「如果我當初沒走呢？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYeRtXJ9ly
「許墨，你有想過，如果我當初沒走呢？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlGAx3v4mN
微瀾的聲音很輕，像是藏著一絲遲疑與不確定，她的手指輕輕摩挲著杯緣，指尖微微發緊。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XscS1cVX7
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPCkDuZWTs
「如果我當初選擇留下來，跟你對談呢？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQoE1phzq9
她抬起眼，與他的視線交錯，那雙熟悉的眼眸依舊深不見底，卻多了一抹微妙的波動。她看不透，也不想再揣測。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuO5mUztoBg
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuQ2zQa1lk
「如果我們最後……和平地、說好分手呢？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMhEeWeHjI
她語速放慢了一些，像是在斟酌，又像是在試圖確認這個問題是否真的值得問出口。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nSd7xbR4D
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbMW5upCta
許墨沒有立刻回答，長久以來的習慣讓他下意識地沉思，像是在計算某種可能性。但這次，他沒辦法計算出答案。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7lvkI1AWG
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjHNtqLAXI
他的手指輕輕敲了敲桌面，喉結微微滾動了一下，終於開口，嗓音低啞：「……我不知道。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8bgLEGzuu
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmHomag3zy
微瀾怔了一下，沒有想到他會給出這樣的回答。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQy86RNLbNi
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyuHFPuqPx
「我不知道，因為妳當初真的走了。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAH7M8Oiyq
他低下視線，像是在檢視過去的自己，「也因為妳的離開，我才開始思考這些問題。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TXZGtiRst
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0FbZG5KZi
「但如果當時我們好好談呢？」她追問，語氣不疾不徐，卻透著一絲壓抑的情緒，「如果我們當時就說清楚，你會發現嗎？你會知道你到底在這段關係裡是什麼樣的心情嗎？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8qdGSfuXx
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXZWcDsijl
許墨看著她，指尖緩緩收緊，眼底浮現一絲難以察覺的情緒波動。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t9U36lItG
他知道，這是她一直以來的疑問——如果她當初沒有選擇離開，他是否還是會走到這一步？33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHocZXtF5J
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfpRST5M0r
這是一個無法輕易回答的問題。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVvdFXT196
這也是他最不願去思考的問題。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVwyF7Upxx
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGNdbI8WRq
他沉默了幾秒，喉結微微滾動，像是在思考該如何回答。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7S6yGIFpcn
最後，他的聲音低啞地響起：「……或許，會晚一點。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU8dQKpJuf
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWLZGhHeo9
微瀾的心微微一顫。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNE18rGaux
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hRoUH41nr
「但最終，若我們仍願意去相信，命運仍會給予我們契機。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIigDRTKXvu
他輕輕吸了一口氣，語氣沉穩卻帶著一絲不確定，「我終會發現，我愛的人……早就是妳。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPR6CpVx71L
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTQtnGRKLh
他的手指輕輕收緊，像是隱忍著什麼：「可能會再晚一點……但，我仍會找到妳。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4peuupekY
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9c0zs7kFPQ
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EpXgDsT2A
微瀾沒有立刻回應，只是靜靜地凝視著他。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFpxrsksgr
這答案……或許是許墨如今唯一能給出的誠實回答。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpff832N73D
但她的理智卻在提醒自己——33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAtOm3TBRY
「如果我當初沒走呢？」這個問題，其實並不重要。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeMINolABM
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhh0ah299AK
她很清楚，過去的自己若是留下來，仍舊會選擇「將就」。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxojMvYa7H
她會努力去愛、去包容，去試圖成為那個『適合許墨』的伴侶。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhRAO1SHDo
可當時的許墨，還不懂愛，而她自己，也還沒有學會如何為自己而活。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvF1enj52Xd
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETHyA5NmdV
如果當初她沒走，結局會如何？33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry1Po3i8E8
或許，他會繼續待在這段關係裡，不去質疑，不去懷疑，不去深思。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8ChB1WfxE
或許，她會漸漸被消磨，習慣性地說服自己：「這樣就夠了。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjrAE4KR59
但事實是——不夠。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PZ6LTJbo6
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGp5intCCXF
她永遠不會快樂。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgl6ptyodcG
也永遠不夠讓他真正意識到，愛是什麼。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5fFq69CjD
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRP0BQ3Ri8N
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANevTE4ZfP
「或許……」微瀾緩緩地開口，語氣輕得像是怕驚擾了什麼，33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3nnvbGNzb
「如果當初我沒走，我們現在……不會坐在這裡。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuttEF0H12
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6ShO0tn7N
她的眼神很平靜，像是在陳述一個無可改變的事實。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxiCnCP9xl
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivVNqByYaQ
許墨的呼吸微微滯了一下。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lUtOreXjQ
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJPahXVm5K
他知道，她說的是對的。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YMdkNQdTW
如果她沒有走，他們之間，或許永遠不會有今天這場對話。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bbs9UfswP
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSKWqiYybZ
那時候的他，還未曾去思考感情的真實意義。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0ujHvzgRR
他習慣理性選擇，習慣站在掌控之內，以為只要條件符合，愛情就能夠被建立、被延續。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltf3UTTU8r
而微瀾——會一如既往地包容，直到某天，或許她終究會在更多的失望與自我懷疑中，漸漸對愛徹底絕望。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDaFmccD71
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j9hoVcObf
他們的結局，不會是現在這樣——更不會比現在更好。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g76kivEY2
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP2Z1Gop0C
「時間無法倒轉。」微瀾低聲道，眼底透著某種難以言喻的情緒，「就算可以……我也不會選擇回去。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7pFqntIpb
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfIdPOGmnJ
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nnLGCErwF
這一次，輪到許墨沉默了。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCk1knqsM1
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXL4bsybkC9
她的話像是一道無聲的風，輕輕拂過他的心口，卻帶來一陣深深的鈍痛。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCpgvJcZhq
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UjitxNSXq
他看著她，指尖微微收緊，像是試圖穩住心底洶湧的情緒。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8FPOC3GcH
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIy9za8UXS
「……是。」許久之後，他低低地應了一聲，語氣裡帶著一絲苦澀的笑意，「我們都回不去了。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmv5PqUOFk
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkRHPZDvEW
他抬起頭，目光深深地落在她身上，像是想將她的模樣刻進眼底。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HUYW5p7se
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO1bzoN9Yq
「但微瀾，」他的語氣低而溫柔，帶著某種難以動搖的堅定，「我們還能往前走。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2csAFzykc
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajrOIJUHxB
她的睫毛微微顫抖了一下，卻沒有回應。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgjQcYqilW
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrQVBG7mWz
往前走……嗎？33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0AUly8d09
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXi2vNsaYY
這一刻，她沒有答案。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFVZ92PdZM
但她知道——這一次，她不會再選擇「將就」。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYNnGNfvcc
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8q73rDuTx
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8slifS0j5l
用餐結束後，微瀾走出店外，許墨喊住了她。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbLcDKQUY2
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4626Rwa98
「微瀾。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRKUJQtaf8
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6R5sMZ1uV7
她停下腳步，沒有回頭。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdOD0TeAba
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLQnMI1j0a
「我很快就要離開了。」他的語氣平穩，像是在陳述一件再普通不過的事，「三天後的飛機。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjfvHSmYMV
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTdlaR3d1A
微瀾的指尖輕顫了一瞬，卻只是微微低下頭，沒有說話。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOvy4coJwu
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIw8tx1ZRXG
她其實應該早就知道的，從許墨來到這座小鎮開始，他的時間就是有限的。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmk1Bsh8Yg
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw79oQwGcG
許墨靜靜地看著她，沒有迴避，也沒有強求，只是誠實地說出了自己的決定。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufvy3PvltL
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpikxbQlGVP
「這次離開後……我不會再打擾妳了。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NmUM0wrU8
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIxiUeMvFs
這一次，他沒有逼迫她，沒有期待她立刻回答。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pabIUFjO0
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpLKwV8pv4
微瀾的睫毛微微顫動，指尖收緊，卻依舊沒有回頭。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlSxfmKTlK
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcvCuO7qVz
「但不管妳的答案是什麼，微瀾——」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8C9FkIMbU
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiqhKaeX0B
許墨頓了一下，像是在讓自己的語氣更緩和些，「我都會一直等著妳。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZm1nhCMHf
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtD1IgRKvE
他沒有說「等多久」，沒有說「等到什麼時候」，卻用最直接的方式表達了他的選擇。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PD572biki
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Uct95WMwW
「如果妳願意再次選擇我，那我會感激命運仍垂顧著我，讓我還能再有一次機會。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ211s1JNOwp
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvBfHvzM4c
「但如果妳不願意……」他的聲音輕了些，卻依舊堅定，「也沒關係。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3GktnFLXx
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡca1XYv8z4b
「我會等，等到妳願意為止。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHJrxFcnnU
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkpfZgZQr7
微瀾的心跳微微亂了拍。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUL8ogxxkr6
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4hL6sGN0C
她不是沒有想過這一天，但當這句話真的落入現實時，她才意識到，這一次，輪到她去做選擇了。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs63RWAqzbo
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrZ3QZ4TTd
這一次，他沒有試圖控制她的決定，沒有讓她感受到任何壓力。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsl1WXU6Yg
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoOBEcmHOt
這一次，許墨真的將「選擇權」交還到了她手裡。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVQ6aHjnvO
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwMA0dBsKw
只是單純地告訴她，這條路，她可以選擇要不要走下去，而他——無論如何，都會在原地等待。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1CgDRSQBm
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70jDRpNJDa
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTV7xT2UOOY
微瀾微微閉上眼，輕輕吸了一口氣，然後睜開眼睛，看向他。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrPnQNYAkq
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsL8UBDviVH
「……三天後的飛機？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKt2J27XQxB
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjYfWHNy3y
「嗯。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUz8LiNsbU
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXMpeIpywl
「然後呢？」她的聲音很輕，卻帶著一絲難以察覺的顫抖，「之後呢？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznC3Pk0hjN
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPVaCG0sSg
許墨微微一笑，笑意極淡，卻帶著某種柔和的溫度。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpqcfMydiD
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2iVgwMq2V
「之後……」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN69i5CAfDr
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88mJgDA2Rq
他頓了一下，聲音低緩而平靜，彷彿在回應她最深的疑問——33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTqxPr3rMf
33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWPt20DdOm
「如果最後我們仍能走回彼此身邊——那或許，我願意相信，命運也曾給予我們機會。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihia0fwKNt
