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『世界上最遙遠的距離』67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapWFsp7SXZ
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLTzFIk9vU
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCybGfHxll
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我怎麼能悔恨。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWSkmFuQwU
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHsZdr7QJd
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuKqre9Ss1
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錯過與放棄。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQa05IxcJgv
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2EpG2Qywm
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6S7Zu3cLI
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『If……』67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzD2e5uxiw
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGEozeh0Hr
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegpfLmU3dC
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOssE3BmEUl
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZNp6mBaD8
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0pJiBVXxZ
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFseC7EGdZN
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『給十年後未來的你』67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw8YU7l4pc
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOqkSBVkCV
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72qrCb3FEE
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlLkShIFUs
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAop5MoTrWp
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr6I2QGzYi
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WBmR2Vq2n
至今回想卻支離破碎。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMkGdeLAO5
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eSkCOm6mq
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51xvsefkaa
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYKkNhGyhJ
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早就該死亡了。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYmeATjaaq
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早就……67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdC0KpignJc
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXzdHg3yDh
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOqu0OD7GA
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1TTF9Q26q
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BUfnmLE9Q
為什麼不能忍耐呢……67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgY1ejiTNu
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVdWiniQsv
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『不要哭。』67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBIwGRMAEH
最後，兄長只是這麼說。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIW6noPZhSX
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3jwc2noR3
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayawzPwSfP
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSqiamPFVo
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到底過了多久呢？67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgnlYekbUS
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEmHsByHLl
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gVNb34d9W
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrac8zDBrS
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVzKIzRUwG
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他拼命的挖土。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Z3cL8Gl9x
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaQXaaxyFD
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE3OtOtr9D
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwEASqXOfZ
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXdyPL1gn1
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgisfdwUz7
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtDZT9Kz3Q
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmR3CtkkHc
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWL1Aqt94Yb
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看新聞有感。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KAHi7v3xN
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4hxmD4M1k
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「關於雪的聯想」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAApJrtE4IZ
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0hPxiwWPq
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ia70Loysq
乾澀的，卻熱和著。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCP6f6dGxbh
『你聽』67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRFbwe9tIm
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83FPoQDM0c
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBUyraumHv
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5pV5gCqBx
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『踏雪無聲』67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jQQP4EoUZ
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乍然寂靜無聲。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bRvNXYJBM
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAKwXTBurO
他張大眼，張口不能言。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhl8FaOzjF
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqWUOsoVZk
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdWPtdLdOu
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivgLoXDZhj
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrbNJuILIj
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『請幸福的……』67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQFcHP8CNj
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOc4pGIFUi
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGBgiwXwXv
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2f1ED5vMcU
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW7p8xmBEM
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQF215ciwX
我無法相信話語的真實。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkOSDwhJCa
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我知道，你愛我。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgp8r0XDXTe
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg3pl6NNOk
我當然也從你口裡聽到。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZ5lPqji8C
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolBYNoffGK
你總是會說：「我愛你。」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRykWllPCj
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是的。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFwKytxLBQ
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9I6M3H9OX
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9l5lwbJD6
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ34OzTaBDA
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIcGFTqJqr
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『後日談』67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbjJGjCZu5
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8kgDrueFF
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkNQMoTm9W
然後他又重複了一次。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHR9DCNYfk
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwvXKBrI5V
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDhl5ZEHUL
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtIewN364F
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkloVqpbr6
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「十年」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMpkw9pPhJ
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcigVzMZIh
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCAk2CL3z3
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElNBLyLEAb
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2mQ9PPQJz
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因為太感同身受了。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCI18wUaewP
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfgSyrlfKj
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bRlvDhnXj
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlYJ24ow5s
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYGd4gZmMD
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAa7ZFlBmJ
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdpc4cz4Vz
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyMzXQRetO
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMQw8FpJ28
他始終是，一個人。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxriBggSpSL
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpJuZiYmsV
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyNmCKE29O
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他決定要去旅行。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjC5lWDKht
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLKqgJGvr0
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路德也許會生氣吧。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7Zmq6VCL0
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbbN0q3pSW
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7wNAtKt3u
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiLYOrzFEW
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNLV1VQVpM
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgtZkwHWH0
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcJPjzQiB5
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJlBhA7Lp8
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxln711mx1
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRkCoTcBZF
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatJl8vaEic
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe2taKlQKn
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrhvMwBGFS
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmX1uunTIJg
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDX5r9vkXY
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeO4v3LoH2
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他收起相片，忖思。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPjn2R09v7
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFv6idXoyTj
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqji9FVBFWB
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。67Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNcB5Mrh1W
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