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在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5FQvwjeuY
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j30dlYigz
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoabdE1jojw
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錯過與放棄。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRULY92YlEG
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvu2BQI7uh
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzT6w9P1vk
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『If……』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45zEPeu5Ux
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaeZrEIkg1
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNX3YQMtPKQ
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdn9fdOT1l
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFikB3ogrY
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxyvfNW0jx
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnpQJklkZv
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『給十年後未來的你』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpHC545SrV
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJO7x6jMt9
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXGXXj5sKF
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Z4s8Y9qca
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxKu7uOYQA
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8aU4oxvGh
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcERfwYtbK
至今回想卻支離破碎。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6owJT8gNB
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXxTXGcuCS
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡln0ikPhSpb
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwv2MJ34Ge
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早就該死亡了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpOPmqq7DL
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早就……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDpIOadFAH
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOonGtCaUe
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNU1q8BZ0qz
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHG3CpXkiV
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7lOETCtkh
為什麼不能忍耐呢……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDI2owm1AD
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡek3hc4leav
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『不要哭。』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVBsPJiywQ
最後，兄長只是這麼說。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpfOfHITpm
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwAsEJQnhZ
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSLMvHA6xU
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4j7FtG8eRJ
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到底過了多久呢？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkPyIWIOCn
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aEJTic2pc
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9T4fDXHcz
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNBZWmMWZS
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgBvG6K3qy
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他拼命的挖土。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOcvnkSg4P
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnTSzyoQx6
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHGs2VyXao
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ie06ovigk
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那是一面白紙。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUclzJiaqz
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGpQfwEI9q
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CDnjqezhy
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqr8QGtqALY
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpT2d8XDWp
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看新聞有感。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdQPHJVDu5
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQy9in7Cdx
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「關於雪的聯想」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhFuBb02MP
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ386J8Pcqpt
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw17yn0Zcoy
乾澀的，卻熱和著。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMuofR183s
『你聽』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGE6qy8k7YG
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqDRzft75B
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisxYKtb8QZ
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xPatLrHtR
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『踏雪無聲』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQ73jHbCOn
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乍然寂靜無聲。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aEXO7qE1X
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcHbHhAXmW
他張大眼，張口不能言。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpb5LEeRaj
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGnff2iV7U
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「遙遠的童話故事」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NSvHSSLrC
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cCGWaBrA0
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWO2NWvG6o
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsak5GTGEi
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『請幸福的……』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZURTKUUFIM
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjDvdJusvY
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VZC43Z3nd
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSfHfjGnpB
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekuJPqbyz0
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5wg9UOxW7
我無法相信話語的真實。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf3qYnhB6g
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我知道，你愛我。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqt1ePmSsQa
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY1EEoNQ5F
我當然也從你口裡聽到。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUGzYdOH0g
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckabFpZs8S
你總是會說：「我愛你。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQ7EqGwj8G
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是的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxwWP36jHd
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VLUwb5uyl
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0m7U9Yb777
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIOXykjVjj
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5El28EWDfq
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『後日談』53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGISnuQ59l
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslyF7k1RYJ
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBblk4zY5m
然後他又重複了一次。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTr2kEEOEdZ
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMJGbOQOFH
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaWx1UHlEJ
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaUtdHPMBM
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdWAk9oCMK
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「十年」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzgbK5z8LG
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmORdbHiv6b
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfTR6kDUWJ
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxupCEwrb5
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2y1KVwT8y
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因為太感同身受了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28UrXEMYRk
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTCxXwxzZT
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftUh0ttTyD
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kbHntpQYp
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pmUov2PUR
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXzeWGETLQ
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8YGJWnE3C
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcusv6Lsi4K
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMO8EoeQ8c
他始終是，一個人。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CmtmmxkHm
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7CmoqZfuF
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8QaBLWm3m
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他決定要去旅行。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqb1g78DJNu
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ084IdowzWQ
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路德也許會生氣吧。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRy4nYo9EiI
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZywukcTlF
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5aoooOLw0
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdZXsRNAEu
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePfeB7vdix
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60k7VwbTdA
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJl2XdNbSJ
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlLG3LMFuo
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vAoG3VrOz
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbwx0LEQIh
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrFOriSpRm
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZq92aZG87
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SF5EYueYy
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigDEZbWxHD
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBY5jtVuji
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5as9VKvKir
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他收起相片，忖思。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi4bvh31Dg
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5s4YIYK3p
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNmIQ5itnU
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nKPwc6RAu
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