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#4

I hate my philophobia.

savandler

May 15, 2025

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I hate my philophobia.

I hate it because it isolates me.

I hate I can’t trust people.

I hate I can’t let people close.

I hate I can’t form meaningful connections.

I hate that I’m scared to love people.

I hate that I hide,

But it’s how you survive in this world.

You survive by not trusting,

by not loving.

The second you trust they leave.

All my life they left,

now I have philophobia.

No one will stay.

No one will love me.

I’m scared to love.

I don’t want to hurt.

I don’t want to live,

but I don’t want to die.

I don’t have a reason for either.

Why do I need this?

Why do I need my philophobia?

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