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寧願背棄命令也要護他周全,就只是為了他的救命之恩?8964 copyright protection103PENANATiHDC3tYte 維尼
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這時手上的信紙滑落,才想起還沒看過卡特蓮娜方才交給我的紙條。8964 copyright protection103PENANAyxXUawTpoD 維尼
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我打開來檢視。8964 copyright protection103PENANAGri8FOEW55 維尼
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上頭只寫了寥寥數語。8964 copyright protection103PENANA7BVhcMm7EU 維尼
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『確認其是否為德瑪西亞王室,若是則將其帶回,死活不拘。8964 copyright protection103PENANA5EoEthRqec 維尼
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總指揮的親筆命令。8964 copyright protection103PENANAQuxvxtUnWL 維尼
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既然如此。8964 copyright protection103PENANAG1Xrjt5UZ1 維尼
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那就無需多想也無須猶豫。8964 copyright protection103PENANAgU3rkVChk2 維尼
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於是,我緩緩扳開鎖扣。8964 copyright protection103PENANAfwfps2iOuQ 維尼
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雙手將可能藏有真相的盒子打開。一樣一樣檢視起裡面所放的物品。8964 copyright protection103PENANANQQ647jjXG 維尼
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裡面的物品不多,只有幾張被蓋住,尺寸不一的紙、及一個金色圓形墜飾。8964 copyright protection103PENANAmd6sOxae1K 維尼
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首先拿起墜飾檢視,邊緣一樣有個鎖扣,打開後墜飾裡面貼著一幅人像,是個穿著高貴,頭上戴著一頂后冠的女性畫像。8964 copyright protection103PENANAb0TsImbl7d 維尼
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接著取出壓在盒底的紙,第一張是伊澤瑞爾在閒聊時曾提及的——以皮城科技造出,能完全映出現實的攝影照片。8964 copyright protection103PENANATefiAPgcKK 維尼
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照片上呈現的是一排人正坐的樣子。而雖然年紀與髮型有異,但伊澤瑞爾確實也在裏頭。正坐在中間偏旁的位置,而在照片中央的人,則是這世界的人都知道的──8964 copyright protection103PENANA7Y1SQn3Spb 維尼
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看過後,我輕輕放回照片。8964 copyright protection103PENANAKHciyYCunr 維尼
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最後,將壓在最底下的信紙拾起,將其拿到燈前。8964 copyright protection103PENANALRFFl5SmAn 維尼
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『我想,就算計畫成功了,你還是會時不時拿出這張廢紙吧?8964 copyright protection103PENANAgCw9khCGB7 維尼
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雖然已經下定決心,要和德瑪西亞斷的乾乾淨淨,不再有任何牽連。但我太了解自己了,就算在現在,離開的念頭和老爸冷硬的腦袋一樣堅定,但將來我必然也會產生不只是一絲一毫的思鄉之情。8964 copyright protection103PENANAwx98Wamxmp 維尼
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雖然沒什麼好留念的(唯一值得懷念的,大概只有見不到的老媽、和現在不知道人在哪裡的他吧?)8964 copyright protection103PENANAA3Xe3KWLDs 維尼
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但德瑪西亞畢竟也是我從小待到大的地方,大概還是會常常想起那裡的事情吧,這也是無可奈何的事。8964 copyright protection103PENANAtlx4JA7UQi 維尼
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所以,現在的我寫這封信的目的,是為了要跟將來的你說──跟將來的我自己說,要死死記著自己之所以離開的初衷。8964 copyright protection103PENANAX4GCARmxH8 維尼
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自己到底是為了什麼才離開德瑪西亞?離開從小待到大的王宮?(雖說中間曾在皮城待了幾年就是了。)8964 copyright protection103PENANAJfOh0Y3sNH 維尼
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明明待在宮裡,繼續當個不稱職的王子,每天快樂地混吃等死就好了,到底為什麼吃飽沒事幹,大費周章逃離不該逃離的地方,去過不知道明天會如何的生活?8964 copyright protection103PENANAifYbt7Sgrq 維尼
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就算對做為國王的老爸再怎麼不滿,與老哥的關係再怎麼疏離,自己畢竟還是王室之子,畢竟還是有些責任在身,而自己無論如何都得去考慮這些。8964 copyright protection103PENANApMrkuh6CtS 維尼
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雖然說,這種責任並非我自找的,而是莫名其妙,從我生在王宮之時就被強迫賦予的,但沒辦法,責任就是責任,無論如何他們都會把那當成我一定得完成的事情。8964 copyright protection103PENANA8gtX7NnkV9 維尼
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雖然千百個不想要,但那些東西就在我不知道的時候硬塞給我了,而且還附贈了許多優惠,只要在王子的位置上,我就不得不因為享受了那些優惠而有扛下那些責任的義務。8964 copyright protection103PENANAh2eHJWVLjT 維尼
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無論那些義務是好是壞,我根本連說不的權利──不、不對,最早我根本連那是種不正確的義務這點都不明白。8964 copyright protection103PENANAr4BYq2HHgj 維尼
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寫著寫著有點錯亂了,拉回來吧。想想自己到底是因為什麼才產生這些胡思亂想的。8964 copyright protection103PENANAbf2NwlH1il 維尼
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想想自己開始中二起來(這也是他曾告訴我過的海外用詞。)的契機就覺得可悲──自己得到他的事以後,才真正明白所處世界的荒謬。8964 copyright protection103PENANAq7V4POEOWb 維尼
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如果沒遇見過他的話;如果他沒有遇見過我──而遭遇那件事的話,一切大概就會那麼平順地進行下去,我還是我的王子,他也還過著他的人生。我也不會產生任何質疑與不滿吧。8964 copyright protection103PENANAu4Um6enYTY 維尼
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如果他沒有因為我的關係而───8964 copyright protection103PENANAqdzFJx7IAe 維尼
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總之,他的死是件鬧劇,但對你來說卻是件悲劇,在那之後,你就必須承擔他的死,承擔他人交付給你的重量在德瑪西亞活下去。8964 copyright protection103PENANAY2Aymv4SW9 維尼
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這哪是我能夠承受的啊?8964 copyright protection103PENANAfi3IHQUnJJ 維尼
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於是我開始有了逃離的念頭,想學他一樣逃離所有一切的束縛,無論結果是好是壞──也無論可不可能。8964 copyright protection103PENANArb67p0eeR2 維尼
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......幾年後,第一次有了機會離開王宮。編了個想擴展學識之類的理由,到了皮城這留學,雖然仍被腳鐐栓著,但也算體驗到了外頭自由的空氣。8964 copyright protection103PENANAtv6ha05uSV 維尼
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然而,體驗過這種毫無束縛的時光後,也愈發對家裡的一切更加厭惡。學期結束回到家後,對一切的不滿也愈加嚴重,於是成天像個屁孩一樣四處鬧事,試圖反抗這一切。8964 copyright protection103PENANAMPgX26mCLH 維尼
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但沒有用的努力就是沒用,存在已久的一切不會只因為一個人亂搞而受到撼動。8964 copyright protection103PENANAUsOJt3XLXr 維尼
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所以我知道了。如果不想再忍受這一切的話,除離開外別無他法。8964 copyright protection103PENANAoZNFx4l18g 維尼
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但雖然了解,做不做得到又是另一回事。我一直提不起勇氣展開真正的逃避。8964 copyright protection103PENANASHzA92KpGU 維尼
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直到老媽過世那天,她對我說了最後一句話。8964 copyright protection103PENANAfJo5l325a2 維尼
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「如果在這覺得痛苦的話,就放自己自由吧。」8964 copyright protection103PENANAtLEE9XaC0y 維尼
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我不知道一直處在病榻的她是如何看透我的想法,說不定真的有所謂母子連心這回事吧。8964 copyright protection103PENANAQkRVM0Krxh 維尼
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總之,老媽在最後讓我下定決心,非從這裡離開不可。8964 copyright protection103PENANAQA4gWoHMEx 維尼
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於是我利用因緣巧合下所發現的密道地圖,策劃這次的逃亡計畫。8964 copyright protection103PENANAYcVxL9PTvB 維尼
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大體上沒什麼問題,但逃亡成功後該何去何從?目前倒完全沒有想法。8964 copyright protection103PENANAh7wRHtKxce 維尼
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如果途中發生什麼意外,或是在之後因為沒法維生而就這麼掛掉的話,也只能說是我的命吧。8964 copyright protection103PENANAPrPIxtXXU2 維尼
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是老天對我逃離這一切,逃離我生被賦予,不得擺脫之事的懲罰。8964 copyright protection103PENANAVHhOTSxgDB 維尼
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對許多人──不對,應該是所有人來說,這種逃避責任的做法是值得人神共憤的吧?8964 copyright protection103PENANAkLFLPdnDyC 維尼
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但要我來說,血脈或出身或傳承這些東西,還是去吃屎吧。8964 copyright protection103PENANA4tYDUT6ITk 維尼
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雖然這同時是在罵我自己,但我還是得說。8964 copyright protection103PENANATqVC4BROhi 維尼
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沒什麼東西是比人所無法決定的先天因素還讓我討厭的了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAQyLcGMXf75 維尼
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命定或著宿命這些──說是無法以人力改變的東西,要我乖乖去擁抱它?8964 copyright protection103PENANAdMwvxrjb1a 維尼
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我還寧願拋棄這一切,當個落荒而逃的膽小狗。8964 copyright protection103PENANArfgvNPtUgf 維尼
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