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在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXa7vg51RB
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我怎麼能悔恨。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLObpdrzkfR
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmYosJAgJT
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EWDpitHpa
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錯過與放棄。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFL1RdEixsW
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUc6QRt2vM
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『If……』54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwJNHeKh4k
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybgOwAsLp1
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WG1vVmhps
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONNZ9Qb6X6
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiEJTl3jzs
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgHqqYM9ua
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao8WEgrYXa
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『給十年後未來的你』54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMcWpQZe9L
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFsAYQxvJY
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayl124jwv6
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM1PgsnO7u
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZC2K9JIlh
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6vKQ0YoNX
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC8LuFyk6R
至今回想卻支離破碎。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zflUPVbOe
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmgGvjPDkH
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXvJmknVVN
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMOTlClChU
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早就該死亡了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtbJovvckJ
早就該離開了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9bpUCWwdT
早就……54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5UWVlwCqS
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqPOTAYrfQ
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLvpoMDToG
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgosWAKrOPZ
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbpQVHWN9R
為什麼不能忍耐呢……54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnl32R86r3
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNLds5xrxH
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『不要哭。』54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKIzdyOoGi
最後，兄長只是這麼說。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGLW1CHXT1
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyTqynCjWX
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5ORgBQGfK
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJN3bCkiN34
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到底過了多久呢？54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgv3kbibnm
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzlptEsuKW
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupGVuO1fMe
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBoTgio4jm
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4EYQ7RzQz
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他拼命的挖土。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrLRETEO25
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzmKssyF2m
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLpXNIZzfx
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLroIfMFF64
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那是一面白紙。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fPwzr4grp
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9JJj4xLDF
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAhGWqaBpv
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXDn011HAB
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIrhzpgJYz
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkft6yrgORc
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看新聞有感。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GJkiDw6Wt
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkOdZAXUVs
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「關於雪的聯想」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xQT8RTG16
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0zVPmYeSe
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu9YipzEha
乾澀的，卻熱和著。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8y7LKwDuwS
『你聽』54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVFkrPEmSL
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAAcSOwUB7
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacyPGxgRbe
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCbVzxGHFl
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『踏雪無聲』54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0V5JFFiFPd
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乍然寂靜無聲。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2gpYu3F7O
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPmJZI5bpx
他張大眼，張口不能言。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWonEJI7Nau
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJCXNr7PzC
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「遙遠的童話故事」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSHnHssWrm
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV4AibwnIf
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KbHR9HotX
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXacrseIXL
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『請幸福的……』54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0taajx46H
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROSpcOSUe4
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrHFqUUJKu
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhm1e8Ufk9
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pCjUDvior
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJc0eaqgHX
我無法相信話語的真實。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK0OfnTwZM
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我知道，你愛我。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJbrcgaeT9
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96jThcY6A8
我當然也從你口裡聽到。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbs2ux1d5Sa
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTElSumzBff
你總是會說：「我愛你。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsS1kWRJsW
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是的。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DhQbSKW4t
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNx7zrZLta
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vlFJQNNeF
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0N4TkzAb0l
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh3foSHyb8
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『後日談』54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5m3rMeA0RL
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt7pnZss7B
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3nweOy6td
然後他又重複了一次。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA3LWMkpHY
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwngO40czJh
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4grKBMBa3w
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXAPJoaRYV
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOV4FC5SNU
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「十年」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7iQlBWuts
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pqXcFrvCI
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtY9N4Ki9M
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNfNzin08O
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42DKHanp5E
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因為太感同身受了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡev2HQEuRYO
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5pIJQJXru
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvLKhg5b12
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwM1tIKrrc
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMU1gA5f4IJ
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfKzqrfHGc
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjRBsPmGT6
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9k4ij4U1R
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qeJXJ5RSg
他始終是，一個人。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNrok9UKqZ
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VWC7LGSuH
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYEgaEEjpi
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他決定要去旅行。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOMx8LiwgO
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNi7g7LhX6
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路德也許會生氣吧。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXBbEzQinH
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60FfDyTeOB
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaCFqvGehf
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuW1W8oB6tj
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeXgkfcjT0
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDBQTxAZRy
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA6kEbxcdI
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSu9srlDTHb
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTge9lCtQgJ
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzfurYi7De
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIk4SpB9MSW
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55M2doVVA2
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DoNHk4uiR
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUV7hAe6xAN
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPsrWSomzG
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7Qy1CmGsp
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他收起相片，忖思。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdcSFq0B1V
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QFtb9CIDL
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvxyIZRNc6
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNtfeqioOc
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