也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。34Please respect copyright.PENANAks8OQSmsv9
34Please respect copyright.PENANAofVPEgIuSX
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。34Please respect copyright.PENANAvtOuMlCTux
34Please respect copyright.PENANAR0MvNu7bNJ
……34Please respect copyright.PENANAOElxfCrXVW
34Please respect copyright.PENANAncua5zJ6ht
34Please respect copyright.PENANAfGSoSSmQyO
34Please respect copyright.PENANAzdQLf3y6Yj
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──34Please respect copyright.PENANAFxIDOEAYzo
34Please respect copyright.PENANAFflgEWWO99
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。34Please respect copyright.PENANA0v1oheQWRb
34Please respect copyright.PENANACHIgrQJDlO
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。34Please respect copyright.PENANAf0BhgsHzZ9
34Please respect copyright.PENANAiaRRF5KlUE
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。34Please respect copyright.PENANA42wgrayVcU
34Please respect copyright.PENANA7dbjYh5N8B
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。34Please respect copyright.PENANA5zMbZw6MUP
34Please respect copyright.PENANAnZtU94D5Cm
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。34Please respect copyright.PENANAEpykSQTQAr
34Please respect copyright.PENANAC9r7LbzYjn
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。34Please respect copyright.PENANARAqeVV5PyV
34Please respect copyright.PENANAsZO15nzNzp
然後一起出了幾次任務。34Please respect copyright.PENANAca0gJyxQJz
34Please respect copyright.PENANAXqay6y2lrZ
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。34Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9FWrcTY2F
34Please respect copyright.PENANAcQvMejnFdG
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。34Please respect copyright.PENANAQYcT7V9wzo
34Please respect copyright.PENANATRDy6c5Hnh
可是……34Please respect copyright.PENANAg1izAZFcm7
34Please respect copyright.PENANA87Tt2GkAKh
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」34Please respect copyright.PENANAFsqMgrrQbh
34Please respect copyright.PENANAjGKAsjQv4h
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。34Please respect copyright.PENANA3u0ZeKv5F6
34Please respect copyright.PENANAoqWvqpwKMq
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。34Please respect copyright.PENANAa5MaY1AqMX
34Please respect copyright.PENANA8FxZe0PHu3
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。34Please respect copyright.PENANAp9tjSi5ubS
34Please respect copyright.PENANASPOSoNpaIp
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。34Please respect copyright.PENANAUzEEBFbvyc
34Please respect copyright.PENANA3bN3UFoZKO
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。34Please respect copyright.PENANAYi8FNu9JzT
34Please respect copyright.PENANAqesCOgHYcR
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。34Please respect copyright.PENANAgZGjieKxAo
34Please respect copyright.PENANAGGB0DE4QBh
原來自己也會逃避。34Please respect copyright.PENANAQeYClOG79I
34Please respect copyright.PENANAZP1noe06lw
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?34Please respect copyright.PENANAADE4TnsMo4
34Please respect copyright.PENANABKKJGAyoT6
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……34Please respect copyright.PENANAKrogQz2t1z
34Please respect copyright.PENANA18idrmXlEk
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。34Please respect copyright.PENANAxXtiCKRidL
34Please respect copyright.PENANAMg6Oe1Cmuq
……34Please respect copyright.PENANA2LXboe6r7c
34Please respect copyright.PENANArwBtBJipnv
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……34Please respect copyright.PENANA0F19XPil0S
34Please respect copyright.PENANA6Uh1lYg7FF
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?34Please respect copyright.PENANADo5PD4mhsv
34Please respect copyright.PENANAOdXzDvMUh1
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?34Please respect copyright.PENANASG5cybREnF
34Please respect copyright.PENANAdjSdKNLoUS
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?34Please respect copyright.PENANAYfNkauVePk
34Please respect copyright.PENANAIpCRUYr68n
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。34Please respect copyright.PENANA2pImkJLwFE
34Please respect copyright.PENANAGaMuwuDatH
這到底是為什麼?34Please respect copyright.PENANA01k4tOK2Th
34Please respect copyright.PENANAqpfaeEhf1d
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?34Please respect copyright.PENANAiA79LVNfeX
34Please respect copyright.PENANAvr3uCTMEhB
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?34Please respect copyright.PENANAxfy3u5KbOY
34Please respect copyright.PENANADisgQNLDIb
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?34Please respect copyright.PENANAOWnE64PTSj
34Please respect copyright.PENANAKr6q7R1g9B
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。34Please respect copyright.PENANAuaTVxmeUlQ
34Please respect copyright.PENANAxyrINMGKDb
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。34Please respect copyright.PENANA8Z7Sym8mOJ
34Please respect copyright.PENANAMVrwQnZvxF
……也該問問自己為什麼了。34Please respect copyright.PENANAOmiWqX4TdC
34Please respect copyright.PENANAysdBuufGBo
可不是?34Please respect copyright.PENANAViBPIRhWkP
34Please respect copyright.PENANAXN997EKRVH
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。34Please respect copyright.PENANA8NtdqFHgiA
34Please respect copyright.PENANAzPlTTSAuCJ
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!34Please respect copyright.PENANAPhmoZc2MVY
34Please respect copyright.PENANAbsloG9ruBG
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。34Please respect copyright.PENANAiR8k4FpJYp
34Please respect copyright.PENANARxPJXuNa4J
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。34Please respect copyright.PENANATBTmOPQ635
34Please respect copyright.PENANAE1k0Xgm0uv
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?34Please respect copyright.PENANA7fSMaYGBuU
34Please respect copyright.PENANAU7zsJrxM5s
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……34Please respect copyright.PENANAxkNh0kl6SH
34Please respect copyright.PENANA7nEYaP6NlK
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。34Please respect copyright.PENANAsxB3CNWi9Z
34Please respect copyright.PENANAthwwp0M4TK
這就是答案。34Please respect copyright.PENANAuJepGrzdyA
34Please respect copyright.PENANA9gcv0mTI4M
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。34Please respect copyright.PENANAAYDvz6C4KO
34Please respect copyright.PENANAn8OzEGkX8w
…………34Please respect copyright.PENANAPnkxs7EdEF
34Please respect copyright.PENANAHlxMtuzYqt
……34Please respect copyright.PENANAgwSwYXKk2A
34Please respect copyright.PENANAc8e0RytAlF
34Please respect copyright.PENANAG1e8CObshq
34Please respect copyright.PENANAVE2DEboFVN
ns216.73.216.117da2 34Please respect copyright.PENANAofVPEgIuSX
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。34Please respect copyright.PENANAvtOuMlCTux
34Please respect copyright.PENANAR0MvNu7bNJ
……34Please respect copyright.PENANAOElxfCrXVW
34Please respect copyright.PENANAncua5zJ6ht
34Please respect copyright.PENANAfGSoSSmQyO
34Please respect copyright.PENANAzdQLf3y6Yj
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──34Please respect copyright.PENANAFxIDOEAYzo
34Please respect copyright.PENANAFflgEWWO99
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。34Please respect copyright.PENANA0v1oheQWRb
34Please respect copyright.PENANACHIgrQJDlO
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。34Please respect copyright.PENANAf0BhgsHzZ9
34Please respect copyright.PENANAiaRRF5KlUE
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。34Please respect copyright.PENANA42wgrayVcU
34Please respect copyright.PENANA7dbjYh5N8B
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。34Please respect copyright.PENANA5zMbZw6MUP
34Please respect copyright.PENANAnZtU94D5Cm
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。34Please respect copyright.PENANAEpykSQTQAr
34Please respect copyright.PENANAC9r7LbzYjn
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。34Please respect copyright.PENANARAqeVV5PyV
34Please respect copyright.PENANAsZO15nzNzp
然後一起出了幾次任務。34Please respect copyright.PENANAca0gJyxQJz
34Please respect copyright.PENANAXqay6y2lrZ
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。34Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9FWrcTY2F
34Please respect copyright.PENANAcQvMejnFdG
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。34Please respect copyright.PENANAQYcT7V9wzo
34Please respect copyright.PENANATRDy6c5Hnh
可是……34Please respect copyright.PENANAg1izAZFcm7
34Please respect copyright.PENANA87Tt2GkAKh
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」34Please respect copyright.PENANAFsqMgrrQbh
34Please respect copyright.PENANAjGKAsjQv4h
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。34Please respect copyright.PENANA3u0ZeKv5F6
34Please respect copyright.PENANAoqWvqpwKMq
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。34Please respect copyright.PENANAa5MaY1AqMX
34Please respect copyright.PENANA8FxZe0PHu3
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。34Please respect copyright.PENANAp9tjSi5ubS
34Please respect copyright.PENANASPOSoNpaIp
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。34Please respect copyright.PENANAUzEEBFbvyc
34Please respect copyright.PENANA3bN3UFoZKO
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。34Please respect copyright.PENANAYi8FNu9JzT
34Please respect copyright.PENANAqesCOgHYcR
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。34Please respect copyright.PENANAgZGjieKxAo
34Please respect copyright.PENANAGGB0DE4QBh
原來自己也會逃避。34Please respect copyright.PENANAQeYClOG79I
34Please respect copyright.PENANAZP1noe06lw
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?34Please respect copyright.PENANAADE4TnsMo4
34Please respect copyright.PENANABKKJGAyoT6
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……34Please respect copyright.PENANAKrogQz2t1z
34Please respect copyright.PENANA18idrmXlEk
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。34Please respect copyright.PENANAxXtiCKRidL
34Please respect copyright.PENANAMg6Oe1Cmuq
……34Please respect copyright.PENANA2LXboe6r7c
34Please respect copyright.PENANArwBtBJipnv
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……34Please respect copyright.PENANA0F19XPil0S
34Please respect copyright.PENANA6Uh1lYg7FF
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?34Please respect copyright.PENANADo5PD4mhsv
34Please respect copyright.PENANAOdXzDvMUh1
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?34Please respect copyright.PENANASG5cybREnF
34Please respect copyright.PENANAdjSdKNLoUS
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?34Please respect copyright.PENANAYfNkauVePk
34Please respect copyright.PENANAIpCRUYr68n
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。34Please respect copyright.PENANA2pImkJLwFE
34Please respect copyright.PENANAGaMuwuDatH
這到底是為什麼?34Please respect copyright.PENANA01k4tOK2Th
34Please respect copyright.PENANAqpfaeEhf1d
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?34Please respect copyright.PENANAiA79LVNfeX
34Please respect copyright.PENANAvr3uCTMEhB
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?34Please respect copyright.PENANAxfy3u5KbOY
34Please respect copyright.PENANADisgQNLDIb
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?34Please respect copyright.PENANAOWnE64PTSj
34Please respect copyright.PENANAKr6q7R1g9B
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。34Please respect copyright.PENANAuaTVxmeUlQ
34Please respect copyright.PENANAxyrINMGKDb
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。34Please respect copyright.PENANA8Z7Sym8mOJ
34Please respect copyright.PENANAMVrwQnZvxF
……也該問問自己為什麼了。34Please respect copyright.PENANAOmiWqX4TdC
34Please respect copyright.PENANAysdBuufGBo
可不是?34Please respect copyright.PENANAViBPIRhWkP
34Please respect copyright.PENANAXN997EKRVH
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。34Please respect copyright.PENANA8NtdqFHgiA
34Please respect copyright.PENANAzPlTTSAuCJ
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!34Please respect copyright.PENANAPhmoZc2MVY
34Please respect copyright.PENANAbsloG9ruBG
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。34Please respect copyright.PENANAiR8k4FpJYp
34Please respect copyright.PENANARxPJXuNa4J
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。34Please respect copyright.PENANATBTmOPQ635
34Please respect copyright.PENANAE1k0Xgm0uv
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?34Please respect copyright.PENANA7fSMaYGBuU
34Please respect copyright.PENANAU7zsJrxM5s
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……34Please respect copyright.PENANAxkNh0kl6SH
34Please respect copyright.PENANA7nEYaP6NlK
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。34Please respect copyright.PENANAsxB3CNWi9Z
34Please respect copyright.PENANAthwwp0M4TK
這就是答案。34Please respect copyright.PENANAuJepGrzdyA
34Please respect copyright.PENANA9gcv0mTI4M
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。34Please respect copyright.PENANAAYDvz6C4KO
34Please respect copyright.PENANAn8OzEGkX8w
…………34Please respect copyright.PENANAPnkxs7EdEF
34Please respect copyright.PENANAHlxMtuzYqt
……34Please respect copyright.PENANAgwSwYXKk2A
34Please respect copyright.PENANAc8e0RytAlF
34Please respect copyright.PENANAG1e8CObshq
34Please respect copyright.PENANAVE2DEboFVN