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也許有人不喜歡這篇，也許有人看了充滿問號。不管如何，這部是我很喜歡的作品，我只是想用那句話來讓太一進入這不再屬於他的世界，讓他來幫助他們，儘管能幫助的部分有限。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6i8uHbgA8
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打了這篇，讓我重新塑造人物的個性，還有那些可愛的05同人，尤其是勇愛，她背負了很多原罪。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNS0LXokW0
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我想我不會打為什麼太一會死的原因，即使想過，但為了這作品的完整，我認為不適合打出那篇。畢竟這作品是那之後的故事，我們只需要知曉太一是靈魂，這就足夠了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeDAr34Rtw
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關於那之後的故事，會在番外篇裡登場，名字挺可笑的──「哥哥真命苦」。不過這畢竟還是在想標題的階段，這是拿來搞笑用的【心動過要用】。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuCca5ilND
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貫串這篇主軸的是太一和勇愛吧。他倆的戲份挺多的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgmnGQXENk
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每個女孩子似乎都會以父親的形貌來擇偶，所以比照設定，勇愛的初戀就是太一。而她哥哥的初戀則是她【不過勇愛始終沒察覺】。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCxsZh3Kpn
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廢話扯的挺多。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVVt1IcDHb
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終於可以進入番外篇，覺得很高興。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDe3nQ4Kkz
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就醬子。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgDy7BnmpJ
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後來貼在別的網站時，曾有人提出疑惑來──她深信和是不會動手打孩子，關於這癥結，我倒是不以為然。畢竟一個人永遠都亡能保有童稚的純真，我又怎能確信掩抑於人溫柔虛假假面下所隱藏的真實殘虐性格不曾存在過的呢？並不是不在那，僅沒表達出來罷了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAC1h51H1a
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這即是我所依持的信念。不論你們做如是想，我仍舊不願去相信人沒有掩藏在虛構歡笑下的假面。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqWnEpeTQ6
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每個人都是會改變的，不管是內心或是外在個性。起初溫柔待人的人到最後並不一定會貫徹溫柔，甚者可說比殘怒的人更報虐一層樓。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOCu1U3VuD
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那是由於壓抑在心中的情感完全爆發的緣故。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVArzA1JRTD
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曾考慮讓太一的性格變的喜怒無常，小說曾走到這一步，但後來依然更動。所以我私心企盼這設定能在其他文出現。一次也好，我想讓大家感受太一最陰沉的一面。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPolN4n1YUH
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＜季節宜人的午後，遠方堆垛的烏雲蠢蠢欲動，虛微的雲絲慢慢佔據天邊一角朝晴朗明媚的光之丘襲覆。＞56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuv4hqz5qb7
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多年未翻修打掃整理的儲藏室內塵埃漫天。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVFEdQ9Fzo
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唯一光源來自於上方那扇開啟的木窗，日輝反射遍佈這裡的灰塵，替昏暗視線帶來些許光芒。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDXKeSzRtr
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她佇立在外漆斑駁脫落的置物櫃前，心神駐足那後方熟悉的物品上頭。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAM3iunX8jl
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「這是……？」因著昏黃的視線，她凝眸好一會才辨認出那東西的形體來。然而當她迴路貫通的同時，她幾乎不能言語的訝異停頓思考。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHsMA0WvEO
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須臾她才激動的用雙掌交疊捂口，眼眶登時落了液體沾濕古舊木板。急劇的喘咳聲交雜嚶嚶嗚噎的帶淚嗓音；木窗外，天空萬里無雲藍的如潑灑水墨顏料裡的靛青，毫無雜詬染上般純粹。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcaVaSAPbO
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光輝落在身後，散發著暈黃。一邊笑著抹去淚痕，一邊啜泣地蹲低身子，不可抑止的痛楚擴及全身侵襲身上每處神經。彷若撕裂心臟般的感覺，難以形容其感受。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiI4ohxqDZ5
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＜雨落下細碎的絲線，斜著風迎面拍打窗戶，風時弱時烈搖晃年齡半百的老榕樹，一端紮在土壤內的氣根在不穩的氣流中微微震漾。＞56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDSUuW6R5a
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事情是在重逢的那時，起始。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg1OyXwBmn
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「嗨，好久不見。」倚靠樑柱旁躲雨，一臉陽光型笑容的他神色自若朝著轉動門把的女子招呼。彷彿有一瞬征愣，旋即女子嫣然燦笑，同他靨容搬散發相仿的溫暖氣息。笑容可掬的美眸盈滿難以言喻的光波，看來挺欣悅見到斷了多年聯繫的親人。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbo2Rgw3e2m
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「哥哥，進來歇息吧。」這種交換時節裡若不注意身子常會著涼呢，她叮嚀眼前這位與外界季節時常脫序的哥哥，儘管他一再強調自己的身骨強健不需勞煩她如此費心，不過身為妹妹的她依然懷抱些許擔憂。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0ZHY8RJA1
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蓄了多年的茶色長髮紮成馬尾垂掛於左胸側，飄零些如絲綢般細的微光。他別有深意地瞥向那束絲綢，弧度忽然滴落幾許苦澀，然而掩飾性的燦笑使人難以察覺其差異。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNWAqxt2T9
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笑靨依然似若降臨人間溫暖大地的陽光，她盯著他那如往常般自信地微笑，腦裡突現出結語。她被自己的想法驚到。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEYZMHTJJe
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可是──的確有所不同……56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOujcDB2t69
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那些不再復甦的過往。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa92Y3WEpfZ
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「那我就不客氣了。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGS5FbYBlC
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濕漉的觸感沿著臉頰滑行，他下意識的摸摸頸側，才發見自個兒已經淋了雨露好一會。那麼她是否早已知曉了呢？乾乾的掛上招牌式的傻笑，先前的悶痛一掃而淨。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhHRiY92rL
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自知理虧的垂首，脫著一身濕淋進入裡內。女子瞇眼領首遙望隱約透露出的朝陽，還有那些反射光而炫目的雨線。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdOlImrRWV
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隨後輕掩門扉。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOAh4B6kk7
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套上乾爽的連身帽上衣，玄色的牛仔褲，剛洗淨身軀的人揉擦咖啡色髮絲，閒適地坐在舒軟的沙發休憩。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pLLQWGmtm
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她自廚房內探向他那，似乎擔心些什麼似地急促在瞥見他仍舊坐著的時候緩和下來。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfE1GvWP8g
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斟一杯綠茶擺放一小碟餅乾於他手伸長即可觸及的桌面。坐他側旁，她靜默不語的擒著笑聆聽他用低沉的音質述說一些她並不熟知的經歷。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSJZZfbcIM
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大廳靜的祇聞的見那嗓音環繞，當然，有時雨聲也會加入這場寧靜盛宴。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClOkkb0Xi2
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眼底沒入一些深沉情感，當眸中映照出他的身影時。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMi1GqpTiLP
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微微嘆息，輕輕的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMRkWzD0yw
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窗外，雨停歇。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTZhAsDxN4
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「光，下回有空暇時再敘談吧！」他熟練地頂著稍早前她自儲藏室內找出的足球玩著，像個孩子似的大力朝她揮肘道別。她站於隔牆內，含笑目送他離去身影。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxff3emZtQ
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眼底沒了他身影的同時霧氣模糊視野，呼吸頓時哽咽。她急忙返回屋內，不願讓外人瞧見這難堪的一面。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FBY37fvla
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她曉得難過的事不因往後亦許再見不到的緣故，而在於見了一面後那無可竭止的傷痛如泉湧般蔓延，無論怎樣抵擋都擋不住地痛撤心扉。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡId0TxNTudu
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蹲伏在地，掩面不住啜泣。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhSsF1T9mc
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不一會光景，她理好崩潰的情緒，極力平緩呼吸步調的踏上階梯欲與日前染上風寒在家休息的丈夫說些話，來平靜紊亂的思考與激動的情感。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS7anqCUJj
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「妳是說……方才太一哥出現在家門口和妳打招呼，是嗎？」蔚藍的眸底瞬時黯然沉澱，他偏首望著適才下過小雨的青翠綠地，綠盈的雨珠閃爍。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVOKaJE9mL
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許是想通了些什麼，他才回首望著自己心思細膩的妻子，一把抱緊她。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWb65cMBWl1
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「妳認為太陽雨祇是天氣變換其中之一的模式而已嗎？」懷中的女子一臉不明所以的揪視他，似乎不了解為何他突然擁她入懷。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDSfNrqvPy
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泛起淺淺的笑紋，他附耳低語。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVL5bwz9qh
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＜積在嵌滿紅磚小徑上的水漥倒映著夜幕垂低，空氣迎面清香撲鼻。硃砂與艷紫彼此在天幕交錯爭寵宛若不受急欲撲來的靛青所沾溉。磚攮細微晃動，向後伴隨小女孩踩過濺起無數小水珠。寂寥的公園，唯一能聆賞見那遵照某種頻率一上一下地踢球聲。＞56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSmQSBPmCh
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「大哥哥，你會踢足球喔？」小女孩直勾勾盯著他，不加思索脫口道。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4l4HFJFkYU
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猛地一句問話打斷他頂球的動作，六角黑白形狀所覆蓋的形體被擱在腳旁。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAARk2JB3P
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「嗯，怎麼了嗎？」他會這類的運動事件令人嘆為觀止的事情嗎？若真是那樣可有趣極了呢。抿唇微笑，他轉首尋覓那稚嫩嗓音的來源──佇立身後不遠，髮色與他略同的小女孩，她那興奮的表情一覽無遺。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE567IWKhCS
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咦……？他偏首凝望她半晌。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2gPZ87waE
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就那樣，沉默籠罩。好一會兒才逐漸收回神智。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVbxMnjDMc
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也不曉得自己究竟在思考什麼需要發這麼久的呆。他祇是覺小女孩的模樣頗眼熟，像似記憶深處殘留下的碎片中反射出的那影像。但到底是在哪兒遺留過的？模糊的影像也無法提供解答，他想他或許老了也說不準，自嘲地敲敲自己腦蓋。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftwG33JVIW
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稍後不覺莞爾，差點忘了某些很重要的事情呢。反正那些日後在慢慢回味思索也行的，用不著現下找出鑰匙來。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4NzhtryYu
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小女孩張著水汪汪的大眼，似若思索為何眼前這位高她幾個頭的大哥哥會在轉首尋覓她時突然失神的原因。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuI1hLgxafH
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少年擒著一抹淡弧，眼眸散發些許柔意。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9eHCd7FTW
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湊近她額頭，凝視眼前這位非常甜美乖巧的小女孩，然後靜待她下一個動作。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUR0KEMRD30
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女孩髮所繫的鮮櫻色緞帶向著微溫的薰風揚起波紋。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJsZKIBmFI
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因著他突如其來的舉動，面頰泛起微微紅暈，向來大而化之的個性亦不免顯的拘謹，手指不安分的交握扭動，眼睛更是不敢直視眼前這位洋溢著溫煦氣氛的大哥哥。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEilbt2WT4G
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感到怪異，她怎會有這樣反常的情緒波動滋生，畢竟相處習慣了的兄長也是與身前這位大哥哥年齡相仿。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplA9ylrSzp
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她纔覺困惑時恰巧抬眸對上那雙與她如出一轍地澄澈眸子，少年彎起的弧度溫溫暖暖，令人為之看傻。下一秒她轉身奔回之前來的道路，瞇眼尚能瞧見她耳根紅紅地像櫻桃色。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwU0DvL6Qoo
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少年立她身後，沒跨步上前追去的意緒。他僅朝著隱約消失的影子含笑揮手道別，那靨容彷彿與公園同化，靜靜的。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhuBClD2ki
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風颯然而置，濕氣頗重。他昂首凝眉，大半天際已被沉悶的雲雨所掩蓋。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qLdEINJZt
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山雨欲來，風滿樓。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUDJI3L1Jm
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少年面容覆上晴空萬里，迴盪公園裡。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fYVbCLHP0
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＜所謂太陽雨，其實是道連繫著生與靈空間的鎖把；而人們深切的思念是唯一能開啟的鑰匙。＞56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkRRTTZ5sq
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她的誕生是打亂所有寧靜安詳的根源嗎？內心嘶吼、無力哭訴著。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4rMWKs5S5
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著連身裙的小女孩一路蹦蹦跳跳地奔走在鋪滿碎石子地小徑，臉上瀰漫著因羞怯而浮現的紅潤。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHJmp3MmfN
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「我回──……」聲音嘎然終止於拉開門的剎那，父母激烈爭執吵嚷裡夾雜著重物的碎裂與撞擊的刺耳旋律就這麼地入了耳，她登時征愣在玄關，堵在喉中的話語竟是如何也難以出口的酸澀。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroQsjCOPyQ
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眸色瞬時更換，嘴角的弧度驟然降平。舉在空中的手臂也收止住，悄然沒入屋中，安靜地就像是稍不留意便會忽略過的影子。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ198f5ooIJL
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耳畔裡不時有錐心刺痛的言語咆嘯，泛著霧氣的雙眼硬是闔緊不願注視那逐漸模糊的身影。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h1yT5S0Rq
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抑鬱的心，沉重到難以負荷；瑟縮在客廳裡的沙發一角，眼睛盯著上方的鍾底，不斷默念秒數。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4msPxtwG7G
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自有記憶始來，父母在自己的面前總是爭執多過於恩愛，縱然旁人總說他倆以前多麼深愛彼此，但呈現她眼前的卻是彼此爭論傷害。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0bvr824p6
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若他人所言皆是真確，那麼是由於自己的誕生才打亂美滿寧祥的一切嗎？如果她問了，誰能夠回答她真相呢？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLHIknZU42
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父母的怒罵叫囂依舊沖天。新買的器具此時已成碎片，佈滿在木質地版上。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOXmjy38ip
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哥哥為什麼不快點回來？她用力捂住雙耳，幾乎快忍受不住的顫抖。唯一會待她好的哥哥為什麼不趕快返家？昨天明明就對她保證這個時間一定會抵達家門的啊，難道籃球社的練習很重要嗎？比她這妹妹還重要嗎？縱然她深知決不行朝這方向鋪緒灰暗思想，腦海仍舊會不實萌現。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0Dbc3RsLi
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混亂的思緒佔滿的小小的腦袋瓜子，以致於她忽略父親的叫喚。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hWuCBNPz7
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「勇愛？」終究肯定某件事實，父親眼角餘光掃描到她的存在，啟口喚著名字，她充耳不聞的無所動靜。他又喚了一次，聲音也提高許多。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RUT916vHG
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但她依然恍若未聞。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc52lT9X05
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想必那無動於衷的態度惹怒正氣頭上的父親；無預警的，他上前重重甩了她一巴掌。勇愛大夢初醒地痛呼出聲，愕然的褐眸睜大凝視眼前龐然身影──堪稱為人父的親人。因生氣而扭曲猙獰的面容竟將他們推離她好遙遠──……56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNoWL77J6Q
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遙遠到再也無所知覺。撫著紅腫發燙的臉頰，眼眶裡透明的液體欲奪眶而出。比黯淡更甚的墨澤映上瞳眸，心底無處宣洩的慟正忽忽地漲滿胸腔，讓她快喘息不過。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwPsVJ8Wdz
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不知哪來的力量，她奮力推開父親碩長的體型，連鞋都沒穿就一路往外頭奔去。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3eTPx5BvU
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依稀見她臉龐有細碎的小珠隨風向後洒下。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmrRW8ykdh
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天色霎時轉暗，雨滴像石粒般點點落入塵土。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyBTCZDTxQ
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「……」和驚愕地盯著自己的右手，一時之間竟也說不出任何原因，關於方才那舉動。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHiw8iFtJi
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在此之前說怎麼樣也不會遷怒到孩子身上的人，如今卻食言了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9frc5totVT
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適才與丈夫發生過激烈爭吵，殘留的激情仍使心臟劇烈跳動。她蹲伏在地，急促喘息中夾藏淚哽在喉中的雜音。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeetCFYdUjm
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斷斷續續的泣嚶，對男人來說簡直是無言的控訴，盤旋在他腦中揮之不去。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbD3ft80L5
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懊悔情緒如潮水般湧進男人內心，卻又因為自尊心作祟而拉不下臉認錯。心煩意亂下，男人破門而出，頭也不回。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSORYidOd0k
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大地染上一片水色，斜雨交錯混雜著人們複雜情感落下。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dEVYbmPuR
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淅瀝─。淅瀝－。空蕩的街道上，一抹突兀的金黃，硬是躍入，少年以極匆忙的步伐跑回自家大門口。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKp1y9Ni0t
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甫一踏入，視野所及之處盡是一場風暴後所殘餘下來的痕跡，母親獨自嚶嚶泣訴。淋雨奔回的少年當場傻眼張口吐不出半字。右肩提著的袋子落地，些微塵埃飛揚。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2gQS3DOoB
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又來了嗎？司空見慣的畫面不用親眼見識也可從滿地殘骸上依稀窺曉。他稍後環顧四週卻未見妹妹的身影，當下心生不妙。難怪稍早前心頭莫名揪緊，隱約聆聽到妹妹內心泣不成聲的哀傷。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaHUJwEufF
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早知道就堅持一定要先提前回來。悔恨地意緒襲上心頭，來不及同母親說話便又即刻衝出家門尋人去。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFluLSO1Gt
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初夏交會的雨，持續下著。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNeUFyIcoV
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「咦？門怎麼打的開開呢？」埋藏於記憶裡最深處的嗓音，清晰浮現。原本低頭啜泣的她，聞言同時一臉驚愕的仰首；笑的一臉燦爛的少年蹲低身子與她視線平高，身體泛著微微光暈。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1rLHavlxq
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「嗨，好久不見，空。」他的笑靨一如當年尚未褪色的青澀年代，不曾變調過地包容開朗。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV42c6u4lAu
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一臉陽光笑容配上揮手動作，在這樣任誰瞧見都會耳語的景況下，竟沒有不諧和之處，彷彿那是很自然不過的招呼。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCYBxPS1Vr
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未乾的淚在眸裡打轉，多年來想對之傾吐的千言萬語剎那煙灰聚滅，喉嚨乾涸地發不出丁點聲響。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MvbXqQJ6P
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她緩和自己激烈的情緒，試著平復起伏不定的胸膛，還有，讓淚褪盡。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jYwOa4HiE
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片刻，她抹去淚痕，展露當年天真的笑靨。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56pNQ0pEqm
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「好久不見，太一。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPjdFoYcex
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少年露出美善的笑靨朝她伸出手，偏首溫和地凝視她。她因那氣氛跟著微笑，然後將手放到那小掌上。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYXGd2Dxwc
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＜國中時代經常與那傢伙躲在石橋下，做著一些違反校規的事。迄今，人事已非，只剩思念留在故事終止那瞬間化為永恆地傷慟。＞56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJyG3pi3iN
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點燃一根香煙，深吸，抬頭朝上方吐出一圈白煙。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXd7a3KQO8P
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男人雙眼茫然地望著不知是哪裡的哪裡，也許是在發呆，也許是在嘗試理解腦裡紊亂的思考。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mgGujM6CD
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不明的玄色圓體，準確無誤地擊中男人的後腦。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NwWH5PLiW
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「又抽煙了，我不是告誡過你千萬別碰嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgImg3ttUH
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男人吃痛的摸摸被撞擊的部位，旋即想回身教訓是哪裡來的死小鬼，竟然不怕挨罵地訓斥比他年長的大人？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTqCop2LJY
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可當他回首那瞬，夾在指間地煙蒂無聲無息的落地，叫濕漉的草地給澆去紅光。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd78UApZEEQ
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瞳眸睜大，和愕然地僵住動作，有些不敢相信所見一切。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhUvPbgnq7
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站在他後頭、將物體拋向他還有膽敢訓斥他的少年，頂著一頭容易辨識的髮型以及勾勒在唇畔那若有似無的熟悉笑紋，還有那張總映著日光的臉。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rspWMqhih
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記憶中據有這樣特徵的人祇有一個──那位永遠遺忘不了，死別多年的友人！56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18bcQnYgTD
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「怎麼……可能……」他抓著左肩，一張臉不知是苦靨抑或恐懼地的斷斷續續地吐出幾字。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e2xnAVBld
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少年笑出聲來，當他聽聞男人的疑惑後。原來是指這回事啊，他還以為他愣住的原因是由於看到他而驚喜到獃住的呢。不意外瞥見男人再度以一種怪異的眼神打量他，他用專利的傻笑漫步走至他身前。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbi9TUxoG5
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「嗨，好久不見，沒想過你是這麼欣喜見到我啊，瞧你都嚇楞了。」墊起腳尖──他發覺他身高明顯比自己高出很多，甚至得仰頭才能看清他的面貌──小手上下搖擺，試圖喚醒他失魂的迷離。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3f0DQVRVi
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空間停擺。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTY1Jic0hD
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放大的影像兀自進入視線範圍，神智好不容易恢復的男人嚇的全身一顫。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINq7OyNgul
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「───你不是早就逝世了？」向後退步，整個臉色呈現扭曲驚怪，手指比著他的方位，口氣摻雜抖音。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpI8c1z4Zs
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少年一派悠閒地凝望他，眸底祇有似與闊別已久的朋友遇見時的溫暖感，若真要說有些其他不對勁之處──肯定是在那溫煦的光眸下所隱藏的淡淡憐憫。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLP2JmLj1je
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「你說的對，我早先你們一步死了。然，又如何？你總不能因勇愛貌似於我而不信任空。」眼眸落在到映著渲染暈黃的河面上，雨勢逐步微渺。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAM63CgkCtU
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連一點點話都反駁不出，男人乏力地垂頭。對於他那平淡敘述──既無憤慨萬分也無嘲諷地口吻──祇陳述一件事實，卻足以使他羞愧的抬不起頭。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnyoMD097X
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少年收回視線。他偏首瞧著他好一會，表情因昏暗視線看不清究竟是微笑還是悲憐。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH04xY6Fsh1
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「──…你早該知曉，勇愛是你親生的骨肉，這點無庸置疑。你又為何與空吵了將近七年呢？難道僅因為她神似我嗎？」乍聽之下是玩笑話的口氣，眉宇間的凝重可不這麼認為。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjppADAs5AA
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男人聞言震詫片刻，掌心遮蔽眼簾，眼角凝聚霧氣漸漸凝結成水，沿著頰面滴滴落入殘留霖露的草地。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkMRZSPcGt
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見狀，少年卻沒不知所措的慌張，他仍保有那一貫澹然處事態度以及泛起難以理解的笑紋。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzY7xYt4pb1
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他傾身向前，瞇眼露出令人心安地表情。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9Cbz7dFSz
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「好好想一想我的話吧。」話畢，他讓男人措手不及的征愕──他猛地抱住他。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kZl6wgUaN
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稍後他放開他，一臉漾起開懷，彎腰撿起足球，而後一路狂笑的邊蹦邊跑地消失在他的眼前。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsI8NI7uFK
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他依舊一臉震愕地呆傻征住，腦袋完全無法思考的停工。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fvSJgvC5U
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銀線，劃過黑夜，闃闇不見車影中，異樣地閃過無數光輝。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rgIxc5kJB
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若不是那沁涼入骨地雨絲喚回了他的思緒，他敢肯定現下的自己可能還處於驚訝中久久無法回神。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbv8NHTzVk
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耳邊不間斷傳來霎霎地雨聲，他低著頭像做錯事的孩子，任由雨水浸濕他身子。闔上雙瞳，完全黑的視野裡竟出現著他現下最不願意見到的臉──雙頰粉嫩，那是好小好小的她。猶記當時她雙手舉著幼稚園老師教會她的花環，一臉無憂地笑。他也因那笑而露出微微的幸福笑靨，正欲伸手撫摸那小小的頭時，腦海裡的畫面卻又像跑馬燈似的轉換成剛剛那幕她一臉驚愕欲哭、眼眶泛紅的臉。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgMjFvqq4a
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霎時，他恍若像自夢中驚醒般地踉蹌一退，差點跌地。捂著胸口，驚悸的不斷喘著。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ315vxt0A6W
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【好好想一想我的話吧。】56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYEzNc6fD5
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少年的嗓音沒由來地出現，那句他臨走前說的話不斷縈繞耳邊。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0m226R6O8X
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某種開啟思緒的鑰匙令男人啊了一聲，他或許瞭悟一些事情──關於他是如此想念年方幼小的女兒──她那時一臉無慮的靨容。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcBJYq1RsC
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霝雨其濛的空盪公園，靜心諦聽仍可察覺鐵鍊與鐵杆的摩擦聲。一盞要壞不壞的懸燈忽明忽滅地盡忠職守，反而使這產生難以言喻的詭魅感。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaAiIdRlqM
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偌大的公園比起白日顯得闃而不見人聲。鞦韆被狂烈的風搖晃出一些雜響，勇愛隱身於唯一可避雨的溜滑梯底下。一臉呆滯地盯著上空那些宛如絲線般降下的銀線。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwouGwmj9fS
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──果然……不該這般殘喘地活著……56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqbGh8TvnS
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她慘白的嘴唇，勾勒出一抹憫然的彎弧。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9fA890r11
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凝聚成水珠的淚不爭氣的滾落，刺骨的雨比起那傷人的語言和粗暴的動作根本就不算什麼。早已分不清滑溜到嘴邊的究竟是雨水抑或是鹹澀的淚，祇依稀記得胸口在傷悲邊緣，隨時都有破碎的可能。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1gIdhqljq
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她的心忽然漏了一拍，淚水頓時抑止。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CTlPxqOE2
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「勇愛───！勇愛───！」高亢嘹喨的叫喚聲，一次又一次的迴蕩在寂寥冷清的公園敲擊出共鳴。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBlmx2bxPP
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是哥哥！這種嗓音是哥哥的！她喜出望外地探出小頭。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTeDHW5HLP
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叫喚的人神形緊張的四下張望，漸漸斗落的大雨迫使他難以放眼仔細尋找她躲藏的地點，加上又無見她因聽聞他的呼喊而探出來的小頭，所以以為此地無他現下想尋找的人，轉身奔往另外她可能掩藏的地點。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3mG4Jtlfr
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公園四處溢漾的祇剩綿綿不絕的共鳴。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5cbDhSH8z
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失望的斂回視線，勇愛落寞的踢著水漥玩，為何明明她就能見到哥哥，可哥哥卻看不見自己似的一個人在那顫著身子找尋呢？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaozef1Zuh
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為什麼？淚水再次不爭氣的滑落，喉嚨燒灼的嘶啞不出音來。不僅父親遺棄她，連帶疼愛她的哥哥也捨棄了她，她果然是被神唾棄的作品，是嗎？56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmyAXrrQ6t
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陰鬱的思緒幾乎要將她淹沒的那刻── 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tUEL6tuGn
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「我可終於找著了妳。」少年一邊喘氣一邊欣悅的說話。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcirPeJQQO
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心悸，緩緩把頭移向適才出現熟悉嗓子的身側看去。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxG1Py29tb
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他揚起一抹燦笑，而那熟悉的輪廓，曾經在家中泛黃的相紙上被發現過。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5b4C25PeD
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＜大雨霹啪霹啪地打落，伴隨流星般閃逝的雷光及轟隆隆震懾人心的哮吼，彷若寧靜前的暴風。少年雙眸茫然地仰望天際，那些反射到路燈而展露的渺細光線。他想，或許連日來陰晴不定的日子將會放晴，連同所有陰霾一同雨過天青。＞56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDjkQ9dMSd
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「──大哥哥！」午後在公園裡自個兒玩的不亦樂乎時碰見的大哥哥，可他怎會知曉她躲在這？他們算是二度碰面的吧？小小的臉堆積了無處宣洩的謎問，她嘟嘴瞇眼思索其原因，模樣煞是可愛。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUs7HIbEwOh
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欣賞完天邊的大自然景觀，忽然一聲疾呼喚回他心智。回首，太一含笑靜靜瞧著她，如同那路燈，即便是閃爍不清依然為晚歸的人們燃起一小燭臺。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEq1YVyVvP
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「天色晚了，該回家去囉。勇愛。」並無直接答覆她所言。大掌撫拍微濕的髮絲，勇愛抗拒似的偏頭，許是還想著方才所發生的事情，為此賭氣吧。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSw6YMso81
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無奈的笑了笑，這孩子不僅肖似他，連那倔強的個性也如出一轍，感覺就像看到小時候的自己呢。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXebC1orO5
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不過這樣一直待在這也不大好，他得想些法子勸她返家。太一頂著足球，順著循序漸進的律動闔眼陷入沉思。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiTClJTpQv
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「大哥哥……我是不是不該活著？」她猛地抱住他，太一沒預料到她會出奇不意地擁抱理應二次見面的陌生人，差點讓球給掉下來砸到她。好在他反應敏銳千鈞一髮接住，心臟還不斷跳動喘息。他吁口氣，緩和一下震盪的起伏，然後露出日光型笑靨。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXt5IGCtLKt
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「你怎會有這些想法呢？」一般來說，這種年齡的孩子通常很難思慮成熟到可以探索這類深奧問題。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxx93kkMvN
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勇愛把臉深埋進和著淡淡少年體香的衣服內，濕溽的液體不出一會即染濕大片。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70bNa7euvw
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照此情況來，似乎不願回答他所問。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhO8LiFRxTm
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無可奈何地浮現苦靨，他拍拍她頭的舉止彷彿是父親纔會有的溫暖。拉開她，蹲下來額頭貼著她的，澄澈的眸子直視著她晦闇不見光彩的瞳眸。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tMR6zykmQ
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「對於妳的問題，幾乎難有一個絕對性的答案。因為我認為活在這世上的每個人身上皆載負一份傷痛──烙印在心裡掩不去的慟。堅強且懦弱地緩緩活過難熬的日子。亦許妳想，死掉不是更好嗎？的確，生比死來的痛苦多。死亡就某方面來說確實能解決煩擾。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK4DMSRG2c
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勇愛點頭同意他所言。她打從心底期望死，如果說那樣可停止父母因她吵架，就算是死，她同樣甘之如飴。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO3xpiUmI9
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有些惋惜地彈了她額頭，看來她還是不理解嘛。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vE0DwYHZA
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「死並不能解決所有，相反的，祇會帶來更多的慟，慢慢折磨著那些被遺留下的人們。難道妳企求如此嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4urnQXtyD
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她不再回話，少年抬頭望一眼那天空。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdplienVVB
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彼此呼吸間的空氣靜靜對流。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWtPocUxJu
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「我終於找到妳了！勇愛！」猛然一個熊抱，在她無法立即回神的當兒。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZnP6Vr3cK
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碧藍雙瞳的少年喘著氣，一臉驚恐地容顏在找尋到她的瞬間緩和。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYmBvIbAef
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哥、哥哥……？她不知所措地偷覷著兄長汗流浹背，他尋覓她很久了嗎？見他喘的厲害。 56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2h8bRD2FI
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少年見狀，嘴角勾勒出極為溫柔的笑靨。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtBRJJlb8S
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「有人不願失去妳，願意一直保護著妳。這不是很好嗎？至少全世界還有人關切妳。人沒有不被需要，是看不清最需要自己的人究竟是誰。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcglEqHuH9
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什麼意思？勇愛不懂。不過為啥哥哥聽到這話時臉頰紅通通的？側首目不轉睛地盯著他。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIbD8pUOez
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「你、你到底是誰？」逃避她眼光似，他信口問。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeT0M8kYOZG
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太一聞言微笑。他是誰呢？答案很顯明吧，亡需他答覆。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpukqMn67Zt
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「暫且不管我是誰，可以吧？」不容抗勃的笑容，令他不得不很自然的點頭。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVOdPlHXYh
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滿意地微哂，太一眼光裡滿是長輩的慈愛。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB28ns8Vb4v
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「其實，我希望你能把這句話帶給你父母。我不樂意又見他們陷入懊悔泥沼中。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNeLstrtqc
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〝我總是在你們的身旁，看似遙遠卻很近的地方──僅一個回首的距離〞」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIUHHXBpfW
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「什麼──？」他正想詢問時，少年忽然整個不見了──他語落下一秒。祇剩下足球在他消失的所在彈動。他難以置信地張口，直指著那方位。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQVpuL98EC
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勇愛掙脫出兄長懷抱，跑過去撿起了那足球。斗大的幾字映入眼簾，深深刻劃在她以後的人生中。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhll2MVEm1H
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八神 太一。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6aynmx117
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──她的初戀纔萌芽即被狠狠摘去。雨後的公園裡，籠罩在朦朧的暈黃中。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPRAYZJ1Xv
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＜像似太陽的他，總把自身喜悅蔓延每個他認識的人心中，將他們內心灰暗思緒給一點一滴拔除。＞56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx2l26ZKX9
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感應到一股不尋常的氣息，少女迴身捕捉那熟悉的身影。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bvmrCfu25
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少年微笑地站在街道上，朝她揮手。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIQGW7PQHI
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「好久不見。勇愛，妳已經跟我是同個年紀了呢。」時間未曾停留歲月在她身上，依舊是那般隱隱散發溫暖的光。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWYaHMKrPo
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「好久不見……太一舅舅。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfJs0dMSgR
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他的確一直守候在他們身後，僅一個回首觀望的距離。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduEJXGRUE1
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