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突然這樣問好像有點唐突，但是我就只問一句：接下來，我還可以去哪兒？998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHMY3dfXWl
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「嗡隆……」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlTd4XlQBy
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月台的列車早已經消失在路軌的盡頭，那只是風聲在軌道間捲起的悲鳴，如哭泣，如哀號。白晝時是夢想王國入口的迪士尼站變得冷清，只剩下漸漸遠去的列車泛起的勁風餘浪清散在晚風間。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6Vry8WCWV
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錯過尾班車了…呢。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDpCQMT00Z
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左顧右盼，空蕩蕩的月台就只有我一人。樂園早已關門，這只因樂園而存在的車站馬上變成了前不著村，後不著店的孤島。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBTYGZjnSb
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接下來，我還可以去哪兒？998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRCYXAy8YE
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11wC5p3Tq6
真是的，解僱信有必要在下班後才給我們嗎？賠一個月代通知金就能為所欲為嗎？要我們即時收拾東西也不考慮一下迪士尼線的尾班車時間嗎？998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LjfuWWfav
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心情壞透了。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAP0frJK0n
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無可奈何地坐到月台上的長椅後，我看著路軌另一側的廣告燈箱發著呆。我沒有思索回家的辦法，這樣坐著也沒甚麼意思，我對那些減肥藥完全沒興趣，只是……998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0kcY8eq81
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……抱歉，我也不知道。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq8GINglxW
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開甚麼玩笑了，城堡要維修至少兩三年，所以接下來也沒煙火表演，於是把整隊煙火工程團隊解雇掉？外判職員就這樣可有可無嗎？還有為甚麼有人能留任到最後一次煙火後調去其他項目，我就能滾蛋？998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFFmDkjys6
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「唉。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs0Jq7oL2c
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSeR0CGGQ0
抬頭看著月台的玻璃幕門，倒影中的我也看回來。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lad4KwAz3
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溫年柏，廿四歲，失業，失戀，失敗。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVHKxg3EDT
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6Vysyo9YH
倒影中不堪入目的我實在有夠礙眼，所以我下意識地閉上雙目迴避，腦海中浮現的卻是一幀又一幀的回憶。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNYslkmybV
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yTwRq16dT
「十優狀元確診胃癌 仍然不放棄醫生夢」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPh4OU6E9z
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJt3cTdEQ6
「跳級畢業 狀元完夢 抗癌之路不忘救人初心」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uZyhzEdlb
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZuMVHtbNf
「狀元醫生遺愛人間 心臟贈少年」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQl5ioXM9EQ
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCYxx0cEHa
來，猜猜看那顆心臟被捐到誰身上？998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDt2hRsQbsA
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkaqXxvRNr
我指尖滑過自己胸膛，即使隔著衣服也能感覺到那道又大又醜的疤痕在，如在悼念著那個從未見過面的救命恩人。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWt4lnKa2Q
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyei7Y7PPG
先不說現在尾班車已經開走，我跳下去也不會有列車撞過來。這條命是借來的，我沒有糟蹋的權利。如果不是，我早就……998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlHd7ovDaj
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活成這個樣子，真抱歉。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9b0DVCZPEw
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本來不應該是這樣子的，真抱歉。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi63QdnGCJ
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「先生。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfisgoNYMag
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一個地鐵職員出現在我旁邊，打斷了我的茫然。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgSKrhWAqc
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaDobTdlPS
「唔好意思，我地夠鐘閂站。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAKWLwvjLL
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHllNZ5o6WK
「閂…站？」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4C7f5J8Gp
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「嗯，閂站。」職員的眼神相當堅決，完全是在趕我離開。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4oWCqd0hT
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要不是這條命是借來的話……998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gvU8FKAyS
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「你知唔知仲有乜車呢個時間出市區？」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetsf2zJtBL
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0ggt8wwCd
「呢個鐘數……你試吓叫的士或者Uber？」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn31H0jZ3HL
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkjfYBCWdd
他其實很有禮貌，還硬生生擠出一個笑容。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcySXAXu4z
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「咁……啊。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrDz0DoXav
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「再唔係你可以去迪士尼酒店瞓一晚，我哋聽朝頭班車係朝早六點二十分……」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyUCFf60dX
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「唔使，我喺邊度出返去？」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnyhqyJQoC
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「我帶你行。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaY1z9IzuZo
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領著我的職員步伐有點急促，當然是因為我礙著他下班。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd4WH5LfOs
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2SSxrCs8e
「係迪士尼返工啊？咁夜仲喺度嘅？」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Bny8I7eaX
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「呃……算係。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuya2EqUgoh
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不再是了。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVqmGUpTUb
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ScHP4d3jy
意識到我沒興趣聊天的他也沒趣地閉上嘴，領著我穿過職員通道後我們來到了迪士尼站的外頭。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBC9cZT0DK3
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIV155qKxS3
「好聲行啦，拜拜！」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QtYyNF6E6
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRM6oXexqij
夜裡的森林被風吹動如在搖晃，樹濤聲如在咆哮，昏暗的燈光瞬間就被夜幕一口吞下，環顧附近就只有我孤身一人站在彎彎曲曲的磚路中央。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxFhKTtu0p
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01o7BJptOr
抱歉，能載我出市區嗎？我始終沒有如此向那職員請求，即使我知道這時間在這兒下班的他一定有駕車。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpBbcSg6XF
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接下來，我還可以去哪兒？998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LQrC3FGdf
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5WzCDsHnK
我不坐的士或Uber的原因不複雜，這樣夜深人靜根本沒有車能攔，再者現在我已失業，能省就省。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jaQ7pRN9b
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs4joUuYPT
按常理說，其他人在情況下早就叫自己的朋友或家人來接自己，但是我不能。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihvJsoPiEy
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因為我沒有。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmg8TJltEoU
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBfxW9IHzv
我的心臟毛病遺傳自雙親，為了照顧換心手術後的我二人都積勞成疾而離世，只有一個姐姐與我相依為命。至於朋友……自從與她分手後我才發現不知不覺間我已是孤身一人。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EeopXwvLs
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活該。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNZods6F6B
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我活該。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OSDWs2XPF
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPJf4xbI0l
正當我打算輸入「姐你能不能來接我時」，我在屏幕上幾毫米的指頭卻停了下來。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc135cUFoo
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不想。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3FyTeY6Vl
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我……我不想找她。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSQjO0PCER
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQALkO2UUm
不想告訴她我被解僱，不想告訴她我錯過了尾班車，不想告訴她我這弟弟如此窩囊。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGJSF5MCaD
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sNSvosxhV
即使她會開著那台帥氣的車來接我，即使我知道她會告訴我沒事，即使她會帶我去吃宵夜安慰。她對我越是呵護，我卻越不想站在如此優秀的她面前。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBa0DnxYSW6
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTJRcOqbP8
我不想。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDzaebuWAL
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rMdlUFcFk
回過神來的時侯我已經走到空空如也的交通交匯處，沒有巴士，沒有的士，只有飛蟲圍著天花的螢光燈在飛舞。證實的確沒有交通工具離開的我終於把目光，投向了馬路——旁的行人道。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxVgGLF9xJ
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwDdEQACTj
不就有了嗎？998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMubqFeqf1J
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nP2TBhzvK
掏出手機確認過，從迪士尼步行至東涌港鐵站需時大約四小時，絕非沒法步行的距離和時間。而且……998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuTRNyISRn
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQFIgQ6Y9u
既然明天開始我就是失業大軍一員，那麼我也不用急著回家對吧。先不說實在沒有面目回去對著父母的靈位和姐姐，我其實大可以步行出去。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5f8Ew7qe8L
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而且，我連地圖都不用。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOQ95wOHcP
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcCNPwskih
容我自誇，我溫年柏唯一擅長的就是「方向感」，只要我看過一次的地圖就能瞬間記住，身處當中範圍時更能套用到真實世界之中。就算沒有地圖，我也能一邊走一邊記下空間方向，自己從哪個方向而來，正在往甚麼方向前進。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T9rSJsMCt
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEGn2IQrEF
光是現在閉上眼，我已經知道如何走到市區了，因為我腦中浮現的地圖清晰無比。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUP4OWP3VBO
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KZfQnI7uu
出發吧。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5xbvEBdMl
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9iXbbOCQF
下定了決心後，四周的晚風也變得舒暢了些許，我拐過角落走到公路旁的行人路，默默地向著遠方雲層下的燈火走去。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwp2CADCPo9
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvV3zBR3iAE
漆黑的深夜，漆黑的密林，燈火通明的公路如某頭巨獸體內的血管般默默地湧動著。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI1xDV8GFq
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xdGlgq3j0
從這兒向山下挑望，萬家燈火把雲頂映亮，光污染這時候在我眼中如把天空染上色彩的極光，萬賴具寂的天地之間如同只剩我一人。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkESDm6GbiS
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhuedCJRxs
步復步，步復步，前進速度緩慢得可笑，但我卻毫不在意。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkIMfPzZ1s
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwRyEDAhTX
「溫年柏。」998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYuZgcnNm7
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CBNed9ptu
拐過路牌的瞬間，我突然聽到背後有人叫自己的名字。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbiXcSZscR
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQwsyK0cIE
俗語有云：天黑莫回頭，這種時間怎麼會有人在背後叫我的名字？當我意識到這點時，我早已經反射動作地回首。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYY2f3JjBae
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyUWN3JhOa
沒有人。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtDhXWpgg6
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNC0yqJVJVC
空空如也的馬路，行人道，街燈，樹影，完全沒看到任何能叫我名字的存在。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgOMVSPEf9
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkQXCjvGvd
是幻聽嗎？我搔搔有點長的髮尾，壓下不安的心情，然後繼續往前走去。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1NKXOdA3w
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzNlTES18V
方向是對的，路是對的，但是我卻馬上注意到一點：山下的燈，熄滅了。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbGEjdBlNy
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxmoZGUAUl
要知道山下的燈是東涌市區的燈火，瞬間消失的可能並非沒有，但除非整個東涌停電，或整個東涌消失，不然從這高度這方向，我是不可能看不見東涌市中心的燈光。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSR1ppJeLS
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlwz0iZDxP
這到底是……998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSobstPuhRv
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsO2USvOC1
我連忙抬頭看看馬路的路牌，卻沒有絲毫異樣，耳邊寂靜得有點耳鳴，但我還走在正確的路上，朝向正確的方向。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKdEEi6sV1
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrszh2WbG3F
是…霧之類嗎……？998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgGmwoQvqV
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKGCm9Pfbs
強行說服自己後，我繼續信步向前走去。分辨方向其實沒有想像中複雜，路是兩點一線的構造，只要走在正確的路上，面朝正確的方向，便總能確定自己沒有走錯。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdM4RZYQsQh
998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNf4FESpnk
但以防萬一，我還是掏出了手機查看地圖。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YhlFlISFC
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很好，GPS顯示方向與座標都正確，如我所料大約再走一小時左右我便會到達欣澳，沿著海邊再走三小時就會到達東涌，剛好坐第一班車回家。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnXQxE0Fh6
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但望向遠方漆黑的夜，理應存在於那兒看東涌卻是消失得無影無蹤，實在使我心中感到不安。但我深知只要走到欣澳，就是沿著海邊的大直路了。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHPOdY3jCu
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繼續走著走著，我發現事情不對勁。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vKS44sWA1
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首先，我身旁的道路從不知甚麼時候開始，一架車都沒有駛過，即使是深夜，也絕不應該過了這樣久還是完全沒車子出現。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlsViR01o0
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而且，欣澳亦消失了。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuG0vlSuYHw
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道路還在，路牌還在，但是山下理應存在於那兒的欣澳站現在只是漆黑一片。雖然我知道已經過了尾班車，港鐵站就會關站直到頭班車開車前的時間，但是……但是總不可能這樣一遍漆黑吧！那兒現在就只有一片密林，根本沒任何建築物存在！998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7fj1TJQMw
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意識到不對勁的我掏出手機打算查看地圖，下一幕震撼了我的腦袋。998Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCoryWst8P
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