也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。42Please respect copyright.PENANA5odSNWTR3P
42Please respect copyright.PENANAspLpfOchnJ
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。42Please respect copyright.PENANAPAYoeRBQzI
42Please respect copyright.PENANA6hiAoITAjg
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAKpwndEaXq1
42Please respect copyright.PENANAvuBJPj4Kjz
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0k4eWr8qGY
42Please respect copyright.PENANAeASALPJ8gh
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──42Please respect copyright.PENANAHbXphbJAY0
42Please respect copyright.PENANAur0lI1uK4T
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。42Please respect copyright.PENANApqF485ZveK
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAqGH4LxJM8
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOvdnkgT5mm
42Please respect copyright.PENANAPoJK7c9N59
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。42Please respect copyright.PENANAQLcHe9LIAH
42Please respect copyright.PENANAFHclNc1jBC
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。42Please respect copyright.PENANAXjSAK2MQGp
42Please respect copyright.PENANAHyEwx2wKvc
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。42Please respect copyright.PENANA3BLJzbfS6f
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0CnDyNnO9Z
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。42Please respect copyright.PENANAZU9QGedpn0
42Please respect copyright.PENANAEawyZcM006
然後一起出了幾次任務。42Please respect copyright.PENANAUaSiX5o5yg
42Please respect copyright.PENANAFBIP1413Hg
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。42Please respect copyright.PENANAgfF1qlg49e
42Please respect copyright.PENANAeo5fUbyjv5
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。42Please respect copyright.PENANAtxFolh9CV1
42Please respect copyright.PENANA2yJ3cV5lhe
可是……42Please respect copyright.PENANAsVOfK65ht6
42Please respect copyright.PENANAnZ7cemuoSm
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAkSga9tECH3
42Please respect copyright.PENANA9URNu14G5T
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。42Please respect copyright.PENANA2DqkXGZS9H
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQBJmPd91fq
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。42Please respect copyright.PENANAWKc4AQBmAz
42Please respect copyright.PENANArHh2czyWxZ
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4Q3NN0G7C3
42Please respect copyright.PENANAarRaZBjcYe
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。42Please respect copyright.PENANAXNWH3VHorF
42Please respect copyright.PENANAGbXTEXu8TW
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。42Please respect copyright.PENANAMWHP0sXHXH
42Please respect copyright.PENANACMlbgIYV6x
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。42Please respect copyright.PENANAgVIzgHQ27s
42Please respect copyright.PENANAlhZorX6MIE
原來自己也會逃避。42Please respect copyright.PENANAZxwOumu09g
42Please respect copyright.PENANAEYpQOPSbop
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?42Please respect copyright.PENANAfvqm4pg3BO
42Please respect copyright.PENANARYe2LJ6xyn
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……42Please respect copyright.PENANAgt2ku7WiNg
42Please respect copyright.PENANAkiIxCJYStV
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。42Please respect copyright.PENANAHJbvLb0El6
42Please respect copyright.PENANAMALUuD4IHi
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAQwPZPGXsSI
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWGSALUbZP8
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……42Please respect copyright.PENANA6of1SkttlA
42Please respect copyright.PENANASIts0T6Dh6
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?42Please respect copyright.PENANAnzlXdEr3Cy
42Please respect copyright.PENANAnv53auaL2Y
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?42Please respect copyright.PENANApV0xRYG5Do
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3RoHmvWkIa
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAP0xP15t21W
42Please respect copyright.PENANA6P3wFiqMiL
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。42Please respect copyright.PENANAYkM6hFQ75k
42Please respect copyright.PENANAzdWGXeMfcD
這到底是為什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAdcDhBZUNiT
42Please respect copyright.PENANA5ekvEl03Zu
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?42Please respect copyright.PENANAgbMM55OybX
42Please respect copyright.PENANADLnU4x1cq4
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?42Please respect copyright.PENANApyMiMoItdX
42Please respect copyright.PENANA7rcmwh1IS7
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?42Please respect copyright.PENANA0r2N1pNcNr
42Please respect copyright.PENANARRmjeFbjYe
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。42Please respect copyright.PENANAC6frBJR3No
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhpx4YpM7ns
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。42Please respect copyright.PENANAe7h0vwVKmw
42Please respect copyright.PENANAbR4rDBxJPr
……也該問問自己為什麼了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAeKJhLOtbhg
42Please respect copyright.PENANAIkQqWTIYLk
可不是?42Please respect copyright.PENANApP8gvocJ9S
42Please respect copyright.PENANAL5JFZULXFf
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOT9V1HN23I
42Please respect copyright.PENANAN8yLvaSiQW
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!42Please respect copyright.PENANADjczGd2HDt
42Please respect copyright.PENANAGI9TzMc5D8
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。42Please respect copyright.PENANABLERzA9iQt
42Please respect copyright.PENANABvyMAeC0jV
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVh5sC1ARKt
42Please respect copyright.PENANALoXGdkUK0W
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAc7RUFqDfVM
42Please respect copyright.PENANA1gWCmIITYE
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……42Please respect copyright.PENANAir8EWnsUbW
42Please respect copyright.PENANAaFfpaHvBSn
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOJDKKTRVQV
42Please respect copyright.PENANAnMSwe2wYlZ
這就是答案。42Please respect copyright.PENANAdeso46dqjn
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0zQkF3HrWn
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。42Please respect copyright.PENANAAJa4qP5J99
42Please respect copyright.PENANAVAcYwoSXdj
…………42Please respect copyright.PENANAJy59kahi4G
42Please respect copyright.PENANAq63UjNKOfq
……42Please respect copyright.PENANA0EFDN3sbE8
42Please respect copyright.PENANA8NOTMwcG32
42Please respect copyright.PENANAqNGwWw4yqs
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3FAYZxb2I
ns216.73.216.187da2 42Please respect copyright.PENANAspLpfOchnJ
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。42Please respect copyright.PENANAPAYoeRBQzI
42Please respect copyright.PENANA6hiAoITAjg
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAKpwndEaXq1
42Please respect copyright.PENANAvuBJPj4Kjz
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0k4eWr8qGY
42Please respect copyright.PENANAeASALPJ8gh
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──42Please respect copyright.PENANAHbXphbJAY0
42Please respect copyright.PENANAur0lI1uK4T
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。42Please respect copyright.PENANApqF485ZveK
42Please respect copyright.PENANAAqGH4LxJM8
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOvdnkgT5mm
42Please respect copyright.PENANAPoJK7c9N59
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。42Please respect copyright.PENANAQLcHe9LIAH
42Please respect copyright.PENANAFHclNc1jBC
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。42Please respect copyright.PENANAXjSAK2MQGp
42Please respect copyright.PENANAHyEwx2wKvc
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。42Please respect copyright.PENANA3BLJzbfS6f
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0CnDyNnO9Z
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。42Please respect copyright.PENANAZU9QGedpn0
42Please respect copyright.PENANAEawyZcM006
然後一起出了幾次任務。42Please respect copyright.PENANAUaSiX5o5yg
42Please respect copyright.PENANAFBIP1413Hg
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。42Please respect copyright.PENANAgfF1qlg49e
42Please respect copyright.PENANAeo5fUbyjv5
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。42Please respect copyright.PENANAtxFolh9CV1
42Please respect copyright.PENANA2yJ3cV5lhe
可是……42Please respect copyright.PENANAsVOfK65ht6
42Please respect copyright.PENANAnZ7cemuoSm
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」42Please respect copyright.PENANAkSga9tECH3
42Please respect copyright.PENANA9URNu14G5T
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。42Please respect copyright.PENANA2DqkXGZS9H
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQBJmPd91fq
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。42Please respect copyright.PENANAWKc4AQBmAz
42Please respect copyright.PENANArHh2czyWxZ
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。42Please respect copyright.PENANA4Q3NN0G7C3
42Please respect copyright.PENANAarRaZBjcYe
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。42Please respect copyright.PENANAXNWH3VHorF
42Please respect copyright.PENANAGbXTEXu8TW
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。42Please respect copyright.PENANAMWHP0sXHXH
42Please respect copyright.PENANACMlbgIYV6x
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。42Please respect copyright.PENANAgVIzgHQ27s
42Please respect copyright.PENANAlhZorX6MIE
原來自己也會逃避。42Please respect copyright.PENANAZxwOumu09g
42Please respect copyright.PENANAEYpQOPSbop
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?42Please respect copyright.PENANAfvqm4pg3BO
42Please respect copyright.PENANARYe2LJ6xyn
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……42Please respect copyright.PENANAgt2ku7WiNg
42Please respect copyright.PENANAkiIxCJYStV
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。42Please respect copyright.PENANAHJbvLb0El6
42Please respect copyright.PENANAMALUuD4IHi
……42Please respect copyright.PENANAQwPZPGXsSI
42Please respect copyright.PENANAWGSALUbZP8
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……42Please respect copyright.PENANA6of1SkttlA
42Please respect copyright.PENANASIts0T6Dh6
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?42Please respect copyright.PENANAnzlXdEr3Cy
42Please respect copyright.PENANAnv53auaL2Y
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?42Please respect copyright.PENANApV0xRYG5Do
42Please respect copyright.PENANA3RoHmvWkIa
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAP0xP15t21W
42Please respect copyright.PENANA6P3wFiqMiL
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。42Please respect copyright.PENANAYkM6hFQ75k
42Please respect copyright.PENANAzdWGXeMfcD
這到底是為什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAdcDhBZUNiT
42Please respect copyright.PENANA5ekvEl03Zu
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?42Please respect copyright.PENANAgbMM55OybX
42Please respect copyright.PENANADLnU4x1cq4
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?42Please respect copyright.PENANApyMiMoItdX
42Please respect copyright.PENANA7rcmwh1IS7
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?42Please respect copyright.PENANA0r2N1pNcNr
42Please respect copyright.PENANARRmjeFbjYe
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。42Please respect copyright.PENANAC6frBJR3No
42Please respect copyright.PENANAhpx4YpM7ns
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。42Please respect copyright.PENANAe7h0vwVKmw
42Please respect copyright.PENANAbR4rDBxJPr
……也該問問自己為什麼了。42Please respect copyright.PENANAeKJhLOtbhg
42Please respect copyright.PENANAIkQqWTIYLk
可不是?42Please respect copyright.PENANApP8gvocJ9S
42Please respect copyright.PENANAL5JFZULXFf
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOT9V1HN23I
42Please respect copyright.PENANAN8yLvaSiQW
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!42Please respect copyright.PENANADjczGd2HDt
42Please respect copyright.PENANAGI9TzMc5D8
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。42Please respect copyright.PENANABLERzA9iQt
42Please respect copyright.PENANABvyMAeC0jV
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。42Please respect copyright.PENANAVh5sC1ARKt
42Please respect copyright.PENANALoXGdkUK0W
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?42Please respect copyright.PENANAc7RUFqDfVM
42Please respect copyright.PENANA1gWCmIITYE
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……42Please respect copyright.PENANAir8EWnsUbW
42Please respect copyright.PENANAaFfpaHvBSn
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。42Please respect copyright.PENANAOJDKKTRVQV
42Please respect copyright.PENANAnMSwe2wYlZ
這就是答案。42Please respect copyright.PENANAdeso46dqjn
42Please respect copyright.PENANA0zQkF3HrWn
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。42Please respect copyright.PENANAAJa4qP5J99
42Please respect copyright.PENANAVAcYwoSXdj
…………42Please respect copyright.PENANAJy59kahi4G
42Please respect copyright.PENANAq63UjNKOfq
……42Please respect copyright.PENANA0EFDN3sbE8
42Please respect copyright.PENANA8NOTMwcG32
42Please respect copyright.PENANAqNGwWw4yqs
42Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3FAYZxb2I