My family’s so excited for the New Year counting. I don’t really want to celebrate this year due to all the cleaning in the end. I have friends to celebrate with so I don’t have time to deal with all this family stuff. This sounds like the whole cliché young adult thing and yeah I’m the type to not like my parents and whole family.608Please respect copyright.PENANAAmbuwmFOi8
Anyways, there isn’t that much family to celebrate with anyway. My brothers got a job which is pretty much a big deal in his life and my sister has to deal with her family problems so she can’t really come at the moment. It’s just me and my parents. I don’t really have a job so I’m free all the time.608Please respect copyright.PENANAjiUkFtYuVd
I have other ways to earn money and that is through making song covers for a living. I’m pretty famous if you ask me. If you want me to explain it’s pretty simple. It’s like you’re about to walk on a stage expecting only like a population of 12 people to be there to cheer you on, but in the end seeing more than 100.608Please respect copyright.PENANAMcy4mxQZag
The feeling is great to be honest. I like it this way but even though I’m with my parents, I still feel pretty lonely. It’s a terribly nice feeling I must say.608Please respect copyright.PENANAuyMudtIFUw
“10, 9 ,8 ,7 ,6…”608Please respect copyright.PENANAd24ufjaxI4
We’re starting the count but I’m working on a song cover so I don’t really have time to do so. My room is clean and I don’t want anyone crashing it. I’m 23 years old and still living with my parents jobless. Pretty sad right?608Please respect copyright.PENANAjbSvpWB4VB
“5, ,4 ,3 ,2…!”608Please respect copyright.PENANA8cxCWI93RX
Here comes the big yell. Oh you know what the number one yell is my favorite so I’ll just yell it anyway.608Please respect copyright.PENANAIQFkK6L6gm
“…1!” we all shout out loud together.608Please respect copyright.PENANAnse1GCLra7
Since the whole shouting is done I guess I’ll just go back to my room and look at my E-mail. When I opened my mail, I noticed that there was a message in my Promotions. I clicked it and saw a job offer. Finally I can stop going on stage and being nervous all the time.608Please respect copyright.PENANAQuG61Dc8d0
I read it and began to take back what I just said. The job offer was offering me a spot at one of the famous dance studious In New York. They wanted me to make song covers for them to dance to. Which also means when they dance on stage I’m going to pop out and sing in front of more people than I’ve ever encountered.608Please respect copyright.PENANAEtGyYOoytk
My life is a wreck! I mean sure I need a job that also suits me but hell no! I am not singing on stage ever again! I mean it’s been 3 years since I did.608Please respect copyright.PENANAuzJ2v5BwWb
I wanted to clear my head for a while so I went to the kitchen to get something to eat and trust me, since it was New Year there was lots to eat. When I got back, I saw my mom and dad looking at the job offer with their faces super close to the laptop screen. If you saw my parents, the first thing that would pop out of your mind would be “God that’s unhealthy!”. They were so friggin close.608Please respect copyright.PENANAt9ridbX0QY
My mom and dad were starting to act pretty cheeky which freaked me out. They smiled at me with the creepiest of ways. They jumped on me and started to hug me as tight as they could.608Please respect copyright.PENANAKcpKFZsGvT
“So, aren’t you going to say yes to the job offer?” my mom asked.608Please respect copyright.PENANAiBhQ8uTo61
“No!” I shouted. I really don’t want to actually. It’s tiring to keep on doing that with my voice all day. I’d rather look at a computer talking to people like my big sis.608Please respect copyright.PENANA3uXOmdrwsX
“You have to! So that you could finally move out of this place!” My dad yelled.608Please respect copyright.PENANA9oj4u3AkW9
“Is that all you guys were thinking about the minute you read the job offer?” I asked.608Please respect copyright.PENANAJteS1mHyzG
They nodded which really shattered me. I’m their son and yes it would make sense for parents to say that to the kid I mean, I’m 23 and I don’t even have a job yet! My brother got one the day he graduated. Just thinking about it really makes me jealous.608Please respect copyright.PENANAQDnxaZjlsi
To finally get a life, I guess I’m just going to have to accept it. When I did, my mom and dad were so happy that their faces were turning redder than the New Year’s fireworks. I like making people happy. Especially my family.608Please respect copyright.PENANAV2hbMNlarc
I don’t really hate my family it’s just that we’re all so distant! I can’t even see my 3 nephews. Jay’s so big now while Glen and Ashler don’t even know they have 2 uncles! Now that my fellow audience is what you call a good mother slash sister.608Please respect copyright.PENANAwkth7vT7bR
The next day…608Please respect copyright.PENANAEr3j83Gcqk
I got up early seeing my parents reading the job offer over and over again. It was annoying but it feels nice since they’re both happy and excited for me. When I got out, I put on my hoodie to avoid any fans and all that kind of stuff. Luckily I didn’t have to walk to much since the building was just a few blocks away.608Please respect copyright.PENANADahG0svxvF
When I got in, it was sort of quiet but you could hear loud music coming from the other room. I thought I was ditched to be honest. Usually in my place there would always be someone waiting for you by the hall to escort you to the person I’m gonna have an interview with.608Please respect copyright.PENANAqe2RdeXYza
“Ah, Bendickson!” a random guy popped out of nowhere said, “Glad you could make it!”608Please respect copyright.PENANALYZ9IMS8kp
He shook my hand so fast that I was starting to feel like a vibrating phone that was non-stop.608Please respect copyright.PENANANZPPc6g08q
“You came here for the interview am I right?” he said.608Please respect copyright.PENANAdlJf7o4uSG
“yeah, um, where is it?” I replied rudely.608Please respect copyright.PENANA792q1f14TY
He grabbed my arm and dragged me to the room with super loud music. The room looked awesome actually. There were professional dancers everywhere! They were practicing in a studio that looked like one for one of the music videos I watch.608Please respect copyright.PENANAHkQ6g79KhD
Camera men readying their cameras. While I was walking around, I saw the most beautiful person in the world… her name was Buffet Table (Single for Life). She had the most beautiful eyes (Cupcakes with blue Icing) and she had the most beautiful hair (Spaghetti). The owner wouldn’t mind if I took a bite of her would he?608Please respect copyright.PENANAlSGUw3EOia
“You could eat some don’t worry” A guy said.608Please respect copyright.PENANAlSv8IOpdkm
“HE REALLY DOESN’T MIND?!” I shouted in my mind of course.608Please respect copyright.PENANAYgVTmV7l8n
In reality I just looked shocked. He was wearing a suit and tie which was my Ideal man to be honest. He looked handsome but I am not gonna be with him… hopefully. He was smiling such an innocent smile that when you look at it, your heart will start to feel pretty warm.608Please respect copyright.PENANATBtEb2YfGr
“I’m Anicken Zalishqi, the one who you’re gonna have an interview with” he said waiting for a handshake.608Please respect copyright.PENANAPz7en8HI5k
[Classy… me likey] at least that’s what I thought, “Kelly Bendickson, it’s a pleasure to meet you”608Please respect copyright.PENANAig86KOobCw
“Kelly? Weird name but, okay” he said with his eyes looking up.608Please respect copyright.PENANAjwsxkV5wHe
I shook his hand and smiled as well. That was the first time I have ever put that much effort in my smile, I mean, I usually just smile as if someone just died! He was kind of cute so might as well be cute too. He fixed his necktie and glasses [which made me scream in my mind even more] and told me to follow him to a much more, quieter place.608Please respect copyright.PENANAj9u42dDaV3
[Why are we going? What are we gonna do there?!] I said in my mind holding my chest with my heart beating faster than a humming bird’s wings.608Please respect copyright.PENANAJIWzYNJqjs
“You don’t have to be so nervous for the interview Kelly” he said leading me to his office.608Please respect copyright.PENANAPSqcnTZ0dT
“Oh yeah, interview, got it” I said laughing nervously.608Please respect copyright.PENANACvGY6Tiogh
Man the hallway was empty to the core. While we were on the way to the office, I saw a dark room with only a little light going in it. It wasn’t so clear but I did think I saw a piano. Must’ve been the music room.608Please respect copyright.PENANAwr4D8NAQhq
We arrived in the office and I just sat down. Man the chair was so comfy!608Please respect copyright.PENANAhHguQKlR5B
“Make yourself comfortable” He said.608Please respect copyright.PENANANQcXJlpALu
“Um hello, do you not see me pretending to dive in this chair?” I said laughing.608Please respect copyright.PENANAixAr7spflu
He laughed and smiled at me with that heart breaking smile! It breaks my heart cuz he will never be mine! If you guys are expecting me to be with him in the future, NO, He has a ring. I feel so bitter, I’m always like this in my house.608Please respect copyright.PENANAXGFk1aSukL
The interview only lasted a few minutes. I don’t think I could walk anymore after seeing him smile almost all the time. He showed me to the dark and scary room which I was right about, it was the music room. It was filled with all the trending instruments, but the only instruments that caught my eyes were the Piano and the guitar.608Please respect copyright.PENANAYtReTGte0R
Mr. Zalishqi said he was gonna give me the song I’m going to use as a cover tomorrow. When I got home, I immediately went to my room and typed in my Diary. Pretty girly but who knows when I might lose my memories. If that ever happens, This Diary will let me remember everything!608Please respect copyright.PENANAddqeHVPaep
Like that would ever happen…608Please respect copyright.PENANALCzR8tsOoy
I have a job now and I’m really good at it. I’ve changed this far I guess. I found a guy I liked but no thanks, don’t want to ruin his image and turn it into “World biggest Cheater”. Mr. Zalishqi’s now my Manager and has to stay with at all times which really kills me every day.608Please respect copyright.PENANACuB1SIxebK
This year has really got me going and it’s the best I’ve ever had. My brother came and also my nephew together with my Brother-in-Law. Happy New Year everyone in the world. This might turn into a good song so I better write it down… To those out there I wish you guys good luck.608Please respect copyright.PENANAMQF0YUcvnn
God Bless you all…
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