長命百歲、不老不死。9Please respect copyright.PENANAQzB7KnU6Xa
9Please respect copyright.PENANAryVlZgwGQl
這似乎曾是很多人追求卻觸不及的夢想……9Please respect copyright.PENANAm3z1UXNskY
9Please respect copyright.PENANAZRzUB3yARp
據所知,過去的秦始皇、還有那些努力修道的古人就是例子,最終目的正是為了留住生命,而至今看過無數失敗的現代人知道了暫時沒這可能,便退而求其次企圖以科技、藥物來延長自己壽命……9Please respect copyright.PENANA02m0aaQsFw
9Please respect copyright.PENANADYohsyhd2H
或許還有一點點的希翼,不過一直懂得還不是現在。9Please respect copyright.PENANA59lOZhOoKj
9Please respect copyright.PENANAG9E3gAemea
一般人多少都會像這樣,甚至是翼望著更久之後的醫學真能讓人長命,還是託著再造一個複製人繼承自己不斷活過,先別說還沒能達到的,光是擁有比一般人漫長的時間,甚至不老的年輕外表就讓人心動不已。9Please respect copyright.PENANAG8XDdexTZG
9Please respect copyright.PENANAQNHnXnp4vy
該問多少人沒想過?越是有權有勢,越是對這世界眷戀不捨的人渴望越多。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7WmZ7D7hme
9Please respect copyright.PENANA1jpnwWPD1v
求生、畏死,似乎是人類與其他生物的本能,哪個人再看得開多少也迷惘過。9Please respect copyright.PENANA4IcmyLJ5Tm
9Please respect copyright.PENANAxjmrgDmvew
則有誰在思考過、活過之後會嘲笑這樣的追求,可這其中又多少人是知道不可能後所以放棄?9Please respect copyright.PENANAlsaetf4uTT
9Please respect copyright.PENANA3LScavkhMn
用也用不盡的時間似乎能做完很多事,讓一個人再無牽掛再無遺憾,不必讓時間追著跑更不用擔心生老病死,這樣看來,好像再完美不過了。9Please respect copyright.PENANADzgmDwKzw0
9Please respect copyright.PENANAehgN9ZEO7t
可惜事實上人類中誰也沒辦到過,都是在於傳說托付放在故事裡被人們傳送,到之後還有人追尋,更多得不到得人一笑置之甚至嗤之以鼻,展現所謂灑脫。9Please respect copyright.PENANAW2kFs9KJDc
9Please respect copyright.PENANA0PIhvHv2u2
所有人就這樣繼續活著、直到死亡,生與滅並存是定律。9Please respect copyright.PENANAHorIXZ3nbr
9Please respect copyright.PENANAI0Z85fXikc
當然,我曾想過如果「活得比較久」這種事。9Please respect copyright.PENANAw0cw7v3vTi
9Please respect copyright.PENANAjRfm2jOwp2
雖然那時只是被牽著想而已,一記起自己帶衰的程度馬上閉腦──誰願意衰一輩子啊?還是長到見鬼的一輩子!而且若真的有什麼異能讓我可以活超久,不被當研究品送去關起來就不錯了……9Please respect copyright.PENANAWu9v5EAuyq
9Please respect copyright.PENANAx8Enj0YPet
總之都只是因為覺得不可能純粹想高興的,大概其他人也是如此,所以通常也只是看到有人去找什麼化妝品保養品還是藥物,盡可能奢求多一點「年輕」而已。9Please respect copyright.PENANADnht5qvb4f
9Please respect copyright.PENANAh4XydlPyIo
因為「前人的失敗」大家都是很認清現實的,嗯。9Please respect copyright.PENANAlDfz3jyvBX
9Please respect copyright.PENANAQQIs7wCBXZ
就此知道不可能,想想自己也沒什麼非要活久點不可的心態,所以就沒多想。9Please respect copyright.PENANA9565UF7wg7
9Please respect copyright.PENANA4XBvpzAKNG
不過,那都是在踏入Atlantis之前的想法。9Please respect copyright.PENANAYNsORVhuJR
9Please respect copyright.PENANAKVVhMLqWBB
心態隨著成長不斷改變,從最一開始好奇,到被說了可以長命百歲還在努力腦殘被狠巴一頓,然後認真覺得活多久都無所謂,畢竟看著身邊不同種族有長有短的生命,知道何謂常態就是自然而然接受。9Please respect copyright.PENANAwL3JMoTKKt
9Please respect copyright.PENANAkuXh9RJs2l
而且活得久有沒什麼用啊……9Please respect copyright.PENANA3bfpuiVZjG
9Please respect copyright.PENANAWgeZdlZJys
為什麼會想追求長命的人幾乎都是有權有勢的人呢?因為有什麼他們「掛念」的東西,捨不得放手那些繁榮富貴與權力……而我想我會掛念的東西,其實就是認識的人,自己又沒有什麼會因為生不帶來與不帶去,所以沒有會在乎得捨不得死的東西。9Please respect copyright.PENANAVvjtP5JVvL
9Please respect copyright.PENANAh5oYztEoHx
於是就只在意自己的親人、朋友,但最多的親人與朋友又都是人類,畢竟我來自原世界……這樣一來,要說活太久也非好事,最後就會剩下獨自一人的寂寞。再要說上守世界的朋友們,這樣一個正常的生死輪迴,並不是什麼需要去改變的事實。9Please respect copyright.PENANAT8b7yTBptU
9Please respect copyright.PENANABJJyzNgrUh
可是,那還是一開始的想法。9Please respect copyright.PENANAjOQydjB4wp
9Please respect copyright.PENANAxDZ3fpbzIR
與學長在一起後,慢慢的又有種思緒從潛伏中復甦──像颗種子被種在內心的一角,悄悄萌芽……9Please respect copyright.PENANA6lkPrxTd5c
9Please respect copyright.PENANAK6HDYkmfNy
踏入守世界,我知道不管是精靈還是獸王族他們都有著漫長的壽命,不是原世界人類這小小百年不到可以比擬的,一開始我其實真的不在意比起守世界裡多數種族自己短命不少的事實,但是……9Please respect copyright.PENANAgZrfd2CMJ1
9Please respect copyright.PENANAnguAgEBYQC
學長。9Please respect copyright.PENANAVAWHX0gf5i
9Please respect copyright.PENANASq9QtZEYJI
想到他,有種心臟隱隱作疼的感覺。9Please respect copyright.PENANAcwBjrSQEAU
9Please respect copyright.PENANAxk7lRQYnQy
如果這是未來,普通的未來──我將丟下他早早離去。9Please respect copyright.PENANA00EXSjLcJJ
9Please respect copyright.PENANAqqZxry9KMM
只能希望隨時間推進學長會淡忘我,或是他與我之間就像一般情人,可能時候到了分開後逐漸淡忘了便可以結束,那……也沒什麼好在意的,可我知道,不可能──9Please respect copyright.PENANALM8FUQo7sH
9Please respect copyright.PENANAPcG2a2V8bR
還想起了學長在很早之前就失去了至親,如果他在乎我,而我無法陪著他走完全程,這樣……是不是太殘忍?9Please respect copyright.PENANAs49EtS6V7I
9Please respect copyright.PENANArgfWkzBM4e
而且自己也不想只佔據他生命的一小段,獨占這種私心,我也不是沒有。9Please respect copyright.PENANA1pPw6H3h9W
9Please respect copyright.PENANAgI0cROAagi
──何況此刻我有握有選擇權。9Please respect copyright.PENANAezWIu9cwge
9Please respect copyright.PENANAl78Aw6PAYb
不管是為什麼能得到這種機會,也不管將要付出什麼代價……有時候我安靜看著學長想著之後,每次想起、那種決心溢發強烈。9Please respect copyright.PENANA6Hz1LWmmiD
9Please respect copyright.PENANATqpOQEPP3x
並不是很肯定學長真的到最後都會「需要」我,但至少,我不要有他再漫漫時流中寂寞的可能未來。9Please respect copyright.PENANASk9wS4wxV2
9Please respect copyright.PENANAegDn4BJQTF
走著、想著,已經到了我要去的地方,透明藍線在脫離夢境之後還緊緊繫在我的指尖,盡責的引導,我就順著它的軌跡來到空無一人野地。說也奇怪,還沒離開學校,人就只是站在一個空盪盪的水池邊,纖細的線頭一端深入水澤中,內裡伸不見底。9Please respect copyright.PENANAGAptXZM99Y
9Please respect copyright.PENANAGN0ISubIbr
我蹲下身,隱隱約約感覺到有種力量在水面流動,隨手波動水面一種隱形的波紋就蔓延開來,看不見的震盪掀起霧氣,隨後又散開──9Please respect copyright.PENANAwaH0xEni3S
9Please respect copyright.PENANAj2joJ1klwL
水面下是全黒的空間,只有銀色的細絲不斷飄流著。9Please respect copyright.PENANAjS4EtSITaK
9Please respect copyright.PENANAaAQZ4NpVCG
我毫不猶豫的踩入水潭,然後、瞬間踏上了地。9Please respect copyright.PENANAOn1ej5dHMs
9Please respect copyright.PENANAKBe8BBNSif
通道在我抬頭之後關閉,看不到來時的景色,周圍只剩下一片黒還有繼續不斷飄動的銀絲,知道不能久留我趕緊邁開步伐往前走,甩開了突然靜止接著卻有點試探想靠過來的銀色細絲。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7oKVDA0nys
9Please respect copyright.PENANAV8wm9hrAxp
沒錯,這裡是冥府與時間交際之流的區域,因為還無法獨立打開通道,是那藍線牽引著我到入口,才讓我得以順利進入──說是Atlantis裡果然藏著不少東西……9Please respect copyright.PENANA4FcMINJ7bv
9Please respect copyright.PENANARRhlh41o0x
9Please respect copyright.PENANAgXtGnLEDSB
ns216.73.216.95da2 9Please respect copyright.PENANAryVlZgwGQl
這似乎曾是很多人追求卻觸不及的夢想……9Please respect copyright.PENANAm3z1UXNskY
9Please respect copyright.PENANAZRzUB3yARp
據所知,過去的秦始皇、還有那些努力修道的古人就是例子,最終目的正是為了留住生命,而至今看過無數失敗的現代人知道了暫時沒這可能,便退而求其次企圖以科技、藥物來延長自己壽命……9Please respect copyright.PENANA02m0aaQsFw
9Please respect copyright.PENANADYohsyhd2H
或許還有一點點的希翼,不過一直懂得還不是現在。9Please respect copyright.PENANA59lOZhOoKj
9Please respect copyright.PENANAG9E3gAemea
一般人多少都會像這樣,甚至是翼望著更久之後的醫學真能讓人長命,還是託著再造一個複製人繼承自己不斷活過,先別說還沒能達到的,光是擁有比一般人漫長的時間,甚至不老的年輕外表就讓人心動不已。9Please respect copyright.PENANAG8XDdexTZG
9Please respect copyright.PENANAQNHnXnp4vy
該問多少人沒想過?越是有權有勢,越是對這世界眷戀不捨的人渴望越多。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7WmZ7D7hme
9Please respect copyright.PENANA1jpnwWPD1v
求生、畏死,似乎是人類與其他生物的本能,哪個人再看得開多少也迷惘過。9Please respect copyright.PENANA4IcmyLJ5Tm
9Please respect copyright.PENANAxjmrgDmvew
則有誰在思考過、活過之後會嘲笑這樣的追求,可這其中又多少人是知道不可能後所以放棄?9Please respect copyright.PENANAlsaetf4uTT
9Please respect copyright.PENANA3LScavkhMn
用也用不盡的時間似乎能做完很多事,讓一個人再無牽掛再無遺憾,不必讓時間追著跑更不用擔心生老病死,這樣看來,好像再完美不過了。9Please respect copyright.PENANADzgmDwKzw0
9Please respect copyright.PENANAehgN9ZEO7t
可惜事實上人類中誰也沒辦到過,都是在於傳說托付放在故事裡被人們傳送,到之後還有人追尋,更多得不到得人一笑置之甚至嗤之以鼻,展現所謂灑脫。9Please respect copyright.PENANAW2kFs9KJDc
9Please respect copyright.PENANA0PIhvHv2u2
所有人就這樣繼續活著、直到死亡,生與滅並存是定律。9Please respect copyright.PENANAHorIXZ3nbr
9Please respect copyright.PENANAI0Z85fXikc
當然,我曾想過如果「活得比較久」這種事。9Please respect copyright.PENANAw0cw7v3vTi
9Please respect copyright.PENANAjRfm2jOwp2
雖然那時只是被牽著想而已,一記起自己帶衰的程度馬上閉腦──誰願意衰一輩子啊?還是長到見鬼的一輩子!而且若真的有什麼異能讓我可以活超久,不被當研究品送去關起來就不錯了……9Please respect copyright.PENANAWu9v5EAuyq
9Please respect copyright.PENANAx8Enj0YPet
總之都只是因為覺得不可能純粹想高興的,大概其他人也是如此,所以通常也只是看到有人去找什麼化妝品保養品還是藥物,盡可能奢求多一點「年輕」而已。9Please respect copyright.PENANADnht5qvb4f
9Please respect copyright.PENANAh4XydlPyIo
因為「前人的失敗」大家都是很認清現實的,嗯。9Please respect copyright.PENANAlDfz3jyvBX
9Please respect copyright.PENANAQQIs7wCBXZ
就此知道不可能,想想自己也沒什麼非要活久點不可的心態,所以就沒多想。9Please respect copyright.PENANA9565UF7wg7
9Please respect copyright.PENANA4XBvpzAKNG
不過,那都是在踏入Atlantis之前的想法。9Please respect copyright.PENANAYNsORVhuJR
9Please respect copyright.PENANAKVVhMLqWBB
心態隨著成長不斷改變,從最一開始好奇,到被說了可以長命百歲還在努力腦殘被狠巴一頓,然後認真覺得活多久都無所謂,畢竟看著身邊不同種族有長有短的生命,知道何謂常態就是自然而然接受。9Please respect copyright.PENANAwL3JMoTKKt
9Please respect copyright.PENANAkuXh9RJs2l
而且活得久有沒什麼用啊……9Please respect copyright.PENANA3bfpuiVZjG
9Please respect copyright.PENANAWgeZdlZJys
為什麼會想追求長命的人幾乎都是有權有勢的人呢?因為有什麼他們「掛念」的東西,捨不得放手那些繁榮富貴與權力……而我想我會掛念的東西,其實就是認識的人,自己又沒有什麼會因為生不帶來與不帶去,所以沒有會在乎得捨不得死的東西。9Please respect copyright.PENANAVvjtP5JVvL
9Please respect copyright.PENANAh5oYztEoHx
於是就只在意自己的親人、朋友,但最多的親人與朋友又都是人類,畢竟我來自原世界……這樣一來,要說活太久也非好事,最後就會剩下獨自一人的寂寞。再要說上守世界的朋友們,這樣一個正常的生死輪迴,並不是什麼需要去改變的事實。9Please respect copyright.PENANAT8b7yTBptU
9Please respect copyright.PENANABJJyzNgrUh
可是,那還是一開始的想法。9Please respect copyright.PENANAjOQydjB4wp
9Please respect copyright.PENANAxDZ3fpbzIR
與學長在一起後,慢慢的又有種思緒從潛伏中復甦──像颗種子被種在內心的一角,悄悄萌芽……9Please respect copyright.PENANA6lkPrxTd5c
9Please respect copyright.PENANAK6HDYkmfNy
踏入守世界,我知道不管是精靈還是獸王族他們都有著漫長的壽命,不是原世界人類這小小百年不到可以比擬的,一開始我其實真的不在意比起守世界裡多數種族自己短命不少的事實,但是……9Please respect copyright.PENANAgZrfd2CMJ1
9Please respect copyright.PENANAnguAgEBYQC
學長。9Please respect copyright.PENANAVAWHX0gf5i
9Please respect copyright.PENANASq9QtZEYJI
想到他,有種心臟隱隱作疼的感覺。9Please respect copyright.PENANAcwBjrSQEAU
9Please respect copyright.PENANAxk7lRQYnQy
如果這是未來,普通的未來──我將丟下他早早離去。9Please respect copyright.PENANA00EXSjLcJJ
9Please respect copyright.PENANAqqZxry9KMM
只能希望隨時間推進學長會淡忘我,或是他與我之間就像一般情人,可能時候到了分開後逐漸淡忘了便可以結束,那……也沒什麼好在意的,可我知道,不可能──9Please respect copyright.PENANALM8FUQo7sH
9Please respect copyright.PENANAPcG2a2V8bR
還想起了學長在很早之前就失去了至親,如果他在乎我,而我無法陪著他走完全程,這樣……是不是太殘忍?9Please respect copyright.PENANAs49EtS6V7I
9Please respect copyright.PENANArgfWkzBM4e
而且自己也不想只佔據他生命的一小段,獨占這種私心,我也不是沒有。9Please respect copyright.PENANA1pPw6H3h9W
9Please respect copyright.PENANAgI0cROAagi
──何況此刻我有握有選擇權。9Please respect copyright.PENANAezWIu9cwge
9Please respect copyright.PENANAl78Aw6PAYb
不管是為什麼能得到這種機會,也不管將要付出什麼代價……有時候我安靜看著學長想著之後,每次想起、那種決心溢發強烈。9Please respect copyright.PENANA6Hz1LWmmiD
9Please respect copyright.PENANATqpOQEPP3x
並不是很肯定學長真的到最後都會「需要」我,但至少,我不要有他再漫漫時流中寂寞的可能未來。9Please respect copyright.PENANASk9wS4wxV2
9Please respect copyright.PENANAegDn4BJQTF
走著、想著,已經到了我要去的地方,透明藍線在脫離夢境之後還緊緊繫在我的指尖,盡責的引導,我就順著它的軌跡來到空無一人野地。說也奇怪,還沒離開學校,人就只是站在一個空盪盪的水池邊,纖細的線頭一端深入水澤中,內裡伸不見底。9Please respect copyright.PENANAGAptXZM99Y
9Please respect copyright.PENANAGN0ISubIbr
我蹲下身,隱隱約約感覺到有種力量在水面流動,隨手波動水面一種隱形的波紋就蔓延開來,看不見的震盪掀起霧氣,隨後又散開──9Please respect copyright.PENANAwaH0xEni3S
9Please respect copyright.PENANAj2joJ1klwL
水面下是全黒的空間,只有銀色的細絲不斷飄流著。9Please respect copyright.PENANAjS4EtSITaK
9Please respect copyright.PENANAaAQZ4NpVCG
我毫不猶豫的踩入水潭,然後、瞬間踏上了地。9Please respect copyright.PENANAOn1ej5dHMs
9Please respect copyright.PENANAKBe8BBNSif
通道在我抬頭之後關閉,看不到來時的景色,周圍只剩下一片黒還有繼續不斷飄動的銀絲,知道不能久留我趕緊邁開步伐往前走,甩開了突然靜止接著卻有點試探想靠過來的銀色細絲。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7oKVDA0nys
9Please respect copyright.PENANAV8wm9hrAxp
沒錯,這裡是冥府與時間交際之流的區域,因為還無法獨立打開通道,是那藍線牽引著我到入口,才讓我得以順利進入──說是Atlantis裡果然藏著不少東西……9Please respect copyright.PENANA4FcMINJ7bv
9Please respect copyright.PENANARRhlh41o0x
9Please respect copyright.PENANAgXtGnLEDSB