I am dreading growing old.272Please respect copyright.PENANAw4zel6ls3t
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,272Please respect copyright.PENANAW5hOg0H0Xa
everyone asked for a young female.272Please respect copyright.PENANA1HjQm1HixY
what happens when I grow old,272Please respect copyright.PENANA9KGhCbOf5G
what happens when my tits sag 272Please respect copyright.PENANAHEh3YNjLno
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,272Please respect copyright.PENANAcPCToXMbRN
will I no longer be wanted?272Please respect copyright.PENANA7TytZwDW9w
No longer desired or admired.272Please respect copyright.PENANASpHeLBtJXf
will I just be old?272Please respect copyright.PENANARhfk7Q6GqG
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 272Please respect copyright.PENANACBpwXBZLMJ
Just272Please respect copyright.PENANA7QE114RXWY
Old.272Please respect copyright.PENANABzT7vzljap
272Please respect copyright.PENANAA5oifv5YjY
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?272Please respect copyright.PENANAVrC3iEl2pY
I'll have to be good at something,272Please respect copyright.PENANAZlrsX2YxYa
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills272Please respect copyright.PENANAe1WWaqbAPl
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain272Please respect copyright.PENANAeVgSCglZY5
I'll have to be somebody272Please respect copyright.PENANACPpjsXoqUE
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth272Please respect copyright.PENANAocL6oHtWwZ
but I know I can't keep it.272Please respect copyright.PENANAV0xBg2x5qh
Good things never last.272Please respect copyright.PENANALpkdP82Zyb
272Please respect copyright.PENANA8fzjfpCoHD
I don't know when youth became so important to me272Please respect copyright.PENANAify1toki9I
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail272Please respect copyright.PENANAQNRIe5ubfI
and why so many people died over it272Please respect copyright.PENANAcwgDSp6XR1
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,272Please respect copyright.PENANA1QL8sjApyl
I would.272Please respect copyright.PENANAfQuf04NbWN
perhaps that makes me a bad human,272Please respect copyright.PENANAmWxy9f1IlG
a bad feminist272Please respect copyright.PENANA3st2fd8N23
bad person,272Please respect copyright.PENANAUEEOqV02tL
but all I know is it's the truth272Please respect copyright.PENANAwyAShY6tvp
and I would do it,272Please respect copyright.PENANADtc2yDFHjM
272Please respect copyright.PENANAkfTcAjdk9A
I would give up so much to stay desirable.272Please respect copyright.PENANAUkPL8ts141
Because I've never been desired before272Please respect copyright.PENANAVbVa7fDYmL
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,272Please respect copyright.PENANA7RAoeZQ6ur
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?272Please respect copyright.PENANApQz516ba5d
and my skin sags from my bones272Please respect copyright.PENANAHh9zLRh0fB
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach272Please respect copyright.PENANAhRgUjHacdw
my neck doubling,272Please respect copyright.PENANARXIIOkF2cR
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad272Please respect copyright.PENANApNf09ZVaRa
272Please respect copyright.PENANAjGu6UwvK2q
some people think when you get older looks matter less272Please respect copyright.PENANAYr5gVjb8gZ
But that's not true, nobody wants that272Please respect copyright.PENANAxpDg5c0bM7
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.272Please respect copyright.PENANA4IS0XWbCAH
What will I be?272Please respect copyright.PENANA9YdIdMFGsR
Chopped liver I suppose.272Please respect copyright.PENANAgG6jqt2aKu
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools272Please respect copyright.PENANAz5oTtSiRWE
272Please respect copyright.PENANAVkclP0UICd
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life272Please respect copyright.PENANAQuSg554vZ3
I'm young272Please respect copyright.PENANAZeQfj3KKDm
I have done nothing time is flying by272Please respect copyright.PENANA9VQPOKXlO1
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast272Please respect copyright.PENANA5M7iZHU5Xq
Keeps slipping from my fists.272Please respect copyright.PENANALXr33Vxmzn
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).272Please respect copyright.PENANAjv50X1lFMW
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.272Please respect copyright.PENANAnrcJlz1fAc
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up272Please respect copyright.PENANASCROUkMZhh
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.272Please respect copyright.PENANALLnk6c9YJm
272Please respect copyright.PENANAMmaysBsOqO
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity272Please respect copyright.PENANACMWpMYUYam
I feel it closing in on me272Please respect copyright.PENANAsMc860eCsN
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,272Please respect copyright.PENANA4mt1BtMl2V
looking in the mirror I see my painting.272Please respect copyright.PENANAQcgrgtYzgf
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,272Please respect copyright.PENANAMyWCvLQGMa
I know they're going to be my demise.272Please respect copyright.PENANA2iylE75WBL
272Please respect copyright.PENANAOVqZmK4KGD
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen272Please respect copyright.PENANACgidkHMAdk
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.272Please respect copyright.PENANAoFVVSiE7Zx
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 272Please respect copyright.PENANANmmWbDZC22
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 272Please respect copyright.PENANAvfIQL09Wh4
272Please respect copyright.PENANAeMbT1IuesZ
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither272Please respect copyright.PENANAbU4CsVNbaO
because I know myself if not anyone else272Please respect copyright.PENANATIClzf9rTc
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.272Please respect copyright.PENANA0BH38w1Jsx
272Please respect copyright.PENANAeKOFiLiCE1
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.272Please respect copyright.PENANA1F1NLuLDuP
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,272Please respect copyright.PENANAZAgLDiGGQJ
everyone asked for a young female.272Please respect copyright.PENANAiNssCIk6Gm
what happens when I grow old,272Please respect copyright.PENANA3ucvCBJd8m
what happens when my tits sag 272Please respect copyright.PENANAoQzpGv6OdK
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,272Please respect copyright.PENANA5AxIXul10q
will I no longer be wanted?272Please respect copyright.PENANADsV4iZNoP2
No longer desired or admired.272Please respect copyright.PENANA5AEd0qGc8k
will I just be old?272Please respect copyright.PENANAgvq7aX52Yy
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 272Please respect copyright.PENANA19FeEJkwaB
Just272Please respect copyright.PENANAKfqXlVO9wq
Old.272Please respect copyright.PENANAv5ey236Rd7
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?272Please respect copyright.PENANAPw2S6Y8n1i
I'll have to be good at something,272Please respect copyright.PENANAN99MTNiv4n
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills272Please respect copyright.PENANAJhGl3Xnvn4
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain272Please respect copyright.PENANAY37OVXr2bk
I'll have to be somebody272Please respect copyright.PENANAgQlLnK1QKx
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth272Please respect copyright.PENANAfFhKMc8Unu
but I know I can't keep it.272Please respect copyright.PENANAQEPDdK63n5
Good things never last.272Please respect copyright.PENANAA8oLtlhvfO
272Please respect copyright.PENANA2ffng0Y4Pc
I don't know when youth became so important to me272Please respect copyright.PENANANA2gaiSwfr
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail272Please respect copyright.PENANAakaj4TDUZb
and why so many people died over it272Please respect copyright.PENANAINMfCSypXR
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,272Please respect copyright.PENANATRjuC4mzHs
I would.272Please respect copyright.PENANAMOnNH7Du3v
perhaps that makes me a bad human,272Please respect copyright.PENANAeqL3VJmUSw
a bad feminist272Please respect copyright.PENANALZokKTcxNo
bad person,272Please respect copyright.PENANAEMQppi7c0O
but all I know is it's the truth272Please respect copyright.PENANAzqPfbSzrSe
and I would do it,272Please respect copyright.PENANArMsDLlUHNW
272Please respect copyright.PENANAwoY5NLwHIx
I would give up so much to stay desirable.272Please respect copyright.PENANA7Zyt6i9Bvs
Because I've never been desired before272Please respect copyright.PENANARsJkWIdmhZ
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,272Please respect copyright.PENANA67E9cJdzTC
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?272Please respect copyright.PENANAgBVpVquTh3
and my skin sags from my bones272Please respect copyright.PENANAiwm79BlQn4
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach272Please respect copyright.PENANAHOjHSa9Nuk
my neck doubling,272Please respect copyright.PENANAVK3Wh0Ocxk
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad272Please respect copyright.PENANAx4wuFSvPBC
272Please respect copyright.PENANAwdLUCHPgai
some people think when you get older looks matter less272Please respect copyright.PENANAhPflq1pc14
But that's not true, nobody wants that272Please respect copyright.PENANAvWMk9SVhFW
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.272Please respect copyright.PENANAysX0BwGifc
What will I be?272Please respect copyright.PENANA0UMPfdbST8
Chopped liver I suppose.272Please respect copyright.PENANAB9RUGwuBeV
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools272Please respect copyright.PENANAoB0dxv1wtX
272Please respect copyright.PENANAnEROPmnf2h
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life272Please respect copyright.PENANAGlh20d5QZd
I'm 20272Please respect copyright.PENANALQH8pK6lQ1
I have done nothing time is flying by272Please respect copyright.PENANAfVnHPOdnND
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast272Please respect copyright.PENANAsFNPD8ucLN
Keeps slipping from my fists.272Please respect copyright.PENANAxJf3dYAxtV
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).272Please respect copyright.PENANAsSiLes322t
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.272Please respect copyright.PENANAcnCvowXGWp
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up272Please respect copyright.PENANA9qEsIdtkkT
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.272Please respect copyright.PENANAOJG9quQLUn
272Please respect copyright.PENANAHr66EHjyz8
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity272Please respect copyright.PENANAU3sosMtb5E
I feel it closing in on me272Please respect copyright.PENANAJDS70JshcL
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,272Please respect copyright.PENANAj61eOlwMyj
looking in the mirror I see my painting.272Please respect copyright.PENANA3oiYKvIe2K
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,272Please respect copyright.PENANA0UQBsLEXVv
I know they're going to be my demise.272Please respect copyright.PENANA02d8Lyv3uI
272Please respect copyright.PENANAhpn54BX2Km
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen272Please respect copyright.PENANAJvPlWwcW6r
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.272Please respect copyright.PENANAM3boTAOCX0
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 272Please respect copyright.PENANA2oDgEfnNoA
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 272Please respect copyright.PENANAosiE7bflnL
272Please respect copyright.PENANAvmkp8HfXsH
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither272Please respect copyright.PENANAeJB4WxmUYY
because I know myself if not anyone else272Please respect copyright.PENANAloCTEt3tm2
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.272Please respect copyright.PENANAamKiTBzV2U
272Please respect copyright.PENANAfrGF8u6S7i
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old