"Crying without a voice,saying nothing to anyone....
To yearn all day and to suffer in isolation
If you ever found him ask him does it make him happy after destroying someone ...."
........ Urdu poetry
I closed my eyes, wanting to take a nap and fell into deep sleep. There I saw him again but this time he seemed very happy almost like he was exited about something. Upon seeing me he ran towards me and lifted me in the air. His cute laugh and that exited face mad me forget all about my worries. It was enough to calm me, to calm my heart and to calm my soul. " You seem quite happy today" I said. " Oh you can't imagine what is going on" he said while patting my head. " What is going to happen?" I asked while raising my eyebrows in curiosity. " You....." He said and after that I woke from my dream. What the hell! I thought to myself. Why did it have to be now. What was he about to say. Was he happy about me just coming to him. No that could not be it he seemed especially happy today. What was it. What was he going to say. And then my delusions came out. Was he happy because we were going to meet. Will we ever meet. What if the place I'm going to is where he is. What will I do when I actually see him. Will he recognise me. Does he even know who I am. Does he have same dreams as me. Does he even exist. These were all the thought in my head begging to be answered. I tried to get some more sleep but couldn't as I was way to curious. I slapped myself lightly on the cheek to get my senses back. I opened some chips and started eating them trying to think about anything that isn't him. I then opened my book and started reading. Damn that was one hell of a ride....
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