〈第一幕──第一夜無憐〉 0248Please respect copyright.PENANAH5cdyg5nfP
發文時間: 8/3 2013
發文時間: 8/3 2013
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當清晨的灰白色光線投射入室時,颯彌亞便已經清醒……不,應該說,是放棄入眠。新婚的第一夜,他竟是一夜無眠。48Please respect copyright.PENANAjwC527suFz
48Please respect copyright.PENANAkuYrGaBwIx
48Please respect copyright.PENANAigFj5hI5xJ
「嘖……搞什麼。」煩躁的抓了抓那頭披散在後的銀色長髮,視線不由自主的瞥向他昨晚瞪視了一整夜的窗外。刻著簡單雕飾的大片落地窗,窗框的線條優雅,白色的窗格之間透出淺淺的陽光,薄紗質地的窗簾因窗扉的敞開而隨風搖曳著。48Please respect copyright.PENANANH1ccoLgQT
48Please respect copyright.PENANAfIqNLqb06D
帶著透明感的灰藍色天空好似蒙上了一層薄霧,朦朧的視線和那細微的陽光交織著,透出微微的慵懶感受。清脆的鳥鳴聲在平靜的早晨回響著,昨晚那讓人心煩的細碎聲音已經不在了。但颯彌亞還是默默的下了床,撥開窗簾,神情複雜的走到陽台上,朝左邊的陽台看去。48Please respect copyright.PENANAOpEKxT33Fj
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那是,褚冥漾昨晚待的房間。48Please respect copyright.PENANA3N5HVpdrCz
也是,褚冥漾昨晚啜泣了一整夜的房間。48Please respect copyright.PENANAabWfQnyAuk
48Please respect copyright.PENANA6ydoUCNOxE
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那擾人的哭聲持續了一整個夜晚。就算到了後頭,已經從哽咽的哭聲轉弱為細小的啜泣聲顯示主人的入眠,隔壁房間那扇沒有闔上的窗子,仍舊將聲響傳了過來。48Please respect copyright.PENANAWuZ8Nd11VQ
48Please respect copyright.PENANAciwlo4UnS6
48Please respect copyright.PENANAOBjUDTNCGB
……直到進入夢鄉,也無法安穩的暫時放棄哭泣嗎?48Please respect copyright.PENANAZq05VdR8CP
48Please respect copyright.PENANARfReVNIptI
聽著那樣的哭聲,回想起自己昨晚其實可以說是近乎粗魯的舉止,颯彌亞真的有那麼一秒以為,自己該道歉了。48Please respect copyright.PENANA8VuGLxFl1B
48Please respect copyright.PENANAC30LJMauYk
48Please respect copyright.PENANADaVqjUsAFx
不論是誰,似乎都不該讓那樣恬靜的一個人,為了自己的行為而兩度痛哭失聲。48Please respect copyright.PENANA65Hrnvd2sH
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但颯彌亞旋即又很快的轉念,是褚冥漾自己不好,沒有向自己解釋清楚他已經有愛人的事。如果自己知道的話,是絕對不會碰他一根寒毛的。雖然光想到這一點,一股不知打何處來的悶氣就會盤據在心頭,但颯彌亞執拗的認定,那是做為一個王子求歡不能而感受到的屈辱感。48Please respect copyright.PENANAVpi7wE434M
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所以……他是不會道歉的。48Please respect copyright.PENANAvLbV35A3By
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48Please respect copyright.PENANAxkZILfb7NE
沒錯。48Please respect copyright.PENANA6nLFaGW8Xs
48Please respect copyright.PENANArCxxajw7uy
他不會。48Please respect copyright.PENANAYBRZkrWqYy
48Please respect copyright.PENANA1xXvwcPsJh
48Please respect copyright.PENANAFXslK8zJ6J
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48Please respect copyright.PENANA0AVBq7lWv3
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「唔嗯……」無意識的低吟一聲,隱隱抽疼的太陽穴與那慣例的低氣壓,使得才剛清醒的褚冥漾渾身不舒服。48Please respect copyright.PENANAPDctnpSeYX
48Please respect copyright.PENANABuzNiww5cw
48Please respect copyright.PENANAbnMyeQLJqC
「頭好痛……」抽了口氣掙扎著坐起身,睜開眼的瞬間一時無法適應早晨明媚的陽光,過量的陽光除了刺眼之外,竟是有些模糊。48Please respect copyright.PENANAMPNjHtwUxB
48Please respect copyright.PENANAXkHcxAmsNl
48Please respect copyright.PENANAe2SEflEciE
疑惑的抬手碰了碰自己的雙眼,發覺是昨晚哭泣得太過,讓眼睛都發了腫。48Please respect copyright.PENANAelLdLJaMSo
48Please respect copyright.PENANAEgqnUTbhss
48Please respect copyright.PENANAiCls0GRkn4
淚水……麼。48Please respect copyright.PENANAq9l24SfR9E
48Please respect copyright.PENANAXzDrh813d9
多麼陌生的詞彙啊。48Please respect copyright.PENANAYpW1PRcTeQ
自己,卻為了他,落下兩次。48Please respect copyright.PENANAdFwCjrbo2y
48Please respect copyright.PENANAPxf5o0as23
48Please respect copyright.PENANADmc2leDBiw
48Please respect copyright.PENANASzFEvaaJ2w
「這個是傳說中,哭了之後眼睛會痛的現象嗎?」褚冥漾望著床罩的頂端,低聲說出了帶著苦澀的好奇問句。然而,卻在下一秒,一塊冰涼處感的布料卻「啪」的一聲被甩上自己的臉。48Please respect copyright.PENANABj2bZ4PfuG
48Please respect copyright.PENANA001DPOa2Uh
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「白痴,搞什麼哭了一整晚,看看你自己現在的樣子吧?怎麼出去見人?」已經換上深灰色高級套裝的颯彌亞滿臉不悅的還著胸,側身倚在不知何時開啟的門框邊,直瞪著還在發愣的褚冥漾。48Please respect copyright.PENANATyX4lViSCv
48Please respect copyright.PENANADbM53z1L2v
48Please respect copyright.PENANAir8SA1e7JQ
錯愕的看著悄然無息就出現在房中的颯彌亞,褚冥漾很快的收拾起自己的表情,垂下視線:「學長早安。」48Please respect copyright.PENANAjJI2O2630X
48Please respect copyright.PENANAMdqiw7lnM0
48Please respect copyright.PENANAhz2QenXlD2
藏在棉被中的拳頭握緊,不願與對方接觸的視線,閃躲著的是對自身的自卑。48Please respect copyright.PENANArDKFONEwv3
48Please respect copyright.PENANAjZEIDIBGia
48Please respect copyright.PENANADaxu6Zm0aQ
現在的自己……不能見人啊……48Please respect copyright.PENANAq7K8ZmptEs
居然……還讓他看見了呢……48Please respect copyright.PENANAh684mr9nVt
褚冥漾,你怎麼敢。48Please respect copyright.PENANAErTF9FF91S
48Please respect copyright.PENANAgs3hEb9qn0
48Please respect copyright.PENANAeFr1ikxfEh
48Please respect copyright.PENANA2BrSTR9dFd
48Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5WJrCNI5z
颯彌亞見褚冥漾居然撇開視線,火氣立刻又上升了不只一個等級。48Please respect copyright.PENANAE6nTaSseQU
就這麼不待見他嗎?48Please respect copyright.PENANA3W0qkbgKqM
48Please respect copyright.PENANApBefZErZEQ
48Please respect copyright.PENANAofiUwpV6AH
48Please respect copyright.PENANA6bNaj4mbxo
紅色的眸子眯了眯,充滿冷意的看著那坐在床上一動也不動的病態少年。48Please respect copyright.PENANABSO1dOiyd5
很好。48Please respect copyright.PENANAAYdAxyMLOh
48Please respect copyright.PENANAhkUuEdmGXR
48Please respect copyright.PENANAcGN3avFXpQ
當房門「碰」的一聲狠狠被甩上之後,褚冥漾才軟軟地倒回床鋪中。視線瞧見颯彌亞方才扔來的東西,竟然是鎮涼退熱的藥布,著實令他瞠愣了好幾秒。48Please respect copyright.PENANATMx7qBmeGh
48Please respect copyright.PENANAInnYmF2Bcj
但最後,褚冥漾仍嗤笑了聲搖搖頭。48Please respect copyright.PENANARQ9oSc6z84
他頹然的用力呼出一口氣,無力的拉起棉被掩住自己那毫無生氣的臉孔。48Please respect copyright.PENANAlrxbA5ssSy
真的……陷得太深了啊……48Please respect copyright.PENANA69OVtQnkJv
48Please respect copyright.PENANAjBfmSqGnQU
48Please respect copyright.PENANA80ume0Rl6l
才一天不到呢,這就開始奢望起他的關心嗎?48Please respect copyright.PENANA7x7Vcnyy0c
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但是,又以什麼身分去求?48Please respect copyright.PENANA3kElfxqafi
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學弟?48Please respect copyright.PENANAIyiT16kLhO
妻子?48Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ti2OF7uM7
愛戀他的人?48Please respect copyright.PENANAxgbKavC58m
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罷了吧。48Please respect copyright.PENANAzx0BG3Xanc
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好希望,可以找回過去那什麼都不在意的自己,哪怕只有一點點,哪怕……其實機率根本微乎其微……48Please respect copyright.PENANAJy7LhMZUn4
褚冥漾真的覺得,如果自己一定得成為他的妻,至少,能夠做的灑脫一點……48Please respect copyright.PENANAi2EQQeSXdW
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──學長……學長……48Please respect copyright.PENANA08JcZRh84q
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「我真的……已經在努力…不要愛你了………」48Please respect copyright.PENANAvsYQBBnidY
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──請你,不要對我太殘忍。48Please respect copyright.PENANAJKOcudteLs
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當清晨的灰白色光線投射入室時,颯彌亞便已經清醒……不,應該說,是放棄入眠。新婚的第一夜,他竟是一夜無眠。48Please respect copyright.PENANAjwC527suFz
48Please respect copyright.PENANAkuYrGaBwIx
48Please respect copyright.PENANAigFj5hI5xJ
「嘖……搞什麼。」煩躁的抓了抓那頭披散在後的銀色長髮,視線不由自主的瞥向他昨晚瞪視了一整夜的窗外。刻著簡單雕飾的大片落地窗,窗框的線條優雅,白色的窗格之間透出淺淺的陽光,薄紗質地的窗簾因窗扉的敞開而隨風搖曳著。48Please respect copyright.PENANANH1ccoLgQT
48Please respect copyright.PENANAfIqNLqb06D
帶著透明感的灰藍色天空好似蒙上了一層薄霧,朦朧的視線和那細微的陽光交織著,透出微微的慵懶感受。清脆的鳥鳴聲在平靜的早晨回響著,昨晚那讓人心煩的細碎聲音已經不在了。但颯彌亞還是默默的下了床,撥開窗簾,神情複雜的走到陽台上,朝左邊的陽台看去。48Please respect copyright.PENANAOpEKxT33Fj
48Please respect copyright.PENANA3yzmFedKvi
48Please respect copyright.PENANAhY64VsIQHA
那是,褚冥漾昨晚待的房間。48Please respect copyright.PENANA3N5HVpdrCz
也是,褚冥漾昨晚啜泣了一整夜的房間。48Please respect copyright.PENANAabWfQnyAuk
48Please respect copyright.PENANA6ydoUCNOxE
48Please respect copyright.PENANAnIjx8kgeAw
那擾人的哭聲持續了一整個夜晚。就算到了後頭,已經從哽咽的哭聲轉弱為細小的啜泣聲顯示主人的入眠,隔壁房間那扇沒有闔上的窗子,仍舊將聲響傳了過來。48Please respect copyright.PENANAWuZ8Nd11VQ
48Please respect copyright.PENANAciwlo4UnS6
48Please respect copyright.PENANAOBjUDTNCGB
……直到進入夢鄉,也無法安穩的暫時放棄哭泣嗎?48Please respect copyright.PENANAZq05VdR8CP
48Please respect copyright.PENANARfReVNIptI
聽著那樣的哭聲,回想起自己昨晚其實可以說是近乎粗魯的舉止,颯彌亞真的有那麼一秒以為,自己該道歉了。48Please respect copyright.PENANA8VuGLxFl1B
48Please respect copyright.PENANAC30LJMauYk
48Please respect copyright.PENANADaVqjUsAFx
不論是誰,似乎都不該讓那樣恬靜的一個人,為了自己的行為而兩度痛哭失聲。48Please respect copyright.PENANA65Hrnvd2sH
48Please respect copyright.PENANAueAUpGIdPV
48Please respect copyright.PENANApgRltnPBCk
但颯彌亞旋即又很快的轉念,是褚冥漾自己不好,沒有向自己解釋清楚他已經有愛人的事。如果自己知道的話,是絕對不會碰他一根寒毛的。雖然光想到這一點,一股不知打何處來的悶氣就會盤據在心頭,但颯彌亞執拗的認定,那是做為一個王子求歡不能而感受到的屈辱感。48Please respect copyright.PENANAVpi7wE434M
48Please respect copyright.PENANAh7AjR4C6de
48Please respect copyright.PENANAURSKaFwxRB
48Please respect copyright.PENANAm76RqYX1qh
所以……他是不會道歉的。48Please respect copyright.PENANAvLbV35A3By
48Please respect copyright.PENANAPjKWyfoWGn
48Please respect copyright.PENANAxkZILfb7NE
沒錯。48Please respect copyright.PENANA6nLFaGW8Xs
48Please respect copyright.PENANArCxxajw7uy
他不會。48Please respect copyright.PENANAYBRZkrWqYy
48Please respect copyright.PENANA1xXvwcPsJh
48Please respect copyright.PENANAFXslK8zJ6J
48Please respect copyright.PENANAcQvZGSBPqM
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***48Please respect copyright.PENANADJfQrxHz0y
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48Please respect copyright.PENANA0AVBq7lWv3
48Please respect copyright.PENANAS91JQKGpv1
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「唔嗯……」無意識的低吟一聲,隱隱抽疼的太陽穴與那慣例的低氣壓,使得才剛清醒的褚冥漾渾身不舒服。48Please respect copyright.PENANAPDctnpSeYX
48Please respect copyright.PENANABuzNiww5cw
48Please respect copyright.PENANAbnMyeQLJqC
「頭好痛……」抽了口氣掙扎著坐起身,睜開眼的瞬間一時無法適應早晨明媚的陽光,過量的陽光除了刺眼之外,竟是有些模糊。48Please respect copyright.PENANAMPNjHtwUxB
48Please respect copyright.PENANAXkHcxAmsNl
48Please respect copyright.PENANAe2SEflEciE
疑惑的抬手碰了碰自己的雙眼,發覺是昨晚哭泣得太過,讓眼睛都發了腫。48Please respect copyright.PENANAelLdLJaMSo
48Please respect copyright.PENANAEgqnUTbhss
48Please respect copyright.PENANAiCls0GRkn4
淚水……麼。48Please respect copyright.PENANAq9l24SfR9E
48Please respect copyright.PENANAXzDrh813d9
多麼陌生的詞彙啊。48Please respect copyright.PENANAYpW1PRcTeQ
自己,卻為了他,落下兩次。48Please respect copyright.PENANAdFwCjrbo2y
48Please respect copyright.PENANAPxf5o0as23
48Please respect copyright.PENANADmc2leDBiw
48Please respect copyright.PENANASzFEvaaJ2w
「這個是傳說中,哭了之後眼睛會痛的現象嗎?」褚冥漾望著床罩的頂端,低聲說出了帶著苦澀的好奇問句。然而,卻在下一秒,一塊冰涼處感的布料卻「啪」的一聲被甩上自己的臉。48Please respect copyright.PENANABj2bZ4PfuG
48Please respect copyright.PENANA001DPOa2Uh
48Please respect copyright.PENANAwJWyKuVg6Y
48Please respect copyright.PENANAbqQfBWy3jx
「白痴,搞什麼哭了一整晚,看看你自己現在的樣子吧?怎麼出去見人?」已經換上深灰色高級套裝的颯彌亞滿臉不悅的還著胸,側身倚在不知何時開啟的門框邊,直瞪著還在發愣的褚冥漾。48Please respect copyright.PENANATyX4lViSCv
48Please respect copyright.PENANADbM53z1L2v
48Please respect copyright.PENANAir8SA1e7JQ
錯愕的看著悄然無息就出現在房中的颯彌亞,褚冥漾很快的收拾起自己的表情,垂下視線:「學長早安。」48Please respect copyright.PENANAjJI2O2630X
48Please respect copyright.PENANAMdqiw7lnM0
48Please respect copyright.PENANAhz2QenXlD2
藏在棉被中的拳頭握緊,不願與對方接觸的視線,閃躲著的是對自身的自卑。48Please respect copyright.PENANArDKFONEwv3
48Please respect copyright.PENANAjZEIDIBGia
48Please respect copyright.PENANADaxu6Zm0aQ
現在的自己……不能見人啊……48Please respect copyright.PENANAq7K8ZmptEs
居然……還讓他看見了呢……48Please respect copyright.PENANAh684mr9nVt
褚冥漾,你怎麼敢。48Please respect copyright.PENANAErTF9FF91S
48Please respect copyright.PENANAgs3hEb9qn0
48Please respect copyright.PENANAeFr1ikxfEh
48Please respect copyright.PENANA2BrSTR9dFd
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颯彌亞見褚冥漾居然撇開視線,火氣立刻又上升了不只一個等級。48Please respect copyright.PENANAE6nTaSseQU
就這麼不待見他嗎?48Please respect copyright.PENANA3W0qkbgKqM
48Please respect copyright.PENANApBefZErZEQ
48Please respect copyright.PENANAofiUwpV6AH
48Please respect copyright.PENANA6bNaj4mbxo
紅色的眸子眯了眯,充滿冷意的看著那坐在床上一動也不動的病態少年。48Please respect copyright.PENANABSO1dOiyd5
很好。48Please respect copyright.PENANAAYdAxyMLOh
48Please respect copyright.PENANAhkUuEdmGXR
48Please respect copyright.PENANAcGN3avFXpQ
當房門「碰」的一聲狠狠被甩上之後,褚冥漾才軟軟地倒回床鋪中。視線瞧見颯彌亞方才扔來的東西,竟然是鎮涼退熱的藥布,著實令他瞠愣了好幾秒。48Please respect copyright.PENANATMx7qBmeGh
48Please respect copyright.PENANAInnYmF2Bcj
但最後,褚冥漾仍嗤笑了聲搖搖頭。48Please respect copyright.PENANARQ9oSc6z84
他頹然的用力呼出一口氣,無力的拉起棉被掩住自己那毫無生氣的臉孔。48Please respect copyright.PENANAlrxbA5ssSy
真的……陷得太深了啊……48Please respect copyright.PENANA69OVtQnkJv
48Please respect copyright.PENANAjBfmSqGnQU
48Please respect copyright.PENANA80ume0Rl6l
才一天不到呢,這就開始奢望起他的關心嗎?48Please respect copyright.PENANA7x7Vcnyy0c
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但是,又以什麼身分去求?48Please respect copyright.PENANA3kElfxqafi
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學弟?48Please respect copyright.PENANAIyiT16kLhO
妻子?48Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ti2OF7uM7
愛戀他的人?48Please respect copyright.PENANAxgbKavC58m
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罷了吧。48Please respect copyright.PENANAzx0BG3Xanc
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好希望,可以找回過去那什麼都不在意的自己,哪怕只有一點點,哪怕……其實機率根本微乎其微……48Please respect copyright.PENANAJy7LhMZUn4
褚冥漾真的覺得,如果自己一定得成為他的妻,至少,能夠做的灑脫一點……48Please respect copyright.PENANAi2EQQeSXdW
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──學長……學長……48Please respect copyright.PENANA08JcZRh84q
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「我真的……已經在努力…不要愛你了………」48Please respect copyright.PENANAvsYQBBnidY
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