好多陌生人在媽媽旁邊就地搭起白色屋子，襯著慘白的天空，像是在哀悼。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyAK5uHXly
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屋子裡面的最前方，掛的是我再也熟悉不過的照片。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXBbaWH2ke
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那是爸爸。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqRlVdUyq5
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我知道的，爸爸過世了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhHdLMlrSI
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或許這都是因為我。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFb4vxREX3
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爸爸很疼我和姊姊，總是答應我們的要求，不管是買禮物、衣服或是去吃好吃的，去哪裡玩，也都不會拒絕。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhe3tn0s7Th
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只是爸爸工作很忙，總不常陪我和姊姊，而媽媽也不常出現在家裡，陪伴我們的一直是佣人。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM49VfuEAoW
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可是，今天是我的生日……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6joBVmFe8c
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很難得的，我鼓起勇氣請爸爸回來陪我過生日。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLchCOExgrT
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他人在美國，說過了，他很疼愛我的，為了滿足的我，他搭私人飛機用最快速度飛回來。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhESght4Q2T
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可那天，天氣惡劣，加上兩地緯度不同，機器一時受不了溫度的差異而故障。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFk5dchmMWB
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沿著海平面，飛機冒出火花，隨即沉落海底，更不要說那附近還有漩渦。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLsKTXrm71
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悲劇是無法避免的。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJG4yNjaWl7
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接到電話時，媽媽崩潰的神情，歷歷如繪。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1OYPntglv
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姊姊抱著我大哭。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxLbBk2Nso
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而現在，我站在爸爸靈堂的面前。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVCcngsVLw
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我……到底做了什麼？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mxhQPGBrc
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雖然我才六歲，但我卻能明白，媽媽後來看待我的眼光。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUWeuByPWA
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那是怨恨、厭惡的神情。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkcKg5ZoAg
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平常的噓寒問暖，全都在爸爸過世那天，變調。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsM3ORnXpaB
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以往開朗的媽媽去哪了？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHARiiNJvsL
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摸著臉上的傷痕，我流下不解的淚水。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MTSSnxiWv
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也許，應我而受虐的姊姊更要申訴。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGyUMkRipR
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我曾小聲在她懷中哭泣，但那不是帶著恐懼，而是愧疚：「姊姊，對不起……」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyx0MkthT1
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似乎在爸爸過世之前，媽媽在外頭就有外遇對象。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpEtWGTlrZ
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那個陌生的男人，來到家中，瞪圓了眼睛朝我和姊姊左瞧右瞧。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDSG0EHHxW
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「妳沒說過妳有孩子！」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjIqS59c9C
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媽媽也瞪著我們，「別走！我打算今天要跟你說的！」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppqLvIoC0q
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男人不理媽媽的哭喊，掉頭就走。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wmk5KSbuT
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她恨恨的走向我，毫不猶豫的賞我巴掌，氣憤的淚水滑落她的臉龐，媽媽頹廢的坐下來，背靠著牆，哭道：「要是沒有你們的話就好了……」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM21EZ7Klb
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姊姊比我年長許多，我雖然也為媽媽這句話而掉淚很久，但姊姊卻……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxvwpRzWi1
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站在陽台前，姊姊看著我，「小玥，姊姊先走一步了，妳逃吧，逃離那女人的身邊，我會在身邊守護妳的……」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkStkl6sE5
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她跳下去前說了一句話，指著遙遠的天邊，「我會在那邊等妳。」語畢。她縱身躍下。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX77rVteIur
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我錯愕的望著她的殘影。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4h7YbE8UA
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首次，我沒有聲音的哭泣。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlq44JrQFHt
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