僵硬的氣氛，恰如劍弩拔張的對峙43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvZUJQSPif
赤司本人並不樂見自己跟黑子之中有著如此的窘迫43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWryCfsNMl6
「哲也，是說，你擅長古箏？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DuR8NhrPL
領著黑子回寢殿的路上赤司問道43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx3fRTKnUU
「是的？敢問征君為何如此詢問？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQ0mkUEaOG
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「沒有…只是忽然想到」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsfzaOkMQ8
赤司並未漏看對方臉上一閃即逝的尷尬43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAShSfnJu2
「征…征能為我保守密秘嗎？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpg4FdKEO1J
黑子停下腳步，輕輕跩著赤司的衣擺43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbNqrT85A6
「哈…要我保守什麼呢？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdpnnQaIqB
赤司並未轉身只是佇足於黑子的前方靜候回復43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfU4Iln9JEt
「我…其實彈的還是差強人意…所有樂器唯一較會的便是古箏」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBULWuGHiJ
「就這樣？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcTlYNA0k6
赤司身子一轉，難掩笑意的看著黑子43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FDng1pIe8
「是的就這樣…還有這對樂師來說是頗為羞恥…所以請征君勿再笑了」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7daIo3X4W
黑子嘆了口氣…43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZI73XSkkl
「待我練成，改日我再彈奏給征君聽吧」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡif4IBdaTpy
既然已經將秘密說出了…那也不必在介意什麼了……索性不再看對方，快步走向寢殿……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8Sto44TSq
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見狀，赤司笑了笑，也跟上了對方的步伐43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7Cj9bWCPd
「真是，臉皮薄的孩子」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTz8DFO6lAV
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嬉笑的言詞與此刻黯然的笑容成了極大的反差43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPel36PTYs
望著黑子的背影43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHu4qOUBndD
無神論者的他卻低聲的向著不存在的神氏乞求43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7iZQDQm9K
「如上蒼有靈……請讓黑子永世不要回頭……讓他好好的走下去…不要讓他看到我狼狽的樣子……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisxhRscVM9
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愛.讓一個人平日所有的焰氣全數熄滅…在愛人跟前，就算世界急速坍方，也要撐起一切死守著對方43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mDhOeLTmn
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你若真心愛琴，便也不枉費我將時間消磨在一介我不擅長的事物上43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0u7cgbvOt
不過，即便你並非愛琴，也無枉費一說，為你付出的再多，我也不會有半句怨言43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BsneHB8ZQ
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讓我用這些日子來彌補我無法兌現的承諾43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3388spKGMw
因為在我遞給你的票據上……是我窮盡此生也無法償還你的數字43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWCaQqTCjb
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憶起黑子的生日即將到來43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbsMJJvPtE
赤司在寢殿前止步，撫上緊閉的門扉的手猶豫的收了回來43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQymrERowC
轉往摸向左側的配刀，走向陰暗的書室43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkgDMTT64n
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「咿呀………」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkcl3gwWU0
略微老舊厚實的紫檀製成的門扉，發出了刺耳的噪音43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwepoA3bnRV
木門的敞開伴隨著夜晚的冷風吹灌入室中43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1h7YEXbjr
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嗅聞著清淨薄淡的木材特有的芬芳，赤司再次放鬆了下緊繃許久的神智43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NtTe8XMGc
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踏入室內，赤司將一旁的燭火點著，艷黃的火焰在風吹下搖曳著，為昏暗的環境染上了溫暖的橘光43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxq91KajPY
赤司從櫃中取出一塊紋理分明的上好木材，隨後落坐於一旁長椅上取出佩刀43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkjoYysQY6
開始為原木進行雕琢，長刃之刀本就不是以雕琢為主的設計43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZR9RmXkRf
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但赤司卻將長刀化為鑽刻用具一般，細削出一道道凹槽與秀逸的外觀線條43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NXTHVZIcc
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維持此等專注，直至外頭黑暗的夜幕逐漸轉為海藍，零星幾只鳥兒的啁啾聲才讓男人意識到自己整夜無眠43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIWPxG8OoW
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情況持續了數日，原先多餘的木料皆被赤司削去並接上了琴弦，呈現出符合赤司心中……那完美的古箏43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3A6tfhbRd
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熄滅了不知第幾根蠟燭，不知溶了多少蠟油43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOc9xePNeOR
之前每時刻的刻畫，全是赤司對於黑子的認真，想伴著他走過人類所擁有的短暫的一生…最真誠的心43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREB4BzgLpu
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「哲也…起床了」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXEzsxBx3I
赤司推開了寢殿的木門43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FwuUNobis
照慣例的喚醒黑子，為他披上了毛毯保暖43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlnVfcklYp
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『我還能這樣注視著你…多久呢？』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrPCXdE99R
『上天並不會因為蒼生的畏懼而油生憐憫，垂憐因旱災而瀕死的農人，更不會因我的擔憂改變戰事的來臨，上帝…是無能的…看著一切任憑發生…卻無能為力……跟此刻的我……又有何差異？』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02DSi4v0L3
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『人類著實愚蠢至極，因自身的無力因而編湊出荒誕的神論』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5Y9iZyzzn
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『從不過問鬼神的我…此刻卻比誰都希望……是我錯誤質疑了祂們的存在…如果你們聽見了……可否再給我一些時間……此趟出征，定是有去無回』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnUYST67g9
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赤司永遠也無法料想到，此時說出的是他兩人未來的命運，而無回的……並不是他本人……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UsFfjc02e
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「征……發呆嗎？」黑子揉了揉睡意沈重的雙眼，靜看著同樣在看著自己的赤司 43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPAf7nuil0
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「不……哲也」黑子的聲音拉回了男人的思緒，赤司微笑著彎下腰溫柔的親吻著黑子的雙唇43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcRjbcDEy8
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「生日快樂…」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69yujPY6lM
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赤司贈予黑子古箏時，黑子眼中流露出的驚訝絕非假裝出來的43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIkeq963sU
因為……黑子深知此把古箏……是赤司一人……親手為自己削制而出的……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEGFUnoPCi
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「征君……謝謝你……我很喜歡」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXatHyEbBwi
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「我一定會努力練習，直到能彈奏給征君聽」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYSebLrJDw
黑子溫柔的懷抱著琴身，笑著看向對方……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjfJRHjKKV
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真的真的…很愛你…愛到……快無法自持了……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiNx31Q7iO
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「我等著…」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmkRby3zCb
赤司笑答到43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKpmQEaZB6
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