也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。31Please respect copyright.PENANAbY5bx125E4
31Please respect copyright.PENANA3yq49dElWQ
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。31Please respect copyright.PENANAjv9UegLBr2
31Please respect copyright.PENANAfdoexXEWf6
……31Please respect copyright.PENANAxkK7a6TFNj
31Please respect copyright.PENANAKOrwi2HAbN
31Please respect copyright.PENANAiwFBZMOtLS
31Please respect copyright.PENANAj0zdvPbjPg
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──31Please respect copyright.PENANAFo7qki18T7
31Please respect copyright.PENANA7pdzh3E8q0
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。31Please respect copyright.PENANA2xT8JmnQvf
31Please respect copyright.PENANAD8sIEkqxnZ
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。31Please respect copyright.PENANApKAU0niKl4
31Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0RkMrmSrE
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。31Please respect copyright.PENANA57iKH0RJek
31Please respect copyright.PENANA3t3DWHjeRh
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。31Please respect copyright.PENANAGZnXNT2Hp5
31Please respect copyright.PENANAaFdhlbAtov
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。31Please respect copyright.PENANA6TrdlIAzLP
31Please respect copyright.PENANAf6Qt3X0YIC
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。31Please respect copyright.PENANANACVVAsZqL
31Please respect copyright.PENANAbrqnCAa71E
然後一起出了幾次任務。31Please respect copyright.PENANAmEizR1EJMg
31Please respect copyright.PENANAMmmtAZ5ZKx
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。31Please respect copyright.PENANAN9m04mbgKK
31Please respect copyright.PENANAlhAcR2hpNS
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。31Please respect copyright.PENANApytqJWRJ8Z
31Please respect copyright.PENANAU3DDzl5yRa
可是……31Please respect copyright.PENANAQiJFAIyoCk
31Please respect copyright.PENANAm4y8YSMtnB
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」31Please respect copyright.PENANAHaSMEJWYoo
31Please respect copyright.PENANAC7uK5YA9By
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。31Please respect copyright.PENANA26RcCBpOqv
31Please respect copyright.PENANAXH3H3BiDdw
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。31Please respect copyright.PENANAvMo3BkxXCY
31Please respect copyright.PENANAgUIyXFskOE
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。31Please respect copyright.PENANAZuwtmCfZnB
31Please respect copyright.PENANAamfvzmzNNH
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。31Please respect copyright.PENANA7t1rEI6g3x
31Please respect copyright.PENANAlj0KzO3ed2
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。31Please respect copyright.PENANAAh0mlS7rlM
31Please respect copyright.PENANABJRLmEB2Nu
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。31Please respect copyright.PENANAKzLNJgoE4n
31Please respect copyright.PENANALcfAzxJZ5H
原來自己也會逃避。31Please respect copyright.PENANA909M50iNhE
31Please respect copyright.PENANAiR4XgMMmvq
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?31Please respect copyright.PENANAF09V6vJKuW
31Please respect copyright.PENANA8j4rzSlHOf
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……31Please respect copyright.PENANAjP68tKGSTQ
31Please respect copyright.PENANAUvqa1MRO0e
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。31Please respect copyright.PENANAKsUiMyc8Sf
31Please respect copyright.PENANAs5eO7DEBDK
……31Please respect copyright.PENANALbnCkXFH7d
31Please respect copyright.PENANAdpvRRSmT06
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……31Please respect copyright.PENANASvQfOlAPJC
31Please respect copyright.PENANANBStRmlnjO
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?31Please respect copyright.PENANAMSbHh64c1h
31Please respect copyright.PENANArBnLCXg1sQ
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?31Please respect copyright.PENANAHeuRjjK4Xt
31Please respect copyright.PENANAE7ThRqmQ3b
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?31Please respect copyright.PENANAHsF8G4BRCZ
31Please respect copyright.PENANAipr12POap7
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。31Please respect copyright.PENANAzAAR6em1Z5
31Please respect copyright.PENANAMBuAZ5dxhS
這到底是為什麼?31Please respect copyright.PENANA17lGi3f54n
31Please respect copyright.PENANAbYDbrgRCaq
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?31Please respect copyright.PENANALKMTHj920K
31Please respect copyright.PENANAs8yNDOT4gz
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?31Please respect copyright.PENANA5cQcNMlhtj
31Please respect copyright.PENANAIwzZmnvnu4
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?31Please respect copyright.PENANAggsPAeMGuZ
31Please respect copyright.PENANATMKN7b1kS4
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。31Please respect copyright.PENANASHLo9cFv1L
31Please respect copyright.PENANArxDGYGnjES
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。31Please respect copyright.PENANAhyebrYd0Ha
31Please respect copyright.PENANAiUpHGtqZGE
……也該問問自己為什麼了。31Please respect copyright.PENANA5xSnqbtPOM
31Please respect copyright.PENANAHJuaiy3mwN
可不是?31Please respect copyright.PENANAVnVzoIVFgF
31Please respect copyright.PENANAYxzUC0a91S
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。31Please respect copyright.PENANA7tcIpWOK6d
31Please respect copyright.PENANAbj2jGhyaru
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!31Please respect copyright.PENANAqPfWVWWf4L
31Please respect copyright.PENANAHCCEFs9IVR
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。31Please respect copyright.PENANAFHNtVdamg2
31Please respect copyright.PENANARRx6bn7fvW
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。31Please respect copyright.PENANA3GyfFTpE0D
31Please respect copyright.PENANAHWEiUBk5zf
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?31Please respect copyright.PENANAeqk5USixKj
31Please respect copyright.PENANAFYXNvNqs6h
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……31Please respect copyright.PENANAbsbBTaIQNn
31Please respect copyright.PENANA7O5Zp02Vlf
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。31Please respect copyright.PENANAqSVDkeJEfs
31Please respect copyright.PENANApXor68Hxvd
這就是答案。31Please respect copyright.PENANAI7GN9Th8Uz
31Please respect copyright.PENANAOarXIv4RzQ
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。31Please respect copyright.PENANA3qJAJsm87R
31Please respect copyright.PENANARYgnf2KD7j
…………31Please respect copyright.PENANAo9oKc2166g
31Please respect copyright.PENANAiGuSt2VGA3
……31Please respect copyright.PENANAEXJnNIaFLI
31Please respect copyright.PENANAyhpc1DGEK6
31Please respect copyright.PENANAeKPvSOhq8l
31Please respect copyright.PENANApf2knS1a4A
ns3.15.226.5da2 31Please respect copyright.PENANA3yq49dElWQ
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。31Please respect copyright.PENANAjv9UegLBr2
31Please respect copyright.PENANAfdoexXEWf6
……31Please respect copyright.PENANAxkK7a6TFNj
31Please respect copyright.PENANAKOrwi2HAbN
31Please respect copyright.PENANAiwFBZMOtLS
31Please respect copyright.PENANAj0zdvPbjPg
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──31Please respect copyright.PENANAFo7qki18T7
31Please respect copyright.PENANA7pdzh3E8q0
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。31Please respect copyright.PENANA2xT8JmnQvf
31Please respect copyright.PENANAD8sIEkqxnZ
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。31Please respect copyright.PENANApKAU0niKl4
31Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0RkMrmSrE
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。31Please respect copyright.PENANA57iKH0RJek
31Please respect copyright.PENANA3t3DWHjeRh
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。31Please respect copyright.PENANAGZnXNT2Hp5
31Please respect copyright.PENANAaFdhlbAtov
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。31Please respect copyright.PENANA6TrdlIAzLP
31Please respect copyright.PENANAf6Qt3X0YIC
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。31Please respect copyright.PENANANACVVAsZqL
31Please respect copyright.PENANAbrqnCAa71E
然後一起出了幾次任務。31Please respect copyright.PENANAmEizR1EJMg
31Please respect copyright.PENANAMmmtAZ5ZKx
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。31Please respect copyright.PENANAN9m04mbgKK
31Please respect copyright.PENANAlhAcR2hpNS
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。31Please respect copyright.PENANApytqJWRJ8Z
31Please respect copyright.PENANAU3DDzl5yRa
可是……31Please respect copyright.PENANAQiJFAIyoCk
31Please respect copyright.PENANAm4y8YSMtnB
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」31Please respect copyright.PENANAHaSMEJWYoo
31Please respect copyright.PENANAC7uK5YA9By
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。31Please respect copyright.PENANA26RcCBpOqv
31Please respect copyright.PENANAXH3H3BiDdw
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。31Please respect copyright.PENANAvMo3BkxXCY
31Please respect copyright.PENANAgUIyXFskOE
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。31Please respect copyright.PENANAZuwtmCfZnB
31Please respect copyright.PENANAamfvzmzNNH
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。31Please respect copyright.PENANA7t1rEI6g3x
31Please respect copyright.PENANAlj0KzO3ed2
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。31Please respect copyright.PENANAAh0mlS7rlM
31Please respect copyright.PENANABJRLmEB2Nu
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。31Please respect copyright.PENANAKzLNJgoE4n
31Please respect copyright.PENANALcfAzxJZ5H
原來自己也會逃避。31Please respect copyright.PENANA909M50iNhE
31Please respect copyright.PENANAiR4XgMMmvq
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?31Please respect copyright.PENANAF09V6vJKuW
31Please respect copyright.PENANA8j4rzSlHOf
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……31Please respect copyright.PENANAjP68tKGSTQ
31Please respect copyright.PENANAUvqa1MRO0e
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。31Please respect copyright.PENANAKsUiMyc8Sf
31Please respect copyright.PENANAs5eO7DEBDK
……31Please respect copyright.PENANALbnCkXFH7d
31Please respect copyright.PENANAdpvRRSmT06
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……31Please respect copyright.PENANASvQfOlAPJC
31Please respect copyright.PENANANBStRmlnjO
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?31Please respect copyright.PENANAMSbHh64c1h
31Please respect copyright.PENANArBnLCXg1sQ
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?31Please respect copyright.PENANAHeuRjjK4Xt
31Please respect copyright.PENANAE7ThRqmQ3b
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?31Please respect copyright.PENANAHsF8G4BRCZ
31Please respect copyright.PENANAipr12POap7
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。31Please respect copyright.PENANAzAAR6em1Z5
31Please respect copyright.PENANAMBuAZ5dxhS
這到底是為什麼?31Please respect copyright.PENANA17lGi3f54n
31Please respect copyright.PENANAbYDbrgRCaq
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?31Please respect copyright.PENANALKMTHj920K
31Please respect copyright.PENANAs8yNDOT4gz
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?31Please respect copyright.PENANA5cQcNMlhtj
31Please respect copyright.PENANAIwzZmnvnu4
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?31Please respect copyright.PENANAggsPAeMGuZ
31Please respect copyright.PENANATMKN7b1kS4
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。31Please respect copyright.PENANASHLo9cFv1L
31Please respect copyright.PENANArxDGYGnjES
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。31Please respect copyright.PENANAhyebrYd0Ha
31Please respect copyright.PENANAiUpHGtqZGE
……也該問問自己為什麼了。31Please respect copyright.PENANA5xSnqbtPOM
31Please respect copyright.PENANAHJuaiy3mwN
可不是?31Please respect copyright.PENANAVnVzoIVFgF
31Please respect copyright.PENANAYxzUC0a91S
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。31Please respect copyright.PENANA7tcIpWOK6d
31Please respect copyright.PENANAbj2jGhyaru
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!31Please respect copyright.PENANAqPfWVWWf4L
31Please respect copyright.PENANAHCCEFs9IVR
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。31Please respect copyright.PENANAFHNtVdamg2
31Please respect copyright.PENANARRx6bn7fvW
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。31Please respect copyright.PENANA3GyfFTpE0D
31Please respect copyright.PENANAHWEiUBk5zf
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?31Please respect copyright.PENANAeqk5USixKj
31Please respect copyright.PENANAFYXNvNqs6h
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……31Please respect copyright.PENANAbsbBTaIQNn
31Please respect copyright.PENANA7O5Zp02Vlf
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。31Please respect copyright.PENANAqSVDkeJEfs
31Please respect copyright.PENANApXor68Hxvd
這就是答案。31Please respect copyright.PENANAI7GN9Th8Uz
31Please respect copyright.PENANAOarXIv4RzQ
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。31Please respect copyright.PENANA3qJAJsm87R
31Please respect copyright.PENANARYgnf2KD7j
…………31Please respect copyright.PENANAo9oKc2166g
31Please respect copyright.PENANAiGuSt2VGA3
……31Please respect copyright.PENANAEXJnNIaFLI
31Please respect copyright.PENANAyhpc1DGEK6
31Please respect copyright.PENANAeKPvSOhq8l
31Please respect copyright.PENANApf2knS1a4A