「如果我當初沒走呢？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JMIVtBp99
「許墨，你有想過，如果我當初沒走呢？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcp0WVygE9
微瀾的聲音很輕，像是藏著一絲遲疑與不確定，她的手指輕輕摩挲著杯緣，指尖微微發緊。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWdsegc8vD
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7hZMqtbLk
「如果我當初選擇留下來，跟你對談呢？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaMB3dOaSS
她抬起眼，與他的視線交錯，那雙熟悉的眼眸依舊深不見底，卻多了一抹微妙的波動。她看不透，也不想再揣測。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ykdpJbs3r
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kz9m2uJvY
「如果我們最後……和平地、說好分手呢？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvy3iZBLlla
她語速放慢了一些，像是在斟酌，又像是在試圖確認這個問題是否真的值得問出口。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXwkvl5A7Y
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6UVZMl9ky
許墨沒有立刻回答，長久以來的習慣讓他下意識地沉思，像是在計算某種可能性。但這次，他沒辦法計算出答案。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUyWML1Bt1
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurqtlun1aT
他的手指輕輕敲了敲桌面，喉結微微滾動了一下，終於開口，嗓音低啞：「……我不知道。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxLP0pRHdw
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlljpTt1yC
微瀾怔了一下，沒有想到他會給出這樣的回答。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVsDPNEfdV
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iDkeeXJLw
「我不知道，因為妳當初真的走了。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yfBuRpWHk
他低下視線，像是在檢視過去的自己，「也因為妳的離開，我才開始思考這些問題。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy45w6slsrc
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSix1y5xIiG
「但如果當時我們好好談呢？」她追問，語氣不疾不徐，卻透著一絲壓抑的情緒，「如果我們當時就說清楚，你會發現嗎？你會知道你到底在這段關係裡是什麼樣的心情嗎？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03bELzF7GI
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwayajfVmnb
許墨看著她，指尖緩緩收緊，眼底浮現一絲難以察覺的情緒波動。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyYTLMdNZQ
他知道，這是她一直以來的疑問——如果她當初沒有選擇離開，他是否還是會走到這一步？54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7te0noiny
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOCfNvs3UN
這是一個無法輕易回答的問題。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWTtoggCy3
這也是他最不願去思考的問題。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRJjAmVkKa
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Wu9WoInnR
他沉默了幾秒，喉結微微滾動，像是在思考該如何回答。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu23U2uoC0
最後，他的聲音低啞地響起：「……或許，會晚一點。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8srX691aE
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4ZsaNLZvs
微瀾的心微微一顫。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGfw2tmys7
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMu1eJR9nX7
「但最終，若我們仍願意去相信，命運仍會給予我們契機。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeog28AQPrc
他輕輕吸了一口氣，語氣沉穩卻帶著一絲不確定，「我終會發現，我愛的人……早就是妳。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrth39oITc
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1ROhlvi8R
他的手指輕輕收緊，像是隱忍著什麼：「可能會再晚一點……但，我仍會找到妳。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU7JP4HXFG
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUiKelFzfR
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXB69nNysJ
微瀾沒有立刻回應，只是靜靜地凝視著他。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVLMcvyU7S
這答案……或許是許墨如今唯一能給出的誠實回答。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIVOt8gb4f
但她的理智卻在提醒自己——54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xWadfKIKn
「如果我當初沒走呢？」這個問題，其實並不重要。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp90Pct8ahT
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMStD7y0mY
她很清楚，過去的自己若是留下來，仍舊會選擇「將就」。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIHPzoCe2S
她會努力去愛、去包容，去試圖成為那個『適合許墨』的伴侶。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKHhbmP4FL
可當時的許墨，還不懂愛，而她自己，也還沒有學會如何為自己而活。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9aopMZcYX
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5F3LiOEMQ
如果當初她沒走，結局會如何？54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbBr4Ab0oZ
或許，他會繼續待在這段關係裡，不去質疑，不去懷疑，不去深思。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyd7fPe2y2
或許，她會漸漸被消磨，習慣性地說服自己：「這樣就夠了。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoeFr3I5XO
但事實是——不夠。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjwSnleTbM
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWKiyk70eQ
她永遠不會快樂。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkeJQUpGVU
也永遠不夠讓他真正意識到，愛是什麼。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGKtS8gCLE
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcEa058JWc
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeVUCsAck6
「或許……」微瀾緩緩地開口，語氣輕得像是怕驚擾了什麼，54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rzMznVLfj
「如果當初我沒走，我們現在……不會坐在這裡。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI6njXhzEF
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61TlN4rODv
她的眼神很平靜，像是在陳述一個無可改變的事實。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvydi5X495
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhG9FwgzyK
許墨的呼吸微微滯了一下。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRN9PpI1AI0
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxntvm8w3i5
他知道，她說的是對的。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3ORssOY6P
如果她沒有走，他們之間，或許永遠不會有今天這場對話。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS69BCK0JJ
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzUkScSrkm
那時候的他，還未曾去思考感情的真實意義。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi23GYpUjf5
他習慣理性選擇，習慣站在掌控之內，以為只要條件符合，愛情就能夠被建立、被延續。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGA7M8m17d
而微瀾——會一如既往地包容，直到某天，或許她終究會在更多的失望與自我懷疑中，漸漸對愛徹底絕望。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ig7XxNJhG
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUr8iQmPLt
他們的結局，不會是現在這樣——更不會比現在更好。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yzUQ5wt14
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Qs2Nv1BMC
「時間無法倒轉。」微瀾低聲道，眼底透著某種難以言喻的情緒，「就算可以……我也不會選擇回去。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7R1lB5Y3wP
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0hJFol079
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRwgsovy35
這一次，輪到許墨沉默了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtP0cClKkqJ
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqCuPj9sTy
她的話像是一道無聲的風，輕輕拂過他的心口，卻帶來一陣深深的鈍痛。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnwdQn8Tpo
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkJ57Bpv8R
他看著她，指尖微微收緊，像是試圖穩住心底洶湧的情緒。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgHMiMKAWX
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpWnTNILE2
「……是。」許久之後，他低低地應了一聲，語氣裡帶著一絲苦澀的笑意，「我們都回不去了。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9aZMQ0kHs
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeLvwOx70X
他抬起頭，目光深深地落在她身上，像是想將她的模樣刻進眼底。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuFryC2KiQ
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJpjfx2cgs
「但微瀾，」他的語氣低而溫柔，帶著某種難以動搖的堅定，「我們還能往前走。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ965HuBgowy
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtllkWmPh4a
她的睫毛微微顫抖了一下，卻沒有回應。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifVBBsUd3w
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIgggZ0FC1
往前走……嗎？54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I8q4DxGBt
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLmCSiPwYZ
這一刻，她沒有答案。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlez6135tQt
但她知道——這一次，她不會再選擇「將就」。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOMaS7KOWB
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvotIPnkCm
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2m2yrqflBS
用餐結束後，微瀾走出店外，許墨喊住了她。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYW3XzKjT54
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3KQlvRF3H
「微瀾。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oL4eznowb
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhOuITGdMt
她停下腳步，沒有回頭。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUh6wzNmzO4
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrzYEP6xVw
「我很快就要離開了。」他的語氣平穩，像是在陳述一件再普通不過的事，「三天後的飛機。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtmIqfO7Zr
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9IX1R0U1r
微瀾的指尖輕顫了一瞬，卻只是微微低下頭，沒有說話。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUkvEGgRV7
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAnVIimNlD
她其實應該早就知道的，從許墨來到這座小鎮開始，他的時間就是有限的。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iKGp3ZMOp
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpQDiuYwmd
許墨靜靜地看著她，沒有迴避，也沒有強求，只是誠實地說出了自己的決定。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcU1YT93qhA
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAKWqj7gtQ
「這次離開後……我不會再打擾妳了。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FUJIynnyb
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9R5qenhH2D
這一次，他沒有逼迫她，沒有期待她立刻回答。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLWsKPmcrQ
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1DsIL8S9S
微瀾的睫毛微微顫動，指尖收緊，卻依舊沒有回頭。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tgPs0pWji
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLtjaB44Pk
「但不管妳的答案是什麼，微瀾——」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCfot0xk9L
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4kGfudRno
許墨頓了一下，像是在讓自己的語氣更緩和些，「我都會一直等著妳。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7CHt3NFVa
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jgy7Ypkdm
他沒有說「等多久」，沒有說「等到什麼時候」，卻用最直接的方式表達了他的選擇。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zKlmHlNMc
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCoFjNwQkj
「如果妳願意再次選擇我，那我會感激命運仍垂顧著我，讓我還能再有一次機會。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrT40Bchl9X
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIXeWIZ3lw
「但如果妳不願意……」他的聲音輕了些，卻依舊堅定，「也沒關係。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mzh7PNsTn
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5sShg5ZUL
「我會等，等到妳願意為止。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sL4Id2xUF
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0sO7TzlHd
微瀾的心跳微微亂了拍。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4acKGpBlB
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSKvGjh2Z6
她不是沒有想過這一天，但當這句話真的落入現實時，她才意識到，這一次，輪到她去做選擇了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHGYmh1BqH
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPVh5OtVkp
這一次，他沒有試圖控制她的決定，沒有讓她感受到任何壓力。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcjAspM4n7
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFauuNjMGk
這一次，許墨真的將「選擇權」交還到了她手裡。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPfpqUwgxa
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYGFlUteUI
只是單純地告訴她，這條路，她可以選擇要不要走下去，而他——無論如何，都會在原地等待。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHr8jHTBq14
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1vv1lWCOS
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWXqcjcO1X
微瀾微微閉上眼，輕輕吸了一口氣，然後睜開眼睛，看向他。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSyD9h0HTQ
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggoPebSd0N
「……三天後的飛機？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRk3A1rgH9
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdvYWCn1Fh
「嗯。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlLgVsRWKT
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fylfRnIca
「然後呢？」她的聲音很輕，卻帶著一絲難以察覺的顫抖，「之後呢？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVgHOMQH8X
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTLQ8SCCLs
許墨微微一笑，笑意極淡，卻帶著某種柔和的溫度。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWx3COr6TH
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPS0oFQ7ps
「之後……」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjUoBddhRz
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuatNGnt9c
他頓了一下，聲音低緩而平靜，彷彿在回應她最深的疑問——54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKNQ8txFA0
54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMh6hr6mr6
「如果最後我們仍能走回彼此身邊——那或許，我願意相信，命運也曾給予我們機會。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf00J5AXI8q
