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還是有點擔心……8964 copyright protection22PENANAqNQhwihKZD 維尼
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有點擔心「皮醬的老公一號」離開前留下的威脅。8964 copyright protection22PENANA90gmMKDayg 維尼
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儘管我們VTuber從不露臉,也不會在實況上洩漏個資,不必擔心現實可能遇到的危險。但聽那人說得煞有其事……害我也忍不住擔心自己是否曾無意洩漏什麼?8964 copyright protection22PENANA10rGjRj7FX 維尼
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想想看。嗯……應該是沒有……的吧?8964 copyright protection22PENANAFS7MyLVCac 維尼
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在這方面我可是超級小心。8964 copyright protection22PENANAXL7Klv3ov9 維尼
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畢竟我的狀況比較……特殊。跟其他V相比,更是要小心再小心。8964 copyright protection22PENANA3cNKRGaJ3A 維尼
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所以說,如果連自己都覺得不可能有問題,那應該是不用擔心吧?8964 copyright protection22PENANAtt5bMjyQ3e 維尼
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而且說起來,那人的威脅雖然嚇人,之所以威脅的原因卻錯得離譜。離譜到我差點在實況上笑出來……8964 copyright protection22PENANA4HVl2TGu7N 維尼
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說我瞞著大家和前男友復合,這到底什麼跟什麼……8964 copyright protection22PENANADdYrRw60nn 維尼
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真知道我的底細,至少也該說是跟前妻復合好嗎?不過他如果真這樣說,我大概會直接在實況發飆。8964 copyright protection22PENANAV12ncbUesX 維尼
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雖說她……確實不在我身邊。8964 copyright protection22PENANApWRHmDRrBH 維尼
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但我們的心自始至終沒分開過,根本談不上「復合」。8964 copyright protection22PENANArNDtNGdiqj 維尼
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儘管我對不起她,犯了許多難以饒恕的錯。然而只有這點,是不管多麼羞愧,都不能不堅信的事。8964 copyright protection22PENANA5eJzGTLQVT 維尼
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……扯遠了。8964 copyright protection22PENANAwWeCzZPBmt 維尼
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總之根據這幾點,就能斷定他是在瞎猜,而非真的知道什麼。8964 copyright protection22PENANAsgKJPEWRFZ 維尼
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至於那些威脅,應該是被罵又不想老實認錯,才故意說得煞有其事?8964 copyright protection22PENANAs72l4UBAyV 維尼
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所以應該不用擔心才對。呼──8964 copyright protection22PENANAfvKIDUQKA4 維尼
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想通了以後,心境頓時豁然。在拋下擔憂的大石後,我關掉電腦,只帶著鑰匙走出房間。8964 copyright protection22PENANAPKV5pGz9iz 維尼
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準備出發去面對另一塊大石。8964 copyright protection22PENANA9geZrLjrcE 維尼
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離開房間後,先是到廁所洗了把臉,然後對著鏡子深呼吸。吸──吐──吸──吐後,才終於鼓起勇氣走出廁所。8964 copyright protection22PENANAMeqU9guVAc 維尼
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想到接下來要做的事,便覺得步伐一步比一步沉重……隨著玄關越來越近,心臟也跟著越跳越快。8964 copyright protection22PENANAk2I4CLkSey 維尼
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快到彷彿要衝出喉嚨,將自己逼死一般。8964 copyright protection22PENANAIB58dhondz 維尼
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很想就此放棄,逃回作為避風港的房間……但是不行。8964 copyright protection22PENANAA9Bg10IWPV 維尼
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就算今天真的得逼死自己,也一樣得跨出一步。8964 copyright protection22PENANAbmQmGZ9WEQ 維尼
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至少……至少得試著跨出自己的第一步。8964 copyright protection22PENANAdZCdv9zWC3 維尼
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要說的話,我家格局和一般舊公寓沒啥不同。都是把前陽台當作玄關,讓人能在回家時脫鞋、放雨傘及雨衣,以乾淨的樣子進入室內。8964 copyright protection22PENANAE2XXR7hXC1 維尼
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至於客廳與玄關之間,則是以紗門區隔,左側放著鞋櫃、洗衣機及曬衣架;前方的臺沿放著幾盆觀葉植物,及一株早已枯萎的太陽菊;至於右邊……便是這次練習的目的地。8964 copyright protection22PENANAyY89sgkQMQ 維尼
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也就是離開這個家的大門。8964 copyright protection22PENANAX30JtHBAN4 維尼
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經歷了數次挫敗的地方。8964 copyright protection22PENANARQPQxFOMNu 維尼
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站在紗門前,向外瞥一眼隨即低頭,盯著紗門後的磁磚地。8964 copyright protection22PENANAhLY4KAQssS 維尼
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老實講,要討論難度的話,這對一般人來說再簡單也不過了。只要伸手開門,然後左腳、右腳各跨一步就能完成,簡直是世界上最簡單的事。8964 copyright protection22PENANAYurg0W0wGM 維尼
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但對我來說,這卻是三年來最難做到的事。8964 copyright protection22PENANA34El4M5QLJ 維尼
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儘管我好手好腳,沒有任何健康方面的疑慮。8964 copyright protection22PENANAaxdPEdiqXB 維尼
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然而……我就是踏不出家中大門,甚至連走到陽台也有困難。8964 copyright protection22PENANAE9ILJzJpOQ 維尼
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雖說前幾天,因為急著找若芸的關係,一度成功走到陽台。但仍在跨出家門前一刻,遭遇了巨大反噬。8964 copyright protection22PENANA4qK1OVRgW5 維尼
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是來自過去的反噬。8964 copyright protection22PENANAHB1JLU152A 維尼
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來自過去的報應。8964 copyright protection22PENANAvSPJUPUg9c 維尼
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因為犯過的錯使我沒資格面對世人,所以老天爺才這樣把我關在家,作為一種責罰。8964 copyright protection22PENANAwbbqk4Zk2z 維尼
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因為是我的錯的關係。是我的錯我的錯我的錯我的錯──8964 copyright protection22PENANAOAwfqinu4f 維尼
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「啊啊啊啊啊啊!」8964 copyright protection22PENANAxDMT1Y14Qn 維尼
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隨著叫喊跌坐在地,才發覺自己又陷入歇斯底里,在心裡不斷自我指責。8964 copyright protection22PENANAIYwVhyrgUA 維尼
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「哈啊……哈啊……」8964 copyright protection22PENANAQKf8qCwFHL 維尼
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忍不住大口喘氣,企圖平息剛才的感受。但只要看到眼前聳立的紗門,感受便一直揪著心臟。8964 copyright protection22PENANAKADyGwGrDr 維尼
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很想——不對,已經到得馬上後退的時候。若不現在放棄,又會變得跟上次一樣。倒在地上,難堪痛哭到被兒子或女兒叫醒為止。8964 copyright protection22PENANAtdDhQqHWEf 維尼
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——『有夠難看的。』8964 copyright protection22PENANA0lK6qNkRvt 維尼
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『……找人麻煩是嗎?』8964 copyright protection22PENANAEqqtxVcCi7 維尼
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想起若芸說的那些話。8964 copyright protection22PENANAjJs4Q4iyKs 維尼
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就像她說的,確實是有夠難看沒錯。8964 copyright protection22PENANAg1sBvQiVpf 維尼
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也確實在給他們添麻煩。8964 copyright protection22PENANANRtHB8DOUy 維尼
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想到原本要去找若芸的自己,卻反而被回家的她救了,就覺得自己實在是……8964 copyright protection22PENANARqpMbexbNM 維尼
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丟臉丟到家了。8964 copyright protection22PENANA0LrYUqf6Gc 維尼
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不想在這說冷笑話,但確實在家沒錯。8964 copyright protection22PENANAuF4JzERxMc 維尼
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只不過──在那之後。8964 copyright protection22PENANAqrXlKKMl4M 維尼
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若芸卻牽起我的手,拉著我重新站起。8964 copyright protection22PENANABQ1ghJ2s2E 維尼
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讓我一度擺脫那個循環。8964 copyright protection22PENANAaMg6oLUIyS 維尼
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是她幫了我一次。8964 copyright protection22PENANANMJtiBXoz2 維尼
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但……明明是我這老爸該幫她才對啊?8964 copyright protection22PENANAEXG0G5RCZG 維尼
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在那時……8964 copyright protection22PENANA4q7x4AMbKP 維尼
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是我該幫助她才對。8964 copyright protection22PENANAo4Bv9XBiqS 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection22PENANAHPy6Ns0lAb 維尼
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是我這老爸的責任才對。8964 copyright protection22PENANAVELkNuL4NS 維尼
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一想到這點,心底無端燃起一股怒氣,驅散了先前的恐懼,幫助我慢慢起身,挺直自己的背。8964 copyright protection22PENANAHCqm9M8cVg 維尼
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雖然這麼做沒有意義──並非想向若芸與輝烈證明些什麼,也不是想依照若芸的期望,在能夠外出後放棄VTuber的工作。真要說的話,這就只是種自以為是、自我滿足的行為而已。8964 copyright protection22PENANAECLtBCmklI 維尼
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自以為只要這麼做,就能夠重拾當「爸爸」的資格。8964 copyright protection22PENANAzNz0Llu8zn 維尼
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自以為只要這麼做,在其他方面就能更進一步,讓我變成比現在──甚至是比以前更好一點的人。8964 copyright protection22PENANABzCFjHudLu 維尼
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這些或許都只是妄想,或許只是自私自利地,想要拋棄悲傷而已。但無論如何,我現在已經有個能夠依靠的藉口了。8964 copyright protection22PENANAmrbAG3vGAZ 維尼
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──責任。8964 copyright protection22PENANA4J5VrC1n9Y 維尼
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是這個我拋掉三年,至今才重新想起來的詞。8964 copyright protection22PENANAl68IGHaL2d 維尼
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只在金錢上彌補的話根本不夠,他們需要的遠遠不止這些。8964 copyright protection22PENANAUIYSVIi6ts 維尼
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為了能重新擔起這個詞──重新當個老爸,該作的還有更多才對。8964 copyright protection22PENANAvf6PFwMXHo 維尼
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至少──至少在之後,在他們真正需要時,得能跨出那一步,趕往他們身邊。8964 copyright protection22PENANAP5GlE537e1 維尼
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(而這──)8964 copyright protection22PENANAiWV1AMvpUL 維尼
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我向前伸出右手。8964 copyright protection22PENANAbZhBcAJTwH 維尼
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(就是在跨出那一步之前──)8964 copyright protection22PENANARwHro7lL01 維尼
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