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在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2V3Q1UHJ7
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUgH7JDWgo
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLdaxq3NhK
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錯過與放棄。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2bQ1OaHoK
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4akNeTDnb
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRni2ysta0
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fIGHVYi2x
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FjfnMGQZG
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡay9gNIWvMN
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Cecagk5a6
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSJiWrbyLN
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『給十年後未來的你』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgHC9gjCqw
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvrvViWh07
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMyep6KRP7
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqI0Ku3we1
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uwmaE94Q7
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0uSgv1zjW
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZBaMANJIC
至今回想卻支離破碎。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QKMN4clht
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUFQAGNKtM
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z7Z9kgf0X
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhV98iaSeV
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早就該死亡了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXOmxPthur
早就該離開了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZNnToGu72
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早就什麼也無法碰觸了……62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgRTqTDLbL
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLktdw5rWt
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYa1woKbWe
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6fiKGl9MT
為什麼不能忍耐呢……62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFCzRMV9Tb
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRydeW0vl7G
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『不要哭。』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCCubPPkvI
最後，兄長只是這麼說。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLZZLxdzl1
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWSkH4J8IT
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMnZpnE80D
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCWCIRvyCp
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到底過了多久呢？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VbkNa9UyR
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphJLXbwys1
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmeFZOWGA4
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqapGPEnTqn
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBkz2pXwJa
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他拼命的挖土。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlyVJwwseY
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvN2JG3Hi6
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVAMseUjAc
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcF6QZzFcia
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7W4xx8LRX
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gD43NRUHx
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7KsXlUAAi
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38Hbob18aH
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPzzqvhHuq
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看新聞有感。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCNAuVhSCQ
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8WA0cFHkw
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「關於雪的聯想」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkClLln78f
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIQ5sP4euF
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjq2UYjL4vH
乾澀的，卻熱和著。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZotAKNGxW
『你聽』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Zdhzo0iAr
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQjnlbGTKg
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi06ZwPdWHH
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5tMzab7BU
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『踏雪無聲』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRm6mm4ZHh
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乍然寂靜無聲。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0BQxcSd2u
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XoMRjRi7v
他張大眼，張口不能言。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfrxflW1Wc
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHdBi20j7L
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUa1p3ccBj
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPPt9Bosed
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN9EIv3pP6
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『請幸福的……』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk8myZw9ER
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbav9EszHFm
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ962o9jXBjY
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpkYHJeulN
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonWr7GIXaX
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32UUyS3ll9
我無法相信話語的真實。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIYk1ibOSn
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我知道，你愛我。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmMzfcuHRb
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIellfwVz6
我當然也從你口裡聽到。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4phktYMvN
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbXJfyOPtz
你總是會說：「我愛你。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBzaqMjScr
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是的。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wqvd9OzUz
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4krsbjBacQ
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3MKyBpnPV
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDZhKZPVL7
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSya7eLhEob
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『後日談』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K46AkLVqM
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjkrk98Clw
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QdIRQx2Ia
然後他又重複了一次。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeQCUetWAF
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0i6fWjcse1
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzu8CbVg0H
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH75PfAw4nQ
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡan7u77LmDK
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「十年」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHTWgpwD1t
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJm3rLaGfr
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWalQPgiCk
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZLsQ2misq
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgobdu5zkIG
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因為太感同身受了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2nx1YWKZH
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpP8MOyMCT
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdDlU4rgfH
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFPJF1twVU
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Jh5FnELr0
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvbVDrYXpo
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HrnSoXwG9
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDxtDuNoH0
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuvZhRQiAz
他始終是，一個人。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IBdWuZMBq
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQ9D0DhLGw
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRz5ke3x4cT
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他決定要去旅行。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6KXu5UHBe
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnkPHbk8Io
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路德也許會生氣吧。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSF70TflLz6
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNTQFkiyXB
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ggn8ImWqQ
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkEANSzozu
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWTwFwk4GC
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZT1lZLEhr
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDcoY4pzyJ
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0kIu7kd51
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeDmou6wfM
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfjCvJUT1z
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BkALIePgF
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTR25rMPTdk
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdfREdLsKI
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonoRlOaogg
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPiHJVP5pA
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTibmM8S2nS
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他收起相片，忖思。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKG14D8LGiT
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPIkQNWgtO
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡro5v7SFhVT
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsibLot1K6
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