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『世界上最遙遠的距離』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRIyRr376I
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPMhjIB2SH
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStsPQXINnD
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4eiUa4Pg4
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1d70BEXqLz
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錯過與放棄。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zcKhu97U7
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfcEigfxph
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnGhNNP20i
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『If……』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUI6N5nl63
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2okBVq4ab7
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTvwl4Bb7T
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFZeBiY3Wh
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsK6DYUnXE
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2adBPuuhSa
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YYM5zWE8s
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『給十年後未來的你』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkKPNSeR9d
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7J9SEVKDGl
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDFROfjIRs
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcNnQdhb6m
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3e0d4aB8D
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4zu45REWd
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPafpmRgrdv
至今回想卻支離破碎。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKO9ZDZnVCU
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddImyH3a4i
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp65aCTLYOQ
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZYRJbpg75
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早就該死亡了。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlQSnt4Ugd
早就該離開了。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhQThFp8pW
早就……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHSO0v3Ry1
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBZh9XzRXA
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZ2VeWa4oq
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0UBUmWvJF
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHtHw1dq9k
為什麼不能忍耐呢……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9Jf4sEAJb
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYHrJj2kyx
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『不要哭。』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZ4IyZSrs3
最後，兄長只是這麼說。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxl3wFBfJ5z
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9bZxmMOfi
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38KSTbSkSB
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOa8O0jbTO
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到底過了多久呢？47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTkKwqaSQM
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXItRU3BkYN
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr9NAyx4hy
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04xzNQ1bz2
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcscqJkGrn
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他拼命的挖土。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKT3mNA2gJq
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVR61tMgS9t
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PUDPjhw0A
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTM0B5dTvl
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那是一面白紙。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjxpDzFQB4
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8j0EBVCOA
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSGFVp8e1N
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUVemQONRH
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCumviYU02F
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOBoqKvN0I
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看新聞有感。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65k7IaEvfz
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpg8HxCynYH
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「關於雪的聯想」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9W7k1hrz0w
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUe01LQQcy
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjAWI5MqWQ
乾澀的，卻熱和著。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79UeieB2eV
『你聽』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgamUZhasZj
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRmndAeuhZ
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMa1hZv893
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcK1OMD8kZ
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『踏雪無聲』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJx30Ix558
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乍然寂靜無聲。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL3OZBcKxD
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaH53xq5YT
他張大眼，張口不能言。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIDxAjNCQA
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLN9VDW8fnP
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「遙遠的童話故事」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kWa7MOk0Y
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt69TaY8mpf
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA8eGbimPD
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7smG3JrGRX
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『請幸福的……』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksaLXsS8gx
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTV6QIEWkFj
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIemupQXDJ
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWTr3AvD7j
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gBZ0WNNmc
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDHx3dCLo2
我無法相信話語的真實。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9ezCFgv9l
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我知道，你愛我。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjG8dwK8tat
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7foFa6bjw
我當然也從你口裡聽到。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRuxOyxpcC
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUYUjGDewi
你總是會說：「我愛你。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPOUg9cESP
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是的。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPYIaDzUWq
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNmtVywHhz
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfA0Sg82roN
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLye5YoSKO
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePeeDX0DLh
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『後日談』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6p7Xx62YR
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZUjepDzVh
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqr1mnHQRG
然後他又重複了一次。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ4895qyWQ
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNhEbSLN4L
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1vRGYNF8e
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDP6sU62MT
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk4ARgRA1j
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「十年」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhmk1KkvLX
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSyX5zKps4
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyUotwkPZb
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1ZBAx9Wj7
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYE7YnGS8ye
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因為太感同身受了。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfl3XbyvwoV
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsm5DeAKFM
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJmyOGxCg7
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHL1nJOUy6
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OOVKHFmC1
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uAIifbtMU
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5W8E5rkal
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83fF4hWQ6M
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwjbSg7OCG
他始終是，一個人。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDwR4WOAsj
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGB5jcmb1M
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2EDjpB4UU
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他決定要去旅行。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNCjBOd06M
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lrMz6Xefy
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路德也許會生氣吧。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG1Z90Hhir
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHH0NKaFh50
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYdIlKxg6u
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuRUfjpTEY
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNeBhqunzc
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDxCiVf9A3
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gPv37Pl9f
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1kuLhK69j
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Emm16IDS5
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBetPKQsiqm
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyAyfkjvN3
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoE3H2NnzvA
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyK9J3sWZs
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4SWdzx1uV
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUpmCPzHHv
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnYqLbqTkz
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他收起相片，忖思。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh7MSq5AjJ
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqYa73ciJK
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidbBMTR5oN
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKonTWFIGM0
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