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『世界上最遙遠的距離』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjntZe8Gl3W
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h8qFvbKYS
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiR0n1N3x8S
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnogDedAXvH
拒絕了你對我的情感。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdib2nh0QTE
忽視了你眼底的情慾。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVw9txP7lP
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我怎麼能哭泣。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIucMHEw9Nw
我怎麼能悔恨。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RwrOhenrw
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PjXOBrVjf
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhoouR7mkK
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQWCXhI9Kw
「這樣的我令人厭惡。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWmqAhnyWH
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錯過與放棄。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UTWmQZBnX
於是悔恨交織。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsXpPGvwGV
如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxagdvTiStv
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqy2LDyXxVj
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『If……』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27nuG3w71a
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpY6Fe7tq8
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW326QwFyy1
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGMEwsdUXx
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaRyBGiqne
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMHaMWBlL1
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEP5CTBcC4
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『給十年後未來的你』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv1qqk5yak
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutGZRvepnG
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXFfyFiv7B
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FT0FCxp56
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JlEt92sjv
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNEi6xO98H
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0E0ABEKTF
至今回想卻支離破碎。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7VFTaM5x4
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpLDtKhAeb
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLmkLqoXe3
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiF7aPRBGh
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早就該死亡了。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOY8uBb46N
早就該離開了。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgmY9qtbIV
早就……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUkRJ1IxOK
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdxG2eSV0Y
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1WRu9Vmyj
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9JWg8yklK
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1J41k6Osnv
為什麼不能忍耐呢……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdcsbyg7qv
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfDGnhXaaP
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『不要哭。』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hOVG1sfEn
最後，兄長只是這麼說。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXet48x6gI8
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDsoj4dCFd
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQFc6JNVAD
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxpTcSMUBd
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到底過了多久呢？42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVj2kmMwrS
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqGxINJOcZ
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSScgkWaoh
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReun3tLdGa
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnT15JYUr0O
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他拼命的挖土。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UVaFv3F0g
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMh0QFVNju9
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQJ8C7vQwZ
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mdaq1XX0o
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那是一面白紙。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2G37aPfmPe
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6D76xV1qT
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3xSss90Sm
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgoINN3LP6
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtGyQzrype
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHp5fYMqNuD
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看新聞有感。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKheUqGDl8W
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr40QM14GS
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「關於雪的聯想」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc65OJZhEEc
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOJl2pmpw1
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKPFILSTme
乾澀的，卻熱和著。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiMKwU2BrD
『你聽』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1DaHJEkmW
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCakI2hn500
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19IcuJk2M7
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zkQReV8o0
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『踏雪無聲』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJYeZAg5m0
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乍然寂靜無聲。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdK9HN7bTCw
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0uOTFvg9K
他張大眼，張口不能言。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyIfJ4cZr3
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0otjz8yYA
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「遙遠的童話故事」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTElR5cVn8i
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2AoxJo1Gw
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8w9uKNQuhW
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61pThib89t
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『請幸福的……』42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWN42XLVrX
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8lBQC6rBD
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN72KQw7qTW
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6pc1m2jUw
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4I0fmLAUb
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCEFRrHrFQ
我無法相信話語的真實。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXL2qvcAGt
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我知道，你愛我。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPnMOYVIZ4
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeL8Gv3sGr
我當然也從你口裡聽到。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKY4k8IRyHI
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8R38RgwwkF
你總是會說：「我愛你。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcTlV9rXse
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是的。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeyvIP3f1j
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxa8mnYIFx0
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37bY6FoC6y
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfQLUXDTCc
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvPKFHRFw4
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxtuP5fMMU
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjd6qf0OnMD
然後他又重複了一次。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wjd6DxFP3
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOOT45WxWw
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhf91OMUIr
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkjJyZgK61
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqknWxV5py
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「十年」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Vyu3Pi135
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFH8k4Bi0P
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk1rsWePiN
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95K1kXfFzk
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGx1om7cqf
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因為太感同身受了。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCbIL8Lcjh
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmzwzILRq4
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eI7aYlwwe
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvgMCVQ3m9
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHXayrgNkc
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Du7Tj5b2o
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxHGJ7pNik
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVlkKrlE5G
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zAZcXQ0Oo
他始終是，一個人。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtrhgN0pIU
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeiMStABph
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ1uteXYp2
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他決定要去旅行。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOY9BZZsY7b
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfCqJxLEQD
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路德也許會生氣吧。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2NhzgcahV
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HwHqBWFAx
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPQgnXDLIO
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTbcMCZxeL
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkB9mTzvto
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLHmCnjEKZ
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZ4xZ2q6WS
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2lpLg8Tuk
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmNpZ6Lx36
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJ0tTPISuR
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHlBTJ9RtJ
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSc4OFBtRJ
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tXEmOFGoU
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyp58qmAVg5
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbQsTy1s1r
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vDHXm46Um
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他收起相片，忖思。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlZnLr8lsg
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHD5cCPYGz
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5AhRdkagO
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyFVPnAwIH
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