那頓沉默到可怕的午飯結束之後,他們倆又分別解決了手上那支引起尷尬的冰棍。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAyatkCHou1n
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吃完東西,她揮揮手準備回學校宿舍,沒再去老宅。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAfAvTgwgJ76
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少女一個人走在回宿舍的路上。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAd5uSe9OAqc
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腦裡不斷回想著幾分鐘前,在速食店內聽到的話。185Please respect copyright.PENANAB2ZJuqzBEK
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——自己最狼狽、不堪的一面,由別人的口中毫無保留的道出。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAeoE03ixmXs
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這樣的情形,換作是任何人,都會覺得煩躁吧。185Please respect copyright.PENANARNXLzhL6dV
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向菱如此想著,然後加快了腳步。185Please respect copyright.PENANAlxBPrVloGB
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…… 185Please respect copyright.PENANAegQAP9NEtF
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小鎮的另一邊,不遠處。185Please respect copyright.PENANAwRg2JQTaAK
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祁澈其實並沒有覺得不高興。185Please respect copyright.PENANAmNpXC2nyK4
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少年面無表情地盯著手上快化了的雪糕,巧克力融在雪糕棍上,漿液順著邊緣慢慢流淌,深色溶液覆蓋了「光」這個字。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAdtMl9JFfAa
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他無聲地笑了下。185Please respect copyright.PENANAJSsvB0FHHY
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——他從來就不很在意別人看法。185Please respect copyright.PENANA5c7IomQ2X7
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也並不在乎,別人對自己的偏見或想法。或者該說習慣了,所以沒關係。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAYfu22Pabpe
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只是這種態度,對象一旦換作是她,又會變得不同。 185Please respect copyright.PENANA1IwwE1JRdU
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明明被任何人聽到都無所謂,可為什麼現在自己卻會覺得丟人? 185Please respect copyright.PENANA65Xfm0M9PJ
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少年不知道該如何形容這種陌生的錯亂,只覺得……很荒謬又慌亂。185Please respect copyright.PENANAqsXgfSizup
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上課時會不自覺飄過去的目光,擦肩而過的瞬間加快的心跳,從來沒體驗過的異樣流通四肢百骼。185Please respect copyright.PENANAhFy4cVCclt
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無法抽身的,陷進那轉瞬即逝的絢爛裡。185Please respect copyright.PENANASufXMJtl5O
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……真的像光一樣。185Please respect copyright.PENANAEZNSYbrVSf
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這個假期,向菱過得不怎麼樣。185Please respect copyright.PENANAnNDFcPebUx
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農曆過年前一週,南雨鎮經常下雨。到處霧濛濛的一片,襯得小鎮越發瀲灩。185Please respect copyright.PENANAWtO1Vj6hWG
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宿舍假期留校的人很少,她整天在校園附近遛達,卻很少碰到同學。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAllFTejg9mN
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她也沒遇著祁澈,這個人的行蹤挺飄忽的,能遇見多半是巧合。185Please respect copyright.PENANA48X4M73mkK
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在校園內悠悠哉哉地撐傘閒走,她心情莫名有點低落。 185Please respect copyright.PENANApZDrytEwDJ
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之前發表的長篇小說獲得了某個文學獎的提名,其結局頗具爭議,目前網路上正吵得不可開交。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAhLt31Df3vE
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她站著滑了一會留言,覺得無趣又充滿惡意,直接把社群軟體卸載了。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAlr2Hfwv0Or
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絲絲的雨不斷飛濺到手機螢幕上,莫名令人有點煩。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAMlCsOvWg21
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少女收起手機。 185Please respect copyright.PENANA49PEKG0HSo
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雨勢有加大的兆頭,她的傘明顯不敷使用,被風雨吹得搖搖晃晃,傾斜不定。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAutpXQmIVsw
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風急切地撲過來,向菱險些抓不住傘柄。185Please respect copyright.PENANA8V2hfBzwCe
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她掉頭,正想找一處屋簷避雨——卻突然感覺頭頂沒雨了。185Please respect copyright.PENANAHAGqEZtNUG
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「?」她疑惑,默默抬起頭。 185Please respect copyright.PENANABCgETTyEor
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雨幕下,祁澈的面容映入眼簾,眉眼疏朗,沒什麼表情的低頭看著她。 185Please respect copyright.PENANA6upiWVNpyG
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少女抬頭,正好能看見他的下頷線條,俐落而鋒利。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAVmqgs7Wekc
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他修長的指骨攥著一把傘的傘柄,微微傾斜,擋住她頭頂的雨。185Please respect copyright.PENANAHUpBL7RfSD
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她呆了一秒鐘,隨即反應過來,笑起來:「謝謝。」185Please respect copyright.PENANAJFA3yapvIr
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祁澈握傘的力道不著痕跡的重了點,瞳眸一閃,然後別開目光。185Please respect copyright.PENANAyKejhcCdJV
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半晌,頓了頓,最終憋出一個「嗯」字。185Please respect copyright.PENANAzjGKhSTbpE
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沉默一會,他聽見少女的嗓音,語氣莫名帶點希冀:「要一起回宿舍嗎?」185Please respect copyright.PENANAU8Sr3c0Wya
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兩人仰起臉,凝眸便望見雨。185Please respect copyright.PENANAikTZ3eBM5J
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幾分鐘後,兩個人共撐一傘,走在回學校的路上。185Please respect copyright.PENANA2PDn3xxaKc
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背影稀落,隱沒在漫漫大雨中。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAjmk3xEpnHC
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向菱注意到他握著傘柄時,傘面一直是微微傾斜、朝向她那邊的,罩住了她頭頂落下的雨絲。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAMaEATR29op
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而他自己卻先淋濕了大半。185Please respect copyright.PENANAoauW2hDtMK
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向菱十分難得的感到有些難為情。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAWdPzm50y7e
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於是她抬手捏住傘骨,將之往他那推了推,讓傘正立,兩邊遮住一樣的面積。185Please respect copyright.PENANAyikUv2Ep3I
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——全程沒有說話,只是輕推了下傘。185Please respect copyright.PENANAdMs5jPIdCP
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不過,三秒鐘後。 傘傾斜的角度又被推了回來。185Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ib5Xsuv7z
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與一開始的角度無異,略為偏向她這邊。185Please respect copyright.PENANA2ImjGUHTsh
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「……」少女耳根一燙,無意識地吞了下口水,強迫自己鎮定地看向前方。185Please respect copyright.PENANAYGwN6ew3jV
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她偷偷瞥了少年一眼。 185Please respect copyright.PENANA4my2H0cmki
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明明他的神色淡漠如常,她卻自我解讀似的在他的眼底讀出溫柔,很溫柔。 185Please respect copyright.PENANA4eaDp5aLjv
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風將旖旎吹來南雨,雨滴與玻璃窗互相碰撞,發出滴滴答答的清脆聲音,好像是銀鈴一般。185Please respect copyright.PENANA2tznW8sF3w
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——不久之後,天邊將浮現彩虹。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAgb9ILtI5Xv
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宿舍大樓底下的門口,兩人簡單道別之後分道揚鑣。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAw543WYDqJS
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她幾乎是連滾帶爬的上階梯,擰開門,落鎖。 185Please respect copyright.PENANA23L6X0VcDO
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呼吸無端變得有點急促,心口上、腦子裡,全都莫名其妙地充斥著少年的容顏。185Please respect copyright.PENANAwcHKyzil1V
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看見自己進門時隨意掛在門口的傘,向菱忽然又想起剛才的景象。185Please respect copyright.PENANA3xR9CQ3agh
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她把傘推回去之後,祁澈把傘再度傾斜了回來。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAEoOQDxcIZu
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幾秒鐘後,她又推。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAJJeCbLdyJh
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他再次傾斜手中的傘。185Please respect copyright.PENANAMiNs5uFmpK
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…… 那舉動帶著某種極幼稚的偏執,或者莫名的較量——不想讓她淋雨。185Please respect copyright.PENANA2fU5zGaxrm
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然後正當她無所事事的,在腦海裡想著這些內容的時候,他突然狀似漫不經心的問她。185Please respect copyright.PENANAYSD7dRfGLq
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「在想什麼?」185Please respect copyright.PENANA5hw3STRjWx
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她甚至沒怎麼猶豫,順著他的話流利的答:「在想你啊。」185Please respect copyright.PENANAAFiuUPfXv0
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「……」那一頭的回話突然就沒了。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAhub8j9anYM
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向菱那時候還沒反應過來自己到底說了些什麼虎狼之詞,無辜的抬頭,卻看見少年默默撇開臉。185Please respect copyright.PENANAJppzXO3Yr1
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耳尖竟然略微紅了紅,暴躁的閉了下眼。185Please respect copyright.PENANAWU1r5FyaWG
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向菱隱隱覺得詫異,於是稍稍回想了一遍自己幾秒鐘前說過的話。185Please respect copyright.PENANA5Y2mVU98jM
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……草。185Please respect copyright.PENANAsRiOM8WBCy
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緊接著,紅著臉別過頭的人又多了一個。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAy421iEfGnh
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回想到此停止。185Please respect copyright.PENANAoY8sMIgKAG
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向菱在宿舍的床上滾了一圈,翻了個身,用枕頭蒙住臉無聲尖叫。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAYYxOIZQym3
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當時因為兩人都處於慌亂狀態,所以就沒有發現其實對方也在慌亂,惹得氣氛僵硬又燥熱。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAyDij91DuVM
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少女悶著頭踢開棉被。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAeIl4E0adgZ
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現在不是冬天嗎,怎麼這麼熱啊!!!185Please respect copyright.PENANAsXColoYOOH
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……185Please respect copyright.PENANA1ifxUyVB3S
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她一個翻身坐起,腦袋放空,恍神想著事情。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAEDGuqZeXBT
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向菱把剛剛踢到床角的棉被撿了回來,然後她逐漸覺得,自己的狀態好像越來越詭異了。185Please respect copyright.PENANAkOrQh16K7E
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——她開始期盼見到某個人。185Please respect copyright.PENANAoTHvEEBAVX
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不見難受,見了就是受難。185Please respect copyright.PENANAt4Hcu1rxG2
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一見到他,她就是止不住的心跳加速,手汗,臉紅……等等之類亂七八糟的反應。185Please respect copyright.PENANAej0CFc6gSQ
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她搞不懂自己這是怎麼回事。185Please respect copyright.PENANAIKYV5PfUo0
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而且詭異的是,她並不會對這樣的自己感到反感。反倒有些,上癮。185Please respect copyright.PENANAmtSI8pxVau
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——上癮。185Please respect copyright.PENANAF5wcDSNWxD
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這是她第一次使用這個詞來形容某個異性,不過,居然還挺貼切。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAk3RHj7dQ8J
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不由自主地想要再更靠近一點點。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAU8KQf034tm
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祁澈一個人回去老宅。185Please respect copyright.PENANA63Fages2Gy
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耳根依然有點燥熱,少年用舌尖抵了抵腮幫子,埋著頭走在街邊的人行道上。185Please respect copyright.PENANA8P1vGB8nAZ
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闔上大門的那一瞬間,竟然有種如釋重負的感覺。185Please respect copyright.PENANAFxyQ6SXGSP
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不就是,三個字而已麼。185Please respect copyright.PENANABhYBY9iW8K
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——在、想、你。185Please respect copyright.PENANArmla35xzMG
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這話究竟是什麼意思,她是說真的麼?少年勾了勾唇,然後莫名產生一種又傻又樂的矛盾感覺。185Please respect copyright.PENANASTpuFPADRO
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他想自己腦子裡裝的到底都是些什麼鬼東西。
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……算了,不要再回想了。185Please respect copyright.PENANARb31z3bsR2
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他抬手使勁掐自己一把,強制清醒過來。 185Please respect copyright.PENANABiPHOCK29L
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感覺到清晰的刺痛,也暫時稍微恢復了冷靜。但是他呼吸很亂,緩不過來。185Please respect copyright.PENANAdMD9MSQVug
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屋裡一片老舊。 185Please respect copyright.PENANA2ECU3SbNH4
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後來,他在老宅的廚房裡,看見一個淺藍樣式的水杯。看起來像是屬於少女的,大概忘了帶走。 185Please respect copyright.PENANA9AsPoI6Sty
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淺藍色的半透明款式,角落有個白色兔子的圖案。185Please respect copyright.PENANAzk0XgHljPI
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——上午的插曲彷彿又再度重播。 185Please respect copyright.PENANA9K896y0ju6
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少年怔了下,半晌,才慢吞吞地走過去揀起那個水杯。 185Please respect copyright.PENANASJjbCUi1uQ
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同一時間。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAgIQRNkiUVI
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南雨鎮的另一角落,靠海中學的校園宿舍裡。晚霞的風從窗外打進來,映著淡淡的彩虹輪廓。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAYUhntI8wv7
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向菱躺在宿舍的床上發呆。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAG2XAnckSlU
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她漫無目的把手機裡的貪食蛇撞死了無數遍,螢幕左上角突然跳出通知。185Please respect copyright.PENANAyVVTlCqgLk
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她淡定的點開簡訊通知,打算掃一眼。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAtF92Fi2hws
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結果當她看到這則訊息是誰發來的,已經來不及關閉了——她只能硬著頭皮去讀內容。185Please respect copyright.PENANAdM7FG6AydL
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用戶名稱只有一個「祁」字的黑色頭像,發過來一張圖片和兩個字。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAoIwiTOc2GD
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然後還順手附贈了個標點符號。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAbwzNT1rVCw
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祁:「你的?」 185Please respect copyright.PENANA0IOIFZzvW6
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配圖一個水杯的照片,淺藍色的簡約圖案,簡筆畫的兔子活潑而俏皮。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAz0VSzoi0lc
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向菱這次斟酌了很久才回覆訊息。185Please respect copyright.PENANAEUCKHO1q5g
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她突然開始猶豫,是要直接出門一趟,到老宅取回東西嗎? 185Please respect copyright.PENANAFcmF3lwRjf
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可是這樣顯得有些刻意。 185Please respect copyright.PENANA7BnZfWGEGn
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但是如果拜託祁澈把水杯寄放在宿管辦公室,反而像是她在刻意迴避碰面。185Please respect copyright.PENANAjMMDDQFUua
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真正開始在意一個人,原來可以因為一則訊息,花費時間糾結不已。185Please respect copyright.PENANAV5BGl5HAjL
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她考慮得太久,最後只發了一則:「抱歉啊,水壺落在老宅了。」185Please respect copyright.PENANA0QHqsAzhxN
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……像是在講一句廢話似的,有回覆等於沒有。 185Please respect copyright.PENANA9qpSh811n3
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對方的頭圖亮著,旁邊的綠點亮起,表示目前在線上。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAvs3XBXzSEV
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訊息框上「正在輸入中……」的字樣出現,向菱看著那排小字,莫名有一絲期待。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAAM1Ondy6ga
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十幾秒後,映入眼簾的是簡短的一行字。185Please respect copyright.PENANAJNQWmVMDSh
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祁:「放在宿管辦公室了,有空去拿。」185Please respect copyright.PENANA9oNbo1uJqE
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——已經放了啊。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAOMBmfBWyMd
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向菱心尖上驀地產生一閃即逝的失落。185Please respect copyright.PENANAabeQBZgsIM
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她不滿的鼓了鼓臉頰,回道:「哦好,謝謝。」 185Please respect copyright.PENANA6X7wExLnCK
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另一頭。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAwRjTDSuWX7
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少年盯了下手機螢幕,看到對方不鹹不淡的回覆。185Please respect copyright.PENANA7ev084lmqL
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她的訊息看起來語氣隨意,不怎麼上心。185Please respect copyright.PENANAsbcGy1tHpY
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……又來了,自己又開始了。185Please respect copyright.PENANAFwqcBd0pY5
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重重吐了口氣,少年咬著後槽牙,壓抑掉方才一瞬湧上心頭的煩躁。 185Please respect copyright.PENANAYJUPAdkAhd
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注意到自己的想法逐漸異常,少年硬生生把任性的念頭壓了回去,腦海裡卻控制不住地浮現少女的面容。185Please respect copyright.PENANAQvlunqK7nu
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無端的,隱晦翻湧起的暗潮在兩人之間,撞盪出雪白的浪淘。185Please respect copyright.PENANAZXmKn945Kv