沒料到學長已經先和爸媽提起這件事,不過卻不意外。7Please respect copyright.PENANAaYX6ph0R9y
7Please respect copyright.PENANAdAHKqggFh2
應該是說……他所做的很多事都是我不知道的,可是漸漸有種感覺,他就是會這麼做,很多時候學長根本不是太考慮自己、只要是為了我。7Please respect copyright.PENANAnkKSedqLF5
7Please respect copyright.PENANAqkTd0rHA4p
──這曾經讓我覺得有點痛苦。7Please respect copyright.PENANAoP8PRU2ruW
7Please respect copyright.PENANAgM2MdiXYpU
很懷疑自己到底值不值得他這樣做,很擔心他是不是又因此付出什麼代價,很害怕……我永遠只能這樣被保護著,然後什麼也不知道什麼也做不好,完全幫不上任何忙。7Please respect copyright.PENANABy8kTwQNQA
7Please respect copyright.PENANAA3j5VozCNm
不過……7Please respect copyright.PENANAj0NmfGS0o4
7Please respect copyright.PENANAmZ2kmnWltM
「學長……原來你前幾天就來過這裡了?」坐在床上看著也洗過澡出來的學長,我問。7Please respect copyright.PENANAapjetCQvIX
7Please respect copyright.PENANAjzNLpkmbJ7
和家人說過話後,已經很晚了……所以各自歇下,那今日當然是留在家裡沒有回黑館,然後又因為一些原因,學長沒有睡客房而是跟我同擠一間。7Please respect copyright.PENANANoErtxr9U5
7Please respect copyright.PENANAqwTuntuPlr
反正老媽他們都知道了。7Please respect copyright.PENANARdJxdGj5GT
7Please respect copyright.PENANAhhNPGDU7nx
……7Please respect copyright.PENANAX5OhP3smT5
7Please respect copyright.PENANA3mZUMbOFva
「……嗯。」聽到問話,血色的雙眼移了過來和我對上,點頭。7Please respect copyright.PENANAot4HWHzvPl
7Please respect copyright.PENANAxqpnhpSEWi
「對不起。」接著他又這樣說。7Please respect copyright.PENANAvj3hU7068Q
7Please respect copyright.PENANA39DmJz7yLr
「為什麼道歉?」7Please respect copyright.PENANAdhUMHQLACH
7Please respect copyright.PENANAfuNUIyoUWq
「你知道為什麼。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAqYBRSbWo2T
7Please respect copyright.PENANAqlQGQegrTb
「……」我暫時沒有再說話,只是看著他──7Please respect copyright.PENANAWPwFszWYE9
7Please respect copyright.PENANAXRcWMvivdZ
很認真的、很仔細的看著學長,從那頭銀白中帶著有如一簇火焰般火紅的長髮往下,視線經過了被髮髮絲覆蓋的眉宇,然後是那雙殺氣一直很重、卻也有時溫和的眼,一直到鼻梁、薄唇……7Please respect copyright.PENANAHcWgiauL3m
7Please respect copyright.PENANAUPOvjuwIaK
非常漂亮的臉,有精靈給人精緻感覺,也有獸王族那種銳利的鮮明氣息,難以忽視的存在感與氣勢則是源自於他自己的個性、或是其他一點什麼。7Please respect copyright.PENANArnqdMhUuwj
7Please respect copyright.PENANAboOiXy7KId
看起來就像是當年我第一次看見他一樣,完全沒變。7Please respect copyright.PENANA3tLaoKtRKv
7Please respect copyright.PENANAbGOM0xThlo
發著呆,我想我已經很久沒有這樣仔細看過學長了,但他的樣子卻仍在我視網膜中烙印下不可磨滅的痕跡,是說又好像有哪裡不一樣。7Please respect copyright.PENANAgUcCzPxmsL
7Please respect copyright.PENANA5FP4mKEmgz
再一次抬頭,我對上他的目光,不知道什麼坐到床沿的學長也用同一種專注的眼神看著我。7Please respect copyright.PENANAXPBmSNNOhK
7Please respect copyright.PENANAbJ9TIxri6I
於是下意識朝他靠近了一點,手撐在軟軟的被單上。7Please respect copyright.PENANAf1a8n0uD7g
7Please respect copyright.PENANAAAVHUGAVw6
他低下頭直接吻了上來,很輕、很慢的用他的唇輾壓我的,而這吻就只是一的單純吻,未帶上絲毫慾念。7Please respect copyright.PENANARbMKqzjtv7
7Please respect copyright.PENANAqxmVICWNrP
閉上眼,我沒有迎合也未有躲避。7Please respect copyright.PENANARXviALR9Eh
7Please respect copyright.PENANAwx55qS8aAH
時間有一瞬間停止的錯覺,一直到被反覆交換呼吸的空氣熱了起來,他才退開。7Please respect copyright.PENANAVVhHYxNMH1
7Please respect copyright.PENANAH0Jr97Fy7w
「學長……」我又叫了他一聲。7Please respect copyright.PENANAv4sPHOQXkG
7Please respect copyright.PENANAXlLkTKbJCt
「嗯。」7Please respect copyright.PENANARJHi4Kkl0b
7Please respect copyright.PENANATKX2l2RsXi
「我,是真的曾經覺得有點痛苦……」那種擔心和茫然,其實總是被照顧著,反而徬徨。7Please respect copyright.PENANA3Tskw6DnWe
7Please respect copyright.PENANA48rVBP2wSF
「……我知道。」所以他向我道歉,可是這人也曾說不管如何都還是會這麼做。7Please respect copyright.PENANASc0yhmfgct
7Please respect copyright.PENANAYvzE7qik1R
「啊……不過你不用向我道歉,早已經沒有關係……因為我想通了。」微微一笑,我自顧自說下去,「只是立場不同而已,因為就像我想繼續待在你身邊,你也是這樣──如果將換身分你是我、我是你……時間倒流之後,我一樣也會這麼做。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAF3KwRBurS1
7Please respect copyright.PENANA1onfHUgJqy
他為我做的事,是因為我,而我到時間與冥府交際之流換取時間,也是為了他。7Please respect copyright.PENANAYlnsYeqTtv
7Please respect copyright.PENANA98uKBS4j7V
若是真有平行世界,即使我們兩人身分相反、能力對掉,我們還是會走在一起,然後……我會為了他奮不顧身,他也會為了我想盡辦法留在同一個時空。7Please respect copyright.PENANAD6BtumKFQA
7Please respect copyright.PENANApYUM8IvbDr
結局永遠不會改變,因為在乎彼此,所以我們都會做一樣的選擇。7Please respect copyright.PENANAD8sHRHaIH8
7Please respect copyright.PENANAjxS1oOU4dM
至於後果,就兩人一起承擔吧。7Please respect copyright.PENANAw3Zw3ezJfs
7Please respect copyright.PENANAHBm4VMvOmn
「……」7Please respect copyright.PENANAUicsBhWpQX
7Please respect copyright.PENANAHLAQArPsgN
「……」7Please respect copyright.PENANAskLu9uoWfH
7Please respect copyright.PENANAlh395wHbna
伸手撥開我落再額際的髮絲,學長的手沿著側臉的線條逐漸向下,擦過髮鬢。7Please respect copyright.PENANAdDg3cC8LoX
7Please respect copyright.PENANAwE41HE9ZMK
「我本來已經做好準備,你會離開。不過在機會來得時候……我捨不得放棄,那時應該阻止但卻沒有。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAX1VYrl3x8A
7Please respect copyright.PENANAEoMB951btq
「所以你提前來到這裡,如果我父母阻攔,你還是願意放手;今天帶我來則是因為如果我後悔……你也仍然打算給我機會嗎?」7Please respect copyright.PENANAEjxkuFC7Oh
7Please respect copyright.PENANAbVkUtFh2Gj
「嗯。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAaGcxLlmc3W
7Please respect copyright.PENANAn1OTgjIow8
「可是不需要,無論如何……這已經是我的決定了,只要你也這麼希望。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAxbaOwjR62z
7Please respect copyright.PENANAu9TLDdtnjs
握住學長停在側臉上的手,我看著他,看著他眼底有種微弱的異樣光彩閃過,而澄澈的鮮血色彩,此刻燃成代表內心情感的火焰。7Please respect copyright.PENANADzTPliaCgQ
7Please respect copyright.PENANAt36rIFi951
「褚。」7Please respect copyright.PENANA3prcxut97d
7Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0Z9oBoTmJ
「嗯?」7Please respect copyright.PENANAXV5S4hsNr5
7Please respect copyright.PENANAeWfY9TeVhk
「答應我,不要離開……」從一開始到最後,學長和我說話的語氣與態度都一樣,總是堅定、總是有絕對自信知道自己在做什麼──但就只有這句話,像是要求、像是渴望。7Please respect copyright.PENANAJcKMhCh0Qb
7Please respect copyright.PENANAI6WUCroNrX
慢慢靠得很近的臉讓我看不清楚他的表情,直到一點冰涼貼上嘴唇,然後轉成熱度開始蔓延。7Please respect copyright.PENANAedzAd8ULLO
7Please respect copyright.PENANA5DxgzZHhtE
稍稍仰起頭,我微微顫抖的雙手攀上他頸項。7Please respect copyright.PENANA2fKhCegadp
7Please respect copyright.PENANAL2K7qnrRFm
7Please respect copyright.PENANA69q0YiIuf4
7Please respect copyright.PENANArtUH5uOUP1
「……好,一直到永遠。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAVvJyBMB6fA
7Please respect copyright.PENANA1L5p7MeV88
就這樣說定了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAqZIAlcJApt
7Please respect copyright.PENANAfwehvQ3PiF
也許這承諾會被嘲笑不切實際,不過,相信絕對可以。7Please respect copyright.PENANAmleYYaGhBt
7Please respect copyright.PENANApojAlRDfMx
因為學長是學長,而我、是我。7Please respect copyright.PENANAy0P0EkyjCQ
7Please respect copyright.PENANADnt7tO8ERc
7Please respect copyright.PENANABu8j1G9FHL
7Please respect copyright.PENANADSZvNhf79o
ns216.73.216.176da2 7Please respect copyright.PENANAdAHKqggFh2
應該是說……他所做的很多事都是我不知道的,可是漸漸有種感覺,他就是會這麼做,很多時候學長根本不是太考慮自己、只要是為了我。7Please respect copyright.PENANAnkKSedqLF5
7Please respect copyright.PENANAqkTd0rHA4p
──這曾經讓我覺得有點痛苦。7Please respect copyright.PENANAoP8PRU2ruW
7Please respect copyright.PENANAgM2MdiXYpU
很懷疑自己到底值不值得他這樣做,很擔心他是不是又因此付出什麼代價,很害怕……我永遠只能這樣被保護著,然後什麼也不知道什麼也做不好,完全幫不上任何忙。7Please respect copyright.PENANABy8kTwQNQA
7Please respect copyright.PENANAA3j5VozCNm
不過……7Please respect copyright.PENANAj0NmfGS0o4
7Please respect copyright.PENANAmZ2kmnWltM
「學長……原來你前幾天就來過這裡了?」坐在床上看著也洗過澡出來的學長,我問。7Please respect copyright.PENANAapjetCQvIX
7Please respect copyright.PENANAjzNLpkmbJ7
和家人說過話後,已經很晚了……所以各自歇下,那今日當然是留在家裡沒有回黑館,然後又因為一些原因,學長沒有睡客房而是跟我同擠一間。7Please respect copyright.PENANANoErtxr9U5
7Please respect copyright.PENANAqwTuntuPlr
反正老媽他們都知道了。7Please respect copyright.PENANARdJxdGj5GT
7Please respect copyright.PENANAhhNPGDU7nx
……7Please respect copyright.PENANAX5OhP3smT5
7Please respect copyright.PENANA3mZUMbOFva
「……嗯。」聽到問話,血色的雙眼移了過來和我對上,點頭。7Please respect copyright.PENANAot4HWHzvPl
7Please respect copyright.PENANAxqpnhpSEWi
「對不起。」接著他又這樣說。7Please respect copyright.PENANAvj3hU7068Q
7Please respect copyright.PENANA39DmJz7yLr
「為什麼道歉?」7Please respect copyright.PENANAdhUMHQLACH
7Please respect copyright.PENANAfuNUIyoUWq
「你知道為什麼。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAqYBRSbWo2T
7Please respect copyright.PENANAqlQGQegrTb
「……」我暫時沒有再說話,只是看著他──7Please respect copyright.PENANAWPwFszWYE9
7Please respect copyright.PENANAXRcWMvivdZ
很認真的、很仔細的看著學長,從那頭銀白中帶著有如一簇火焰般火紅的長髮往下,視線經過了被髮髮絲覆蓋的眉宇,然後是那雙殺氣一直很重、卻也有時溫和的眼,一直到鼻梁、薄唇……7Please respect copyright.PENANAHcWgiauL3m
7Please respect copyright.PENANAUPOvjuwIaK
非常漂亮的臉,有精靈給人精緻感覺,也有獸王族那種銳利的鮮明氣息,難以忽視的存在感與氣勢則是源自於他自己的個性、或是其他一點什麼。7Please respect copyright.PENANArnqdMhUuwj
7Please respect copyright.PENANAboOiXy7KId
看起來就像是當年我第一次看見他一樣,完全沒變。7Please respect copyright.PENANA3tLaoKtRKv
7Please respect copyright.PENANAbGOM0xThlo
發著呆,我想我已經很久沒有這樣仔細看過學長了,但他的樣子卻仍在我視網膜中烙印下不可磨滅的痕跡,是說又好像有哪裡不一樣。7Please respect copyright.PENANAgUcCzPxmsL
7Please respect copyright.PENANA5FP4mKEmgz
再一次抬頭,我對上他的目光,不知道什麼坐到床沿的學長也用同一種專注的眼神看著我。7Please respect copyright.PENANAXPBmSNNOhK
7Please respect copyright.PENANAbJ9TIxri6I
於是下意識朝他靠近了一點,手撐在軟軟的被單上。7Please respect copyright.PENANAf1a8n0uD7g
7Please respect copyright.PENANAAAVHUGAVw6
他低下頭直接吻了上來,很輕、很慢的用他的唇輾壓我的,而這吻就只是一的單純吻,未帶上絲毫慾念。7Please respect copyright.PENANARbMKqzjtv7
7Please respect copyright.PENANAqxmVICWNrP
閉上眼,我沒有迎合也未有躲避。7Please respect copyright.PENANARXviALR9Eh
7Please respect copyright.PENANAwx55qS8aAH
時間有一瞬間停止的錯覺,一直到被反覆交換呼吸的空氣熱了起來,他才退開。7Please respect copyright.PENANAVVhHYxNMH1
7Please respect copyright.PENANAH0Jr97Fy7w
「學長……」我又叫了他一聲。7Please respect copyright.PENANAv4sPHOQXkG
7Please respect copyright.PENANAXlLkTKbJCt
「嗯。」7Please respect copyright.PENANARJHi4Kkl0b
7Please respect copyright.PENANATKX2l2RsXi
「我,是真的曾經覺得有點痛苦……」那種擔心和茫然,其實總是被照顧著,反而徬徨。7Please respect copyright.PENANA3Tskw6DnWe
7Please respect copyright.PENANA48rVBP2wSF
「……我知道。」所以他向我道歉,可是這人也曾說不管如何都還是會這麼做。7Please respect copyright.PENANASc0yhmfgct
7Please respect copyright.PENANAYvzE7qik1R
「啊……不過你不用向我道歉,早已經沒有關係……因為我想通了。」微微一笑,我自顧自說下去,「只是立場不同而已,因為就像我想繼續待在你身邊,你也是這樣──如果將換身分你是我、我是你……時間倒流之後,我一樣也會這麼做。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAF3KwRBurS1
7Please respect copyright.PENANA1onfHUgJqy
他為我做的事,是因為我,而我到時間與冥府交際之流換取時間,也是為了他。7Please respect copyright.PENANAYlnsYeqTtv
7Please respect copyright.PENANA98uKBS4j7V
若是真有平行世界,即使我們兩人身分相反、能力對掉,我們還是會走在一起,然後……我會為了他奮不顧身,他也會為了我想盡辦法留在同一個時空。7Please respect copyright.PENANAD6BtumKFQA
7Please respect copyright.PENANApYUM8IvbDr
結局永遠不會改變,因為在乎彼此,所以我們都會做一樣的選擇。7Please respect copyright.PENANAD8sHRHaIH8
7Please respect copyright.PENANAjxS1oOU4dM
至於後果,就兩人一起承擔吧。7Please respect copyright.PENANAw3Zw3ezJfs
7Please respect copyright.PENANAHBm4VMvOmn
「……」7Please respect copyright.PENANAUicsBhWpQX
7Please respect copyright.PENANAHLAQArPsgN
「……」7Please respect copyright.PENANAskLu9uoWfH
7Please respect copyright.PENANAlh395wHbna
伸手撥開我落再額際的髮絲,學長的手沿著側臉的線條逐漸向下,擦過髮鬢。7Please respect copyright.PENANAdDg3cC8LoX
7Please respect copyright.PENANAwE41HE9ZMK
「我本來已經做好準備,你會離開。不過在機會來得時候……我捨不得放棄,那時應該阻止但卻沒有。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAX1VYrl3x8A
7Please respect copyright.PENANAEoMB951btq
「所以你提前來到這裡,如果我父母阻攔,你還是願意放手;今天帶我來則是因為如果我後悔……你也仍然打算給我機會嗎?」7Please respect copyright.PENANAEjxkuFC7Oh
7Please respect copyright.PENANAbVkUtFh2Gj
「嗯。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAaGcxLlmc3W
7Please respect copyright.PENANAn1OTgjIow8
「可是不需要,無論如何……這已經是我的決定了,只要你也這麼希望。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAxbaOwjR62z
7Please respect copyright.PENANAu9TLDdtnjs
握住學長停在側臉上的手,我看著他,看著他眼底有種微弱的異樣光彩閃過,而澄澈的鮮血色彩,此刻燃成代表內心情感的火焰。7Please respect copyright.PENANADzTPliaCgQ
7Please respect copyright.PENANAt36rIFi951
「褚。」7Please respect copyright.PENANA3prcxut97d
7Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0Z9oBoTmJ
「嗯?」7Please respect copyright.PENANAXV5S4hsNr5
7Please respect copyright.PENANAeWfY9TeVhk
「答應我,不要離開……」從一開始到最後,學長和我說話的語氣與態度都一樣,總是堅定、總是有絕對自信知道自己在做什麼──但就只有這句話,像是要求、像是渴望。7Please respect copyright.PENANAJcKMhCh0Qb
7Please respect copyright.PENANAI6WUCroNrX
慢慢靠得很近的臉讓我看不清楚他的表情,直到一點冰涼貼上嘴唇,然後轉成熱度開始蔓延。7Please respect copyright.PENANAedzAd8ULLO
7Please respect copyright.PENANA5DxgzZHhtE
稍稍仰起頭,我微微顫抖的雙手攀上他頸項。7Please respect copyright.PENANA2fKhCegadp
7Please respect copyright.PENANAL2K7qnrRFm
7Please respect copyright.PENANA69q0YiIuf4
7Please respect copyright.PENANArtUH5uOUP1
「……好,一直到永遠。」7Please respect copyright.PENANAVvJyBMB6fA
7Please respect copyright.PENANA1L5p7MeV88
就這樣說定了。7Please respect copyright.PENANAqZIAlcJApt
7Please respect copyright.PENANAfwehvQ3PiF
也許這承諾會被嘲笑不切實際,不過,相信絕對可以。7Please respect copyright.PENANAmleYYaGhBt
7Please respect copyright.PENANApojAlRDfMx
因為學長是學長,而我、是我。7Please respect copyright.PENANAy0P0EkyjCQ
7Please respect copyright.PENANADnt7tO8ERc
7Please respect copyright.PENANABu8j1G9FHL
7Please respect copyright.PENANADSZvNhf79o