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突然這樣問好像有點唐突，但是我就只問一句：接下來，我還可以去哪兒？1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJa1XvYlv0F
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「嗡隆……」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3ivYizxo4
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月台的列車早已經消失在路軌的盡頭，那只是風聲在軌道間捲起的悲鳴，如哭泣，如哀號。白晝時是夢想王國入口的迪士尼站變得冷清，只剩下漸漸遠去的列車泛起的勁風餘浪清散在晚風間。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXEGpzG5yY
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錯過尾班車了…呢。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoLGm78Kg2
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbiZj2FHGI
左顧右盼，空蕩蕩的月台就只有我一人。樂園早已關門，這只因樂園而存在的車站馬上變成了前不著村，後不著店的孤島。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3MAk6X93y
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFc1e8TA0m5
接下來，我還可以去哪兒？1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud0hn610Im
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWkGQheVSa
真是的，解僱信有必要在下班後才給我們嗎？賠一個月代通知金就能為所欲為嗎？要我們即時收拾東西也不考慮一下迪士尼線的尾班車時間嗎？1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO9ggVgSfA
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNNUU3SZHI
心情壞透了。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOBVWJ3z93
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZVkCNsm1N
無可奈何地坐到月台上的長椅後，我看著路軌另一側的廣告燈箱發著呆。我沒有思索回家的辦法，這樣坐著也沒甚麼意思，我對那些減肥藥完全沒興趣，只是……1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYpkyjPOeP
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……抱歉，我也不知道。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nxhbXp10C
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wbHrpNeJO
開甚麼玩笑了，城堡要維修至少兩三年，所以接下來也沒煙火表演，於是把整隊煙火工程團隊解雇掉？外判職員就這樣可有可無嗎？還有為甚麼有人能留任到最後一次煙火後調去其他項目，我就能滾蛋？1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yJ9SxYjWK
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqfprHcrQ3
「唉。」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5zwwYOo07
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MpPydBeJL
抬頭看著月台的玻璃幕門，倒影中的我也看回來。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqszPIHG24e
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDl26yXtfq
溫年柏，廿四歲，失業，失戀，失敗。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9ByGHx04a
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T7jotFqo4
倒影中不堪入目的我實在有夠礙眼，所以我下意識地閉上雙目迴避，腦海中浮現的卻是一幀又一幀的回憶。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm2nTjHux2
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4H7pxRsDyi
「十優狀元確診胃癌 仍然不放棄醫生夢」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKFYUfw5CT
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4aEHfDp1G
「跳級畢業 狀元完夢 抗癌之路不忘救人初心」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdiaXQejEL
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrxBtvMntB
「狀元醫生遺愛人間 心臟贈少年」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbSFynl4J1
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfXzLILsTZ
來，猜猜看那顆心臟被捐到誰身上？1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡts0Sgm4U74
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK7aDwfPin
我指尖滑過自己胸膛，即使隔著衣服也能感覺到那道又大又醜的疤痕在，如在悼念著那個從未見過面的救命恩人。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqfpcYXrVL
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFs9p9wyFe9
先不說現在尾班車已經開走，我跳下去也不會有列車撞過來。這條命是借來的，我沒有糟蹋的權利。如果不是，我早就……1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEibFO6TBBr
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaba0CrPCO
活成這個樣子，真抱歉。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FeXknSzKt
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3ud754XWv
本來不應該是這樣子的，真抱歉。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJEPERLN3U
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmm0G6G3YXp
「先生。」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoJfQdlOYN
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMlGNSzIU8
一個地鐵職員出現在我旁邊，打斷了我的茫然。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmyvPga3b6
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IDFz8iBnk
「唔好意思，我地夠鐘閂站。」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L6H80R6hE
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwXeAbh63l
「閂…站？」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yzMy6Ts5F
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAYS4ko00J
「嗯，閂站。」職員的眼神相當堅決，完全是在趕我離開。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvz5OhE854
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBC7fXzig9z
要不是這條命是借來的話……1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5kvza9B0P
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2WBuY6N0r
「你知唔知仲有乜車呢個時間出市區？」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WQ9AIKvRu
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcihfgefmp5
「呢個鐘數……你試吓叫的士或者Uber？」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftXFVd3t7B
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0ZODQR8dB
他其實很有禮貌，還硬生生擠出一個笑容。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFN5u96Ld4X
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihPm4RjWBI
「咁……啊。」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdy0K3wbsu
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjRODM2dTs
「再唔係你可以去迪士尼酒店瞓一晚，我哋聽朝頭班車係朝早六點二十分……」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgePkCX4uYE
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgPv1XvS3X
「唔使，我喺邊度出返去？」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pUgXG3Wwc
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs9HCND1Bc
「我帶你行。」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeV1zto1nY
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWQwlg8ciC
領著我的職員步伐有點急促，當然是因為我礙著他下班。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTa4l5iTtn
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDnyonfSWO
「係迪士尼返工啊？咁夜仲喺度嘅？」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBHwlZU7cJ
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnCWpRS1nE
「呃……算係。」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hluzlZhIt
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不再是了。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UvynuWQli
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlzNirmZBL
意識到我沒興趣聊天的他也沒趣地閉上嘴，領著我穿過職員通道後我們來到了迪士尼站的外頭。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmS2uTT4pJT
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHJ8MYrnKM
「好聲行啦，拜拜！」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrjEsEioXB
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGz0GQsmpb
夜裡的森林被風吹動如在搖晃，樹濤聲如在咆哮，昏暗的燈光瞬間就被夜幕一口吞下，環顧附近就只有我孤身一人站在彎彎曲曲的磚路中央。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iC2T8hoNf
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyS8qbOyzx
抱歉，能載我出市區嗎？我始終沒有如此向那職員請求，即使我知道這時間在這兒下班的他一定有駕車。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDX0iTiwuMs
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTnhNpZPxZ
接下來，我還可以去哪兒？1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21fiu7EOpW
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUT6FLUi92
我不坐的士或Uber的原因不複雜，這樣夜深人靜根本沒有車能攔，再者現在我已失業，能省就省。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MBkFg0dfw
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT0teaX3vM
按常理說，其他人在情況下早就叫自己的朋友或家人來接自己，但是我不能。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBPZfv9Ln7
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORUV4BkNlb
因為我沒有。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhujhR3eJcy
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXr6ZRdx8S7
我的心臟毛病遺傳自雙親，為了照顧換心手術後的我二人都積勞成疾而離世，只有一個姐姐與我相依為命。至於朋友……自從與她分手後我才發現不知不覺間我已是孤身一人。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6amPozEj4
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Jrb9x3NWs
活該。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50OzqvfTAz
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTDkq80vp5
我活該。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06IBczQXCs
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpESHXP8YDq
正當我打算輸入「姐你能不能來接我時」，我在屏幕上幾毫米的指頭卻停了下來。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JM9T12UeS
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjv73yaUrxp
不想。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sqGn43ie0
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvGimxGja0
我……我不想找她。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcmZUnkDKU
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0c9jsWbSGL
不想告訴她我被解僱，不想告訴她我錯過了尾班車，不想告訴她我這弟弟如此窩囊。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3Cp7RlXgJ
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23e2pLBR6s
即使她會開著那台帥氣的車來接我，即使我知道她會告訴我沒事，即使她會帶我去吃宵夜安慰。她對我越是呵護，我卻越不想站在如此優秀的她面前。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnnIANSwz8
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZB5vNm9Kx
我不想。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbn5rtEJF7T
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4djMRNoys
回過神來的時侯我已經走到空空如也的交通交匯處，沒有巴士，沒有的士，只有飛蟲圍著天花的螢光燈在飛舞。證實的確沒有交通工具離開的我終於把目光，投向了馬路——旁的行人道。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGs3BLHN4RQ
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsw1uthrZ6
不就有了嗎？1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSzYt09bUX
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1EFgPV3dh
掏出手機確認過，從迪士尼步行至東涌港鐵站需時大約四小時，絕非沒法步行的距離和時間。而且……1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPd9VDyPO5B
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXXuymBXe5
既然明天開始我就是失業大軍一員，那麼我也不用急著回家對吧。先不說實在沒有面目回去對著父母的靈位和姐姐，我其實大可以步行出去。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFqiyW0z64
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AX0mAVI08
而且，我連地圖都不用。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC3mXm0Y3S
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX92bVmObbG
容我自誇，我溫年柏唯一擅長的就是「方向感」，只要我看過一次的地圖就能瞬間記住，身處當中範圍時更能套用到真實世界之中。就算沒有地圖，我也能一邊走一邊記下空間方向，自己從哪個方向而來，正在往甚麼方向前進。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwVeX16Icx
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2aRJAzJvY
光是現在閉上眼，我已經知道如何走到市區了，因為我腦中浮現的地圖清晰無比。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviiaxqpnO5
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBkFa2YPc4
出發吧。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsVwo7wKaF
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLnDozTjoj
下定了決心後，四周的晚風也變得舒暢了些許，我拐過角落走到公路旁的行人路，默默地向著遠方雲層下的燈火走去。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxJ4hk6xHC
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsKmIF2bHZ
漆黑的深夜，漆黑的密林，燈火通明的公路如某頭巨獸體內的血管般默默地湧動著。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4JVtF3rFS
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo01P8Ioam
從這兒向山下挑望，萬家燈火把雲頂映亮，光污染這時候在我眼中如把天空染上色彩的極光，萬賴具寂的天地之間如同只剩我一人。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTXv74YYJu
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBlBA2FcK6
步復步，步復步，前進速度緩慢得可笑，但我卻毫不在意。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7KzrUxG3b
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKAe6hE7vr
「溫年柏。」1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXTeqLIvXj
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojEPnEgLUx
拐過路牌的瞬間，我突然聽到背後有人叫自己的名字。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHuD6JWr7e
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhDfRG5DTM
俗語有云：天黑莫回頭，這種時間怎麼會有人在背後叫我的名字？當我意識到這點時，我早已經反射動作地回首。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73meY1N9fG
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrS1C92c65
沒有人。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbuNdupopM
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTHoO2NT1j
空空如也的馬路，行人道，街燈，樹影，完全沒看到任何能叫我名字的存在。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxNho3tBK7
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGihxWOq55
是幻聽嗎？我搔搔有點長的髮尾，壓下不安的心情，然後繼續往前走去。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYKZskSC8N
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZE40kuQ601
方向是對的，路是對的，但是我卻馬上注意到一點：山下的燈，熄滅了。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6X6yp6KEq4
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJ62vleE3N
要知道山下的燈是東涌市區的燈火，瞬間消失的可能並非沒有，但除非整個東涌停電，或整個東涌消失，不然從這高度這方向，我是不可能看不見東涌市中心的燈光。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iOV5j1Mog
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gxyDzr6Fu
這到底是……1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrJoxWg2C7
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuPBMQ4tO4
我連忙抬頭看看馬路的路牌，卻沒有絲毫異樣，耳邊寂靜得有點耳鳴，但我還走在正確的路上，朝向正確的方向。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZJy0bA01r
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYhGj8G8Ih
是…霧之類嗎……？1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefluqZFfdb
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8XJlvakcS
強行說服自己後，我繼續信步向前走去。分辨方向其實沒有想像中複雜，路是兩點一線的構造，只要走在正確的路上，面朝正確的方向，便總能確定自己沒有走錯。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsqJzyDLEv
1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3h1fOGOBp
但以防萬一，我還是掏出了手機查看地圖。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc32Z3fRFYq
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很好，GPS顯示方向與座標都正確，如我所料大約再走一小時左右我便會到達欣澳，沿著海邊再走三小時就會到達東涌，剛好坐第一班車回家。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxbBqf7CFa
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但望向遠方漆黑的夜，理應存在於那兒看東涌卻是消失得無影無蹤，實在使我心中感到不安。但我深知只要走到欣澳，就是沿著海邊的大直路了。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZREEZ0Ip6l
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繼續走著走著，我發現事情不對勁。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry1LLd0w6u
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首先，我身旁的道路從不知甚麼時候開始，一架車都沒有駛過，即使是深夜，也絕不應該過了這樣久還是完全沒車子出現。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEixWmHjyD
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而且，欣澳亦消失了。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWwPHamnpM
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道路還在，路牌還在，但是山下理應存在於那兒的欣澳站現在只是漆黑一片。雖然我知道已經過了尾班車，港鐵站就會關站直到頭班車開車前的時間，但是……但是總不可能這樣一遍漆黑吧！那兒現在就只有一片密林，根本沒任何建築物存在！1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnj7uovhm0E
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意識到不對勁的我掏出手機打算查看地圖，下一幕震撼了我的腦袋。1052Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjREB3PjCb
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