好多陌生人在媽媽旁邊就地搭起白色屋子，襯著慘白的天空，像是在哀悼。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgABbmOsHl
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屋子裡面的最前方，掛的是我再也熟悉不過的照片。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDJjMeO3jv
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那是爸爸。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8aBkr9myt
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我知道的，爸爸過世了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYmcaQIs1d
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或許這都是因為我。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7Vc3Xu57F
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爸爸很疼我和姊姊，總是答應我們的要求，不管是買禮物、衣服或是去吃好吃的，去哪裡玩，也都不會拒絕。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79xQ3zgXVk
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只是爸爸工作很忙，總不常陪我和姊姊，而媽媽也不常出現在家裡，陪伴我們的一直是佣人。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLojpBULN6
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可是，今天是我的生日……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDkB30WPXy
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很難得的，我鼓起勇氣請爸爸回來陪我過生日。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqsr6KRbbp
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他人在美國，說過了，他很疼愛我的，為了滿足的我，他搭私人飛機用最快速度飛回來。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAHvTGHcmr
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可那天，天氣惡劣，加上兩地緯度不同，機器一時受不了溫度的差異而故障。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YpQJCVtfQ
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沿著海平面，飛機冒出火花，隨即沉落海底，更不要說那附近還有漩渦。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4UAElQQ6v
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悲劇是無法避免的。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ousurOOSt
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接到電話時，媽媽崩潰的神情，歷歷如繪。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5iUR1snsC
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姊姊抱著我大哭。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3drFjUOi9o
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而現在，我站在爸爸靈堂的面前。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJshanstPsh
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我……到底做了什麼？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2svQEEgcG
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雖然我才六歲，但我卻能明白，媽媽後來看待我的眼光。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLq4HjDRPW8
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那是怨恨、厭惡的神情。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vI7LCMGi7
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平常的噓寒問暖，全都在爸爸過世那天，變調。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujPEBNKSVa
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以往開朗的媽媽去哪了？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidSTjsNosi
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摸著臉上的傷痕，我流下不解的淚水。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcySx8L0jB1
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也許，應我而受虐的姊姊更要申訴。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeikXAkfNp
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我曾小聲在她懷中哭泣，但那不是帶著恐懼，而是愧疚：「姊姊，對不起……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSj19QWb2s
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似乎在爸爸過世之前，媽媽在外頭就有外遇對象。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGFBVaxtSv
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那個陌生的男人，來到家中，瞪圓了眼睛朝我和姊姊左瞧右瞧。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyjrt8OLPk
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「妳沒說過妳有孩子！」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUvUjsOhOY
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媽媽也瞪著我們，「別走！我打算今天要跟你說的！」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7W1b5KTrcO
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男人不理媽媽的哭喊，掉頭就走。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv5ZEA4xsO
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她恨恨的走向我，毫不猶豫的賞我巴掌，氣憤的淚水滑落她的臉龐，媽媽頹廢的坐下來，背靠著牆，哭道：「要是沒有你們的話就好了……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeO2dLfdjO
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姊姊比我年長許多，我雖然也為媽媽這句話而掉淚很久，但姊姊卻……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlinz87Lj2o
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站在陽台前，姊姊看著我，「小玥，姊姊先走一步了，妳逃吧，逃離那女人的身邊，我會在身邊守護妳的……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfhYiZVsVT
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她跳下去前說了一句話，指著遙遠的天邊，「我會在那邊等妳。」語畢。她縱身躍下。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSGZab1ru2
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我錯愕的望著她的殘影。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTq8mJNZS3R
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首次，我沒有聲音的哭泣。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91gBpqSj3p
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