僵硬的氣氛，恰如劍弩拔張的對峙42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziuKgbRoUk
赤司本人並不樂見自己跟黑子之中有著如此的窘迫42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTM44heK7S
「哲也，是說，你擅長古箏？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpN8vzRlY1
領著黑子回寢殿的路上赤司問道42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJy6jvB0Sx
「是的？敢問征君為何如此詢問？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtgJpT2rkU
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「沒有…只是忽然想到」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHgDJk99P0
赤司並未漏看對方臉上一閃即逝的尷尬42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJLgmYq6BI
「征…征能為我保守密秘嗎？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26s6338ELC
黑子停下腳步，輕輕跩著赤司的衣擺42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6jFQ1w7ab
「哈…要我保守什麼呢？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ycn6lhgMG
赤司並未轉身只是佇足於黑子的前方靜候回復42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25sj3R6zZW
「我…其實彈的還是差強人意…所有樂器唯一較會的便是古箏」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbALOQXzJ3
「就這樣？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTaevyNpz1
赤司身子一轉，難掩笑意的看著黑子42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiD4rfASKS
「是的就這樣…還有這對樂師來說是頗為羞恥…所以請征君勿再笑了」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd2mHiEvsn
黑子嘆了口氣…42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSUbJY5LxF
「待我練成，改日我再彈奏給征君聽吧」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A1oERqi4n
既然已經將秘密說出了…那也不必在介意什麼了……索性不再看對方，快步走向寢殿……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuDTvBJygR
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見狀，赤司笑了笑，也跟上了對方的步伐42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndQrhiE3Hu
「真是，臉皮薄的孩子」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUdD8ypX9j
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嬉笑的言詞與此刻黯然的笑容成了極大的反差42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEz6xJlawe
望著黑子的背影42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLQWaJEidp
無神論者的他卻低聲的向著不存在的神氏乞求42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXNzHRTo2L
「如上蒼有靈……請讓黑子永世不要回頭……讓他好好的走下去…不要讓他看到我狼狽的樣子……」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ENVErCtaz
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愛.讓一個人平日所有的焰氣全數熄滅…在愛人跟前，就算世界急速坍方，也要撐起一切死守著對方42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0gaCjzIP6
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你若真心愛琴，便也不枉費我將時間消磨在一介我不擅長的事物上42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyAaiEzcTM
不過，即便你並非愛琴，也無枉費一說，為你付出的再多，我也不會有半句怨言42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFdWcvzO7s
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讓我用這些日子來彌補我無法兌現的承諾42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaXARWxB8f
因為在我遞給你的票據上……是我窮盡此生也無法償還你的數字42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnC6Xze2mfd
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憶起黑子的生日即將到來42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcqqIcktAi
赤司在寢殿前止步，撫上緊閉的門扉的手猶豫的收了回來42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXWbY66jFD
轉往摸向左側的配刀，走向陰暗的書室42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYMhoUtVnt
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「咿呀………」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQLAfSPy0z
略微老舊厚實的紫檀製成的門扉，發出了刺耳的噪音42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHufLzJyS7
木門的敞開伴隨著夜晚的冷風吹灌入室中42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1THq6vijB
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嗅聞著清淨薄淡的木材特有的芬芳，赤司再次放鬆了下緊繃許久的神智42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlpCClONIV
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踏入室內，赤司將一旁的燭火點著，艷黃的火焰在風吹下搖曳著，為昏暗的環境染上了溫暖的橘光42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKT73wMlU4
赤司從櫃中取出一塊紋理分明的上好木材，隨後落坐於一旁長椅上取出佩刀42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybetwq0eEa
開始為原木進行雕琢，長刃之刀本就不是以雕琢為主的設計42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjSL7kOBOe
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但赤司卻將長刀化為鑽刻用具一般，細削出一道道凹槽與秀逸的外觀線條42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuRt6Ga8PZ
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維持此等專注，直至外頭黑暗的夜幕逐漸轉為海藍，零星幾只鳥兒的啁啾聲才讓男人意識到自己整夜無眠42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZTYUOXSsG
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情況持續了數日，原先多餘的木料皆被赤司削去並接上了琴弦，呈現出符合赤司心中……那完美的古箏42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wxJhlcKEk
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熄滅了不知第幾根蠟燭，不知溶了多少蠟油42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoD3NrpciJZ
之前每時刻的刻畫，全是赤司對於黑子的認真，想伴著他走過人類所擁有的短暫的一生…最真誠的心42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztdbTEpqA1
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「哲也…起床了」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXY0dqmy1Ix
赤司推開了寢殿的木門42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7UinLlWhY
照慣例的喚醒黑子，為他披上了毛毯保暖42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeQSKPvVqF
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『我還能這樣注視著你…多久呢？』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIhY1Wc27t
『上天並不會因為蒼生的畏懼而油生憐憫，垂憐因旱災而瀕死的農人，更不會因我的擔憂改變戰事的來臨，上帝…是無能的…看著一切任憑發生…卻無能為力……跟此刻的我……又有何差異？』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhdJLFxoeL
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『人類著實愚蠢至極，因自身的無力因而編湊出荒誕的神論』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt3Om7GMef
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『從不過問鬼神的我…此刻卻比誰都希望……是我錯誤質疑了祂們的存在…如果你們聽見了……可否再給我一些時間……此趟出征，定是有去無回』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2V4LSTvw4T
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赤司永遠也無法料想到，此時說出的是他兩人未來的命運，而無回的……並不是他本人……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbthS1ce6t
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「征……發呆嗎？」黑子揉了揉睡意沈重的雙眼，靜看著同樣在看著自己的赤司 42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbG7lijVwiI
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「不……哲也」黑子的聲音拉回了男人的思緒，赤司微笑著彎下腰溫柔的親吻著黑子的雙唇42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcXQwIv8Cw
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「生日快樂…」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCjs0x4cfc
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赤司贈予黑子古箏時，黑子眼中流露出的驚訝絕非假裝出來的42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Gb04EjkkO
因為……黑子深知此把古箏……是赤司一人……親手為自己削制而出的……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHApfB63oX
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「征君……謝謝你……我很喜歡」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwTJCLQOPT
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「我一定會努力練習，直到能彈奏給征君聽」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjbWiKSREI
黑子溫柔的懷抱著琴身，笑著看向對方……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFpGtHO9Gt
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真的真的…很愛你…愛到……快無法自持了……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnloIxWNkC8
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「我等著…」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1NU8ni7Bd
赤司笑答到42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMBubQco37
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