也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。38Please respect copyright.PENANAKOswTyvSUa
38Please respect copyright.PENANAL3qhk5RuUP
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。38Please respect copyright.PENANAWCD5qUkk9w
38Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7jN0dUvTp
……38Please respect copyright.PENANAT0K4dPqidM
38Please respect copyright.PENANAXBlNdtzlUB
38Please respect copyright.PENANAQIZWMrQnmX
38Please respect copyright.PENANAUZg8LfZcx4
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──38Please respect copyright.PENANAqlnQo59M2u
38Please respect copyright.PENANAy1cJ0KhA3m
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。38Please respect copyright.PENANAfQ9CGzkyxE
38Please respect copyright.PENANAoENzhen86M
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。38Please respect copyright.PENANASrsQMSBKWi
38Please respect copyright.PENANAANhkvmjy1r
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。38Please respect copyright.PENANAHV5QYNbLqm
38Please respect copyright.PENANANz85du4phU
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。38Please respect copyright.PENANAuciFKYQ9Te
38Please respect copyright.PENANAYG5uE9tNWH
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。38Please respect copyright.PENANAxAhjdIeWt4
38Please respect copyright.PENANAu79zO2IajN
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。38Please respect copyright.PENANAyDA0DiMyG5
38Please respect copyright.PENANA2XMGFjWqSg
然後一起出了幾次任務。38Please respect copyright.PENANAfOwoDM1RAs
38Please respect copyright.PENANA2o9l0FxF3D
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。38Please respect copyright.PENANAfg4tccCs40
38Please respect copyright.PENANAKvr9Dqvd92
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。38Please respect copyright.PENANA7rN6KGWCIv
38Please respect copyright.PENANAvXuAizA1Lu
可是……38Please respect copyright.PENANAlknpUO9P2t
38Please respect copyright.PENANAhNrvmLjlJc
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAcmLYuzkpEP
38Please respect copyright.PENANATrmcXhUFQj
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。38Please respect copyright.PENANAdin31uIbq9
38Please respect copyright.PENANAOleWaoAzFR
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。38Please respect copyright.PENANA7qNL65vQeO
38Please respect copyright.PENANA8qCww8iH0W
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。38Please respect copyright.PENANAvJxxfNT9L8
38Please respect copyright.PENANAr3fexWazQ9
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。38Please respect copyright.PENANAuCcJkt4alo
38Please respect copyright.PENANAwjhhfA9X1f
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。38Please respect copyright.PENANAEIJuLPiSDC
38Please respect copyright.PENANAGtX8RrvZ0q
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。38Please respect copyright.PENANAAiBM3hz7cE
38Please respect copyright.PENANAK8N5zo7WS8
原來自己也會逃避。38Please respect copyright.PENANAMuYOMaZGZv
38Please respect copyright.PENANAJpqHMDGraX
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?38Please respect copyright.PENANA9hfTqApoa0
38Please respect copyright.PENANAfOAJqssQj0
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……38Please respect copyright.PENANAIFaKVubkuG
38Please respect copyright.PENANAvcVU1hAIay
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。38Please respect copyright.PENANAcuI9krPeSf
38Please respect copyright.PENANAiIbtGk0gsb
……38Please respect copyright.PENANA1Qyyx7wcLq
38Please respect copyright.PENANAEEHgQkZa3Q
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……38Please respect copyright.PENANA0mbC3uGIol
38Please respect copyright.PENANAhWXaJicpfL
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?38Please respect copyright.PENANAQfJ9erWrM1
38Please respect copyright.PENANADhbW0BRU0N
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?38Please respect copyright.PENANAqqrSwaeNzG
38Please respect copyright.PENANAaZZWiEahps
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?38Please respect copyright.PENANAPAGRJ0mw9m
38Please respect copyright.PENANAYoSFU8SYj5
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。38Please respect copyright.PENANAjNyHRKnujd
38Please respect copyright.PENANAVxAkbFzdVv
這到底是為什麼?38Please respect copyright.PENANApSu10dsHAT
38Please respect copyright.PENANAOdY1agG2qj
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?38Please respect copyright.PENANA4xPKHpOhMy
38Please respect copyright.PENANAjXiehdcmiU
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?38Please respect copyright.PENANA3MYdwmJ91d
38Please respect copyright.PENANAG6GcSqbce1
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?38Please respect copyright.PENANA9JZOV7BKjQ
38Please respect copyright.PENANAa9YTa7L6ia
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。38Please respect copyright.PENANA8xuTVCxr51
38Please respect copyright.PENANAvP5mONCEaT
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。38Please respect copyright.PENANAkDeMxBLCzt
38Please respect copyright.PENANAzT3ZiZnEiO
……也該問問自己為什麼了。38Please respect copyright.PENANALUsuDESGcD
38Please respect copyright.PENANAhvJYtL4OTq
可不是?38Please respect copyright.PENANAtwW3LRmntQ
38Please respect copyright.PENANAjso2eoSFV1
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。38Please respect copyright.PENANAOylfRrR7oG
38Please respect copyright.PENANAc2lgJLD9MF
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!38Please respect copyright.PENANAI7MYFjEM0Y
38Please respect copyright.PENANAWuQpqVxm0J
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。38Please respect copyright.PENANA8BcTgqLDLQ
38Please respect copyright.PENANAFZbdOFDDXD
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。38Please respect copyright.PENANAz3ByM8ISxU
38Please respect copyright.PENANA8OkrJqaTNp
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?38Please respect copyright.PENANACl0pZRqEdd
38Please respect copyright.PENANAlWxzukPoTd
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……38Please respect copyright.PENANAGxxBYwQ4QH
38Please respect copyright.PENANAOkoge48FTt
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。38Please respect copyright.PENANApJWI7kOBZ6
38Please respect copyright.PENANArAaigv1AmD
這就是答案。38Please respect copyright.PENANAZMwVXed18g
38Please respect copyright.PENANAFBgRfKynxb
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。38Please respect copyright.PENANA7pClSyNMcF
38Please respect copyright.PENANA8HKYCEK7AB
…………38Please respect copyright.PENANAmnfVgHnt72
38Please respect copyright.PENANAPSe4g140ZF
……38Please respect copyright.PENANA8u3TTm1pwh
38Please respect copyright.PENANA9lwQSeeJ63
38Please respect copyright.PENANAeQIgFUV8Va
38Please respect copyright.PENANAxu60iIRLI9
ns216.73.216.117da2 38Please respect copyright.PENANAL3qhk5RuUP
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。38Please respect copyright.PENANAWCD5qUkk9w
38Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7jN0dUvTp
……38Please respect copyright.PENANAT0K4dPqidM
38Please respect copyright.PENANAXBlNdtzlUB
38Please respect copyright.PENANAQIZWMrQnmX
38Please respect copyright.PENANAUZg8LfZcx4
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──38Please respect copyright.PENANAqlnQo59M2u
38Please respect copyright.PENANAy1cJ0KhA3m
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。38Please respect copyright.PENANAfQ9CGzkyxE
38Please respect copyright.PENANAoENzhen86M
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。38Please respect copyright.PENANASrsQMSBKWi
38Please respect copyright.PENANAANhkvmjy1r
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。38Please respect copyright.PENANAHV5QYNbLqm
38Please respect copyright.PENANANz85du4phU
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。38Please respect copyright.PENANAuciFKYQ9Te
38Please respect copyright.PENANAYG5uE9tNWH
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。38Please respect copyright.PENANAxAhjdIeWt4
38Please respect copyright.PENANAu79zO2IajN
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。38Please respect copyright.PENANAyDA0DiMyG5
38Please respect copyright.PENANA2XMGFjWqSg
然後一起出了幾次任務。38Please respect copyright.PENANAfOwoDM1RAs
38Please respect copyright.PENANA2o9l0FxF3D
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。38Please respect copyright.PENANAfg4tccCs40
38Please respect copyright.PENANAKvr9Dqvd92
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。38Please respect copyright.PENANA7rN6KGWCIv
38Please respect copyright.PENANAvXuAizA1Lu
可是……38Please respect copyright.PENANAlknpUO9P2t
38Please respect copyright.PENANAhNrvmLjlJc
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」38Please respect copyright.PENANAcmLYuzkpEP
38Please respect copyright.PENANATrmcXhUFQj
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。38Please respect copyright.PENANAdin31uIbq9
38Please respect copyright.PENANAOleWaoAzFR
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。38Please respect copyright.PENANA7qNL65vQeO
38Please respect copyright.PENANA8qCww8iH0W
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。38Please respect copyright.PENANAvJxxfNT9L8
38Please respect copyright.PENANAr3fexWazQ9
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。38Please respect copyright.PENANAuCcJkt4alo
38Please respect copyright.PENANAwjhhfA9X1f
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。38Please respect copyright.PENANAEIJuLPiSDC
38Please respect copyright.PENANAGtX8RrvZ0q
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。38Please respect copyright.PENANAAiBM3hz7cE
38Please respect copyright.PENANAK8N5zo7WS8
原來自己也會逃避。38Please respect copyright.PENANAMuYOMaZGZv
38Please respect copyright.PENANAJpqHMDGraX
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?38Please respect copyright.PENANA9hfTqApoa0
38Please respect copyright.PENANAfOAJqssQj0
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……38Please respect copyright.PENANAIFaKVubkuG
38Please respect copyright.PENANAvcVU1hAIay
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。38Please respect copyright.PENANAcuI9krPeSf
38Please respect copyright.PENANAiIbtGk0gsb
……38Please respect copyright.PENANA1Qyyx7wcLq
38Please respect copyright.PENANAEEHgQkZa3Q
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……38Please respect copyright.PENANA0mbC3uGIol
38Please respect copyright.PENANAhWXaJicpfL
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?38Please respect copyright.PENANAQfJ9erWrM1
38Please respect copyright.PENANADhbW0BRU0N
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?38Please respect copyright.PENANAqqrSwaeNzG
38Please respect copyright.PENANAaZZWiEahps
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?38Please respect copyright.PENANAPAGRJ0mw9m
38Please respect copyright.PENANAYoSFU8SYj5
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。38Please respect copyright.PENANAjNyHRKnujd
38Please respect copyright.PENANAVxAkbFzdVv
這到底是為什麼?38Please respect copyright.PENANApSu10dsHAT
38Please respect copyright.PENANAOdY1agG2qj
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?38Please respect copyright.PENANA4xPKHpOhMy
38Please respect copyright.PENANAjXiehdcmiU
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?38Please respect copyright.PENANA3MYdwmJ91d
38Please respect copyright.PENANAG6GcSqbce1
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?38Please respect copyright.PENANA9JZOV7BKjQ
38Please respect copyright.PENANAa9YTa7L6ia
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。38Please respect copyright.PENANA8xuTVCxr51
38Please respect copyright.PENANAvP5mONCEaT
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。38Please respect copyright.PENANAkDeMxBLCzt
38Please respect copyright.PENANAzT3ZiZnEiO
……也該問問自己為什麼了。38Please respect copyright.PENANALUsuDESGcD
38Please respect copyright.PENANAhvJYtL4OTq
可不是?38Please respect copyright.PENANAtwW3LRmntQ
38Please respect copyright.PENANAjso2eoSFV1
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。38Please respect copyright.PENANAOylfRrR7oG
38Please respect copyright.PENANAc2lgJLD9MF
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!38Please respect copyright.PENANAI7MYFjEM0Y
38Please respect copyright.PENANAWuQpqVxm0J
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。38Please respect copyright.PENANA8BcTgqLDLQ
38Please respect copyright.PENANAFZbdOFDDXD
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。38Please respect copyright.PENANAz3ByM8ISxU
38Please respect copyright.PENANA8OkrJqaTNp
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?38Please respect copyright.PENANACl0pZRqEdd
38Please respect copyright.PENANAlWxzukPoTd
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……38Please respect copyright.PENANAGxxBYwQ4QH
38Please respect copyright.PENANAOkoge48FTt
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。38Please respect copyright.PENANApJWI7kOBZ6
38Please respect copyright.PENANArAaigv1AmD
這就是答案。38Please respect copyright.PENANAZMwVXed18g
38Please respect copyright.PENANAFBgRfKynxb
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。38Please respect copyright.PENANA7pClSyNMcF
38Please respect copyright.PENANA8HKYCEK7AB
…………38Please respect copyright.PENANAmnfVgHnt72
38Please respect copyright.PENANAPSe4g140ZF
……38Please respect copyright.PENANA8u3TTm1pwh
38Please respect copyright.PENANA9lwQSeeJ63
38Please respect copyright.PENANAeQIgFUV8Va
38Please respect copyright.PENANAxu60iIRLI9