僵硬的氣氛，恰如劍弩拔張的對峙54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHUuE8Qf0S
赤司本人並不樂見自己跟黑子之中有著如此的窘迫54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5wjIx5iy9
「哲也，是說，你擅長古箏？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlwfk59FKL
領著黑子回寢殿的路上赤司問道54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1fWalAwDD
「是的？敢問征君為何如此詢問？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1G8k25w0v
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「沒有…只是忽然想到」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMQSCr4F8Y
赤司並未漏看對方臉上一閃即逝的尷尬54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyPyw2bWa8
「征…征能為我保守密秘嗎？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo7yqrwPno
黑子停下腳步，輕輕跩著赤司的衣擺54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VPW1yqWZ7
「哈…要我保守什麼呢？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7QNjKLJzj
赤司並未轉身只是佇足於黑子的前方靜候回復54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBhcwSBYKb
「我…其實彈的還是差強人意…所有樂器唯一較會的便是古箏」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtD3tWfY54v
「就這樣？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtguV7aLlc1
赤司身子一轉，難掩笑意的看著黑子54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvHaev9V4R
「是的就這樣…還有這對樂師來說是頗為羞恥…所以請征君勿再笑了」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyyWoPHKyP
黑子嘆了口氣…54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSo8QILVXt
「待我練成，改日我再彈奏給征君聽吧」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo7Siq6PvM
既然已經將秘密說出了…那也不必在介意什麼了……索性不再看對方，快步走向寢殿……54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo71Od5f7Um
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見狀，赤司笑了笑，也跟上了對方的步伐54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jD2axXg2m
「真是，臉皮薄的孩子」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEatUCQ5hvu
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嬉笑的言詞與此刻黯然的笑容成了極大的反差54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZKBZ99MRk
望著黑子的背影54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDbeAweeKT
無神論者的他卻低聲的向著不存在的神氏乞求54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyia7V6RtF
「如上蒼有靈……請讓黑子永世不要回頭……讓他好好的走下去…不要讓他看到我狼狽的樣子……」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLQAdeUmSt
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愛.讓一個人平日所有的焰氣全數熄滅…在愛人跟前，就算世界急速坍方，也要撐起一切死守著對方54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneSAgoxRQa
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你若真心愛琴，便也不枉費我將時間消磨在一介我不擅長的事物上54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvZwqkkTyf
不過，即便你並非愛琴，也無枉費一說，為你付出的再多，我也不會有半句怨言54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPHhsT61d1
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讓我用這些日子來彌補我無法兌現的承諾54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfjdej2Vg8
因為在我遞給你的票據上……是我窮盡此生也無法償還你的數字54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy66ZFz0KCu
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憶起黑子的生日即將到來54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqsHwF6pr0
赤司在寢殿前止步，撫上緊閉的門扉的手猶豫的收了回來54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA2oZqgGW8
轉往摸向左側的配刀，走向陰暗的書室54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGzFjlCve4
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「咿呀………」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJB3IIdPDB7
略微老舊厚實的紫檀製成的門扉，發出了刺耳的噪音54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS1MRuhfJQ
木門的敞開伴隨著夜晚的冷風吹灌入室中54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2FAq3uQFv
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嗅聞著清淨薄淡的木材特有的芬芳，赤司再次放鬆了下緊繃許久的神智54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCOwUOYoO5
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踏入室內，赤司將一旁的燭火點著，艷黃的火焰在風吹下搖曳著，為昏暗的環境染上了溫暖的橘光54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUA9hcfSlh
赤司從櫃中取出一塊紋理分明的上好木材，隨後落坐於一旁長椅上取出佩刀54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MWXvOS8Mi
開始為原木進行雕琢，長刃之刀本就不是以雕琢為主的設計54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvALeyr6oQe
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但赤司卻將長刀化為鑽刻用具一般，細削出一道道凹槽與秀逸的外觀線條54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFfkqAA65D
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維持此等專注，直至外頭黑暗的夜幕逐漸轉為海藍，零星幾只鳥兒的啁啾聲才讓男人意識到自己整夜無眠54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IuxHfuz4M
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情況持續了數日，原先多餘的木料皆被赤司削去並接上了琴弦，呈現出符合赤司心中……那完美的古箏54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dVDuhCa5R
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熄滅了不知第幾根蠟燭，不知溶了多少蠟油54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQda3OxdlMr
之前每時刻的刻畫，全是赤司對於黑子的認真，想伴著他走過人類所擁有的短暫的一生…最真誠的心54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJIF6LID7M
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「哲也…起床了」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSz0cfNbzU
赤司推開了寢殿的木門54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8J5GnzgQ2
照慣例的喚醒黑子，為他披上了毛毯保暖54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsT6K31r9hB
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『我還能這樣注視著你…多久呢？』54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkHXCF42vh
『上天並不會因為蒼生的畏懼而油生憐憫，垂憐因旱災而瀕死的農人，更不會因我的擔憂改變戰事的來臨，上帝…是無能的…看著一切任憑發生…卻無能為力……跟此刻的我……又有何差異？』54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65W53d1xjy
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『人類著實愚蠢至極，因自身的無力因而編湊出荒誕的神論』54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfxxRYvwnp
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『從不過問鬼神的我…此刻卻比誰都希望……是我錯誤質疑了祂們的存在…如果你們聽見了……可否再給我一些時間……此趟出征，定是有去無回』54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntvNIcSPYh
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赤司永遠也無法料想到，此時說出的是他兩人未來的命運，而無回的……並不是他本人……54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxs38jeZoD5
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「征……發呆嗎？」黑子揉了揉睡意沈重的雙眼，靜看著同樣在看著自己的赤司 54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziHIoQJnVO
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「不……哲也」黑子的聲音拉回了男人的思緒，赤司微笑著彎下腰溫柔的親吻著黑子的雙唇54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcw9CNeVqaj
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「生日快樂…」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLPsHTFW0v
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赤司贈予黑子古箏時，黑子眼中流露出的驚訝絕非假裝出來的54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYDXPNGl4S
因為……黑子深知此把古箏……是赤司一人……親手為自己削制而出的……54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6Of8ek661
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「征君……謝謝你……我很喜歡」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76h4QZwwbG
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「我一定會努力練習，直到能彈奏給征君聽」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHHr7IBY0w
黑子溫柔的懷抱著琴身，笑著看向對方……54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgale2fzBg
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真的真的…很愛你…愛到……快無法自持了……54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQQtlU1vRH
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「我等著…」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxISujGr894
赤司笑答到54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEAL7l1dxM
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