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在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iM5gOAZl8
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我怎麼能悔恨。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzjb3GHkOr
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysJJb5W5Mo
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf4uzO2Yal
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錯過與放棄。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyelWZ2abPH
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIjF9QiLik
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72XAxjh3ie
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『If……』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ40lpRSk3P
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwwUQXIZhA
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvV1BWtMTb
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwREfnKz9Pn
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuRPHLbl42
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDJl2mzG5m
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXojPE5pSN6
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『給十年後未來的你』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG5mXlP1dU
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDIDpiOOml
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMd2PhnYpYV
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4ULUorZi5
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpU1BlRwpT
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0gbCSxlQC
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJitceYAxwu
至今回想卻支離破碎。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU4jjFn2wq
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP258dwIscX
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbCln5fUub
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvyJjLSK2e
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早就該死亡了。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUYt9lKUrk
早就該離開了。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH4l28MiIY
早就……55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxPGIBYUoU
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUyltikKHQ
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbsw6bnG7H
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxnZIj3GBY
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKwfqLmpj3
為什麼不能忍耐呢……55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lrmlatq6i
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx7qLkwZok
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『不要哭。』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxCLpUQwbw
最後，兄長只是這麼說。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogW2SXhR0U
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxefUWJyQ1
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLnQn7m72W
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjmQKuECPV
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到底過了多久呢？55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ541TqYWYiH
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYPE0F8zds
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpdBmeXFcE
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukqLVrF08y
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRPimyl63j
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他拼命的挖土。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkqGvxr9bB
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BFgCM2rh9
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvlrpONUXA
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fPs4HluJu
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那是一面白紙。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz13eKqrfFq
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleMExEhHuY
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2RV2KcrLL
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9jmaaesKd
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmiZBa2GhH
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvglhT2f979
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看新聞有感。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisOciTSmqy
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTWIPAzP7D
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「關於雪的聯想」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOGsgsRupd
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR15SnLr8dH
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyFwRrKwoW
乾澀的，卻熱和著。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZClDhS4qW
『你聽』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wC4oqxQtA
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhRpBDaHzU
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5eXdembfz
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyn4xAv88Y
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『踏雪無聲』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXGkrE4XbZ
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乍然寂靜無聲。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKcJpJ1LfV
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoj3pscvDQ
他張大眼，張口不能言。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBoud0jkA2
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HxxLysYDD
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3hegNOe5Z
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrqeZ9q8vu
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4XnJJQcFH
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『請幸福的……』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsoPOr0iWJ
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaAyQflbxS
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj28FYcWfAS
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXyL2fYJgQ
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOMq52SMrB
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdq5w4bkEKf
我無法相信話語的真實。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdCp0gkA4b
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我知道，你愛我。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq1hEMhiVW
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFAS3v89Qh
我當然也從你口裡聽到。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssN30OHKq8
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrMtK8NWCx
你總是會說：「我愛你。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwR6RFJspV1
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是的。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSNndJR10s
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyj65e5Z9UI
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Q73VjxjOL
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkj8BD71jJT
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4bfhbzPq9
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『後日談』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZNPlP0aae
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt1LLpg19g
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJpr2l9GeE
然後他又重複了一次。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr5yhssrUz
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlNnDTXqXg
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXH4SjuWN1
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyvrTugd6W
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlLWFNoQXx
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「十年」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kO7CNhyxu
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJiTBsoye2
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqnv609j1V
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl91GpcSp6A
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZuLH7xdL0
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因為太感同身受了。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiFhAQFnDR
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9K1qIu1GS
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao2dUrCBea
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRQp85V0SO
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfV4cYhnXws
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtTooR85eX
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqjxVyvZ1c
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqpgQ9Oij9
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IE4lsUCTN
他始終是，一個人。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIL6q8p03n
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJzlX3m0u4
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVusJxPOb8
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他決定要去旅行。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykc9MvxRrt
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSylvQjBaZf
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路德也許會生氣吧。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlshaBdZ1d
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PZD0d4ERi
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcrWP8QU9i
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFSx1xQUri
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJT3wbPXkiS
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBRJtBIl2D
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZalMTHXco
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJSaQwGc9x
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJnovOTQ1u
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkylCUMEZYr
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczGk3vcyAK
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2Zhzl1Awj
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPc0iKuCVS
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yiRjUSLrq
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceVmCnDR0b
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpoQMjls5e
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他收起相片，忖思。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6Da4Ygw2b
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDBygZdebU
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXn35Zqsbi
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPg9LEWln6
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