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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5W0aIcM8m
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6phP8dsdK
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我怎麼能悔恨。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkPTReXpJc
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9Fu1aMGX3
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t5WHzfeC9
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錯過與放棄。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgilXdLULP
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzCN9erDMz
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0271SZZnLa
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『If……』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzWauknAmZ
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZ7emlwNdn
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdpk7RgBHH
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xPe09x0Kj
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZNyvx98Fv
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X8Bd7PwFH
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcw856i2gGc
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『給十年後未來的你』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHwd8MR9Qj
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRgf7hqD1n
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuyEAdHNz7
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8gkSOZGOz
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgmgVtkCAl
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGnO2aWBQW
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GayfLiJvx
至今回想卻支離破碎。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwhbwiI1Db
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPyA10688V
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ028ynOjlvw
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXZF2lazSZ
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早就該死亡了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGchWBVdU8
早就該離開了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8GnvSfedd
早就……65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbmJmbZEl4
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKOlQJxCCi
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopYYAJFmpA
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnVSDj8F8Z
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqYi0BKpVN
為什麼不能忍耐呢……65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuBcrRolIA
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2EOqHJirB
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『不要哭。』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnS4TsfXeVJ
最後，兄長只是這麼說。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOf9pgxn8SO
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsawGOTt9m
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDIhiCS6UK
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfHsUkhj9Q
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到底過了多久呢？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Sunfm727c
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3aBtRXUsy
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVaB5vACu8
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9nS60MvMN
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ikxLSdeAh
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他拼命的挖土。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7pqc6Lt7B
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpF1neUsTW
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXWyQjJQCb
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsJN8nSZJ4
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那是一面白紙。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0FyRg23uE
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHSWhcJZnh
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCoTOr38j6
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BEDt7eGKt
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb93CxLPcd3
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCapkxmgAoT
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看新聞有感。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiYZbpwHYf
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88BpBA9zDx
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「關於雪的聯想」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLd0TsPLII
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHOf7HKpzL
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ168DMMRx6U
乾澀的，卻熱和著。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0052eUJytf
『你聽』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqBw6Y2jG4
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb093JZayvV
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cVzG0HcEJ
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9C1RJSbb9
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『踏雪無聲』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1A5tD3fzl
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乍然寂靜無聲。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFclthQRB7
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioNDzMZ3Nd
他張大眼，張口不能言。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIecDKVBXs
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iceSZfWAZ
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRXTaSYCgM
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjExvoNpfh9
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNqwkPQDgo
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『請幸福的……』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i0BrnOYqc
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNudbfXP1ls
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlszlCmQ7kx
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gpCEFMGe7
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Wi6V2DWgm
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXRAePQzHO
我無法相信話語的真實。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6u0vhFDmYX
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我知道，你愛我。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavBW1WSHOV
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWnAWXA1SQ
我當然也從你口裡聽到。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSFrn4cJe5
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiL5qWMU81
你總是會說：「我愛你。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4dF9wIT3e
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是的。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13skis0c1K
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZGjfRPjCo
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydAVTA7aKy
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaX7FnSkK7t
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzodYjOcexe
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『後日談』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8twEOQjj5
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMarbKB1E9
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgT7ltRoUl
然後他又重複了一次。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sefE8eXM9
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0xnSHVEQ6
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2B86KT7J0
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzXkvqYU8i
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkemFhBlNlK
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「十年」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOOmaWVASe
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4ZN5ixNC7
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8KwqGsowv
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzkTPCBBkb
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXm2NHU1GsC
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因為太感同身受了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcKnXsbLHz
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOd7TrQJQd
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MLcWlNNmz
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrnxOFpvYI
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mNl7oPJ4n
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8zhZlL3UR
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxslekmVgc
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3fFhsywZg
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzHdgQh9qq
他始終是，一個人。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN8qP3b9zB
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcXVlKhDz5
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsXBZ6Bg33
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他決定要去旅行。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtNjLuwLDv
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz6HJpSxBj
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路德也許會生氣吧。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkC1t8WIRW1
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauwOfmC3U3
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9XtfLbAfx
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPV3sEqG3ZS
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXEgIfLStu
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAER81X2900
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJs4H8zbNY
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcClhxacSHU
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIraU5a2P9N
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHppxsTNjCZ
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxTaeODmxd
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWpLnQBnFZ
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvz0tswaBr
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpAEGouB8b
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJZRqlxTlk
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSraIdnBQT
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他收起相片，忖思。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbacHFsLOvn
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GJVlrHhNw
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ741WMvA9PU
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0cvUbiVsK
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