please respect copyright.PENANAar3dcf2MdW
17Please respect copyright.PENANApeyZcRwS4l
17Please respect copyright.PENANAznn8IYvjSV
黑子失魂落魄從洗手間出來,坐回座位,愣愣的樣子。17Please respect copyright.PENANAAiFfDC64uL
17Please respect copyright.PENANAsNxn7hcQBX
他那位同事看他這樣,只當他喝醉了,寬慰地拍了拍:「還喝么?」17Please respect copyright.PENANA9vrrav4McW
17Please respect copyright.PENANAm6deebKShi
黑子獃獃地看著他,那表情好像是他不認識這個人似的,空落落的,那藍色眼睛深處,像是有什麼東西滑過了,好似一場雪崩。17Please respect copyright.PENANAArzbAMy0Uy
17Please respect copyright.PENANAuHhuTT81ql
「喝呀,怎麼不喝?」17Please respect copyright.PENANAIKE2PBIFnt
17Please respect copyright.PENANAct6H82Srtu
17Please respect copyright.PENANArzHtR5dpae
17Please respect copyright.PENANAyT4JdLi46i
黑子意外地酒品還好。17Please respect copyright.PENANAWRmGkod8J3
17Please respect copyright.PENANAH0nIc64keO
也不知醉沒醉,一臉沉默地在那裡喝酒,一杯又一杯的要,那同事又是個信奉一杯解萬愁的傢伙,根本不攔他,隨他去喝。17Please respect copyright.PENANA0ow6GdaQgP
17Please respect copyright.PENANA92RxoyCGmn
一個喝醉了在那裡抱怨社會抱怨上司抱怨離婚的老婆,一個默默坐在那裡聽他傾訴自己的煩惱(雖然根本沒往心裡去),然後一個勁地喝酒。17Please respect copyright.PENANAFbXqVW3ETE
17Please respect copyright.PENANAiZ15FPlq8D
一直喝到一兩點,那位同事醉醺醺地扶起黑子,說什麼沒了電車,可不可以過去借宿。黑子也是意識不清,帶著他往家裡走。17Please respect copyright.PENANAmEMBCbMnM8
17Please respect copyright.PENANAmMzdFx7FGP
到了玄關那裡,黑子沖裡面輕喚:「我回來了,赤司君!」17Please respect copyright.PENANAZRVlxr2VeN
17Please respect copyright.PENANArLAZsQ7O6Y
然後發現沒人理他,疑惑地跑了進去,費了半天勁才想起赤司君根本不在這裡。17Please respect copyright.PENANAL0d46YMw4P
17Please respect copyright.PENANA1BPzCxViFL
獃獃地坐在沙發上,然後聽到了門關上的聲音。17Please respect copyright.PENANAesv698Ox2r
17Please respect copyright.PENANAILsuV9NdJl
嗒嗒嗒跑到玄關去,一臉疑惑地看著剛把鞋子換下來的同事,那表情完全就是「你是誰」以及「你為什麼在這裡來著」,似懂非懂。17Please respect copyright.PENANAzKo39HQLQv
17Please respect copyright.PENANAtLsEKmxQON
那同事被看得尷尬,然後轉過身,想把門鏈拉上。17Please respect copyright.PENANAs2GSVSeaWm
17Please respect copyright.PENANA0htKlaLdkl
「不!」黑子突然大呼起來。17Please respect copyright.PENANAFKVFgnYM82
17Please respect copyright.PENANAOYFcEWK7Ig
「誒?可你這不是裝了門鏈…」17Please respect copyright.PENANA6ydDLO97dV
17Please respect copyright.PENANAjGCH6mV9eT
「不!」黑子突然蹲在地上,雙手抱頭,一臉驚恐、臉色變得蒼白起來。17Please respect copyright.PENANAlDKgt95DJa
17Please respect copyright.PENANAxoNoVB2db1
「不!不!」全身不自覺地哆嗦起來。17Please respect copyright.PENANA4NKGnyNJQf
17Please respect copyright.PENANAo4s8sm63T0
一個人的話,他是一定會拉好門鏈的,可現在為什麼有別人在這裡?他為什麼會在這裡?!17Please respect copyright.PENANAS48tAHmqdy
17Please respect copyright.PENANA3yLj0GshGK
「好好好,不拉門鏈,不拉門鏈!」同事舉起了兩隻手,一臉錯愕地看著突然歇斯底里的黑子。17Please respect copyright.PENANABKH3G2YFFZ
17Please respect copyright.PENANAfOlri5x1Ga
黑子似懂非懂地點點頭,然後總算想起了這傢伙好像是來借宿的。17Please respect copyright.PENANACuGMvJZlfn
17Please respect copyright.PENANAgIS5h2gGJT
帶著他走進客廳,指了指沙發:「那裡就好!」17Please respect copyright.PENANAcSQgFWglt7
17Please respect copyright.PENANAS3SdEB4ENP
那同事累得昏昏欲睡,倒在沙發上,闔上眼睛。17Please respect copyright.PENANAjEhv9Y872d
17Please respect copyright.PENANAmu5ClLJ5ya
一會兒卻被什麼吵醒了。17Please respect copyright.PENANAcxK4myOrYh
17Please respect copyright.PENANAIgymG7TYyJ
原來是黑子,即使喝醉了,也迷迷糊糊記得要去洗澡,泡完後穿上浴袍,根本就沒穿好,紐扣根本串了一行,然後在客廳拐角碰到了一個茶杯,發出很大的聲響。17Please respect copyright.PENANAWsu7DiImW6
17Please respect copyright.PENANAofvUaiQpqF
被吵醒的同事,看到的就是這樣一臉茫然,對著碎片發獃的黑子。17Please respect copyright.PENANAj2vxnj5oIL
17Please respect copyright.PENANApUYpj5OWG6
濕答答的藍發、白皙的皮膚、朦朧的眼神…17Please respect copyright.PENANAOYFMMvmQeQ
17Please respect copyright.PENANAUpWwCl4f1g
等他反應過來時,那個孩子已經被他撲倒在沙發了。17Please respect copyright.PENANA1W0LOlUR8z
17Please respect copyright.PENANAMUlXTUdtBv
17Please respect copyright.PENANAcsrpHCRXLO
全文目錄17Please respect copyright.PENANA78iz3ajZOo
17Please respect copyright.PENANAOJqgUaffYi
(廢話:17Please respect copyright.PENANAhmKbUjFBzz
17Please respect copyright.PENANAWCqzmV6Ble
這一章怎麼狗血怎麼來~(●°u°●) 」17Please respect copyright.PENANAN62HkeRgee
17Please respect copyright.PENANA1EPNdXc6m0
滾…(; ̄ェ ̄)17Please respect copyright.PENANAYpHmJbXvh0
17Please respect copyright.PENANA7Y5ZVinbWY
不接受任何談人生的盆友(*_*)17Please respect copyright.PENANAk4EqEFcy7f
17Please respect copyright.PENANAq9esu97hQ4
最後:寒假說好的勤更結果玩脫了騷瑞(;´Д`Ans216.73.216.192da2