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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB0uL3hMPP
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmQ3cLhT4K
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXfYLhMynm
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh2OP32y3Z
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhj8KTEEChJ
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4v12J9DgSs
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsfgoujJZb
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『給十年後未來的你』75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf15pObOmsa
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPm5mA5cm3
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9i4pAapOP
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sjIw9jcha
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY1VCnsCKq
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFmPshpX30
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至今回想卻支離破碎。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5tqCNRXII
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOTBdtrwNJ
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UriLEGQlX
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQZhCt7YG7
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtFxqFHEMU
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3dL8KzCUV
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjKLVcHdsW
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『不要哭。』75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFQqFGm6w4
最後，兄長只是這麼說。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkzWtkLRNe
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TyoyhmoK4
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO4LBwOqfB
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwJeHwcda5
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到底過了多久呢？75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsAj3zajDZ
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBGDXEYgUq
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXutVmJYxr
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllluL8QvqG
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXC1OMUkkX3
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他拼命的挖土。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYeCFnqwQS
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zKaL1PCtG
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpv2LoURuk
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwiseg8cV0
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXvVfLlEzO
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO6D6FSLcA
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9GRPjyY1a
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLmEthN5tC
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV3BQrve91
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新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe9sOmgbqc
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVC4ZB3A3I
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCoqA0wNge
乾澀的，卻熱和著。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcXQuhy4M0
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你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHJlAM95RV
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGo1zwL0j7m
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乍然寂靜無聲。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWdXtIvzHS
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAnUEJ76Ty
他張大眼，張口不能言。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPWoSd5ypF
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqDBsq6qqU
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmic9c15Ss
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMnH1VxEPa
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp01YC3SCC3
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『請幸福的……』75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsLhCT3C41
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLffvGAS8ZL
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡll3hoGrIRj
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemIGyVRtt2
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclwXJmqXl4
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylCJUXgM2n
我無法相信話語的真實。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeMKAfoXxX
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我知道，你愛我。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90Q3Lxgsda
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwW4fcp7ny
我當然也從你口裡聽到。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FYs9Az1qx
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCIocd7WBI
你總是會說：「我愛你。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaAGgwBzzM
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是的。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvAb8v3rPJ
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE78BGWo2D9
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXYYj9zhth
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtU8lcXKM8
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnGBVAG4tL
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『後日談』75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01m4XKMDgL
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlmGe9uGiT
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoGoW4VZ6J
然後他又重複了一次。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIcFiS5y1O
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNLZH1DH1H
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlr78t0WqnF
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzwjSeQ4dK
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4fz3Jxmul
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「十年」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1OP9WVEd4
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnwoL3sQxz
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCYcnDgATd
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJjY6sRdqK
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHYePKcVhb
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因為太感同身受了。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIgowHLsbI
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrGP2Q4VCf
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRN4WZOi5m
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuLBuM6ezi
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4E4V5MHMfu
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSBolUO2th
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnQLQyZlTB
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqHK3AWKmm
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34vUOll8ve
他始終是，一個人。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqi6w93Af7
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmzpHxPPRR
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk94AiUEn3E
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他決定要去旅行。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4Xqw3ieTl
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeShhsIPmO
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路德也許會生氣吧。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRDYTeycKH
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZ8SdM2u4k
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOA6JtIZB7X
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBkdx2lCTm
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7DAmQCUIF
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrWN9s5SXf
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cgo9HTrhn
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QufVG96AP
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK750RhoNAJ
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVx077Z7Yb0
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5tjmzl36m
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6mJnA1UZd
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaezHZZQdnh
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiufW2q00C
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbBdDCpUk8
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF161gzoxYP
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他收起相片，忖思。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ukD20Kium
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KT4xS2xmH
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthmYwIqjkB
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。75Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVTfozN92q
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