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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNOEmDjA2l
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy52rDkpIP
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我怎麼能悔恨。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABtsJBRawb
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvcnugZG81
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPxZj9bxxZ
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錯過與放棄。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmhYh9nU4Y
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡez6Kws1F7Q
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『If……』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinydYcs1fd
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2Vmy0HCzr
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBI0V3uinyo
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76JO6oxqAZ
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jnwuRgl9y
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSX4n9iqn4
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIHYRgRGne
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『給十年後未來的你』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb1T0y4zVr
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw94ylhxrr
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg76nwjDRgg
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tZItgXw3S
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrW5wjrac3
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGTHhqdRqd
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI72KCV2OPQ
至今回想卻支離破碎。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnTZegVdCa
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbr3vFH0LD
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJGQoJmF8m
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZ1fsNkyWu
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早就該死亡了。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjQVh3BspH
早就該離開了。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyBoZyUFeH
早就……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SpEM28IGz
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGd9i7QftKn
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUs1cbzMXK
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHRgMQ2w8h
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRdkiz4E6V
為什麼不能忍耐呢……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Yg2vt5mHl
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMH67i6zi2r
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『不要哭。』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz9Fq0bWFY
最後，兄長只是這麼說。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtRFRh1ifL
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFvIo8fnaR
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQ8PY3AxQm
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbQZLKDVdM
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到底過了多久呢？47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6AhESvtUB
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAOFn8LRoe
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6t2Wom11N
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7W6kYAdywx
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vweV2qROt
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他拼命的挖土。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3OyANVZ1J
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfClizgUCoV
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZp5JMWzlHU
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWfLnouTy5
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那是一面白紙。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwXP7S7vNb
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCw5jHT3diW
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxX4jJN1ZkP
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhalnLxvMUs
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6mLUiVwPC
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnB5YVuTgcS
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看新聞有感。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXmVHSyUr5
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYDd74SDgS
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「關於雪的聯想」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBPv7SD4aK
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLOHsKJ7da
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmgoQA3xo2
乾澀的，卻熱和著。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWK375kqwsf
『你聽』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoUmlWDfGP
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDW5vkyS8ya
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVZDQLRNuO
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eYWSyaVa5
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『踏雪無聲』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxuh52phBS
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乍然寂靜無聲。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWirw9NruKy
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSWIs2yaz9
他張大眼，張口不能言。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSPXdq4feP
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡto8WVgfvuk
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「遙遠的童話故事」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAXYzFAToM
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6diJ8hBv5z
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fNa08OwJP
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNUoPusQ6Z
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『請幸福的……』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBlG4BKlZm
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqf9BSTWqK
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8nuO72E0c
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNwbKcXurC
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjODbxHQibW
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bffl52Wqq
我無法相信話語的真實。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4hLrq0YcS
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我知道，你愛我。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qO5gdcYBO
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQy3cTHUSYV
我當然也從你口裡聽到。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugOOcgnCDB
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTBGVRqr0s
你總是會說：「我愛你。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDFvKe4l6N
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是的。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIoOpPwBwP
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTYJriVrEK
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOg83KvvLR
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtxVNKx62j
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHu7lhamHEp
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『後日談』47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AuKevkiSq
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52QRLWGkLT
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR96vKUGbj8
然後他又重複了一次。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0y3Ipq3oo
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNTvyxepjw
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhILXL3guO
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQ2337mZV4
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBORN4skiIa
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「十年」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4PxU3XjL7
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcBoBDlFwC
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNCXn1AxoR
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwX9CgNXFQ
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5Y6QUC68o
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因為太感同身受了。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTRNG8eHA9
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8rDgJq2cD
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbz4wp9G9X
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2gypdIjY2
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelJi3HRnTw
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPigRXdfmW
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKbepKdLSJ
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMDpX6q52z
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYPCYwqDMb
他始終是，一個人。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvUNnZZZaN
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtCThbpOPd
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYm0gGxUZv
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他決定要去旅行。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkD2BAGXdp
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZ6ATUpacS
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路德也許會生氣吧。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz5NZQ8GPc
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJAgUvmXkM
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtN4FVeateu
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiRa3H1Ja8
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDOFeAqBGt
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTQgeaddhg
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwOppqkWg7
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBLUnFrijL
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ohYdfCNr6
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiFfqyzL30
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYe55iQkqIL
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GSvtHGdeC
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNVQZ73Op1
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH0tjjjrCz
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOA3bFYzivf
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8m0rEkffi
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他收起相片，忖思。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtQvVvT5oR
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4EeawQNIx
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JlvEzI391
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。47Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRe1wqViRIx
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