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在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZOzs3N393
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錯過與放棄。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhRR0AFJky
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjxHqQYXjZ
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuyoWlcjBP
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi3DlLHLEd
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeuKsBIhki
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37Eyt12Mr1
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmemduIQjgc
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdq6YRQapRB
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『給十年後未來的你』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCWOWZDeyJ
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd45AwVOyoW
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcdqSxm2Xe
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xoltXmVzd
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpq7BAOwjed
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFB83KzfmH
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapo2V3PNaN
至今回想卻支離破碎。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKRqkPM6ix
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JAz1KMOUG
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AJ12S1Jmv
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2y7Y0MF6dA
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早就該死亡了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGQGhe7pMC
早就該離開了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfscGO0va7
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早就什麼也無法碰觸了……62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7t4r79EyNz
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBJCSB6i6F
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqXsB5uGJe
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLg5EgCNIZ
為什麼不能忍耐呢……62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQwz8ZGiKE
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXY8t9glhp
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『不要哭。』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGKggPafLg
最後，兄長只是這麼說。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziurXmhbQC
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1MGCMqm42
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28IvW5BoeJ
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZHqvm4xte
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到底過了多久呢？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxQXdhVXoP
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6zuEbjVOc
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOko7YPygXe
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszqpETsaBm
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCToKbCJPp
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他拼命的挖土。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1Q4Jrfe6E
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7ngm55Mzi
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOm4s1jB6ln
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjw3nVUQaE7
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMRFk8s9iB
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIs7vCGadi
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEZhMr69QT
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADWVcD0k29
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看新聞有感。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV32riRGUp
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBosNRzuPiB
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HpzqzzrWh
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KLdIhyLN3
乾澀的，卻熱和著。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IVdlE91eB
『你聽』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxAuGPwanZ
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5BbZXUpYn
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1cfahN22H
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBAy4P7H0b
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『踏雪無聲』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBKAOZi8Qm
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乍然寂靜無聲。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9Kypmq4X0
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsonxcxuspC
他張大眼，張口不能言。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0uvu4WaJX
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwH6Hb4xU7A
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnRF0lwfqt
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyUCcr2Vbt
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1Uhh3LthM
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『請幸福的……』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Wt3kOe8ko
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpIjuCktbE
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfFURkywBT
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNVCusknob
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuddhkEtSZ
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRTa7QvGb6
我無法相信話語的真實。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqwzJ1d84c
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我知道，你愛我。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3ocuElYFt
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhlKi8NqJ2
我當然也從你口裡聽到。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vg9TjHMPj
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U9Q1knPl0
你總是會說：「我愛你。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKDgPfWTfg
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是的。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqjUmWgWXP
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9FOiHRfR0
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGNkHhEJaU
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRj3Wo4BpJ
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ268wRip3u7
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『後日談』62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv22UT7dyVq
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4qRGUvlQ8
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsICr02QgN
然後他又重複了一次。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDS5cOPcWK
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS6LMut3Ye
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Jx0kHhfY3
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKTSBv3jYH
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZHbZUdCCT
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「十年」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2frn4tI7A
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOptzEL1BA
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygpUxLFq1K
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzgWT8to4c
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfiEbBBvT6
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因為太感同身受了。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuQOME4DIu
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfgaj9S9xA
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHSTBlcBSM
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS3ozuGtQd
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegX6RvIcUQ
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKTIL5IKJ4
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXUBAti2DA
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC00FZDN4Bt
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDc5UYY28p4
他始終是，一個人。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHoCnwZUz0
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYLE0ZpID7
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6Z8LQQYoN
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他決定要去旅行。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8eJBcmMRY
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcmlBdGeIW
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路德也許會生氣吧。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5tDW1uQHS
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRjXN6m7iB
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6geacoSmeq
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4E43rUJb5
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4ZTUoXIcs
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5t1ge4Ukm
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFl8rgJcof
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7S1cDYQ0k0
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lutcNEJMY
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuZr8g2fZM
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuzmuG1Pfm
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mhb1phmg1
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJBtaxjTIR
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6Yndu5p7H
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gyzELwMAu
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6U8Sg6Ga40
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他收起相片，忖思。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgftGwAI5Z
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZ29iGPorv
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjut3UZOBM
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。62Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyjxFs45yc
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