入房之後,我好隨意咁癱咗喺張床度,而周洛軒坐喺床邊。238Please respect copyright.PENANAhBDnce7ViN
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「又話自己好醒唔會中伏嘅?搞咩今日一約就中伏。」我問。238Please respect copyright.PENANA2X7wSe3J0G
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我以為周洛軒會開始同我呻,但佢只係出乎意料咁保持沉默。238Please respect copyright.PENANAVVPvMNPGtJ
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意識到有啲唔對路,我推咗推佢:「做咩事。」238Please respect copyright.PENANADzvFsfNk5L
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周洛軒沉默咗一陣,最終開口:「我早幾日睇Winnie ig,見到佢有新仔。」佢講嘅時候一直耷低頭冇望我。238Please respect copyright.PENANAPUf2fPnT1i
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唔怪之得佢呢幾日冇晒聲氣咁啦,原來係匿埋療傷。238Please respect copyright.PENANAPJCtINoBNL
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照咁睇嚟,佢今日咁衝動約人即出扑嘢,應該都係俾Winnie刺激到。238Please respect copyright.PENANAn4J5uua7Pn
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諗到呢度,我終於忍唔住開口話咗佢兩句:「其實你而家咁樣冇乜意義㗎喎。俾佢知道你而家咁你覺得佢會care咩?你咁樣做除咗令到自己更空虛更加sad之外根本得唔到啲乜嘢。」238Please respect copyright.PENANA6yTnxSdrNy
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一口氣講完之後我覺得自己好似太多事,但我覺得周洛軒為咗個ex搞到自己咁頹真係好唔抵。238Please respect copyright.PENANA7GBveN1gkK
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如果佢係player嘅話我唔會干涉佢,但佢因為失戀而喺度亂咁嚟我真係有啲睇唔過眼。238Please respect copyright.PENANAa0bTxmrqM2
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周洛軒冇反駁我,只係一直沉默。見佢咁樣,我都費事再繼續話佢。238Please respect copyright.PENANAa8eVvmcsFw
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雖然我呢刻好想唔理佢直接走人,但係見佢個樣仲係神不守舍咁,我又覺得佢有啲慘,唯有開口:「飲唔飲酒?我去買酒上嚟。」238Please respect copyright.PENANAikpuz6ezRg
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我諗呢樣係我呢刻唯一做到嘅嘢。238Please respect copyright.PENANAVHNZUnq6SP
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最後周洛軒同我一齊落去seven買酒。買完酒返上房之後,佢攞咗支酒坐喺床邊粒聲唔出,淨係係咁飲。238Please respect copyright.PENANA8wyUrPaWqP
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我默默咁坐喺佢隔離開咗另一支酒慢慢飲。238Please respect copyright.PENANApMZaMtEMWO
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可能係飲得太急,周洛軒好快就醉咗,不過佢唔係嗰啲會發酒癲嘅人嚟,只係有啲呆滯咁坐喺度。238Please respect copyright.PENANA6Pc5mQ2ZhE
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過咗一陣,佢突然開口:「我有啲想打俾佢。」238Please respect copyright.PENANA7zK4jmyfjT
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「你咪啦。」我忍唔住反咗個白眼。人哋都唔care你,好心就咪自取其辱啦。我心諗。238Please respect copyright.PENANAFc9SHYS2IF
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當然我冇講出口。238Please respect copyright.PENANAsnnr34z4J9
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「一係你幫我keep住部電話先,我驚我忍唔住⋯⋯」周洛軒表情有啲可憐咁遞咗自己部電話俾我。238Please respect copyright.PENANAHbapDzehPU
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我攞走咗佢部電話,擺咗喺另一邊個床頭櫃上面。238Please respect copyright.PENANAqac64T5KqN
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「我想瞓覺。」之後佢又講。238Please respect copyright.PENANAhDMg8UhimN
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其實佢講得好細聲,我都唔知佢係同我講緊嘢定只係自言自語緊。238Please respect copyright.PENANAkdBES50IUv
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「咁你瞓陣啦。」但我仍然照覆佢,仲爬上床幫佢掀開埋張被。238Please respect copyright.PENANAYHntG4pphd
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佢抬頭望咗我幾秒之後就安靜咁捐入被竇。見佢已經瞓好,我隨手將張被撻喺佢身上。跟著我就落床去攞袋諗住走人,因為我仲有下一堂要上。238Please respect copyright.PENANAzFgBm8hiHR
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點知我一落床,周洛軒就坐咗起身:「你走喇?」238Please respect copyright.PENANAYdQLQwMgJ7
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我擰轉頭,對上佢嘅視線。238Please respect copyright.PENANApGks1O23O7
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佢頭先真係飲咗好多酒,而家成塊面同成條頸都紅晒,連對眼都紅紅地,隱約泛起水光。238Please respect copyright.PENANAFUMvsyiH9n
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佢個樣搞到我突然之間覺得有啲唔忍心,仲令我覺得如果我呢刻掉低佢走咗去嘅話就係一個十惡不赦嘅衰人咁。238Please respect copyright.PENANAFnFeofwTA6
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「唔係呀,我諗住攞部macbook出嚟做下assignment咋。」我話。238Please respect copyright.PENANAmgFpfXRLZZ
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「哦。」佢答,然後又瞓返低。238Please respect copyright.PENANAk6gV6k49An
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等我攞住我部macbook返翻上床,周洛軒已經瞓着咗。238Please respect copyright.PENANAHVerkQOI5t
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我坐喺佢隔離做assignment。呢刻成個空間只剩下我打字嘅「噠噠」聲,同埋周洛軒熟睡時嘅呼吸聲。238Please respect copyright.PENANAx5yHbiGfx2
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不過唔知係咪因為我都飲咗啲酒,我淨係做咗一陣assignment就開始覺得有啲攰,唔係幾focus到。我堅持繼續做,但堅持咗一陣之後,我發現都係唔係幾掂,決定放棄。238Please respect copyright.PENANAz7CSxc2Glq
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我save file、熄macbook,再隨手將部macbook放喺床頭櫃上。238Please respect copyright.PENANAvHkGEX1tyj
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之後我瞓低,望向同我距離唔夠一隻手臂嘅周洛軒。238Please respect copyright.PENANAxHwHg4qWf5
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佢真係瞓得好腍,睇嚟唔瞓夠幾個鐘佢係唔會醒。238Please respect copyright.PENANAQcTZYo3dYY
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平時都唔覺,而家周洛軒瞓着咗我先發現原來佢啲眼睫毛都幾長,而且佢瞓覺嗰陣仲會有少少扁扁地嘴咁,好似細路仔。238Please respect copyright.PENANAvmHuu6P30e
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雖然我知自己應該要返翻學校上堂,但呢刻望住周洛軒嘅睡顏,我卻冇任何動作。238Please respect copyright.PENANAF8krfOhYtR
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陪下佢啦。內心有把聲音同我講。238Please respect copyright.PENANASASOCdpg9F
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於是我順從咁瞇埋眼。238Please respect copyright.PENANA7E0wq8E7x6
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好快我就感受到濃濃嘅睡意。238Please respect copyright.PENANA0P05m87aJa