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『世界上最遙遠的距離』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvVJjSPXvO
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77WR8xLNOT
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T1B19pwh6
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHB2P9KiVl
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我怎麼能哭泣。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwdPJGCs9k
我怎麼能悔恨。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjhGW5NTBo
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUUC0eLi4Q
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHF1xZtFzYL
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzVJObisER
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錯過與放棄。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyE9w9Kdag
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlkWRbvedz
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X4bwwzM7J
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『If……』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanDNpEe7vg
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡei7HWl7xhC
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BHVZf3CRC
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs37ZCj0Eki
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijqgXYorF0
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjrba1n4cS
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3Wshzk0bC
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『給十年後未來的你』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz6ZLi5b35
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHPnGZZ2FL
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjA8Frpjmk
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZHi3eVXKe
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsr5xNnIPf
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSlWg1zyAZ
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYqemMMfI4
至今回想卻支離破碎。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznzZYvIc03
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgh2TFPxPl8
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuh009wj2vA
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6enf1ngnJ
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早就該死亡了。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy9BZyepvk
早就該離開了。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfNXdRTQ4l
早就……79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6fbaznLtG
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6BYGdSJKV
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcZ8pkuIPw
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgD5HFBQys
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglArgUa0k6
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ipRIun2Kc
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『不要哭。』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5HO3ThM7B
最後，兄長只是這麼說。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qwAyOM1J5
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aSeS8gvpL
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Z3xwq2JkC
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyL7ekKtdQv
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到底過了多久呢？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yFOtBAtsK
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9OeuyVjfI
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkzNGGXZrN
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwZkLFI6Mo
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvKA8XvIK5
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他拼命的挖土。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4lv5BpH8U
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qKkDfBx9Q
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtei1pwhiHw
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrBLepi3Rx
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那是一面白紙。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVPmcmyDmD
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTpx135uQq
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1Pr7NkyVv
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyR3ossaF34
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveBIMGQYER
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOLfwJLF8S
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看新聞有感。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTlACEAmGy
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdcRxUhKC9
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「關於雪的聯想」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiGXecBhhb
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeRwi84AT7
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGW9WRtSafh
乾澀的，卻熱和著。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gSTlfiOh8
『你聽』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ434286NKat
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLocrh5BmoD
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYLJr0ucjH
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkb6H8ieoj
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『踏雪無聲』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYYCWtR20H
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乍然寂靜無聲。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9GAfXCM0f
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwyNyeoCk1
他張大眼，張口不能言。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZvAk6GqGd
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXAVBW5ASA
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NJQjKayk0
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJGY7bzfIw
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUvLxrLe7N
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『請幸福的……』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU5JcCq3ai
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGDEraxrME
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQT1MGSvT7z
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Eaz09nPm3
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoIGxayhsW
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNO7GuVcKf
我無法相信話語的真實。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYlKSjbw1s
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我知道，你愛我。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcwv7TST55
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUYyb4ncsq
我當然也從你口裡聽到。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeAknUHlvt
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXW6pJWolr
你總是會說：「我愛你。」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVodf43XmZV
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是的。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARRhR57kPY
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELl0SSuttS
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrU3puD74Xo
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1QafKXSjb
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6JIdCaSzI
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『後日談』79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn51dAGqMMu
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDyT8fj9HQ
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNK7gzRrG6F
然後他又重複了一次。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJEqoEhPyh
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5B0EqBvuZl
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMaQPLNfoc
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vCVCYx3hj
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QN5nKEjSs
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「十年」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWkFNUR2OT
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhUAp8MN2q
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAGfLIBojO
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrh4ZqDkFY3
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAd7WgdJOU
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因為太感同身受了。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGYpychRug
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGxIf0CUL6
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCmB441kjd
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yQfaYCAV8
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIUsszXUMX
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXcXy2EtN1
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAjfG2MpIe
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ373Kl2usdl
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJJDFM2NP0
他始終是，一個人。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFrNY4Gh1e
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0jLAutKJw
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96WSVg5fKB
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他決定要去旅行。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCagx0J8jvF
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscknUlxBiC
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路德也許會生氣吧。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjK50yOgA6
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡur5QBy40qT
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HNA2tUIr6
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEkeQic1tw
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96H0uXgIR2
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM31lvpxV8f
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwU22SSMvT
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv49PHNNzS
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39HbnMC4gW
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa971wCOPPA
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvklEnlPQv9
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKx4DKUQS5
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUrf3iWO7s
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ0xQ9iXUS
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcISsw07crE
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYFmv1aeia
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他收起相片，忖思。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdpKyE8Wlw
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sNZSkVfyp
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYP7MdYZk2
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjADwtTDTN9
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