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「阿...要是自己不存在就好了。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWjZVCwesS
經過短暫的話語，夜晚恢復寂靜。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3MZACctkV
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「我為什麼在這裡?」多次向自己提出疑問127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJdvcg8AlJ
在旁人看來大概只是些中二病的幻想127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQ1YyzecN9
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就這樣抱著疑問又過了重複的一天127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqt6R1s73e
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那長52公分寬33公分的方框不單是螢幕也是通往異世界、理想世界的大門127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqUKDVSYWx
在那裏我扮演著自己的理想的127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CuVT8WlQj
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一個受到所有人的青睞又不招人忌妒的角色127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6vpyBm1oe
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對每個人都開始了嫉妒與猜疑，害怕著自己那面具被扯下，醜陋的臉龐被看見127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOjYVIiErM
理想如同刀子一般刺進我心127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpc5oLByhC
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與自己原本的理想完全相反，簡直像是第二個地獄一般127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTodNEl5rV
「阿......完了...」內心深處響起了這麼一句話127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoB2zOxZHC
太陽再次升起，沒錯祂又升起了，像是在嘲笑我一般。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSDGvlYRXY
2月29日，今天也是特別的日子呢，不是對我而是對世界來說127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82LyDl7Ilc
學校-人間煉獄，為了朝向理想的我穿著制服，坐在角落的我因為陰沉的個性與他人毫無交流127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ihBfoYarH
與那些在上下課期間都活躍的人們活在不同世界的我暗自嘆息127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr9HuNR4Ty
「跟理想完全不同呢。」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIDnvkL554
今天我因為有想看的書而來到圖書館127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSCCoPO1AP
我喜歡圖書館127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OdC1kJ6FJ
因為這裡的安靜讓我就像融入環境般127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGMoEsx2vn
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找到我想看的書了，將它從書櫃中抽出127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DEjdJ8DUj
像是將它從它的歸屬中抽離一般127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvikIPsjk4
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當下的我完全沒有發現自己的表情不同以往的扭曲起來127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFCmN1eeir
(阿，這麼說來是從那時候開始的阿127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QhDNx2CxN
小時候看見野獸獵食的樣子那血肉模糊的樣子127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfWOTGKp02
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將書拿出後突然無法好好站穩127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmjfEEUzcM
眼前一黑127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNa6a75tq4R
要是就這麼倒下我便會打破這寧靜吧127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdU3sBkRQq
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強光...?127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioCI2IgvIy
這圖書館哪會有什麼強光?難道是在醫院?不對，我還站著。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLphsZTX3i
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幻覺...?難道我終於瘋了嗎?還是說...異世界...?那個我曾多次幻想的事發生了嗎?127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtj24MWBE4
回過神來我發現自己正在笑著127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZA20a6DSl
笑?127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QcJyRSsq3
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那潔白的身軀已經染上鮮豔的紅色127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2JuZa49Ps
右手感到重量，看向自己的手127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahw15FHV2L
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又來了，又笑了127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tWPx5YN0T
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止不住的瘋狂，對生命的褻瀆127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgVO86DBKY
「阿哈哈...阿哈哈哈哈哈----------」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVNgeAEbwD
「同學，在圖書館請保持安靜」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusGnKCNnQr
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「對...對不起」我向他低頭道歉後便安靜地朝櫃台走去127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwf2M8lUeN6
我本來就是為了借書而來127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf6wLNBRO1
剛才看見的一切讓我再一次認為自己已然不正常
看到眼前被一分為二的生物127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uZnuaiXpo
血液四散、內臟也散落一地127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdH2PdjI5U
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看著手中的太刀感到非常熟悉127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Axg5eo4HG
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先前揮出的一刀也如反射動作一般
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說是最近很流行這種穿搭
四周充斥著慘叫127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIXqtYvWeK
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好討厭阿，好吵阿127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzD14Y3Ul0
「妳...妳到底是甚麼人!為甚麼要做這種事!」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6V4ORDc2Y
這是在向我提問嗎?我不知道127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hNzRl3qW3
微弱的月光透過帳篷的縫隙127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpaSNDHOBf
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靜謐。127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyn9rNxqbjx
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看見了人類的頭顱127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVU9rqYdUjP
看見了127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFO9Q7I1Eto
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太陽又一次升起，宛如詛咒一般127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIdHwzUgwJ
奇怪的夢境127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetxaLAYtP6
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雖說我曾想過自殺，但一次對他人下手的想法也沒有127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgakNEhuOO8
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抱持著疑問又過了重複的一天?
早晨的新聞上寫著127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQkbbxBs2l
「2月2日」127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYnbbqfA4J
