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學校-人間煉獄，為了朝向理想的我穿著制服，坐在角落的我因為陰沉的個性與他人毫無交流129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWv3PSGGMH
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「跟理想完全不同呢。」129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28S317PT5Y
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剛才看見的一切讓我再一次認為自己已然不正常
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