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『世界上最遙遠的距離』74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qFfnLwC9a
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGd10e26h7E
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvYwC4sse0
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我怎麼能悔恨。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfgwEZF3HK
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCyQlMbw4t
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錯過與放棄。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97uP2fVheN
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnATSIolYf
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YST62L1EQ
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『If……』74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyX0sg6CZl
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6y54glDMQ
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRNqjs5BWC
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlweCOezCQf
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7I8jtOTTTK
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFgIsMtp1o
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEC7unGN0v
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『給十年後未來的你』74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLTMOfHkRW
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3NXfh5ukv
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpv8QPotkX
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPDWDt0GVA
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRq7bswM6UA
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2beQW15kp
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFa4fnPjusf
至今回想卻支離破碎。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFQKwPg4Ek
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVe2zrgWydo
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZh537OYUPg
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21bbP56zZ7
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早就該死亡了。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivT67RAldq
早就該離開了。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzSsql8Ixp
早就……74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7poABvhC7
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGku5SGda80
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcpSafnh5n
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTMktnh79T
為什麼不能忍耐呢……74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaFQYhTzJs
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaqBdfckPG
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『不要哭。』74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzNOQ6Djgs
最後，兄長只是這麼說。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyTuHOHYCe
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8EcBZ7k7Q
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq29WQcBEAy
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1XXgvmtOJ
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到底過了多久呢？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqhv0FTnPf
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdP9gkFGth
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YieKJwqie
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi437xkmCxv
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaGKRlDoGU
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他拼命的挖土。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFAOkbNs02
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrcnVvrUuP
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4NrrZKTUD
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5NlzLpJvu
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPH93eeByu
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8Gpo0Ktmt
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIX8cFHdp5s
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeqNxBiAjA
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqAdeqYpTo
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看新聞有感。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOExZQ18kw
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnbDAoTiH8
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNp2FGBjwRR
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYP9YnokTj
乾澀的，卻熱和著。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrk2A3lgIQ
『你聽』74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDDk1H4u18
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXzZ6em62R
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdms34dkrO
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnJcSf3VXH
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『踏雪無聲』74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vIDXmLMsZ
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乍然寂靜無聲。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUOL9V1OwV
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDdUXZzI0t
他張大眼，張口不能言。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8tHE5lvJh
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM8bbCwWHj
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdINN8UOzv
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiflZHGTVWY
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHxVWD1bJN
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『請幸福的……』74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCtQLvuWWC
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc9zeZ27DY
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMNReiSWlW
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHytXXByapy
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupGpoon7dQ
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbxZDOJkpa
我無法相信話語的真實。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzc0e2S397
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我知道，你愛我。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dIxhT1wlV
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qJBsUcIp9
我當然也從你口裡聽到。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRDEEM66pQ
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrj9pKynSU
你總是會說：「我愛你。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMTMhBAq4t
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是的。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiISbU1Vrl
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBU9MLIHCz
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAsDhjC4pF
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPNiAPKwZy
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H0TdWmhzr
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『後日談』74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEipGmv9wMi
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTnHEos8Sl
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVupWBP4dyd
然後他又重複了一次。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAKC2RyHpZ
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzqT2wghaw
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIqZEIl5xG
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaXmGTgIHr
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUW1ckyNDmd
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「十年」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeBpYuNSl7
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUkxDkh9Gp
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxMfYDeOYZ
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6N2jwzr2eT
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQQgQvEnUc
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因為太感同身受了。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREKTmxD8LJ
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH7CyMz3Li
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1nBwFePfd
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPHUBUn0zU
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubo7owAc7t
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaMleULhA8
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xpEWQOy9v
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGANnbFnLJc
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yoyiJJxAo
他始終是，一個人。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFP9gzvw9vF
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexldEQTZgD
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBb97edYiE
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他決定要去旅行。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7v5VGGWVVB
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqx5iYzmMld
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路德也許會生氣吧。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NnVCtqJsO
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSMufBg8Cr
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMrEFJehY6
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzDDdneztc
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtBZpIpKcJ
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlYAQty8Vt
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwNHWSQwJV
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFBXNnZFzn
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdPu3fb5eg
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7zDh3qR0Y
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBMGjJN8NI
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyfKDpzCoc
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGs3xa5BcR
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraUC7R5yTP
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7brCOfUT6
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3L8XZELx3
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他收起相片，忖思。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5fnSXIEpx
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYlNgWPjDx
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfn7RVjYRE
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdT4XpJxK5
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