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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLMAl3u25w
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJrakXSCVH
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我怎麼能悔恨。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCxSX1Qrkw
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4OeXVoN7u
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1jT2R8CSU
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDFRkAwsCk
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錯過與放棄。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZUQBGMvzF
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4ik9QNSyN
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27TZfDn8J1
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『If……』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvht1qGWl9
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuUy5aDCYP
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYE4F946Px
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS67swGa4ZV
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanyMpZsNRq
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOAasVIHh9
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0Jbu7uR1M
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『給十年後未來的你』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMXTgCj0TZ
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMvFbF85jk
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgp0FnuPGm
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sWVRMxY7m
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7hGDMtCDY
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFeoS3tb72
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvjqO0uirI
至今回想卻支離破碎。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9mxDR77GM
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbW9gI2JRhG
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzOJyFpUds
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc31qwOqDWb
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早就該死亡了。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1Emifp7gp
早就該離開了。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1wJgG6Fwz
早就……52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRQMdxBO8U
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEgQgMLB7e
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaTur19SJm
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡag4T9w9ZaS
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLibB4Lze8E
為什麼不能忍耐呢……52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGkoknMgv5
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mrYkgpx1T
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『不要哭。』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFSdsEwBlz
最後，兄長只是這麼說。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs2nuRupBe
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODRPSnbXAJ
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2qK1Ni9Bf
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkZorCH4OS
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到底過了多久呢？52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuv3JmxHTRn
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UsqX75vwr
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8g6vZsP8G
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTarySbLpdu
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemmtdr4zxl
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他拼命的挖土。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfo0fWsUdo
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7ZFSiCMtl
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBBjYfWflk
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVBD68zOTR
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那是一面白紙。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl03dEau2Yg
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iKYTAE61S
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzW2sglvo7f
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhbOb3yR0g
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAouwA1ALqk
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IV6lK84Z6
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看新聞有感。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQeAV6jPPa
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9POdBCjzZ
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「關於雪的聯想」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ385stBLW2X
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTs4mxX5bc
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrKTonNi4a
乾澀的，卻熱和著。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoU9fodOBa
『你聽』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8OYuxvGHP
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02UjfvzQXo
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu6tOr7aSg
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6zKoLvhbZ
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『踏雪無聲』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkhwZ5GTfW
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乍然寂靜無聲。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypHK6LU0wi
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcelrcWJlNe
他張大眼，張口不能言。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4QSov5PHU
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPYiKJTUgZ
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「遙遠的童話故事」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTfUWcjh2a
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymvByOaI7R
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyDcnDh79t
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIW1uFxu8Ci
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『請幸福的……』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlSizNFAOD
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnM5nz9Eoa
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVDi67qw80
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq70L5jDnnl
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqSwgD2rXJ
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttqzzP0TWb
我無法相信話語的真實。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCzvWC0Qxk
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我知道，你愛我。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWIWrlT2vB
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqQp2hAplu
我當然也從你口裡聽到。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8TUbG6cc7
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPKwJP3OTv
你總是會說：「我愛你。」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ063EHA3lS8
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是的。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7S3eJsjla
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WlCn1YHY9
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWj3jVOBATz
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLJARskKUq
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBARCdaM74n
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『後日談』52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXcCvQurEJ
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaAZjs3Xcz
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJf9Dx4PN0
然後他又重複了一次。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOYSo9D8Tb
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5bddgJidI
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uoN51mxw5
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC18lgvkAEn
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuTi1ksn0U
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「十年」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG95XDTt97P
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XPLqRNdDt
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkwuD1Rapb
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡint2XWPPcL
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwq832yC9m4
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因為太感同身受了。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhrlygWnsI
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgQ2LhVvOu
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYjJ5SwXtQ
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15eGEpmhQF
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9JrcVpCXz
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eIxJrMbNC
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3vceGbOIi
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39isU2D9HK
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCASOfxjHd
他始終是，一個人。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9eGpQE0fP
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf43Lgk3WF7
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0lZD6mTSw
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他決定要去旅行。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYUHETfNdA
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjp64fdk02
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路德也許會生氣吧。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3mfl9U9wp
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWpNXk1QDh
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocD6SBzMwB
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4if2D45Uz
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYfxULqI2A
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwWdKoukuj
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoCkBTsOs8
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfCs7dctD2
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MCpPtkmYh
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFoytBwOwZ
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqNVmJpnDm
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqppLhd2L0
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfj3arsWqK
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr2WcHlhf4
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyV67UpAce
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWz95bxnpC8
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他收起相片，忖思。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA7MA7yfzm
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6EIWBxLud
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmKtpN6egA
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。52Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtJMzborEg
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