也許是因為太專注於此,他沒有注意到門外有人悄悄靠近,然後就站在門前駐足了一陣子才輕巧離去。40Please respect copyright.PENANAonxjLq8AbO
40Please respect copyright.PENANAlXre7F0Sfr
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。40Please respect copyright.PENANAcZFiIR1BzV
40Please respect copyright.PENANAD3Hiwenlm2
……40Please respect copyright.PENANAjySVitUhzD
40Please respect copyright.PENANAvFKK3OjwAG
40Please respect copyright.PENANAh47MqTeqzw
40Please respect copyright.PENANAMkB3Ydmxtb
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──40Please respect copyright.PENANAxZr1gAVeNo
40Please respect copyright.PENANAmSl7m8eDsN
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。40Please respect copyright.PENANAi8roQm9sw0
40Please respect copyright.PENANANHiUEyeN3w
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。40Please respect copyright.PENANADkIZM4avMk
40Please respect copyright.PENANACGj2zpRBBK
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。40Please respect copyright.PENANAUhnCfwahRx
40Please respect copyright.PENANAYRBOhAbvPa
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。40Please respect copyright.PENANA3t44horVeV
40Please respect copyright.PENANAlOMzXwWKnl
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。40Please respect copyright.PENANAcq1r6KuAaz
40Please respect copyright.PENANABBjf9O6qTm
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。40Please respect copyright.PENANAM0Hwhs63Gj
40Please respect copyright.PENANAuBhTVxzOvw
然後一起出了幾次任務。40Please respect copyright.PENANAsIHn18AzXo
40Please respect copyright.PENANAdWdVzYVgZl
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。40Please respect copyright.PENANAD8HjdYAmZN
40Please respect copyright.PENANANzAtZGdpfB
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。40Please respect copyright.PENANAXEBkKLghBQ
40Please respect copyright.PENANASjF8tGf0G8
可是……40Please respect copyright.PENANAPYCzWBrVsg
40Please respect copyright.PENANAdRcj0a6gcI
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」40Please respect copyright.PENANA9OqYpjc8C4
40Please respect copyright.PENANA2fdvbh3ept
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。40Please respect copyright.PENANAXtj3v1TMbX
40Please respect copyright.PENANA9WDdbm6Jae
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。40Please respect copyright.PENANAeBVfnNz7Oy
40Please respect copyright.PENANAjJSxsyFYCO
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。40Please respect copyright.PENANAbDtqIjuWzj
40Please respect copyright.PENANAHXkyTkwB9C
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。40Please respect copyright.PENANAXdG7y6uUCD
40Please respect copyright.PENANAC6bNAYoxyX
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。40Please respect copyright.PENANALnpf6V33Nq
40Please respect copyright.PENANATuiHflvCwe
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。40Please respect copyright.PENANA6FnntF1t5F
40Please respect copyright.PENANAW0Z1UbBAg7
原來自己也會逃避。40Please respect copyright.PENANAL5LsndtUXu
40Please respect copyright.PENANAYA1ONbNWoy
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?40Please respect copyright.PENANAAxRe1TuykF
40Please respect copyright.PENANAW0jgaRlMce
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……40Please respect copyright.PENANAs4qCJm0aNT
40Please respect copyright.PENANA1LDj9YHwAv
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。40Please respect copyright.PENANALGU0xTbyHk
40Please respect copyright.PENANA8EHRnQZg89
……40Please respect copyright.PENANAMM8G5e2pxC
40Please respect copyright.PENANAtePNTHxUUJ
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……40Please respect copyright.PENANADAbw4vQU9q
40Please respect copyright.PENANAIBt1t6fOX2
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?40Please respect copyright.PENANAVkLzR5r99x
40Please respect copyright.PENANABrcijH5XjC
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?40Please respect copyright.PENANAY9oxU2JeWs
40Please respect copyright.PENANANxA6Nze3IX
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?40Please respect copyright.PENANAFAVUWn9L2s
40Please respect copyright.PENANAGkeYVTSG0F
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。40Please respect copyright.PENANAxDFAAWPzOg
40Please respect copyright.PENANAPP2nhW1Ihv
這到底是為什麼?40Please respect copyright.PENANAw7JZpVePSY
40Please respect copyright.PENANAMsbenyOckM
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?40Please respect copyright.PENANAjUVyWRZghA
40Please respect copyright.PENANA8UbTpz6VO2
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?40Please respect copyright.PENANAK80dQfinot
40Please respect copyright.PENANARx04ErAW5G
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?40Please respect copyright.PENANAVdQgS0lK6H
40Please respect copyright.PENANApmA6uxJdRt
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。40Please respect copyright.PENANA5g09szzgok
40Please respect copyright.PENANAJAsKuchzbf
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。40Please respect copyright.PENANAXvJzEsyZh4
40Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1yeMBS70A
……也該問問自己為什麼了。40Please respect copyright.PENANA81r1bEU6sk
40Please respect copyright.PENANA5jZrlcjWdT
可不是?40Please respect copyright.PENANAOonX10t5ud
40Please respect copyright.PENANAbU7DBofAOS
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。40Please respect copyright.PENANA2QL73N8gyZ
40Please respect copyright.PENANAxgLd3z5cCk
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!40Please respect copyright.PENANAcwSEDxOWfe
40Please respect copyright.PENANAUT1t0T4J8U
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。40Please respect copyright.PENANA0QVSOR8qjf
40Please respect copyright.PENANAOrOWiBRoKu
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。40Please respect copyright.PENANA2k6z9WQBjG
40Please respect copyright.PENANAtZWG4K22BF
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?40Please respect copyright.PENANApNx6mcXaP4
40Please respect copyright.PENANAHkDXtXmuFb
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……40Please respect copyright.PENANAwtd8hhQbM1
40Please respect copyright.PENANA8NhXaIBXRI
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。40Please respect copyright.PENANAnntWE7CCh9
40Please respect copyright.PENANAC8j4nScqrN
這就是答案。40Please respect copyright.PENANAYw9FvoZhRs
40Please respect copyright.PENANAZl60H6YMSO
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。40Please respect copyright.PENANAowoU5Zwtuh
40Please respect copyright.PENANAO35glybW0t
…………40Please respect copyright.PENANAb90TgYNg8L
40Please respect copyright.PENANAcCJSIIIVN7
……40Please respect copyright.PENANAwqUR2GRvzC
40Please respect copyright.PENANAAso0Pstw5A
40Please respect copyright.PENANAx2meLFLsjg
40Please respect copyright.PENANAKoOOo1sYO5
ns216.73.216.253da2 40Please respect copyright.PENANAlXre7F0Sfr
細小的光粒子從門縫中溜入,在不被發現的情況下貼服神田的墨黑衣擺、亞連攤在枕上的潔白髮梢,光澤暗去。40Please respect copyright.PENANAcZFiIR1BzV
40Please respect copyright.PENANAD3Hiwenlm2
……40Please respect copyright.PENANAjySVitUhzD
40Please respect copyright.PENANAvFKK3OjwAG
40Please respect copyright.PENANAh47MqTeqzw
40Please respect copyright.PENANAMkB3Ydmxtb
從來沒有看過如此乾淨的色彩和清澈的眸子──40Please respect copyright.PENANAxZr1gAVeNo
40Please respect copyright.PENANAmSl7m8eDsN
他記起第一次見到白髮少年的那一刻,先是為他純白的髮色驚疑然後是驚艷,接著誤以為是惡魔打了一場,才被趕來的少女阻止。40Please respect copyright.PENANAi8roQm9sw0
40Please respect copyright.PENANANHiUEyeN3w
這似乎註定了,之後他們將吵吵鬧鬧的度過每次見面、相處。40Please respect copyright.PENANADkIZM4avMk
40Please respect copyright.PENANACGj2zpRBBK
尤其每次刻意惹惱白髮少年,明知道自己的個性被人所詬病反而變本加厲,幾次對著槓接著還為他取了一個綽號──「豆芽菜」。40Please respect copyright.PENANAUhnCfwahRx
40Please respect copyright.PENANAYRBOhAbvPa
很久很久他都是這麼叫著,除了在前方加上一些有的沒的沒營養形容詞,例如白癡、笨蛋……諸如此類。40Please respect copyright.PENANA3t44horVeV
40Please respect copyright.PENANAlOMzXwWKnl
……現在回想起來突然覺得自己很幼稚、很愚蠢。40Please respect copyright.PENANAcq1r6KuAaz
40Please respect copyright.PENANABBjf9O6qTm
──不過這不是重點,擺一邊先略過、略過。40Please respect copyright.PENANAM0Hwhs63Gj
40Please respect copyright.PENANAuBhTVxzOvw
然後一起出了幾次任務。40Please respect copyright.PENANAsIHn18AzXo
40Please respect copyright.PENANAdWdVzYVgZl
第一次一起回收聖潔又因為理念不同暴發衝突,他承認自己個性極差可以見人就吵,但……從沒有哪個人能一再引起他情緒波動,更沒想到少年的眼淚會讓他心悸,雖然當時只是微微睜大雙眼,可是無法忽視心裡的一陣騷動。40Please respect copyright.PENANAD8HjdYAmZN
40Please respect copyright.PENANANzAtZGdpfB
雖然很快又因為惡魔復起大戰一場,將事情給忽略過去。40Please respect copyright.PENANAXEBkKLghBQ
40Please respect copyright.PENANASjF8tGf0G8
可是……40Please respect copyright.PENANAPYCzWBrVsg
40Please respect copyright.PENANAdRcj0a6gcI
「神田,如果可以,我還是想當一個可以救人的破壞者。」40Please respect copyright.PENANA9OqYpjc8C4
40Please respect copyright.PENANA2fdvbh3ept
一句話,不知為何如此動人、聽著心都痛了,不得不刻進腦海最深處。40Please respect copyright.PENANAXtj3v1TMbX
40Please respect copyright.PENANA9WDdbm6Jae
那時的他也許發現了什麼,但只是沉默看著當作什麼也不曉得。40Please respect copyright.PENANAeBVfnNz7Oy
40Please respect copyright.PENANAjJSxsyFYCO
一別之後再見面是很久之後,他這才知道白髮少年「幾乎死過一回」,那時因為忙於和惡魔群對戰,且隨後被捲入亂七八糟的方舟「闖關」旅程,連自己也差點掛上一輪,何況據說曾經掛點的傢伙不時活蹦亂跳的指責他不是。40Please respect copyright.PENANAbDtqIjuWzj
40Please respect copyright.PENANAHXkyTkwB9C
假裝遺忘了,每一次聽到對方消息的刺痛感受。40Please respect copyright.PENANAXdG7y6uUCD
40Please respect copyright.PENANAC6bNAYoxyX
一回又一回,他忽略或當作看到自己的心。40Please respect copyright.PENANALnpf6V33Nq
40Please respect copyright.PENANATuiHflvCwe
那樣的記憶後來回想起來會有心被撕裂的感受,一個差點成真的消息就能使他如此在乎,如果這是真的呢?他……不敢去想。40Please respect copyright.PENANA6FnntF1t5F
40Please respect copyright.PENANAW0Z1UbBAg7
原來自己也會逃避。40Please respect copyright.PENANAL5LsndtUXu
40Please respect copyright.PENANAYA1ONbNWoy
後來、又是後來……他更認識「亞連」這個人,原來也有不輸給自己悲傷過往,他們都不能弄清楚自己到底是誰、到底該定位成怎樣的一個存在?40Please respect copyright.PENANAAxRe1TuykF
40Please respect copyright.PENANAW0jgaRlMce
一起走過更多時光、一起經歷更多事件,雖然仍然吵吵鬧鬧,但如果有人問他是否討厭那名白髮少年……40Please respect copyright.PENANAs4qCJm0aNT
40Please respect copyright.PENANA1LDj9YHwAv
如果回答了打從心底厭惡,他無法不心虛。40Please respect copyright.PENANALGU0xTbyHk
40Please respect copyright.PENANA8EHRnQZg89
……40Please respect copyright.PENANAMM8G5e2pxC
40Please respect copyright.PENANAtePNTHxUUJ
這是為什麼?明明那人的個性就是他最厭煩的那種,容易心軟、容易同情,對所有人寬容只對自己殘酷,身上還有惡魔的痕跡……40Please respect copyright.PENANADAbw4vQU9q
40Please respect copyright.PENANAIBt1t6fOX2
心底根本一點也不快樂,為什麼要笑?40Please respect copyright.PENANAVkLzR5r99x
40Please respect copyright.PENANABrcijH5XjC
既然懂得哭泣,為什麼淚水都是為他人而流?40Please respect copyright.PENANAY9oxU2JeWs
40Please respect copyright.PENANANxA6Nze3IX
就算是敵人,只要有任何理由他就要為對方傷心,為什麼?40Please respect copyright.PENANAFAVUWn9L2s
40Please respect copyright.PENANAGkeYVTSG0F
反而在自己悲痛欲絕時留不下一滴淚水……總是對所有人微笑。40Please respect copyright.PENANAxDFAAWPzOg
40Please respect copyright.PENANAPP2nhW1Ihv
這到底是為什麼?40Please respect copyright.PENANAw7JZpVePSY
40Please respect copyright.PENANAMsbenyOckM
這樣看不清自己的人他最輕蔑了不是嗎?40Please respect copyright.PENANAjUVyWRZghA
40Please respect copyright.PENANA8UbTpz6VO2
可是……是不是自己也同樣看不清自己?40Please respect copyright.PENANAK80dQfinot
40Please respect copyright.PENANARx04ErAW5G
過去的傷痛把黑色的瞳孔蒙上一層紗幕,尋尋覓覓他發誓在沒找到「那人」之前決不能死……這樣的自己到底又活得像什麼了?40Please respect copyright.PENANAVdQgS0lK6H
40Please respect copyright.PENANApmA6uxJdRt
並不完全是那記憶的主人,只能說是那記憶的主人促成他的存在,其實他應該是個完整的個體,卻被午夜夢迴驚醒,背負著不是自己所有的記憶活著,在每人面前建築不需要的牆。40Please respect copyright.PENANA5g09szzgok
40Please respect copyright.PENANAJAsKuchzbf
個性可能真的很冷漠很孤僻,但他做的事卻沒能用這些理由解釋。40Please respect copyright.PENANAXvJzEsyZh4
40Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1yeMBS70A
……也該問問自己為什麼了。40Please respect copyright.PENANA81r1bEU6sk
40Please respect copyright.PENANA5jZrlcjWdT
可不是?40Please respect copyright.PENANAOonX10t5ud
40Please respect copyright.PENANAbU7DBofAOS
終於知道自己為什麼討厭他卻說不出隻字片語。40Please respect copyright.PENANA2QL73N8gyZ
40Please respect copyright.PENANAxgLd3z5cCk
原來他討厭別人跟他一樣傻,他們這兩人……真是蠢斃了!40Please respect copyright.PENANAcwSEDxOWfe
40Please respect copyright.PENANAUT1t0T4J8U
蠢得讓人不敢相信,而自己莫名在此刻認清。40Please respect copyright.PENANA0QVSOR8qjf
40Please respect copyright.PENANAOrOWiBRoKu
過往的畫面一次一次浮現腦海,閉起眼睛不用費力也能看得更清楚,有些刻意忽視的如今想起來清楚的像什麼一樣,雖然不懂……可是心頭幾番掙扎後決定靜下心去體會。40Please respect copyright.PENANA2k6z9WQBjG
40Please respect copyright.PENANAtZWG4K22BF
到底剛剛始終無法靜下心是為了什麼?40Please respect copyright.PENANApNx6mcXaP4
40Please respect copyright.PENANAHkDXtXmuFb
畫面轉向下一幕,亞連開心的笑容……40Please respect copyright.PENANAwtd8hhQbM1
40Please respect copyright.PENANA8NhXaIBXRI
他喜歡、很喜歡那乾淨清澈、如果可以再更少去一點隱隱不安會更好的……笑容。40Please respect copyright.PENANAnntWE7CCh9
40Please respect copyright.PENANAC8j4nScqrN
這就是答案。40Please respect copyright.PENANAYw9FvoZhRs
40Please respect copyright.PENANAZl60H6YMSO
「……」墨黑的眼在此時睜開,此刻起帶上了過去沒有的神采。40Please respect copyright.PENANAowoU5Zwtuh
40Please respect copyright.PENANAO35glybW0t
…………40Please respect copyright.PENANAb90TgYNg8L
40Please respect copyright.PENANAcCJSIIIVN7
……40Please respect copyright.PENANAwqUR2GRvzC
40Please respect copyright.PENANAAso0Pstw5A
40Please respect copyright.PENANAx2meLFLsjg
40Please respect copyright.PENANAKoOOo1sYO5