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Anderson sat in a chair in a dark, deep room, his mind26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8zZqYWZxR
repeating, "What did I say?" His father lay there, mouth open, hands26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEUIaj2rZ9
icy cold. He stared at him as if he were bound to a chair with the tag26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA58EEgs4PI
"grief," pierced by the blade of regret. His heart pounded in his26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SIHQ6gdWO
chest.
Oh no. I'm fatherless.
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comfort him.
"If God is so loving, why did He allow me to see my26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPc1gMDdE4z
father die?" he grumbled. "Well. there goes my dad."
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teacher and mentor. Now, all of that was lost. He felt broken, unable to26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHkgSsHDlm
envision a future.
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did You leave me? I hate You—I don't love You. Why didn't You save him? God,26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9s2swgbjxO
I'm trapped in Your silence. Please, speak to me! Are You even there? God.26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiehAFWhUj
hello? Come on! Where are You?"
He needed to run. He needed to disappear. The weight of26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIXV3BID6q
grief was overwhelming.
"You are so mighty. but I do not believe in You."
Let me die. Just let me go.
Tears blurred his vision as he clenched his fists.26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrvZ70asN8
"God, are You even hearing me? Come on!"
He felt like he'd been hit by a two-million-ton truck—like26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbE2Ce7yNeA
a three-trillion-ton building had crashed down on him, annihilating his soul26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWyeeBRyOR
and leaving him with nothing.
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to speak it because he believed that to do so would dishonor his father's name,26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXImG2c018X
but at the same time, he could not ignore it.
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him: "This is not your fault."
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something—a presence.
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had He stayed? Why would He still love him after all he had just said?
He recalled God telling him that everything would be okay,
he was not sure if26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqQnvtmy4S
God was real.
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