
Pov Ranti
Awalnya aku menegangkan bahu. Jantungku berdebar tak karuan.1876Please respect copyright.PENANA7L65hlcaPc
Jemarinya yang menyentuh pahaku terasa terlalu berani. Tapi aku tidak1876Please respect copyright.PENANAdzFk8iDyc3
menghentikannya. Tidak juga ketika tangannya naik perlahan ke pinggang.
Aku sempat melirik suamiku. Dia masih duduk diam di sudut1876Please respect copyright.PENANABa94nW2gNd
ruangan. Matanya menatap lurus ke arah kami. Tak bicara. Tak bergerak.
Dan di situlah semuanya berubah.
Canggungku perlahan larut. Ada sensasi lain yang merambat1876Please respect copyright.PENANAmnYdKAjYEF
dari balik kulitku—perasaan sedang dipertontonkan. Seolah aku sedang bermain1876Please respect copyright.PENANAx8BUvEOD9m
dalam film dewasa, dan satu-satunya penonton adalah lelaki yang telah1876Please respect copyright.PENANAWvCMna5rsn
menemaniku bertahun-tahun.
Aneh… Tapi menggairahkan.
Tangannya kini memelukku dari samping. Bibirnya menyusuri1876Please respect copyright.PENANAvkePT1QSRg
leherku, membuatku menengadahkan kepala, memberinya ruang. Jantungku masih berdebar,1876Please respect copyright.PENANArtbv14jwbe
rasa malu dan karena hasrat. Dan ketika1876Please respect copyright.PENANApbit8suhua
mataku kembali menangkap pandangan suamiku yang masih menatap diam… aku menggeliat.
Aku ingin dia melihat semuanya. Aku ingin dia tahu betapa1876Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ukv5hsgNv
panas tubuhku dibuat oleh lelaki lain.
Aku mendesah pelan saat tangan Rafi menekan pinggangku dan1876Please respect copyright.PENANAIwEnfNkACq
menarik tubuhku lebih dekat. Aku tidak lagi menolak. Bahkan tubuhku bergerak1876Please respect copyright.PENANAKSxPLXUzu1
sendiri, mendekatkan dadaku ke dadanya. Nafasnya terasa hangat di wajahku, lalu1876Please respect copyright.PENANA5MycWOsrEp
tanpa aba-aba, bibirnya menangkap bibirku.
Basah, lembut, dan panas.
Lidahnya masuk, menjelajah, menuntut. Aku membalas. Rakus.1876Please respect copyright.PENANAvfkuxVEcuk
Bibirku menghisap balik. Kami bertukar air liur seperti sepasang kekasih yang1876Please respect copyright.PENANAG0VvUf5659
tak bertemu bertahun-tahun.
Tangannya meraba punggungku, lalu turun ke bokongku,1876Please respect copyright.PENANAO2rbEJOJOm
meremasnya pelan. Aku menggeliat. Suara kecil keluar dari tenggorokanku.
Saat itu, aku kembali melirik ke arah suamiku.
Dia masih di sana. Menatap kami. Wajahnya tegang, namun tak1876Please respect copyright.PENANAPOPN9J5J0p
bergerak. Matanya seperti terbakar, tapi tak satu kata pun keluar dari1876Please respect copyright.PENANA8SX2gRkFOs
mulutnya.
Dan entah kenapa, pemandangan itu membuatku semakin liar.
Tanganku membuka kancing baju sendiri, memperlihatkan bra1876Please respect copyright.PENANAIFfEvV6hpR
tipisku. Rafi menunduk, menyambar payudaraku dengan mulutnya. Dia mengisap,1876Please respect copyright.PENANAKRcaPeyfS0
menggigit kecil putingku yang sudah keras. Aku mengerang keras, tidak lagi1876Please respect copyright.PENANALumXiiRvnt
peduli siapa yang mendengar.
Aku menoleh ke arah suamiku.
"Sayang…" bisikku samar, sengaja. "Lihat1876Please respect copyright.PENANAJmB48tNuQy
aku…"
Tanganku menuntun tangan Rafi ke celanaku. Dia mengerti.1876Please respect copyright.PENANAYGUVUIiYaW
Satu sentuhan di balik kain dalamku membuatku gemetar.
Lidahnya kembali naik ke leherku sementara jemarinya masuk1876Please respect copyright.PENANAnfnT2IUN3Q
ke dalam celanaku dan langsung menemukan kelembapan yang sudah tak bisa kusembunyikan.1876Please respect copyright.PENANAvTc2JpQEPL
Jari itu mulai menggerayangi, membelai, menyapu pelan kelopakku.
Aku tak tahan
Kepalaku bersandar ke dadanya. Nafasku berat. Lalu dia1876Please respect copyright.PENANAz7PdlSCLw0
menggesek klitorisku dengan gerakan lembut namun mantap.
Tubuhku bergetar.
Aku mencapai orgasme hanya dengan jarinya. Tapi... rasanya1876Please respect copyright.PENANAUYcF34BS2e
berbeda. Karena aku tahu... ada mata suamiku yang menyaksikan semuanya.
Sensasi itu... sensasi dilihat, diizinkan, bahkan mungkin1876Please respect copyright.PENANAZ88NQVM05P
dinikmati olehnya... membuat klimaksku lebih dalam. Bukan sekadar fisik. Tapi1876Please respect copyright.PENANAaAxxKFHlle
juga batin. Seperti ada sesuatu dalam diriku yang pecah, meledak, dan menyebar1876Please respect copyright.PENANAUEgby9AhpW
hangat ke seluruh tubuh.
Dan saat aku menyadari cairanku membasahi tangannya... aku1876Please respect copyright.PENANA9LpqqGyNds
tahu: ini candu. Tabu. Tapi nikmatnya tak bisa lagi kusembunyikan.
Aku baru menyadarinya ketika kulihat wajah suamiku menegang.1876Please respect copyright.PENANA5WWQkioXbC
Tubuhnya menggigil halus. Matanya membelalak tapi tak bersuara. Kedua tangannya1876Please respect copyright.PENANAf1Vlj2cKjQ
mengepal, lalu—seolah kalah oleh gelombang yang tak tertahan—ia mendesah1876Please respect copyright.PENANAucHeEkpIiJ
panjang dan perlahan menunduk, seperti seorang prajurit yang pasrah dalam1876Please respect copyright.PENANACpFAv8pWrJ
kekalahan... atau kemenangan?
Aku melihat basah di celana longgarnya. Aku tahu persis apa1876Please respect copyright.PENANAZMOqtuOqg3
yang terjadi.
Dia... keluar. Tapi kok bisa ?
Bukan karena menyentuhku. Bukan karena kusentuh. Tapi hanya1876Please respect copyright.PENANAmjv5rjA2eU
dengan menyaksikan. Dengan menyimak seluruh tubuhku yang disentuh, disayang,1876Please respect copyright.PENANAFxhw6Awa7N
dijilat oleh pria lain. Hanya itu—dan dia pecah.
Aku terdiam sejenak. Jantungku berdetak keras.
Lalu sesuatu menyeruak dari dalam dadaku: perasaan yang1876Please respect copyright.PENANAC0cpd81k6I
belum pernah kurasa sebelumnya.
Aku... merasa di atas. Lebih dari sekadar cantik. Aku adalah1876Please respect copyright.PENANA6FyWZooOHx
sumber candunya. Aku adalah racun sekaligus penyembuhnya.
Dia, suamiku yang biasanya menuntun dan memimpin, kini1876Please respect copyright.PENANAdte9wfkBcI
justru menyerah pada sensasi yang kubentuk. Dengan tubuhku. Dengan1876Please respect copyright.PENANA9xFPlAuMpS
keberanianku.
Dan saat aku memeluk Rafi lebih erat—bukan karena cinta,1876Please respect copyright.PENANAB9g0y9hGnq
tapi karena gairah—aku menatap suamiku penuh kelembutan.
Terima kasih, batinku. Terima kasih karena telah mencintaiku1876Please respect copyright.PENANATnmvsmOxCf
seperti itu. Menerimaku, bahkan saat aku bukan hanya milikmu dalam detik-detik1876Please respect copyright.PENANAAYdLObDABA
ini. Kau biarkan aku terbuka, dan dari sana... aku justru merasa dimiliki lebih1876Please respect copyright.PENANAwvGJKMqXEF
dalam.
Aku menutup mata. Dalam hatiku, aku tahu satu hal:
Ini bukan sekadar perselingkuhan atau eksperimen.
Ini… kekuatan. Candu. Dan mungkin, awal dari sesuatu yang1876Please respect copyright.PENANAogPEpuN1Uk
tak bisa lagi kami hentikan.
POV suami
Air di kamar mandi terus menetes dari keran. Suara kecilnya1876Please respect copyright.PENANAbuHmOkzJm3
memantul di antara dinding, memecah keheningan yang menggantung.
Aku duduk di tepi ranjang, masih belum mampu berkata1876Please respect copyright.PENANAYeYdKlSdXH
apa-apa. Tanganku gemetar. Bukan karena takut… tapi karena bingung pada diriku1876Please respect copyright.PENANASicLe4PrJ1
sendiri.
Aku biarkan pria lain menyentuh istriku. Aku lihat tubuh1876Please respect copyright.PENANAg3U8yLLFPG
Surti meregang, bibirnya menganga dan matanya terpejam dalam nikmat. Dan saat1876Please respect copyright.PENANAkA7Q9taz3J
dia mencapai puncaknya—tanpa menyentuhku sedikit pun—aku justru ikut menegang1876Please respect copyright.PENANALC7e7H5dYS
dan meledak... dalam diam.
Kenapa aku tidak menghentikannya?
Atau... kenapa aku begitu menikmatinya?
Rasa bersalah mencengkeram dadaku. Apakah ini bentuk1876Please respect copyright.PENANA0mTjA1W82i
cinta... atau bentuk pengkhianatan terhadap cinta?
Pintu kamar mandi terbuka perlahan. Uap tipis menyelinap1876Please respect copyright.PENANA4VBQyIMHvv
keluar. Surti berdiri di sana, hanya memakai handuk, rambutnya basah menjuntai1876Please respect copyright.PENANAx4dXVUJNRl
di leher. Matanya mencari-cari, lalu menatapku. Ada kecanggungan. Tapi juga ada1876Please respect copyright.PENANAAoHNdE5h7u
sorot hangat di dalamnya.
"Aku nggak tahu harus bilang apa," bisiknya.1876Please respect copyright.PENANAE2To107cgu
"Tapi aku nggak nyangka... kamu bisa..."
Aku bangkit perlahan. Tanpa berkata-kata, aku melangkah ke1876Please respect copyright.PENANA8PCT14TRFc
arahnya, lalu memeluknya dari belakang. Tubuhnya hangat, beraroma sabun, dan1876Please respect copyright.PENANA28TCBxZcJc
dadaku terasa sesak karena pelukan itu bukan sekadar menenangkan—tapi pengakuan1876Please respect copyright.PENANAZcosQKkLeZ
akan rasa bersalah dan kelegaan yang tumpang tindih.
"Aku cuma ingin kamu bahagia," kataku pelan.
Dia diam sebentar, lalu meletakkan tangannya di atas1876Please respect copyright.PENANAj8wScbujgq
tanganku. "Aku juga. Tapi waktu lihat kamu seperti itu... aku merasa...1876Please respect copyright.PENANAYpG333W6Lp
penting. Di matamu. Bahkan saat tubuhku di tangan orang lain."
Pelukanku mengerat. Tanganku menyusuri perutnya perlahan.1876Please respect copyright.PENANAxmBlUz9BJX
Nafasnya mulai berubah.
"Kalau kamu masih menginginkanku setelah semua1876Please respect copyright.PENANAUvUJxNEgZO
ini..." katanya pelan, "aku akan menyerahkan semuanya. Bahkan1876Please respect copyright.PENANAfrco2yOdNc
tubuhku. Sepenuhnya. Tapi... kamu yang harus arahkan aku sekarang."
Aku mencium pundaknya. Tak ada hasrat terburu-buru. Hanya1876Please respect copyright.PENANALM7VV4DAdQ
sebuah keputusan—bahwa mulai saat ini, Surti bukan hanya istriku.
Dia adalah canduku.
Ini kisah 3 bulan yg lalu dan sejak saat itu ntah kenapa1876Please respect copyright.PENANAGDif0LHuw7
pandanganku terhadap Ranti berubah, aku tahu dia hanya bersosial tapi hatku1876Please respect copyright.PENANADh1PF8X9xO
panas terbakar cemburu, Meskipun Ranti tak pernah meminta dengan laki2 lain1876Please respect copyright.PENANAdxDvzNJWuE
lagi atau merendahkanku stiap berhubungan badan tapi hatiku tak perna tenang,1876Please respect copyright.PENANAlXDT2t3ul4
jangan2 Ranti selingkuh
Jangan2 Rantj main diam2 di belakangku
Gejolak batin yang memuakkan.
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Jhoni1876Please respect copyright.PENANAli6pU1B62g
duduk di tepi ranjang, memandangi istrinya yang sibuk melepas hijab dan1876Please respect copyright.PENANAYu2zNdjojX
mengganti pakaian. Hatinya sesak sejak tadi—sejak melihat Ranti tertawa terlalu1876Please respect copyright.PENANAYt3VaczMt0
lepas bersama pria tetangga mereka, Dani. Terlalu dekat, terlalu akrab
"Aku cuma tanya, Ran..." Jhoni memulai pelan tapi1876Please respect copyright.PENANAeyUKv6vwc5
tajam. "Itu kenapa tadi kamu bisa serileks itu sih ngobrol sama Dani?1876Please respect copyright.PENANAgwvDAv3nG9
Ketawa-tawa, sampe nepuk-nepuk pundaknya segala."
Ranti berhenti mengganti baju. Tatapannya ke arah suaminya1876Please respect copyright.PENANAAt3CjUupxW
datar, lelah. "Kamu serius nanya gitu?"
"Aku lihat sendiri, Ran," Jhoni berdiri, berjalan1876Please respect copyright.PENANAcxdsKSLDbg
mendekat. "Kamu gak lihat ekspresi dia? Matanya kayak orang ngiler. Dan1876Please respect copyright.PENANAwmAJiqjHKT
kamu malah... kayak nikmatin."
"Jadi aku gak boleh senyum? Gak boleh ngobrol sama1876Please respect copyright.PENANA3BxKIDC3ti
orang?" Nada suara Ranti naik setingkat. "Gila ya kamu, Jon. Semua1876Please respect copyright.PENANAoqFDQuNBVf
aku salah di matamu."
"Karena kamu kelihatan beda, Ran," bisik Jhoni,1876Please respect copyright.PENANAB6M4bYMcFo
kali ini lebih lirih, tapi lebih menyakitkan. "Beda... kayak kamu1876Please respect copyright.PENANAEYbR7fWiiq
suka."
"Dan kalau aku suka?!" Ranti membalikkan badan,1876Please respect copyright.PENANAb8WPyc3nyg
kini sepenuhnya menghadap suaminya. Nafasnya naik turun, dadanya bergemuruh.1876Please respect copyright.PENANAsSP3CmyCj9
"Kalau aku beneran pengen dia? Pengen ciuman sama dia? Bahkan... pengen1876Please respect copyright.PENANAifQsvUQNB7
hisap punyanya sampe muncrat di mukaku—kamu mau apa?!"
Jhoni terdiam. Dunia seperti berhenti berputar. Matanya tak1876Please respect copyright.PENANARp4TD1HiGh
sanggup menatap istrinya, tapi tubuhnya justru merespons: mengeras, tegang.1876Please respect copyright.PENANAkr71p9q3Xh
Batin dan hasratnya saling menghantam.
"Aku gak ngerti kamu sekarang..." gumam Jhoni1876Please respect copyright.PENANAropgRMvuPQ
nyaris seperti anak kecil. "Ini yang kamu mau? Ngetes aku? Nunjukin kalau1876Please respect copyright.PENANAqhAkCKXlSM
kamu bisa jadi liar juga?"
Ranti mendekat, wajahnya tepat di depan wajah Jhoni.1876Please respect copyright.PENANA1bJdP5zz6C
"Aku cuma capek dituduh, Jon. Kalau kamu ngerasa aku binal... sekalian aja1876Please respect copyright.PENANAA9jWzDe2dN
aku jadi binal beneran."
Jhoni duduk diam di meja makan, mengaduk kopi yang sudah1876Please respect copyright.PENANAQxOs4ENmpi
dingin. Matanya tajam memperhatikan Ranti yang sedang membereskan piring,1876Please respect copyright.PENANAiPeng3ihnD
padahal tidak ada yang benar-benar perlu dibereskan. Hanya kesibukan palsu,1876Please respect copyright.PENANAfoCVhanuKV
cara Ranti menghindari tatapan yang sudah penuh tuduhan itu.
“Aku cuma tanya biasa, jangan langsung berubah gitu,” suara1876Please respect copyright.PENANAEuNgoZASTf
Jhoni akhirnya pecah, tenang tapi tajam. “Kenapa kamu tadi deket banget sama si1876Please respect copyright.PENANAKM6PiSitO9
Bayu? Ketawa-tawa segala. Emang lucu ya dia?”
Ranti mendesah pelan, meletakkan piring dengan suara yang1876Please respect copyright.PENANAf61y6OyIG2
agak keras dari biasanya.
“Kamu serius nanya kayak gitu?” katanya tanpa menoleh. “Aku1876Please respect copyright.PENANADQ3yXQ0ETY
cuma basa-basi. Gitu aja bikin kamu cemburu?”
“Basa-basi sampai tangannya nempel ke lenganmu? Sampai kamu1876Please respect copyright.PENANAEPrsGE6Jeh
senyum semanis itu?” Jhoni berdiri, suaranya sedikit meninggi. “Aku gak bego,1876Please respect copyright.PENANAFnBD9mDe2c
Rant. Aku liat semua gerak-gerik kamu.”
Ranti akhirnya menoleh. Matanya bukan marah—tapi kecewa.
“Kalau kamu mikir aku semurah itu, kenapa nggak sekalian1876Please respect copyright.PENANAqBvy6IG6BX
kamu suruh aku buktikan aja sekalian?” katanya datar, penuh tantangan. “Mungkin1876Please respect copyright.PENANA9c5Sbt1bu8
kamu malah suka liat aku digituin orang lain. Mungkin itu fantasi kamu1876Please respect copyright.PENANA2O3FYhy55C
sebenernya.”
Jhoni terdiam. Dada sesak, bukan karena marah, tapi karena1876Please respect copyright.PENANAPKq6f4umpl
rasa bersalah yang aneh. Setiap kali ia bayangkan kemungkinan itu... ada rasa1876Please respect copyright.PENANAptxdc9CjRC
panas menjalar di tubuhnya. Rasa yang tak pernah ia minta, tapi muncul dari1876Please respect copyright.PENANA13zsEkwuO2
imajinasi yang ia bangun sendiri.
Ranti mendekat, pelan. Menatap suaminya dalam.
“Kalau aku buka bajuku depan dia, kamu bakal marah? Atau1876Please respect copyright.PENANAAfpZDz7Zqg
malah berdiri sambil nonton kayak malam itu waktu Ramon nyentuh aku?” bisiknya.1876Please respect copyright.PENANAhquoKg6Z5e
“Kalau aku gigit bibirnya, kamu bakal pukul dia... atau malah keluar duluan?”
Jhoni menelan ludah. Tenggorokannya kering.
Dan di situlah permainan batin itu dimulai—saat rasa cemburu1876Please respect copyright.PENANA3MGZF2OSKj
berubah menjadi lubang dalam yang justru menghisapnya ke dalam kenikmatan yang1876Please respect copyright.PENANANA4STRCmOa
tabu.
Pagi itu, aroma kopi menyebar lembut dari dapur. Ranti1876Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4B6PqVfEJ
berdiri di dekat kompor, masih mengenakan daster tipis dengan rambut yang1876Please respect copyright.PENANAEGcRgAlgB2
diikat asal. Ia tampak lebih ceria dari biasanya, senyumnya seperti mengembang1876Please respect copyright.PENANAu2Q8n9u4wJ
lebih lama dari sekadar basa-basi pagi.
Hingga di suatu hari
"Mas, nanti siang aku ada reuni SMA, ya. Di café deket1876Please respect copyright.PENANAfJ3VSDKXdG
kampus dulu itu lho."
Jhoni yang duduk di meja makan, mengaduk kopi perlahan,1876Please respect copyright.PENANAZHFK6Y9sL6
menoleh dengan tatapan datar. "Reuni? Tumben banget kamu semangat1876Please respect copyright.PENANA12nVpSrrWY
banget."
Ranti terkekeh kecil. "Yaa... ketemu temen-temen lama.1876Please respect copyright.PENANAyIf6sGh8Lo
Nostalgia. Dulu kan aku gak pernah ikut acara beginian waktu masih ngajar di1876Please respect copyright.PENANAwKsNDqJakA
pondok."
Jhoni mengangguk, tapi tidak bicara. Di balik tatapannya,1876Please respect copyright.PENANAFTjAHZ2Aaq
hatinya menghangat oleh rasa yang familiar: cemburu. Ia membayangkan1876Please respect copyright.PENANAC4LiszbP1M
wajah-wajah pria yang dulu pernah dekat dengan istrinya. Mantan-mantan yang1876Please respect copyright.PENANA8qmszeJnyF
mungkin masih menyimpan rasa. Pria-pria yang tahu seperti apa suara tawa Ranti1876Please respect copyright.PENANADn1NdiOaKg
saat masih remaja, tahu caranya membuat Ranti tersipu, tahu bagaimana caranya1876Please respect copyright.PENANA78Xyh2597o
menyentuh tanpa menyentuh.
Ia mencoba bersikap santai. Tapi lidahnya gatal menembak,1876Please respect copyright.PENANANkEJTUZJeV
"Pasti ada si Bima, ya?"
Ranti yang sedang menuang air ke termos terdiam sejenak.1876Please respect copyright.PENANAHXA67UHrfh
"Mungkin. Aku juga gak tahu siapa aja yang dateng."
"Bima itu mantan kamu, kan?"
"Tapi itu dulu, Mas," jawab Ranti sambil1876Please respect copyright.PENANAszJzOFLzPL
tersenyum, tetap tenang. "Sekarang aku istrimu."
Jawaban itu seharusnya cukup. Tapi kenapa rasanya justru1876Please respect copyright.PENANAaCmD1cRa9S
seperti menampar?
Jhoni menyesap kopinya. Pahit. Sama seperti rasa yang kini1876Please respect copyright.PENANAPCahHZKXMU
bergolak dalam dadanya.
Pagi itu, aroma kopi menyebar lembut dari dapur. Ranti1876Please respect copyright.PENANAVOd4gqNdS9
berdiri di dekat kompor, masih mengenakan daster tipis dengan rambut yang1876Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZPGLtCnqs
diikat asal. Ia tampak lebih ceria dari biasanya, senyumnya seperti mengembang1876Please respect copyright.PENANATu0kMTRmCN
lebih lama dari sekadar basa-basi pagi.
Jhoni menyesap kopinya. Pahit. Sama seperti rasa yang kini1876Please respect copyright.PENANAmt7gaALBwt
bergolak dalam dadanya.
Ranti melangkah ke kamar, berganti pakaian. Ia memilih kaus1876Please respect copyright.PENANAiPuJIB5J8g
simpel dan celana bahan, tapi Jhoni tetap memperhatikan setiap detil dengan1876Please respect copyright.PENANAPT4XIiLQ5X
tatapan curiga. Matanya mengikuti lekuk tubuh istrinya seolah mencari-cari1876Please respect copyright.PENANA7nusGjV13g
tanda pengkhianatan yang belum tentu ada.
"Rapi amat, kayak mau ngedate aja," gumam Jhoni1876Please respect copyright.PENANAiTHgxoMwDw
tanpa menatap.
Ranti menoleh, alisnya terangkat. "Ini cuma baju biasa,1876Please respect copyright.PENANA9hsOOs7nHg
Mas."
Jhoni berdiri dari kursi. "Kamu senyum-senyum sendiri1876Please respect copyright.PENANAljM9yk4pVy
dari tadi. Gaya bicaramu juga beda. Jangan-jangan kamu emang pengen ketemu1876Please respect copyright.PENANA4SA1Z63SMf
Bima, ya? Masih ada rasa, ya?"
Ranti menatap suaminya, napasnya mulai berat. "Mas1876Please respect copyright.PENANAb52bE4hWjw
ngomong apa sih?"
"Aku lihat cara kamu nyiapin diri dari tadi. Kamu1876Please respect copyright.PENANAj2KJTFSfVy
itu... kayak cewek yang mau balikan sama mantannya."
"Mas, jangan keterlaluan. Aku cuma mau reuni. Itu1876Please respect copyright.PENANAYzdnSkRKg2
temen-temen SMA-ku. Masa iya aku harus kelihatan berantakan biar Mas gak1876Please respect copyright.PENANAPdoNXmqvS0
curiga?"
"Tapi kamu bisa aja bohong kan? Siapa yang tahu kamu1876Please respect copyright.PENANASnzIFIbnMC
ngapain nanti di sana? Pegang-pegangan tangan? Pelukan? Atau lebih dari1876Please respect copyright.PENANAm0EDs3tzDy
itu?"
Bug! Gelas kopi Jhoni terbanting ke meja. Ranti menahan1876Please respect copyright.PENANAzbC40z4TSQ
napas.
Ranti mendekat, matanya tak berkedip menantang. "Mas,1876Please respect copyright.PENANA9sahJrT2er
kalau Mas segitu gak percayanya sama aku..." suara Ranti bergetar, penuh1876Please respect copyright.PENANAwh1JNwbTla
campuran marah dan sedih, "...gimana kalau sekalian aja aku bawa Bima ke1876Please respect copyright.PENANAXDqM2Z02zD
rumah?"
Jhoni diam.
"Aku ajak dia ke sini. Kita duduk bareng. Biar Mas1876Please respect copyright.PENANAPLABe7lJLJ
lihat sendiri. Kalau perlu, aku akan cium dia di depan Mas. Biar Mas puas, biar1876Please respect copyright.PENANAPIrK18wG0S
Mas tahu sejauh apa aku bisa."
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Jhoni menyeringai miris. "Coba aja kalau memang kamu1876Please respect copyright.PENANAQWRL35nRDC
berani. Aku tunggu."