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南榮斯雙手緊緊交握，心情複雜沉重：「對不起，我不想妳強迫做任何事，只是如果妳會怕我…我希望妳給我一個機會，讓我證明…我真的不是一個殺人狂！」25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyOhzxAkcn
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婭莎急忙反駁南榮斯的說詞，拼命搖著頭：「不要這樣說自已，你不是的，不是的！」細緻的臉蛋上，爬滿慌張失措。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmRyvDXLSI
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南榮斯敘述著他的過往：「我小時候，跟著七個堂兄一起長大，我是年紀最小的」25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWa1wS7x4d
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「他們時常以欺負我為樂…」小孩子因為無知，所以做出的事情，往往比大人殘忍而無節制，更何況通常他們霸凌的對象，是比自已更為弱小的人，創傷彌深。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKwASkcCeN
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也許他的堂兄們是無意的，單純覺得好玩有趣，所以逗弄這個愛哭的小堂弟。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFqPqMFkZj
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但是南榮斯從來不覺得有趣的：「隨著我的年歲漸長，我不願意成為他們的出氣筒、挨揍包，所以我開始鍛鍊自已的體能，學習各式防身術！」25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZCzXQUtih
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南榮斯的成長過程，差不多就是一本格鬥大全的編寫與構成：「我學過柔術、跆拳，還練詠春與截拳道，我十六歲開始，再也沒有人敢欺負我…」25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkoxI9ekeE
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「不過我心裡的那股不安全感，始終無法減輕！」南榮斯沉痛地告白著，僅管他一人能撂倒所有的堂兄們，他仍然不覺得自已是安全無虞的。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksQ23H3nbB
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南榮斯追求安全感的方式，就是清楚地感受到，他變得強大而無法被擊敗。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6q0bXe2K6
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「所以我想上戰場！想參加更嚴苛的訓練」南榮斯要證明自已，不再是一個被人強壓著頭，威逼他吃看看狗屎是什麼味道時，只能哭著求饒的小孩。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEAUvequsL
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婭莎挪移著自已的身軀，悄悄靠近南榮斯一些：「一個擁有如此堅韌心智的人，怎麼會是殺人狂呢？不是的」看著南榮斯痛苦難當的模樣，只是加深了她心裡的愧疚與不安。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDOB2d2lL2
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「你很堅強，比我堅強多了…」婭莎落寞的視線，著眼在不遠處。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFkE8fx029
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南榮斯看著婭莎抑鬱寡歡的神情：「誰…對妳做了什麼事嗎？」25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIw0TMrPeUQ
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婭莎回憶起不堪的童年：「沒有…只是…從小我便被教導，要懂得放棄自已想要的…」25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECaUsExF25
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南榮斯眉峰微攏，不解婭莎的意思：「放棄？」25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8b8ozld74x
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「嗯…」婭莎點點頭。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqY55k28bR
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「我不知道生父是誰，母親帶著我，寄宿在舅舅家裡」婭莎最想要的，是父親的名字，可惜母親一直至死前那刻，仍是不肯告訴她，就怕婭莎會去打擾人家平靜的生活。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8k7FYRBxV
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婭莎敘述著她不為人知的身世：「自小，媽媽便再三告誡我，不許惹得任何人不開心，不然我們會睡馬路…」婭莎的母親獨力扶養一個小孩，自是十分艱辛，只好依靠兄長接濟與幫忙。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNI9nIYYUq
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婭莎輕聲說出心底的秘密：「不管誰對我提出了要求，我只能微笑答應…」25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaDcKX10wx
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「我還記得，１０歲那年，媽媽帶我去買了一個娃娃，那是我央求好久，她才肯買給我的，不過一回到家，表妹看見那個娃娃，便大哭大鬧著，說她想要…」25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0T2pKZAe5s
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婭莎漠然眨眼回憶，她知道受寵的表妹嬌縱慣了，只是喜新厭舊：「雖然她有好幾個差不多的…」可是那麼昂貴的娃娃，依她母親微薄的薪水，是買不起第二個了。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEC9C6FRAy8
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「媽媽立刻要我把娃娃送給表妹，她說…我年紀大…要讓妹妹…」婭莎的舅父舅母雖然覺得不好意思，小女兒搶了人家的生日禮物，但一想到婭莎跟她媽媽寄宿在這裡，造成他們諸多不便，自然不覺得拿一個娃娃，有啥了不起。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6GwrVkT7P
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婭莎不是小心眼，只是她擁有的東西，真的很少，被寵上了天的小表妹，甚至不願分婭莎玩一下子，她抱緊娃娃在懷裡，怎麼也肯不放手，好似婭莎的神情愈是委屈不捨，她就愈驕傲得意。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQHZc44Lm2
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一日下午，婭莎放學後，在打包垃圾的時候，發現令她心碎的事實：「幾天後，我看見那個娃娃，被剪得肢離破碎，扔在垃圾袋裡…」當她看見自已求之不得的東西，被棄之如敝履時，她整個人都懵了。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPhpMNTLSl
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婭莎以為表妹好喜愛那個娃娃，會好好珍惜：「我好想要，她卻只是一時的高興…」25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPuPSoMLNH
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類似的事情一再、一再的發生，只要是表姐生氣了、表妹哭鬧了，婭莎就得放手，就得微笑成全，心甘情願的退讓。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZKS08SID3
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這樣人微言輕的日子，經年累月過下來，逐漸讓婭莎養成一個偏差的想法：”她最喜歡的、最想要的，都會被人奪走！”25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mcmhIAClx
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無計可施的婭莎不能反抗，更不許表現出悲傷或憤怒，只好隱藏起自已的喜好與意願。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIAbNoMGXx
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假設她喜歡的是粉紅色，就改挑討厭的黃色，這樣子就算被表姐、表妹硬搶去了，當她們不珍惜那樣物品時，婭莎也不覺得傷心可惜。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJxJ2DjG1Q
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久而久之，婭莎習慣了無欲則剛，因為暴露重視與在乎的事物，等於暴露弱點。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5HTyQ3LCu
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南榮斯的雙手微顫，輕握住婭莎的雙臂：「我向妳保證，這樣的事情絕不會再發生了！我會保護妳的，妳相信我！」只要婭莎願意，就算是別人手裡攢緊了的珍愛之物，南榮斯也會想盡辦法弄來給她。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4NmPaVlMT
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南榮斯輕輕牽起婭莎的柔荑，溫柔告白，獻出他的真心：「莎莎，妳是在這世界上，我最想保護的人！」25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeHXjfwwB5
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婭莎抽不回自已的手，只能淒婉地別過頭去，抿著櫻唇輕聲啜泣：「對不起…我不想要你保護我…」25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8llv4RxZp8
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婭莎知道她撕碎了南榮斯的真心，但她無法活在他的庇護之下：「對不起…」25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEBgTp5KlF
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南榮斯挫敗地鬆開他的雙手，跌坐在地，沮喪地說不出一句話來。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNdykvxvUU
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兩人相對無語，尷尬難受的沉默，瀰漫在兩人之間，正當他們以為事情不會變得更糟的時候，天空掉下了細細雨絲。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNEp2Fn3Vu
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沒人有任何舉動，彼此維持著相同的姿勢，僵愣在原地，一直到雨勢漸大，將他們的身軀無情打濕滲透，淋得細瘦的婭莎，頻頻顫抖不停。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ769Yr0iHT7
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南榮斯強打起精神：「下雨了，走吧！感冒了就不好」他就像隻鬥敗的公雞，眼神裡的驕傲自在，消失殆盡。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG8RdQmMvA
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「對不起…」婭莎只能重復著這句話，卻傷得他最重。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9nyXUnnqR
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因為婭莎還不起，所以不願接受他的情意與照顧嗎？南榮斯總算明白婭莎這陣子以來，誠惶誠恐的心情為何了。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡil2VUhCMMU
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南榮斯俐落地站直自已的身軀：「走吧！雨變大了！」他佯裝堅強地轉身就走，不去看婭莎的傷心難過，也沒伸手去攙扶混身濕透的她。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUG0agWLjQA
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他怕婭莎的臉上，會出現對他的憐憫與愧疚，他不想要被同情。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kJPneXlI1
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南榮斯頭也不回，舉步向前離去，任雨沖掉臉上不小心滴落的淚滴，這是…南榮斯最苦澀的初戀，卻在還沒開始之前，便被心愛的人，親手扼殺。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4yvtQHW65
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婭莎淋了那場雨後，隔日便臥病不起，急得南榮斯是又氣又悔。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5E0UUiSwk
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「好冷…」和衣而睡的婭莎，半睡半醒地輾轉難眠，上一刻才悶出一身汗的她，現在又說自已冷。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRsDgPxuOk
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南榮斯端著一杯歷經千辛萬苦才弄來的果汁：「喝點椰子水，好嗎？」他探手將婭莎的上身挺直，拿著杯子，小心翼翼地喂婭莎喝了一口。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9as9fJW4Iv
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「好冷…」婭莎緊緊蜷曲在被窩裡，額前全是細碎的冷汗。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71oORv0y4E
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「婭莎，吃點東西好嗎？…妳好幾天沒吃東西了…」婭莎一直是睡睡醒醒的，南榮斯好幾天沒看見那雙無邪而璀璨的星眸。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoeBum94o8
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「好冷…」像是被惡夢纏身的婭莎，只是反復地說著自已好冷或好熱。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeMHxAhg0d
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南榮斯握著婭莎發冷的柔荑，不知道自已現在該怎麼辦，藥吃了好幾天，婭莎的病情就是沒有好轉。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBAvpGlEJ4
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「好冷…」婭莎乾燥到要皸裂的雙唇，只能吐出這句話，臉色忽青忽白的。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxGICFHKF5
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南榮斯將婭莎無力的雙手放回被裡：「婭莎，妳等我，我一定會救妳的，妳要等我回來！」25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVsCORilRG
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南榮斯脫掉自已的T恤，露出滿背花紋繁複的深黑色紋路，他望向意識不清的婭莎，他知道自已必須有所行動。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2VhBQvajQ
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南榮斯推開窗戶，張望著遠方泛白的天際，他不知道該去哪裡，才能找到一個懂醫術的人。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8hgxeJh7z
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全神貫注的南榮斯，緩慢的深呼吸，直至胸腔的空氣擠到快要爆炸，他背後的奇異花紋，開始不正常地跳躍鼓譟。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWv8tLHRCI
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不到３０秒的時間，一對純黑色的蝙蝠翅膀，在南榮斯的背後形成擴展。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKG6WsE1pMW
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「婭莎，妳要堅持到我回來…」就算南榮斯飛到雙翼斷掉，人因脫力而失神墜落，在他沒找到一個能幫助婭莎的人之前，他不會停下來。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZv4RQ0o2r2
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南榮斯踏上窗框，帶著忐忑不安的心情，振翅飛向不知名的遠方。25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsedm9xhkLl
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