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『世界上最遙遠的距離』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVna7inFeQ
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXjy39ceE1
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98m5pduirb
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tKzKbF9Ii
拒絕了你對我的情感。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6UrzNb4sG
忽視了你眼底的情慾。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePrBdhKp5g
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我怎麼能悔恨。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBILfT19ozh
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQy7sqfmcDw
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX90deIAIDl
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzXArMY86h
「這樣的我令人厭惡。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWNXO1PpkV
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錯過與放棄。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwWWE7Eycp
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhW1qfjtB4A
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjf6V5se1z
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『If……』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1JfwWiKXj
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81isVOVdwH
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOL5JJCUMV8
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1QbagPk5E
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiuPFMExQg
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKIfMTloRY
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWAlkUfdcB
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『給十年後未來的你』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkYuTTSFlN
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMj0lO6JLq
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6g0WxpdS1n
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi56PB6tpvS
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxUVIoISIW
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSgqU0Xe3a
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuwB3wQGT6
至今回想卻支離破碎。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3joqXLcgPA
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfv9zuCpGGX
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85kaUXj1j6
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9cPSxdazO
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早就該死亡了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92eRH3l4Dl
早就該離開了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EFvCTzLnA
早就……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95xumfQKta
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3foMk9KOB7
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCn7fzFtsm
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsfAskiLbl
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEl7AeZA7fe
為什麼不能忍耐呢……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKLTXfQ9jJ
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXdhnv3DYp
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『不要哭。』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDaqRqRBjA
最後，兄長只是這麼說。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqbwDdlVUe
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25AlmIKOMZ
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsBYhhZqRo
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJkeqnLVs1
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到底過了多久呢？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnmOXXWfDJ
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ939e0eUpV
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAL8qzS1qv
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQduz8SlDHj
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGS3TGmZKH
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他拼命的挖土。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDIPzTnt8Y
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdm3j2tXm6
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDMaBEgRYo
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp91oPl2fbP
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那是一面白紙。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprC8jHcyrf
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKOQumgCX9
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwSqqmdTkY
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHMnfCTGCV
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHvhx36D5B
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6LzzU79t2
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看新聞有感。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUJnHQV9xZ
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrakk7LE2jN
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「關於雪的聯想」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Yic3iyKgM
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoYcp9xcsB
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkPs3nelS0
乾澀的，卻熱和著。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4H5ZFrAYM
『你聽』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8A0QdP8b5
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEjP8OKsP3
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvCOUAW0bV
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgTz4wEKDP
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『踏雪無聲』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfA0iU3i2Fh
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乍然寂靜無聲。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41IRkmiunX
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tvzBkbUrG
他張大眼，張口不能言。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7tGOlEYoY
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnj7Eu92Lcg
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「遙遠的童話故事」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnWI4V0fBi
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph9p8oDVsa
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rN1XqWBof
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjDeiUMHDQ
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『請幸福的……』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwDDetTnwn
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTvtGELVnf
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimCVoas5Tl
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYpCichvvQ
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iJ8l9XQ3s
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhWNnlvlQy
我無法相信話語的真實。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyihiCzwRx
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我知道，你愛我。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8jX2iXIfj
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAnJRErSId
我當然也從你口裡聽到。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIPPxbBn8P
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXNofOF4I7
你總是會說：「我愛你。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajCMvjPEUH
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是的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MXLlLgN8U
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfTxsBxoF4
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIBl54CUFD
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2WWRXFT5Y
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkloVYnD2zp
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『後日談』49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMEJoXW5TR
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYuGPw0anp
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKelW7UlEL
然後他又重複了一次。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeV9gxUCZMo
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x7HfVsHGn
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiiZ4drEzp
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXpcdaJTdS
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWs4GVPO86
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「十年」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltaCYA7skg
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmX1XVyNgko
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLhUvXnNDG
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkVFayIGmO
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO3mSgZZrh
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因為太感同身受了。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4vwscjkj9
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdl4vcyqogI
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYQ0HOVm7n
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbIBdWyM2a
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq729KNBfS
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UoT1w58DE
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5ktomVIg2
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRSqzLzeiL
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToBFsfWgyQ
他始終是，一個人。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwP9sIGF2mz
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE29yQZdFg
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXikgZB4Azx
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他決定要去旅行。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMcAXtfRVD
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd686Jz0ve8
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路德也許會生氣吧。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRTIvsnif2
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEm2hCqyrt
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqZmhj95U8
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rdTCB4Jjl
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuZfhcDfkW
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNbWIEfu8S
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIp3jsB7hNg
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUq09PGPeE
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeo3mb36JQ
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqp9q3ICYUN
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmREVOZHYn
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOHHYe0duy
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQX5nFIkJsg
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkIIR5uM1r
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7faHp1MjcR
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0rmrIghpw
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他收起相片，忖思。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQunM5VAcZ
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLONtiOD9Ra
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmxV2xladU
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。49Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7lbqke1dv
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