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「戥，妳跟羽認識多久了？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8E61ApV2q
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認識多久呀？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUa6K1cSLOi
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「幾年了吧...也許三年，也許四年。怎麼？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡms9vd7oS9G
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「那妳這幾年就這樣看著他交女朋友，一點感覺都沒有嗎？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyZsszSgjY
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問話的是我的知心好友，但他和羽並不認識。他只知道我對羽，很執著。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTF11llxj7Z
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「要怎麼說？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO39saes4v
其實說一點感覺也沒有是騙人的，但是換個角度想，那些女孩和他分手就不再連絡了，而我在這幾年都能一直陪著他，甚至不要打破朋友關係，或許我們能當一輩子的朋友也說不定呀！」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJ099zH3J7
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只有自己心底知道要笑著說這段話有多困難，朋友？若是真的甘心就這樣當朋友，那我的執著是什麼？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsszDDmKWP
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而我知心只是深深的看著我，不發一語。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPyO3hRFL1
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被看的發毛且心虛，只好垂下眼假裝很認真在看手上的指甲油，而知心就是知心，我的偽裝果然過不了關。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhHKz1sFbQ
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「妳自己明白什麼是謊話什麼是實話。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG1fIGQQZb
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虛弱的笑笑，不懂自己怎麼還是不能老實面對。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDel0XSi7uc
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他又丟了個大問題。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFOu9szhdZ
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「妳執著的是什麼？我真的看不懂。他的缺點如此的多，不要說妳都看不到？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ns7EjNF00
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羽的優缺點，除了他爸媽、哥哥大約就我最明白吧！43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1Z14njPV3
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「我知道呀！他嘴巴很壞，但是你要知道他的嘴巴不說謊的。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHuraSjwft
他什麼都憋在心底不說，但是他肯聽。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPe9JA4RBm9
他偶爾有些自大，但常常讓著我。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQRRynauGI
他沒耐心，卻不常生氣。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAlfvw4zwc
他幾乎沒記得過我生日，但只要我開口他都肯給我。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89KD8cU6bk
不要只看他缺點嘛！」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1gIJjOlhU
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「真是受不了妳，他不說謊但是不想說的就沉默。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXRlUHJKAF
他肯聽但是也邊聽邊數落妳。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9DQk46Zbm
他讓妳的都是小事。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeYvHWhuPL
他不生氣但是常常不太高興就不接妳電話。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaWWmt2yTs
妳對他開口的都是微不足道的事！」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjFEFhwjAl
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雖然這樣說也沒錯，但是老實說我還是忍不住皺眉。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtDmBCKH1C
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「因為，他和我只是朋友，不是我的誰呀！」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpW4owUjEq
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「妳也不是他的誰，但妳為他付出多少？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VOybuaqwT
不要關於他的事你就一直替他說話好嗎？遇到他的事時，多想想妳自己。看到他面前的妳，我都認不出是妳了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bAvJ8IFyN
面對他，妳不再是妳。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALlregk7S0
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真的是這樣嗎？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmhs3vdDMB
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仔細想想，似乎是。我的一切都按照他的規矩走，除了抽菸。在他面前，我不是我，是喜歡著羽的戥。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWP10VUip3
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「妳要為他放棄多少？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LcamxGhT5
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知心的聲音再次傳來。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmjse0PaiV
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「我？放棄了...什麼？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XjotbqnHV
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「妳不知道妳放棄了什麼？認識妳到現在，妳一直在等著他，不曾交過男友。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTM8XQzMJVt
對他，妳該自私點。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tY2embAak
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「交男朋友很麻煩。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeY15CAlIIP
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「如果他現在要求妳和他在一起呢？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91gdaqogL5
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答應。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgE5pK1Yn4
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看到我沉默，知心也明白我的想法。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6YZb7vNWD
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「妳說過，妳在等。等他現在玩夠了，想安定。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkL26asDh8G
妳有想過他想安定的時候應該是有對象了，而且照之前的例子看來，不會是妳。那，那時候妳該怎麼辦？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfQvMyUzh8
妳在等，他知道嗎？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZit2RxX2M
如果妳把這段時間都拿來等他，那妳自己呢？他需要多看看，妳也需要。不要再錯過好對象了！」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgT30BVyL3
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錯過...好對象？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJb1DqqiQMT
是呀！沒錯，這樣呆呆的等難道是最好的？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CwFTjsm52
可是......43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsaxydOBOn
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「我怕。我怕我忍不住拿他們和他比。一樣的錯，我不想再重蹈覆轍。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciYdmnp0Kp
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知心聽不下去，搖搖頭說了句「妳沒救了！」就離開，不再討論這話題。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPCVJB5Pob
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或許是剛被提起，忽然想聽聽他聲音，手指已經按下撥號鍵，接通。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8d3QKk4HqE
他卻和我聊他的現任女友。雖然他在抱怨，抱怨那女孩管他管的太嚴太緊，但是連語氣裡都有著明顯的甜與淡淡的寵溺，我輸了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWeCAacO2z
徹徹底底。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweSHEp0znD
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他說，這次居然有種想定下來，至少安安穩穩的走過幾個月、幾年。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8Y3d8yuMB
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醋意翻湧，用了些小聰明以及時間知道那女孩的名字，在facebook上搜尋。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYadVhvdmB6
找到了，她和他的第一任好像。五官、名字都有很高的相似度。他的第一任和他在一起一年多，我開始擔心了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3aucGjZnU
幾個女孩裡，目前只有他第一任讓我有過想放棄的念頭，這次的她呢？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz8aBC3Iwn
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想多了解一點關於她，思。FB資訊裡有關於她的事，好友裡有羽的幾個多年好友，還有羽的哥哥、表哥。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutoWvd6y3A
這次羽是認真的了。從前那些女孩能參與到的，他的生活圈，很小。幾乎不會去讓那些女孩認識這些已經相處近十年或十多年的老友以及家人。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwL3piErat
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這也是我一直不擔心的原因，因為我知道的羽比那些女孩知道的他還多。現在，思已經認識了他的老友家人，是不是已經帶回家吃過飯了？是不是我沒有優勢了？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf55OZcRfqj
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優越感不再，我開始心慌。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZp51XIfyW
需要一點菸來安撫情緒，點了菸，卻又一直想到他給我的禁菸令。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yNOyh9I8Z
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生活裡，他的侵染太深，每個角落每個動作都有他的影子。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZyiw5BMUd
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距離上次聊到思，都過了將近三個月，想放棄的念頭不曾離去，卻沒決心。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8Yj2UyTNW
以往的感受已不再，對他喜歡的心該何去何從？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeU12cfXSAl
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我不知道，或許一開始不表明就代表著我永遠失去了擁有他的機會了。ns216.73.216.10da2
