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就像之前短篇的敘事，並非是美好而溫馨的。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmd8bSAAkN
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『世界上最遙遠的距離』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9msLQlWoPo
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcekJYapFox
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi9Fsd9xIL
不能後悔。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJzCdAdUPf
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQOpBhTEuO
拒絕了你對我的情感。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkWIKn6Swn
忽視了你眼底的情慾。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfrr9Xm7ZS
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我怎麼能哭泣。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZHljJRkdt
我怎麼能悔恨。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM6a03v0rr
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTA4OMap7qT
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPezw83Ea32
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVqIlFYqVH
「這樣的我令人厭惡。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQXpkjEoa7
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錯過與放棄。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WmeAaHCrm
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGnNM0L0z0
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWjMIoHo3N
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『If……』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMADsqdrvRD
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO7U4RpuRy
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCVqe1t7J6
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOqUmEjbWL
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OkW0DQNVk
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmD3BYiVJ8
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiuP2SiD4T
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『給十年後未來的你』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6paBoe1Wj
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXOIqAPHQ0
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MvVAQvpac
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXxp8r7Cp7
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUB5qw1jRq
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt38wiWrsNj
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FDps25NqW
至今回想卻支離破碎。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgRQKnwxGd
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIX3yXKH9R
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5xSGTOeq5
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6uBMe79Vg
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早就該死亡了。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm24UBBNRL7
早就該離開了。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvQEapW7er
早就……69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSm33Q9Jxok
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lUjz8VOrS
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdxPAIUz3P
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHw2USMDwR0
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoTTVZGY9l
為什麼不能忍耐呢……69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHpNZg5LxM
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU1JNiuhe0
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『不要哭。』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tSnsBk5Ti
最後，兄長只是這麼說。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYgc3VIKBG
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqjq3wtMI3
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3PfCZYVvQ
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TjXV5dck2
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到底過了多久呢？69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TJIiWf0e5
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1LlBLgUR6
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeJL3vhat6
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RBcqCjvUI
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeiACqYlOp
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他拼命的挖土。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RJw5R1rWw
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2lQHSEs0o
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC3J2dFquU
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L77Tkuor6
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那是一面白紙。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvk10g55JD
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnPQWldrje
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0s9hP8SkE
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidR3L1kVxM
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qPm204WyH
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2Kp1WAN3a
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看新聞有感。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00Y8ATXRAu
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfnRu4gCQ7
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「關於雪的聯想」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRjHFc1tiM
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiRYdRgbI9
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUS5vWZya2f
乾澀的，卻熱和著。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8QlGgDRcz
『你聽』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYniz9Qa9N
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBKK5oR3tJ
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvnXLdrfEG
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdYd7oXAID
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『踏雪無聲』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5doLDUve64
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乍然寂靜無聲。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsiEEMPwmm
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLosIwgtjC
他張大眼，張口不能言。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BWE0kNm9n
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqkaOxTdCl
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「遙遠的童話故事」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8AQSUleJw
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXgZW3rlTW
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGqcRA9XSD
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEelB1zBHpO
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『請幸福的……』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdC2OX9U8ae
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXtUn0QUa8
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU2SYJS8Xz
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPD7vmPrTD9
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4gJ8GVqiM
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIq8r0dD41
我無法相信話語的真實。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXug5UKoPK
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我知道，你愛我。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwDtLeu9d3
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4E5dXRP6d
我當然也從你口裡聽到。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvPSaocnDx
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsKUbSAmYL
你總是會說：「我愛你。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp56zLpOA1t
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是的。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMX2qIghE1l
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSHgPWnw2k
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzowM2KXYy
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tlwGcHKtZ
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfPJYmmIKl
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『後日談』69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1HliUtwDV
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZje5HxNCJe
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UoB3h1UJp
然後他又重複了一次。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wZgpwjBvA
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8i6XeIkKXJ
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqMD3Utp19
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQXYSG16BJ
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRwXoZI1iT
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「十年」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLlkp4iK3K
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ug0jfZ3Kf
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUoWypg9hg
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVhrp7qSU5
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTFYs0GB2M
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因為太感同身受了。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQmtnhyOHM
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhWJWtRXq8
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvclahDiZNa
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgEPSYahwh
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxnDo7g4kR
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZL5YVsUAS
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDqhq79tYp
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2V8gHTf88M
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNqHyNMqRd
他始終是，一個人。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELtgpACSmy
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKddCbvHSkZ
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGm2jWgBR4
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他決定要去旅行。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyxr5hOVJB
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4sq3qm9mb
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路德也許會生氣吧。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTEjx5bEnR
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6RjJNqAgP
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldxBmpXgjs
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9363xTh22
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDheTfhYzQc
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL15g79Ue1d
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFyKJLz8X6
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICljreCsof
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuHff1huVo
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbS5w7EuoXE
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvf4YSTEzL
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8c2EymKC7I
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5C8epVLgP
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjjoFkVOhk
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGk6QtgC34
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiJJZhyInl
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他收起相片，忖思。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7TLUbv8e0
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Hev7bpjzl
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8b4EU6bXF
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG0AIqVp7w
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