「即使心有所屬,我仍被他人馴養了……是嗎?」
「許墨……我們分手吧。」71Please respect copyright.PENANA45N47fqVLa
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微瀾從未親口說過這句話。71Please respect copyright.PENANAqW2Gae21UR
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她沒有爭吵,沒有質問,沒有眼淚,甚至沒有任何挽留。71Please respect copyright.PENANA4bKwGfkbAL
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她只是——靜靜地收拾好自己的東西,然後用行動,證明了這句話。71Please respect copyright.PENANA0yOCcRtUp6
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那一天,許墨帶著她最喜歡的白色鈴蘭,還有一個特意挑選的錦盒回到家。71Please respect copyright.PENANA0LObOJUNpy
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但當門鎖轉動,屋內迎接他的,卻不是熟悉的飯香,也不是她輕輕喚他名字的聲音。71Please respect copyright.PENANAZUnDoHMaun
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屋內安靜得不像話。71Please respect copyright.PENANAgQeVHjrniA
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木質地板上幾道乾涸已久的水漬,彷彿有人曾在這裡站了許久,卻又在最後一刻毅然轉身。71Please respect copyright.PENANAGl6ZAePdiI
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沙發上的毯子被收拾得整整齊齊,連茶几上的杯子也不見了。71Please respect copyright.PENANAfAJiAjp1yO
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這裡乾淨得不像是一個曾經有兩個人一起生活過的地方。71Please respect copyright.PENANAxBERDuVPIA
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許墨站在門口,神情淡漠,卻微微皺起眉。71Please respect copyright.PENANA0r2tKZBg5C
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「……微瀾?」71Please respect copyright.PENANAWDqfgRnAcB
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沒人應答。71Please respect copyright.PENANAviqdaYyiwI
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他下意識走向臥室,推開門,衣櫃裡的衣物已經空了一半。71Please respect copyright.PENANA2V8BWm6ptO
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他走進浴室,原本屬於她的牙刷、香氛,全都消失了。71Please respect copyright.PENANAhIwUDfBlVq
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最後,他在書桌上,看見了一張字條。71Please respect copyright.PENANAdllvBMUajn
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字跡他很熟悉。
──【許墨,愛情真的不能將就。】
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他盯著那行字,指尖微微顫了一下,心臟像是被緊緊抓住一般。71Please respect copyright.PENANA6xUceVUlIH
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她……走了?
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許墨站在書房裡,指尖撫過那張便條紙,沉默良久。71Please respect copyright.PENANAadX4471aH4
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他撥打她的手機,但無論多少次,傳來的都是「此號碼已被註銷」。71Please respect copyright.PENANAjjMDwUKqQS
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他去找過她的住所,卻被房東告知,她搬走後就再也沒有回來過。71Please respect copyright.PENANA7mQSTL5PJH
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他甚至試著聯繫她的朋友,卻發現——71Please respect copyright.PENANAMYWKmJDxiq
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——他根本不夠了解她。71Please respect copyright.PENANAWfapS637Zt
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他只記得「圍繞著許墨轉的微瀾」,卻從未真正認識「沒有許墨的微瀾」是什麼樣子。71Please respect copyright.PENANAtaMlWLTt9j
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他發現,自己從來沒有問過她——71Please respect copyright.PENANABsI1pN5Kmj
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她喜歡的書是什麼?71Please respect copyright.PENANAyvj88xA3CB
她習慣的咖啡是哪一種?71Please respect copyright.PENANArIMdJ05XS5
她有沒有什麼夢想?71Please respect copyright.PENANAEZMVb8ByM3
或者,她的未來裡,是否一定要有他?71Please respect copyright.PENANAEnhkkMbbi6
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他一直認為,她會一直在這裡,在他的身後。像過去無數個日夜一樣,安靜地等著他。71Please respect copyright.PENANAdi0BwIvJ8R
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可是,這一次,她沒有等。71Please respect copyright.PENANAbBMnQR8KuD
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她走了,沒有留下任何聯繫方式,甚至沒有給他一絲挽留的機會。71Please respect copyright.PENANAChVfmtWTkF
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如此溫柔的女孩,真的決絕起來,竟能比任何人都要徹底。71Please respect copyright.PENANAOabTRemvAI
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他站在原地,指尖摩挲著那張便條紙,忽然低低地笑了一聲,卻沒有任何笑意。71Please respect copyright.PENANAwjbdp9iKDx
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「……微瀾,妳是真的生氣了啊。」71Please respect copyright.PENANAguySyMmiuJ
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他抬頭看著窗外的夜色,喃喃低語——
他停止尋找微瀾了。71Please respect copyright.PENANAzZl7x6Dhps
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這樣很好。71Please respect copyright.PENANAzMu7DF78xj
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雖然她…替我惋惜,但那又如何?71Please respect copyright.PENANA1Wrsz5KxHo
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微瀾沒有義務陪著我這樣耗下去,不是嗎?71Please respect copyright.PENANAiVGz5ppoRv
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一開始,他只是想讓微瀾回到這個「適合她的地方」。71Please respect copyright.PENANAexEOhCuE5F
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可是現在,這個地方,還適合她嗎?
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……「家」,究竟是什麼?71Please respect copyright.PENANAbfLiqmWiPl
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微瀾離開後,他以為自己會回到從前。71Please respect copyright.PENANA84fH5nS1Ym
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畢竟,在微瀾之前,他也是這樣過的。71Please respect copyright.PENANAn0eNC7Z7u5
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可是……他感覺似乎有些不一樣。71Please respect copyright.PENANAG6wUU9cr5I
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沒有飯香,沒有她輕輕靠在沙發上的身影,沒有她總是準備好的茶水,甚至——沒有她的聲音。71Please respect copyright.PENANAn9CFF7E00K
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一開始,他以為這只是短暫的適應問題。71Please respect copyright.PENANAPHZgLW7cX7
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跟一個人同住了一年多,總會有些改變的。71Please respect copyright.PENANA4B49CTiDUL
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但當他一次次回到這棟公寓,走進這個冰冷的空間時,他才發現——71Please respect copyright.PENANAwnRVocMuGB
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這裡還能被稱作「家」嗎?71Please respect copyright.PENANAiUIfZ1Ndml
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他甚至開始懷疑自己過去所理解的「家」到底是什麼?71Please respect copyright.PENANAIVkp0Iuv69
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在悠然結婚後,他認為自己已經習慣一個人,不需要被誰牽絆,也不需要誰來填補他的生活。71Please respect copyright.PENANA7N7QHpacXT
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可是現在,他才發現,那個曾經只圍繞著他的人,竟然悄無聲息地改變了他。71Please respect copyright.PENANA5yyJUsdbzj
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他習慣了有人在客廳裡等他回來,71Please respect copyright.PENANAuD6WgXsIox
習慣了她為自己準備的咖啡,71Please respect copyright.PENANAwj756Wvtn0
習慣了她會在他看書時,安靜地靠在他身邊不打擾,並適時沏上的熱茶,71Please respect copyright.PENANAfyPWnoWaxf
習慣了她的聲音、她的氣息,甚至——習慣了她的存在。71Please respect copyright.PENANAUiOo4mjUJC
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他習慣了她,卻未曾察覺自己離不開她。71Please respect copyright.PENANAEkkl1kaJjP
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「……即使心有所屬,」71Please respect copyright.PENANAP2Tf1zC5oe
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許墨低聲喃喃,視線落在書桌上被護貝的便條紙。71Please respect copyright.PENANAafQ3gJBgxx
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「我仍被他人馴養了…是嗎?」71Please respect copyright.PENANANbnxdtKK1H
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他笑了笑,笑意卻未達眼底。將紙條收進抽屜裡,像是收起一段再也不可能翻開的記憶。