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突然這樣問好像有點唐突，但是我就只問一句：接下來，我還可以去哪兒？923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3jxKLvEM7
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「嗡隆……」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6G9m4JG8V
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月台的列車早已經消失在路軌的盡頭，那只是風聲在軌道間捲起的悲鳴，如哭泣，如哀號。白晝時是夢想王國入口的迪士尼站變得冷清，只剩下漸漸遠去的列車泛起的勁風餘浪清散在晚風間。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyx4YtGiYbj
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錯過尾班車了…呢。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwoByyV39d
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左顧右盼，空蕩蕩的月台就只有我一人。樂園早已關門，這只因樂園而存在的車站馬上變成了前不著村，後不著店的孤島。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMPoqxEu2R
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接下來，我還可以去哪兒？923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7l9kx4Ch0F
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvk39yykl9I
真是的，解僱信有必要在下班後才給我們嗎？賠一個月代通知金就能為所欲為嗎？要我們即時收拾東西也不考慮一下迪士尼線的尾班車時間嗎？923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eeR2MnSUh
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心情壞透了。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBjyqmTgnX
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無可奈何地坐到月台上的長椅後，我看著路軌另一側的廣告燈箱發著呆。我沒有思索回家的辦法，這樣坐著也沒甚麼意思，我對那些減肥藥完全沒興趣，只是……923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7Ko2AB6AT
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……抱歉，我也不知道。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqWP50vYwS
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAc3P7jDIC5
開甚麼玩笑了，城堡要維修至少兩三年，所以接下來也沒煙火表演，於是把整隊煙火工程團隊解雇掉？外判職員就這樣可有可無嗎？還有為甚麼有人能留任到最後一次煙火後調去其他項目，我就能滾蛋？923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZati1elLJr
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「唉。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkju9sCX15
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQLy59hbcz
抬頭看著月台的玻璃幕門，倒影中的我也看回來。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RbedqiOGT
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6h22Zai4q
溫年柏，廿四歲，失業，失戀，失敗。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcqvoyxRzm
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZAnkuyWIL
倒影中不堪入目的我實在有夠礙眼，所以我下意識地閉上雙目迴避，腦海中浮現的卻是一幀又一幀的回憶。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfgUXA4Pdk
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lCgA2uYdZ
「十優狀元確診胃癌 仍然不放棄醫生夢」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3lln95sVM
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVqKaHkVTW
「跳級畢業 狀元完夢 抗癌之路不忘救人初心」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6GjDvbilh
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCrDAekQ0v
「狀元醫生遺愛人間 心臟贈少年」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rAdz5EFeo
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA1bAgRNfE
來，猜猜看那顆心臟被捐到誰身上？923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYnXVp9USY
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASWUcQWOeO
我指尖滑過自己胸膛，即使隔著衣服也能感覺到那道又大又醜的疤痕在，如在悼念著那個從未見過面的救命恩人。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eSNyjnUTh
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3SVha2Xs5
先不說現在尾班車已經開走，我跳下去也不會有列車撞過來。這條命是借來的，我沒有糟蹋的權利。如果不是，我早就……923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2oL7E8ccB
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP77ICdunXF
活成這個樣子，真抱歉。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LYr4hwha2
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本來不應該是這樣子的，真抱歉。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjLpnhoBn2
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「先生。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrNNmwM2JG
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一個地鐵職員出現在我旁邊，打斷了我的茫然。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0F7KmqFKp
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Z6xGeoCnw
「唔好意思，我地夠鐘閂站。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SQ6VIqp6s
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CXZXacCRx
「閂…站？」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0RGCOfGDY
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rhvnApJHb
「嗯，閂站。」職員的眼神相當堅決，完全是在趕我離開。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpcLB5M5ky
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOzUpGOcVq
要不是這條命是借來的話……923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9N29wkcPSl
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbnPAef66r
「你知唔知仲有乜車呢個時間出市區？」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEbQILrqvN
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「呢個鐘數……你試吓叫的士或者Uber？」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJ6vvPoOAs
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6POV85dmOR
他其實很有禮貌，還硬生生擠出一個笑容。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmFs3U7keE
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXH7rrkSAH
「咁……啊。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEYUoGuVAW
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu6PWndMCc
「再唔係你可以去迪士尼酒店瞓一晚，我哋聽朝頭班車係朝早六點二十分……」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNiLyTwV0a
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「唔使，我喺邊度出返去？」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAU7L3PCB9
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「我帶你行。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8ybW726Sv
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領著我的職員步伐有點急促，當然是因為我礙著他下班。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcnhs5kW63
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzNLEvhG23
「係迪士尼返工啊？咁夜仲喺度嘅？」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxQzPnJllA
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「呃……算係。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ48QSW7dvc
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不再是了。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9nwY1wLi8
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVSgSewUFC
意識到我沒興趣聊天的他也沒趣地閉上嘴，領著我穿過職員通道後我們來到了迪士尼站的外頭。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtEBxuOEjw
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「好聲行啦，拜拜！」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ9MraCEjh
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夜裡的森林被風吹動如在搖晃，樹濤聲如在咆哮，昏暗的燈光瞬間就被夜幕一口吞下，環顧附近就只有我孤身一人站在彎彎曲曲的磚路中央。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjqr13G1PH
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jv4TFKCep
抱歉，能載我出市區嗎？我始終沒有如此向那職員請求，即使我知道這時間在這兒下班的他一定有駕車。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkOzbD8rai
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接下來，我還可以去哪兒？923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnTwYl0RkF
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SwFwpSJBa
我不坐的士或Uber的原因不複雜，這樣夜深人靜根本沒有車能攔，再者現在我已失業，能省就省。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcxC8VK4xv
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLmo9Iordg
按常理說，其他人在情況下早就叫自己的朋友或家人來接自己，但是我不能。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpc4Nn5RZwq
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因為我沒有。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ2eGsHxWl
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我的心臟毛病遺傳自雙親，為了照顧換心手術後的我二人都積勞成疾而離世，只有一個姐姐與我相依為命。至於朋友……自從與她分手後我才發現不知不覺間我已是孤身一人。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2hkTcOqNb
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活該。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeLuEzEOGp
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我活該。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96wKd7drT1
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正當我打算輸入「姐你能不能來接我時」，我在屏幕上幾毫米的指頭卻停了下來。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA232a7800g
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不想。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkX2KvxzG4a
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTrLb1x9cH
我……我不想找她。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvv7hUEgYb
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不想告訴她我被解僱，不想告訴她我錯過了尾班車，不想告訴她我這弟弟如此窩囊。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5l5C7S0s5
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtOMG8KI0l
即使她會開著那台帥氣的車來接我，即使我知道她會告訴我沒事，即使她會帶我去吃宵夜安慰。她對我越是呵護，我卻越不想站在如此優秀的她面前。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMjB9LeiXL
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我不想。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR23xzdQXWc
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNm6CnKzEB7
回過神來的時侯我已經走到空空如也的交通交匯處，沒有巴士，沒有的士，只有飛蟲圍著天花的螢光燈在飛舞。證實的確沒有交通工具離開的我終於把目光，投向了馬路——旁的行人道。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Wj1xJalDl
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不就有了嗎？923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9p2TiyOZ9a
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掏出手機確認過，從迪士尼步行至東涌港鐵站需時大約四小時，絕非沒法步行的距離和時間。而且……923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vyTFLdoqR
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMhja7Ks5e
既然明天開始我就是失業大軍一員，那麼我也不用急著回家對吧。先不說實在沒有面目回去對著父母的靈位和姐姐，我其實大可以步行出去。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWx5Lf1wJL
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而且，我連地圖都不用。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvToZ2hUp2o
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvzoyXBLtW
容我自誇，我溫年柏唯一擅長的就是「方向感」，只要我看過一次的地圖就能瞬間記住，身處當中範圍時更能套用到真實世界之中。就算沒有地圖，我也能一邊走一邊記下空間方向，自己從哪個方向而來，正在往甚麼方向前進。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0ZXU2DfHM
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光是現在閉上眼，我已經知道如何走到市區了，因為我腦中浮現的地圖清晰無比。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B8uMuGYWE
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ctlrX6yL6
出發吧。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGUrPkPnIw
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下定了決心後，四周的晚風也變得舒暢了些許，我拐過角落走到公路旁的行人路，默默地向著遠方雲層下的燈火走去。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngIySTw1qY
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPjN207yBf
漆黑的深夜，漆黑的密林，燈火通明的公路如某頭巨獸體內的血管般默默地湧動著。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuy5Wo1sBx7
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucCDlv5Vw9
從這兒向山下挑望，萬家燈火把雲頂映亮，光污染這時候在我眼中如把天空染上色彩的極光，萬賴具寂的天地之間如同只剩我一人。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mwpFP3vYn
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1AXvGPdC1
步復步，步復步，前進速度緩慢得可笑，但我卻毫不在意。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo38sOlcLX3
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8n7i44eowl
「溫年柏。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLw31zCkzqb
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAC9wLoQgoX
拐過路牌的瞬間，我突然聽到背後有人叫自己的名字。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnHrFtjUpD
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLUlfdq1iy
俗語有云：天黑莫回頭，這種時間怎麼會有人在背後叫我的名字？當我意識到這點時，我早已經反射動作地回首。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoaAVCCxnm
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eZPNyr6mh
沒有人。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfVRfA0FbR
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1K3RG8a1la
空空如也的馬路，行人道，街燈，樹影，完全沒看到任何能叫我名字的存在。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZCpkdSCf9
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWR7eXXodhi
是幻聽嗎？我搔搔有點長的髮尾，壓下不安的心情，然後繼續往前走去。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77pqrgGoCv
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWalSVB9XO
方向是對的，路是對的，但是我卻馬上注意到一點：山下的燈，熄滅了。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwWWnkxP6z
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXgMuLe9Ol
要知道山下的燈是東涌市區的燈火，瞬間消失的可能並非沒有，但除非整個東涌停電，或整個東涌消失，不然從這高度這方向，我是不可能看不見東涌市中心的燈光。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rnA33XRAK
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這到底是……923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFimJUaeZS
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我連忙抬頭看看馬路的路牌，卻沒有絲毫異樣，耳邊寂靜得有點耳鳴，但我還走在正確的路上，朝向正確的方向。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDBMMguLJG
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是…霧之類嗎……？923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtUPu9ttpr
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQafJ7YNZD
強行說服自己後，我繼續信步向前走去。分辨方向其實沒有想像中複雜，路是兩點一線的構造，只要走在正確的路上，面朝正確的方向，便總能確定自己沒有走錯。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPYicrrBJS
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但以防萬一，我還是掏出了手機查看地圖。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3pAD0SA2J
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很好，GPS顯示方向與座標都正確，如我所料大約再走一小時左右我便會到達欣澳，沿著海邊再走三小時就會到達東涌，剛好坐第一班車回家。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMc3Mv9g5V
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但望向遠方漆黑的夜，理應存在於那兒看東涌卻是消失得無影無蹤，實在使我心中感到不安。但我深知只要走到欣澳，就是沿著海邊的大直路了。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdIinSiKyN
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繼續走著走著，我發現事情不對勁。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBvdRhZjAc
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首先，我身旁的道路從不知甚麼時候開始，一架車都沒有駛過，即使是深夜，也絕不應該過了這樣久還是完全沒車子出現。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2TJsyvjk0
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而且，欣澳亦消失了。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPUBf6h7we
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道路還在，路牌還在，但是山下理應存在於那兒的欣澳站現在只是漆黑一片。雖然我知道已經過了尾班車，港鐵站就會關站直到頭班車開車前的時間，但是……但是總不可能這樣一遍漆黑吧！那兒現在就只有一片密林，根本沒任何建築物存在！923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9bSl1CVHH
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意識到不對勁的我掏出手機打算查看地圖，下一幕震撼了我的腦袋。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DmrApSQkU
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