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「戥，妳跟羽認識多久了？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUnuw2kei9
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認識多久呀？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCtdYpx0Dl
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「幾年了吧...也許三年，也許四年。怎麼？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGFmR7rCum
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「那妳這幾年就這樣看著他交女朋友，一點感覺都沒有嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JvHa0f3dH
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問話的是我的知心好友，但他和羽並不認識。他只知道我對羽，很執著。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7HOkSgNcs
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「要怎麼說？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiVj8xJuV6
其實說一點感覺也沒有是騙人的，但是換個角度想，那些女孩和他分手就不再連絡了，而我在這幾年都能一直陪著他，甚至不要打破朋友關係，或許我們能當一輩子的朋友也說不定呀！」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWuOvHggcH
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只有自己心底知道要笑著說這段話有多困難，朋友？若是真的甘心就這樣當朋友，那我的執著是什麼？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx3Tvr6g6J
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而我知心只是深深的看著我，不發一語。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuQfOTD6rW
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被看的發毛且心虛，只好垂下眼假裝很認真在看手上的指甲油，而知心就是知心，我的偽裝果然過不了關。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrGVVNKYwK
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「妳自己明白什麼是謊話什麼是實話。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteytpAkjwi
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虛弱的笑笑，不懂自己怎麼還是不能老實面對。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCI7Yzqv3u8
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他又丟了個大問題。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPsbOLVXbV
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「妳執著的是什麼？我真的看不懂。他的缺點如此的多，不要說妳都看不到？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpD6HSGJHd
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羽的優缺點，除了他爸媽、哥哥大約就我最明白吧！40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hqDr6HZZS
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「我知道呀！他嘴巴很壞，但是你要知道他的嘴巴不說謊的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40MfGx7QjG
他什麼都憋在心底不說，但是他肯聽。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWVuopIGmE
他偶爾有些自大，但常常讓著我。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uTPQrY0FF
他沒耐心，卻不常生氣。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0YhRUhnOE
他幾乎沒記得過我生日，但只要我開口他都肯給我。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZkJClyGr6
不要只看他缺點嘛！」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSQBWfPfLx
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「真是受不了妳，他不說謊但是不想說的就沉默。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpV8nPfpA8
他肯聽但是也邊聽邊數落妳。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CO4tqtPZv
他讓妳的都是小事。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfYhsvLBFA
他不生氣但是常常不太高興就不接妳電話。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaOQct3mhi
妳對他開口的都是微不足道的事！」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvnxyBa7kY
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雖然這樣說也沒錯，但是老實說我還是忍不住皺眉。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1vFjNdo20
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「因為，他和我只是朋友，不是我的誰呀！」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6Bgspztwi
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「妳也不是他的誰，但妳為他付出多少？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmSbJFPwtz
不要關於他的事你就一直替他說話好嗎？遇到他的事時，多想想妳自己。看到他面前的妳，我都認不出是妳了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2Ga2QOxzd
面對他，妳不再是妳。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLg2E34E5aJ
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真的是這樣嗎？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvaXLpa48m
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仔細想想，似乎是。我的一切都按照他的規矩走，除了抽菸。在他面前，我不是我，是喜歡著羽的戥。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3mcLKqP1g
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「妳要為他放棄多少？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46zuMwANgQ
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知心的聲音再次傳來。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn432f2LhB9
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「我？放棄了...什麼？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmxK97kous
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「妳不知道妳放棄了什麼？認識妳到現在，妳一直在等著他，不曾交過男友。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wZyhPWhJx
對他，妳該自私點。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkliPHUaRq
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「交男朋友很麻煩。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMRKTsCoea
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「如果他現在要求妳和他在一起呢？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwR9dVFqDip
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答應。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcv9bunZ6Og
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看到我沉默，知心也明白我的想法。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3W5FfYy94s
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「妳說過，妳在等。等他現在玩夠了，想安定。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLe8cPtlyI
妳有想過他想安定的時候應該是有對象了，而且照之前的例子看來，不會是妳。那，那時候妳該怎麼辦？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOKTex3XjP
妳在等，他知道嗎？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRw4ZOVNpXT
如果妳把這段時間都拿來等他，那妳自己呢？他需要多看看，妳也需要。不要再錯過好對象了！」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMVFfDBrzM
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錯過...好對象？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3lOO5ySYC
是呀！沒錯，這樣呆呆的等難道是最好的？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbL9PgALzO
可是......40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsOFA0xCDy
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「我怕。我怕我忍不住拿他們和他比。一樣的錯，我不想再重蹈覆轍。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJgAGXn9bM
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知心聽不下去，搖搖頭說了句「妳沒救了！」就離開，不再討論這話題。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vhMZKty0P
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或許是剛被提起，忽然想聽聽他聲音，手指已經按下撥號鍵，接通。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklE0meYDly
他卻和我聊他的現任女友。雖然他在抱怨，抱怨那女孩管他管的太嚴太緊，但是連語氣裡都有著明顯的甜與淡淡的寵溺，我輸了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMX0ogESJf
徹徹底底。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsa6Ok1280
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他說，這次居然有種想定下來，至少安安穩穩的走過幾個月、幾年。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uoTeenyGt
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醋意翻湧，用了些小聰明以及時間知道那女孩的名字，在facebook上搜尋。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMfibHYDOL
找到了，她和他的第一任好像。五官、名字都有很高的相似度。他的第一任和他在一起一年多，我開始擔心了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSNCGFGV7W
幾個女孩裡，目前只有他第一任讓我有過想放棄的念頭，這次的她呢？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsvPqrR4mm
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想多了解一點關於她，思。FB資訊裡有關於她的事，好友裡有羽的幾個多年好友，還有羽的哥哥、表哥。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMzPohePOE
這次羽是認真的了。從前那些女孩能參與到的，他的生活圈，很小。幾乎不會去讓那些女孩認識這些已經相處近十年或十多年的老友以及家人。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9mEiihrAy
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這也是我一直不擔心的原因，因為我知道的羽比那些女孩知道的他還多。現在，思已經認識了他的老友家人，是不是已經帶回家吃過飯了？是不是我沒有優勢了？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgc0fm4QGmo
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優越感不再，我開始心慌。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwE1er0K6s
需要一點菸來安撫情緒，點了菸，卻又一直想到他給我的禁菸令。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Gea6sBBmn
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生活裡，他的侵染太深，每個角落每個動作都有他的影子。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrODfIcvgXl
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距離上次聊到思，都過了將近三個月，想放棄的念頭不曾離去，卻沒決心。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGdwj3bl9d
以往的感受已不再，對他喜歡的心該何去何從？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLwt4J1LIu
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我不知道，或許一開始不表明就代表著我永遠失去了擁有他的機會了。ns216.73.216.69da2
