結束了與布行老闆的寒暄，我兩手搭在大腿左右兩側的木製輪子上，一邊小心避開步道石磚淺淺的坑洞和碎石，一邊朝遠處的黑色人影前進。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFAJ5vUDBW
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自遠方望去，”丈夫”烏黑的長髮隨著秋季的涼風輕輕晃動。臉上由於少了面具的庇護，因此能瞧見她瘦削的側臉……以及烙在左頰，那塊不可忽視的傷疤。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3GkmR4tSG
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沒事的、已經不會痛了、妳不用擔心……等等安撫的話已經溢滿了我的耳朵，然而每一句卻像是往心裡扎入細小而尖銳的玻璃渣。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDGmdWgbiq
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但凡心臟還有跳動的一天，便會日日刺穿心膜，從滿坑滿谷的破洞中湧出滾燙的血泉，直到乾涸。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GrkIOWp2r
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時間就像名為人生的列車底下的輪子，不顧一切地滾滾向前，而我們就是一群稀里糊塗被命運哄騙上車的乘客。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oI0jPlUEp
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有的人認命接受列車長的安排，老實地坐在指定席上，等待列車抵達終點；有的人則不願服從它的命令，義無反顧地在行駛的過程中躍下車廂。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL1ucFG67d
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有時候我在想──倘若我能在“丈夫”搭上我這班車之前，及時將她推出車外，是不是就能避免她與我一同遭受這一連串的不幸呢？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCIJWTgIOn
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那些中途下車的人，在離開列車後又去了哪裡？會不會後悔自己的選擇？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPGHjKAjML
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不過現在的我，早已無從得知了。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡON2tajTSu7
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當我還沉浮在思緒的洪流時，猛然的震盪阻斷了水流。我扭頭向下看，原來剛才壓過了一顆小石子。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp06C9QZ0MV
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仰起頭，赫然發現“丈夫”已經近在咫尺。她貌似被勾走了魂，呆然地凝視著步道旁火紅的楓樹。一片從樹梢滑落的楓葉恰好被我捕捉，正悄然地飄落在她的黑色禮帽上。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8k0XwXxHM
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盯著她蒼白的臉龐好一會兒，但她似乎沒有察覺到我的到來。直到我輕喚了聲哈格，她才如夢初醒似地將視線收回，轉過來面向我。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWan95TDlRv
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我舉起食指指向她的帽頂，她隨著我指的方向往上一瞥，伸手摸索，最後抓下了那片對楓樹尚有眷戀的落葉。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqZy68Bzeh
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“丈夫”兩指捏住葉柄，渾黑的雙眼凝聚在手上的紅葉，不發一語。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnu0JSmMNv4
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原本以為她會塵歸塵，土歸土，讓紅葉回歸大地的懷抱，走進下次生命的循環。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20t2kFveJ7
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但她沒有。她反而朝我伸出手，將神似火焰的葉片輕放在我的手心。在陽光的照射下，葉面發散出豔紅的光。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszrD7ohLhR
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深怕紅葉再次被秋風捲落，我小心翼翼接過葉子後，左手和右手相互交握，搭起了它臨時的避風港。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbA3Dq1VHHT
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我抬眸，目光追上她的眼睛。「怎麼突然……」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglXUq9AOw6
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剎那間，我被“丈夫”眼裡深邃的宇宙所吸引。如鑽石般光亮的星點在她的眼中熠熠生輝。流星拖著絲絲白光，在黑夜裡劃出一條長長的弧線，在閃耀了一陣子後才漸漸失去光芒。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFjANZffIZ
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她的笑顏如同初次摘下面具，向我展露全貌時一樣燦爛。我感覺左胸口不斷傳來陣陣鼓動，遲遲無法平復。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwu1VRm5iT
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為什麼……為什麼要對我這麼溫柔？當初，我就該早點把善良的妳從集於一身厄運的我的身邊推開，醜惡的我根本不配受到任何人的祝福和眷顧。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tPHsbY6xO
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「克萊爾……？」見我毫無反應，她連忙俯下身，想察看我的表情。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOE3aME3Eh
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但臉部肌肉像是對身體的主人鬧脾氣，脫離了我的掌控，嘴角也不肯聽我使喚，無論如何拉扯也無動於衷。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eOAHkiQ4a
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我垂下頭，想要在地上找回掉落的微笑假面——可我卻再次，迎面撞上了她黑潤的球形宇宙。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiv2EMB2mA
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「果、果然還是放回草地比較好嗎……？」宇宙振動出不安的頻率，“丈夫”像是受驚的雛鳥般戰戰兢兢地問道。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2SUBStvk8
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「抱歉……我一拿到東西就會忍不住想跟妳分享……」她撫了撫頸子，乾笑了一聲。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLsXTnJ4fi
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驚訝、喜悅、難過、不解……太多情緒絞在一塊，頓時讓我有點措手不及。但唯一鮮明的感觸是——有什麼人正在一點、一點地縫補我千瘡百孔的心，往冰冷的器官裡注入暖流。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ211o9SpOKk
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是妳嗎？我抬起微顫的右手，輕撫造成她一直以來痛苦的元凶。指尖在碰觸她微涼的皮膚的那一刻，朝我撲來的卻是火燒般的炙熱。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEKBPEH5f7
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我真的……能夠這般順其自然地接受妳給我的愛嗎？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtkRBjxHl8
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「……啊！」“丈夫”驚呼一聲，迅速抽出自己的手覆上我護住楓葉的那隻手，「差、差點就要被風吹走了……」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuY5jKVHrzB
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瘦小而粗略的手緊貼我冷冽的肌膚，退去了寒冷，取而代之的是源源不絕的溫暖。有那麼一瞬間，我甚至開始嫉妒起手裡的落葉，竟能如此輕易地得到她的珍視。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ewMCa89fz
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我收緊彼此交握的手，向她提出不小的抗議。而她也的確被突如其來的加重力道給嚇著了。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHqVfIAWEv
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我謎起眼看她。隨後耳邊傳來除了蕭蕭的秋風，還有她從腦裡手忙腳亂挖出的，求饒的話語。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zf5zJ34R3
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「我們回家吧。」我收起戲弄的神情，輕輕揉捏她的臉頰以示小懲大戒。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFUGw1e98m
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臨行前，我把她的愛慎重地收進心房，而我將回禮放在她微冷的薄唇上。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWmdupXgjf
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希望她會喜歡。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LDv9jj6Nd
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