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Anderson sat in a chair in a dark, deep room, his mind25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbRiiAOPbh
repeating, "What did I say?" His father lay there, mouth open, hands25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFqYn2Cz9a
icy cold. He stared at him as if he were bound to a chair with the tag25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzTOWnobOu
"grief," pierced by the blade of regret. His heart pounded in his25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCgzA6LAbI
chest.
Oh no. I'm fatherless.
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comfort him.
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father die?" he grumbled. "Well. there goes my dad."
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teacher and mentor. Now, all of that was lost. He felt broken, unable to25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97YlMbgupG
envision a future.
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did You leave me? I hate You—I don't love You. Why didn't You save him? God,25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5y6mTVErD
I'm trapped in Your silence. Please, speak to me! Are You even there? God.25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRg16kIXMMh
hello? Come on! Where are You?"
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grief was overwhelming.
"You are so mighty. but I do not believe in You."
Let me die. Just let me go.
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"God, are You even hearing me? Come on!"
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a three-trillion-ton building had crashed down on him, annihilating his soul25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmGnMhXMRH
and leaving him with nothing.
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to speak it because he believed that to do so would dishonor his father's name,25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnLqX9p9EJ
but at the same time, he could not ignore it.
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him: "This is not your fault."
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something—a presence.
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had He stayed? Why would He still love him after all he had just said?
He recalled God telling him that everything would be okay,
he was not sure if25Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhz2RNFwBLk
God was real.
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