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Pill me up.

May

Dec 24, 2024

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1 分鐘 214 字

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I used to hate my feelings, well I still do.

But it's better than being numb,

But that was never my mindset

Pill me up,

I always wished to be pilled till numb,

Till I was, shit got bad,

Shit got really,

My meds made me numb,

Physically and mentally,

I thought I wanted to be numb,

Maybe I do,

But then I can't feel love and when I'm off my meds I feel even worse that at first,

I felt no love,

I became a shit girlfriend, friend, daughter and more.

I was a shit person,

I got back on my meds and became numb again,

I went off again without telling anyone,

I told my dad I didn't love him,

I told my mum I wish i was dead,

I told my friends they need better.

And maybe they did, maybe they do, maybe they all do.

Go on pill me up,

Fix me,

Fix my so called problems,

Maybe I'm the problem,

Maybe,

Maybe I can't be fixed,

I'll go back on my meds, I promise,

I know it hurts you,

But it hurts me worse when I take then.

Anything for you tho ml,

Anything for you.

Go on, Pill me up.

Please? Please.....

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