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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1yURFdPwL
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN6TsGDZwQ
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忽視了你眼底的情慾。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam3Gq8DTxe
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我怎麼能悔恨。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCNPu3dazI
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHwXKETzyr
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhyDGU4YLA
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLXwDsPeGa
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錯過與放棄。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJw8VnKMXN0
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv53lczTV3Q
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfdAqHiJfP
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『If……』73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ8Z7uY3YA
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsumTRD1Eqg
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ffqmTcC4v
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFllclt40TJ
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zvQg9VgD9
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lY2r6UNns
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbX2sCgVm2
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『給十年後未來的你』73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mDPzTfPcy
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBdg2kCWQZ
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr9hzHkx4C
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VFnEqkjSI
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aklGLXIed
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5Vb81qtBr
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtFpmRoiwk
至今回想卻支離破碎。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDixcXuQDq2
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEjwKN7fwB
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnpHXH9r3N
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQqK5TO0js
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早就該死亡了。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2F7yiCCm6
早就該離開了。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLt1ueM3DO
早就……73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsO5RY8NB0
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYex4Oy9uGY
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJ3CiUP1rO
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3qqYQ4TJl
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMFWcIqyg7
為什麼不能忍耐呢……73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwN8XZammm
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UYTxvpsBc
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『不要哭。』73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaX4GYQfGI
最後，兄長只是這麼說。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WxfH2qdUy
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJuwanM6gQ
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7laJPCwiY
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAocLf0hz0
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到底過了多久呢？73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUGGQdektd
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLzULbLBPU
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXe2DT9l6s
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUaHd0TGV2
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Sf7GMAzPm
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他拼命的挖土。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbL8KqCARmV
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzT5zNJ8Rp4
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogWX4zsOsD
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3tVW3sMZE
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7JIHJpBZ0
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnvU1TnctU
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKy9DPdGOt
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAMqXDmRqD
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQPp55szT5
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看新聞有感。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNZoUkXg8a
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxd1Rb046fn
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「關於雪的聯想」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeahicwrxq
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LWrd5LNuw
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlx7z5m67g
乾澀的，卻熱和著。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88Oc0BLbr3
『你聽』73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGRwHt3a9b
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQe9b6j65fO
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgJXEZL6wS
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvjtxUfljI
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『踏雪無聲』73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEsOoM7m9a
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乍然寂靜無聲。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTH9YqzbBz
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMSRMpwNjL
他張大眼，張口不能言。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyv8ResBpiG
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpiWyGzZQf
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「遙遠的童話故事」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFHEuluR0U
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkH0aD6djd
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNRNjIkESJ
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqMtCqh8Bl
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『請幸福的……』73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pzB6Zi2GG
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej7P33Rjmc
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgU3thuYrZ5
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6HdToXnyr
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkELc75OIua
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6HCqMX8s8
我無法相信話語的真實。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEatTqpaCLy
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我知道，你愛我。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxt9vwOuUgY
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8G2MwtE8fD
我當然也從你口裡聽到。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTX9Kccvdba
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oEYkmjbda
你總是會說：「我愛你。」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDs4krs3mW
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是的。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVp8NGtq3a9
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08dUG7uhOg
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWsMXl22rl
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0ALGRTBZg
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr7rkkrBHQ
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『後日談』73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7ql2n4TDT
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpNknVDBJB
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrQazYiJWC
然後他又重複了一次。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03rewjzhaa
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9tAkWgi8X
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7U5xR1XeA
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8GULD6CjC
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyltFS41pO6
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「十年」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8Cs6KKhVR
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQA5sbBEoq4
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcR7Dvx4vM
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pVrTDlhLg
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBF33KpdkG
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因為太感同身受了。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTio8XNyKt
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFuRfAqtV1
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88EvIG6rJR
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUn3a9b8n1
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf2l2Ph2jI
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgIb9kaGDH
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwy6KtsWpTr
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQ7P5EJY07
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8OuO5iyP0
他始終是，一個人。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKY14PD5EO
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF1IHaITO1
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPqVnlH209
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他決定要去旅行。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOK9Q7yoE8R
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IJNIhTIVq
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路德也許會生氣吧。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Vobs6M996
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAH2vFSqa8P
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ge6O0u66l
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmkKsRI0eq
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnLh5iaB08
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBmHYE1VrE
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ue2UuX8zN
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekYOL08R3L
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd65yEEbOAN
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0mRWb2VdR
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jEnYDypOr
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCXbnTHD5A
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxYjcSsC4J
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh3KPxPKG7
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBf14vP6o4h
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPm2UDhSyEY
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他收起相片，忖思。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsx4eKrvvFg
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl75svr7Ls
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhxYZ5ToBO
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxrddB1oRp
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