僵硬的氣氛，恰如劍弩拔張的對峙40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4CWH3wqxk
赤司本人並不樂見自己跟黑子之中有著如此的窘迫40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xRaWWdgR2
「哲也，是說，你擅長古箏？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidWA0CPo78
領著黑子回寢殿的路上赤司問道40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZlfO7Esw6
「是的？敢問征君為何如此詢問？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyDzkfYEDC
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「沒有…只是忽然想到」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WOLrOVx5R
赤司並未漏看對方臉上一閃即逝的尷尬40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDDOMUHXg2
「征…征能為我保守密秘嗎？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkUACmM598
黑子停下腳步，輕輕跩著赤司的衣擺40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbhcHFxWz6
「哈…要我保守什麼呢？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZyO2TE7fp
赤司並未轉身只是佇足於黑子的前方靜候回復40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hW5yVzZuT
「我…其實彈的還是差強人意…所有樂器唯一較會的便是古箏」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrEYEggf5f
「就這樣？」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6gqaR6Xc5
赤司身子一轉，難掩笑意的看著黑子40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYr1oJXJk2w
「是的就這樣…還有這對樂師來說是頗為羞恥…所以請征君勿再笑了」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcpBr9lmoO
黑子嘆了口氣…40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eSRCsLlOJ
「待我練成，改日我再彈奏給征君聽吧」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrKz60ymR2
既然已經將秘密說出了…那也不必在介意什麼了……索性不再看對方，快步走向寢殿……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxrXQckFW7
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見狀，赤司笑了笑，也跟上了對方的步伐40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhDrMgVkTI
「真是，臉皮薄的孩子」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4A2yJQh59
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嬉笑的言詞與此刻黯然的笑容成了極大的反差40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWidQWfk2X
望著黑子的背影40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrIZ43wMQV
無神論者的他卻低聲的向著不存在的神氏乞求40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ls6ENuEow
「如上蒼有靈……請讓黑子永世不要回頭……讓他好好的走下去…不要讓他看到我狼狽的樣子……」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbtOplO0hm
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愛.讓一個人平日所有的焰氣全數熄滅…在愛人跟前，就算世界急速坍方，也要撐起一切死守著對方40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoPWo4ZBYZ
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你若真心愛琴，便也不枉費我將時間消磨在一介我不擅長的事物上40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteZYqd8PvG
不過，即便你並非愛琴，也無枉費一說，為你付出的再多，我也不會有半句怨言40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8Cjqxepce
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讓我用這些日子來彌補我無法兌現的承諾40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15oOjwtz18
因為在我遞給你的票據上……是我窮盡此生也無法償還你的數字40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqb5I4nbLO6
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憶起黑子的生日即將到來40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZfcQyVXKe
赤司在寢殿前止步，撫上緊閉的門扉的手猶豫的收了回來40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8c6vQbYP9o
轉往摸向左側的配刀，走向陰暗的書室40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4PS2yaLak
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「咿呀………」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeNOJSYLVi
略微老舊厚實的紫檀製成的門扉，發出了刺耳的噪音40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNRiDWM05D
木門的敞開伴隨著夜晚的冷風吹灌入室中40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfBX5EkSmm
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嗅聞著清淨薄淡的木材特有的芬芳，赤司再次放鬆了下緊繃許久的神智40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBHs89BFw7
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踏入室內，赤司將一旁的燭火點著，艷黃的火焰在風吹下搖曳著，為昏暗的環境染上了溫暖的橘光40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZ2HlbWsnJ
赤司從櫃中取出一塊紋理分明的上好木材，隨後落坐於一旁長椅上取出佩刀40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBl59MZDXwK
開始為原木進行雕琢，長刃之刀本就不是以雕琢為主的設計40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9lfqKKIKu
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但赤司卻將長刀化為鑽刻用具一般，細削出一道道凹槽與秀逸的外觀線條40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHB1b11S1r
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維持此等專注，直至外頭黑暗的夜幕逐漸轉為海藍，零星幾只鳥兒的啁啾聲才讓男人意識到自己整夜無眠40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFre4j56yP
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情況持續了數日，原先多餘的木料皆被赤司削去並接上了琴弦，呈現出符合赤司心中……那完美的古箏40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nN3c6t0A8
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熄滅了不知第幾根蠟燭，不知溶了多少蠟油40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCCvCkuoSc
之前每時刻的刻畫，全是赤司對於黑子的認真，想伴著他走過人類所擁有的短暫的一生…最真誠的心40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTys9f3Rkw
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「哲也…起床了」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklM1uaqrYT
赤司推開了寢殿的木門40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPdGHHEoJP
照慣例的喚醒黑子，為他披上了毛毯保暖40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdx1EQMjS9T
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『我還能這樣注視著你…多久呢？』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpNGHsNKuf
『上天並不會因為蒼生的畏懼而油生憐憫，垂憐因旱災而瀕死的農人，更不會因我的擔憂改變戰事的來臨，上帝…是無能的…看著一切任憑發生…卻無能為力……跟此刻的我……又有何差異？』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZOkehIpK4
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『人類著實愚蠢至極，因自身的無力因而編湊出荒誕的神論』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHuWzxPd6V
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『從不過問鬼神的我…此刻卻比誰都希望……是我錯誤質疑了祂們的存在…如果你們聽見了……可否再給我一些時間……此趟出征，定是有去無回』40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5srLxJHsP
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赤司永遠也無法料想到，此時說出的是他兩人未來的命運，而無回的……並不是他本人……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SOqwS8z9w
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「征……發呆嗎？」黑子揉了揉睡意沈重的雙眼，靜看著同樣在看著自己的赤司 40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsivAdTZmr6
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「不……哲也」黑子的聲音拉回了男人的思緒，赤司微笑著彎下腰溫柔的親吻著黑子的雙唇40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQkGgV2NFC
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「生日快樂…」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57IINjnN2H
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赤司贈予黑子古箏時，黑子眼中流露出的驚訝絕非假裝出來的40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJr6Ky3Xg3
因為……黑子深知此把古箏……是赤司一人……親手為自己削制而出的……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ642nzutrLu
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「征君……謝謝你……我很喜歡」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPw4aUbGHK2
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「我一定會努力練習，直到能彈奏給征君聽」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNM1YHvU7O
黑子溫柔的懷抱著琴身，笑著看向對方……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4Rh0qeGCu
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真的真的…很愛你…愛到……快無法自持了……40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRUvBeSop3
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「我等著…」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfbycPmviP
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